Chapter 128

"..."

Seeing that these two are in a relationship, they are still so cautiously inquiring and inquiring, and Li Yue can't stand it anymore! !

"Hey—I didn't say, you two can't talk normally?! Say I love you, I want to be with you all the time, is it difficult? Is it difficult?!" Li Yue was really angry, " Don't people just want a firm choice and commitment from you? Now that we both like each other, can we just say no? Let me tell you, the two of you are thinking too much now. The more careful you are, It's more like a routine."

"..."

Yi Chuyang had to say that what this kid said was quite reasonable.

So he humbly admitted, "I'll pay attention next time."

"..."

Li Yan suddenly stopped talking...

Is this what Yi Chuyang can say? !

"What's wrong?"

When Yi Chuyang asked such a question, Li Jue immediately coughed dryly, "Ah... no, then, what, let me nag a few more words. A patient like him has a lot to do with people he trusts. Extremely strong dependence. Once you identify a person, it will be difficult to change in this life. Since he chose you and you have chosen him, you must be prepared to accompany him in physical therapy for a long time. This kind of disease, The periodicity is very unstable. It can be as short as a few years, or as long as it is long. It is estimated that it will not come out in this lifetime. And the probability of recurrence is extremely high.

"Ok, I know."

"Let me tell you, you must never hurt him again." For the past two years, Li Yue was also afraid of Xie Qingqi's rapidly deteriorating condition, "Don't blame me for not reminding you, this kind of thing. The chance of suicide due to illness is as high as 20%!! You need to watch over him all the time, take care of his emotions, and not affect his normal social activities."

"Anyway, all in all, just two words, it's difficult."

"Ok, I know."

"Can you stop being 'um' all the time?"

“…”

"Don't talk to me well. When it comes to the critical moment, you can't remember it at all."

"If you can't stand it and choose to give up halfway, then it's better not to show up from the beginning." Li Yue suddenly changed the conversation, "But based on my observation and understanding of you, you are not a bad person. I am also very willing to believe that you love him very much and will not give up on him. But sometimes, you can't speak your mind, and your words are too hurtful. You don't really take it to your heart, but unknowingly , leaving scars on the other side."

"His mind is still so sensitive, and this kind of murder would be doubled for him. If it wasn't for this at the time, I wouldn't have to persuade Xie Qingqi to separate from you."

"..."

Li Yue talked a lot again, but Yi Chuyang was still immersed in the words just now.

'It turns out that my words actually hurt him so much...'

"Hey, are you listening?"

Yi Chuyang came back to his senses and responded with "um".

Seeing his reaction, Li Yancai continued: "I'll reiterate it to you at the end, I'm a doctor, not God. If something irreversible happens, I won't be able to save him."

"So, as soon as you find that his mood is not right. You have to pay attention to your tone. No matter who is right or wrong, don't confront him."

"What if the quarrel wins?"

"You won, and the object is gone."

"Whether it's worth it, you can weigh it in your own heart."

"..."

Li Yue looked out the window and said, "Take advantage of the good weather recently, you can also take him out to exercise properly. Relax, don't let him stay bored in the house all day long. irrelevant."

"it is good."

Speaking of which, Li Yue has basically finished talking about the big truth and the small truth.

As for how much Yi Chuyang can remember, it is beyond his control.

Thinking of this, Li Jue couldn't help sighing, "You should give him more approval. To put it bluntly, Xie Qingqi is a little inferior and addicted now."

Yi Chuyang couldn't help but say, "But he wasn't like this before."

"That's because you didn't know anything before, and he could still pretend to be you." Li Yue snorted irritably, "Now that you know everything, he doesn't even have the courage to pretend."

"..."

Yi Chuyang didn't speak anymore, just narrowed his eyes slightly, he was thinking: 'If he promised Xie Qingqi not to explore his past, would Xie Qingqi be better off? ’

But Yi Chuyang knew the answer very clearly in his heart.

'Won't. ’

There is no way for him to not know anything, so he spends his whole life with Xie Qingqi in a confused way.

Xie Qingqi had no way of guaranteeing that he would not one day be tortured to the point of collapse by the devastated past.

Since this is already the case, Yi Chuyang can only ask himself to do his best.

he thinks.....

Bring back the confident and proud Xie Qingqi in the past...

.....

As evening approaches,

The afterglow of the setting sun swept across the trees outside the courtyard, and the stars fell on Yi Chuyang's book.

He always thought about it for a long time before writing down two words.

In this way, he has been sitting in the yard, thinking and thinking, thinking and thinking...

He didn't go in, but Xie Qingqi couldn't help but come over...

Yi Chuyang was in a trance, until Xie Qingqi had walked up to him, he came back to his senses and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I thought....."

Xie Qingqi suddenly stopped talking.

In fact, Xie Qingqi sat on the windowsill and watched him for a long time, but Yi Chuyang never found him and refused to come in.

He was afraid... afraid that Yi Chuyang was scared away by his illness.

That's why ran out to ask him... Are you still there?

"I thought you didn't want me anymore..."

Yi Chuyang looked at him, his elbow suddenly stopped. Immediately put down the pen, decisively spread his arms towards Xie Qingqi, "Hug."

“…”

Xie Qingqi really walked over obediently, put his arms around Yi Chuyang's shoulders, and sat on his lap.

Although it is winter, the winter in the south is still warm and sunny.

Now is the most comfortable time of the day.

There is neither the coldness of the night nor the sun exposure in the afternoon, the tables and chairs that have been exposed to the sun emit bursts of woody aroma...

It was warm all around.

Yi Chuyang gently rubbed his head, then stroked his back, and said in a warm voice, "Why would I not want you?"

"Then what have you been doing here?" Xie Qingqi rested his chin on his shoulder, "Don't come in either."

Yi Chuyang smiled, "It's nothing, just think about something and write something casually."

Without getting a clear answer, Xie Qingqi directly picked up the book on the table.

Yi Chuyang didn't stop him, but was a little embarrassed, so he fiddled with Xie Qingqi's hair, as if he wanted to divert his attention...

1. He is too thin and has stomach problems, so he has to find a way to make him eat more.

2. He likes Granny Tang's chicken soup, and he must go to steal a teacher when he finds time.

3. If you have something to say, you have to say it well, and the object is to be coaxed. Stop killing him, he will be sad...

Fourth, self-esteem and face are all fake! Yi Chuyang's posture of letting go!

5. Love him forever, but don't kidnap him in the name of love, and don't put pressure on him.

Xie Qingqi didn't seem to know the words on the book.

Word by word, read it over and over again, don't know how many times it was, Xie Qingqi's emotions suddenly couldn't hold back—

"You really don't need to be like this..."

After hearing his feedback, Yi Chuyang stopped messing with his hair, and instead hugged someone and coaxed him, "How am I?"

Xie Qingqi said: "It's obviously my pain, why do you have to bear it with me?"

"Isn't that what it should be?"

Yi Chuyang's eyes darkened, Xie Qingqi was really afraid of dragging him down...

"Qing Qi, don't feel like you're dragging me down. Because I don't feel pain, but I'm happy. I'm glad that you are willing to believe me so, and that you are willing to let me accompany you and keep walking..."

"After all, I love you so much."

Xie Qingqi's lips twitched...

Yi Chuyang's head rubbed against Xie Qingqi's neck, "If you think that it will drag me down again, I will be really angry."

Xie Qingqi hesitated for a moment, but still wanted to ask: "Then... Are you relieved?"

"I wasn't angry just now, I was just worried, just distressed."

“…”

"You've always been in a bad mood recently, so don't think about it alone. Otherwise, what do you want my boyfriend to do?" Yi Chuyang was like coaxing a child, "You have to do anything with me. Said, I will do my best to help you solve the problem. Even if it can't be solved temporarily, then I will accompany you to face it. Got it?"

"Don't always worry that I will run away. In this life, I will recognize you."

"Then..." Xie Qingqi was also embarrassed, and his voice became smaller and smaller, "I will tell you everything from now on, so I won't hide it from you."

"That's what you said." Yi Chuyang's eyes suddenly lit up, and he seemed very surprised to hear Xie Qingqi say such a thing.

"No, it's empty words, you have to swear first!"

I don't know where Yi Chuyang's childish behavior came from, which made Xie Qingqi laugh and cry, and nodded repeatedly: "Okay, I swear, I swear."

Xie Qingqi pressed his forehead against Yi Chuyang's forehead, lowered his voice, and said seriously: "From now on, I will answer any questions I have, and I will definitely not hide it from you."

Xie Qingqi's sudden initiative caught Yi Chuyang by surprise.

"that....."

"Um?"

Xie Qingqi loosened his forehead, sat up straight, and looked at him carefully, as if waiting for him to speak.

Yi Chuyang tilted his head and coughed lightly, and suddenly he was quite embarrassed, "You know, I'm a person... I'm just a cheap talker and dare to say anything. If there is something wrong in the future You can tell me directly, or slap me with a big mouth."

Xie Qingqi suddenly laughed. This year, it was the first time he heard someone being beaten in a hurry.

"Anyway.... don't hold back on your own, and don't leave the problem for later, the more you accumulate..." Yi Chuyang's forehead touched Xie Qingqi's heart, "What's the problem, We will solve it now, and we will not turn over the old accounts..."

When Yi Chuyang said this, why did he feel a little pitiful?

Could it be that... the filter for him is too heavy?

However, it was rare for Yi Chuyang to speak so seriously, and Xie Qingqi suddenly wanted to laugh, "Oh..."

Yi Chuyang let out a "tsk", as if he was dissatisfied with Xie Qingqi's reaction, "I'm serious!"

Xie Qingqi stared at him, "Then I'm serious too."

The two stared at each other for a while,

Laugh out loud at the same time.....

Yi Chuyang hugged the person again, "That's good, that's good."

Xie Qingqi thought about it for a while before saying, "There is something I want to say."

Yi Chuyang asked, "What?"

"You don't have to wait for the sun with me, because you are the sun." Xie Qingqi repeated, fearing that his words might not convey his meaning, "My, the sun."

Yi Chuyang stared at him and said seriously: "The sixth point, as the sun, I will warm you, but I don't need your look up."

Xie Qingqi was stunned for a moment, then couldn't help but chuckle, and replied with a word of peace, "Okay."

.....

They kissed under the twilight,

warm, reassuring...

At that moment, as if the whole world could not bear to disturb them...

"Do not want?"

Xie Qingqi panted lightly, as if the arrow was on the string, and he had to send it out—

"Hold......!"

Yi Chuyang clenched his back molars and cursed in a low voice.

"You can take care of your body again, let's talk about it after a while."

Seeing how he wanted but didn't dare, Xie Qingqi laughed directly, and couldn't help teasing him: "Can you bear this?"

Yi Chuyang also smiled and took a bite on his fair neck...

"hiss"

Hearing Xie Qingqi's pained voice, Yi Chuyang let out a sigh of relief...

"I can't help it anymore. So, don't say it anymore, or I'll really blow up."

This description is quite novel.

Xie Qingqi was also very curious, "How did it explode?"

"Explosive explosion."

"Oh..." After thinking about it for a while, he smiled directly, "Then I still want to see it."

Going on like this, Yi Chuyang was really afraid that he would not be able to bear it anymore.

So he harassed: "You better spare me..."

Xie Qingqi is now too thin and malnourished, and is still ill both physically and mentally.

It gives the feeling that it may fall again at any time.

This will let him start,

Yi Chuyang has to doubt whether he is still human...?

The author has something to say:

I'm thinking.....

Yang cub, why don't we just stop being human?

I don't know if the little angels want to see it, but I really want to see it. Ha ha ha ha.....