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Chapter 129
Chapter 129
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at night,
Xie Qingqi still couldn't sleep, and was on the verge of collapse several times.
For fear of any accident, Yi Chuyang even secretly poured several cups of coffee, so he had to carry Xie Qingqi with him without sleeping.
I don't know what time it is...
The two sat on the bed, Xie Qingqi irritably tried to break free from Yi Chuyang's restraint——
"Yi Chuyang! Let go! I tell you to let go of me!!"
Yi Chuyang could only hold him silently, the pain Xie Qingqi showed, every inch and every inch was hitting his heart—
Looking at him, Yi Chuyang's eyes filled with distress, "Qing Qi... Qing Qi... Qing Qi baby... That kind of thing is not good for your health."
"Chuyang...have pity on me..." Xie Qingqi put his arm around his neck, suddenly lost his strength, and said with choked sobs, "I'm really...really uncomfortable... ..."
Yi Chuyang's eyes immediately turned red——
But... but he still had no way to promise him, he could only hug him tighter, wishing he could suffer this for him!
"We don't take medicine anymore, we really can't take medicine anymore..."
In fact, Xie Qingqi knew in his heart that no matter what he said now, Yi Chuyang would never let him go back to the vicious circle of the past...
It's just that Xie Qingqi wants to get out of the original vicious circle. Although he won't die, it's enough for him no matter what...
Xie Qingqi buried his face deep in Yi Chuyang's shoulder, in despair, and even called him with a bit of a cry, "Yi Chuyang..."
"Um?"
Yi Chuyang tilted his head slightly, and in the next second, only Xie Qingqi said, "I hate you..."
"Yi Chuyang, it's so annoying..."
"Hate it, hate me now..." Yi Chuyang smiled bitterly, caressed his back lightly, and comforted his emotions, "Why are you so pitiful?"
"..."
Xie Qingqi didn't speak, but his mood was obviously much better, Yi Chuyang lowered his head and kissed his ear, "Little poor, I'll hold you to sleep, okay? I've been holding you...don't be afraid, I will always hold you..."
Yi Chuyang picked him up and flipped him upside down. There was no space between the two of them. "Go to sleep, you'll be fine..."
......
For several days in a row, Xie Qingqi's condition improved significantly.
The stone in Yi Chuyang's heart was temporarily put away...
One of the nights, Xie Qingqi stared blankly at the ceiling, not knowing what to think, suddenly said: "Chu Yang..."
"Um?!"
Yi Chuyang seemed to be awakened, and immediately hugged Xie Qingqi tighter, "Uh..."
Xie Qingqi tilted his head to look at him,
This man was so sleepy that he couldn't even open his eyes, but he subconsciously calmed his emotions...
The mouth has been muttering indistinctly, "I am... I am..."
Xie Qingqi turned to face him, looked up at Yi Chuyang for a while, and then shrank into his arms...
He was thinking: 'Whether it's for Yi Chuyang or himself, this time, he has to grit his teeth and stick to it...
Because of this person, he began to look forward to the future...
Xie Qingqi wanted to know too much.... too wanted to know what the future of Yi Chuyang would look like?
Between anticipation, he carried a little fantasy...
I don't know when, he actually fell asleep like this...
He had a dream,
One....with him, there is Yi Chuyang's dream....
Because this dream was too good, Xie Qingqi was afraid that it was too unreal.
Therefore, when he woke up the next day, he saw that Yi Chuyang was still holding him.
Suddenly he realized...he seemed to be having happiness.
........
in the library,
Yi Chuyang sat at the desk and looked at the computer screen, and couldn't help yawning...
In the past few days, he has been accompanying Xie Qingqi to adjust the biological clock, and in the morning, he also took people to go for a morning run.
Fortunately, the hard work paid off. Without taking medicine, Xie Qingqi was finally able to sleep a little.
He was typing in front of the computer with a tired face,
Thinking to see if there is any information related to manic depression, can collect some more for reference.
manic depression
Depressed state:
① Depressed mood, lack of confidence and hope in the future, even pessimism and despair, and self-inflicted suicidal thoughts and behaviors.
② Lack of interest, the patient is not interested in anything, and he also loses interest in things that he used to be interested in.
③ Often show excessive worry, worry, timidity, nervousness, indecision, and irritability.
④ Self-blame, self-evaluation is too low, think that he has many faults, can do nothing, is a useless person and a burden to the family.
⑤ Sleep disturbance, severe insomnia, no appetite, weight loss. 【1】
'Da da da'
Yi Chuyang rested his chin in one hand and put the other hand on the table, tapping his fingers on the table.
He also gradually fell into contemplation. . . .
To sum up, these performances were basically reflected in Xie Qingqi one by one some time ago. Fortunately, these problems are now developing in a good direction...
But this is only a manifestation of depression, as for mania...
Although Li Yue said that it is easier to relapse in summer. But Xie Qingqi is really easy to lose his temper recently,
Just in case, Yi Chuyang hurriedly searched again—
Manic state:
①Extraordinarily happy, emotionally high.
②It is easy to be irritated, will lose his temper for a little thing, act rashly and recklessly, and easily conflict with the surrounding, resulting in impulsive behavior.
③ Increased speech, feeling good about oneself, usually because of lack of awareness of one's own illness.
④ In severe cases, symptoms such as disordered speech and disordered behavior may occur.
⑤ Self-evaluation is too high or exaggerated
⑥ energetic, need less sleep, tireless.
⑦ Sexuality. Desire enhancement, sexuality. Reckless behavior. 【2】
These two symptoms are quite opposite...
However, although Xie Qingqi has been irritable recently, he has not lost his temper.
As for the performance of other symptoms, it does not seem to have appeared much, except...
sexual desire.....
cough!
Well, it seems to be a little bit...
Yi Chuyang was stunned for a moment. Could this be a precursor to mania?
He thought about it,
Let's pay more attention, after all, it is always right to be careful when sailing the ship for ten thousand years.
Thinking about it, Yi Chuyang yawned again——
He has been with Xie Qingqi for the past few days and night, but he didn't sleep well.
Coffee or something, doesn't work either.
Now Yi Chuyang is so sleepy that he is dozing off......
He didn't bother to go back to the room, he just put down the mouse, lay down on the table, and fell asleep after a while...
.....
When Xie Qingqi came in, Yi Chuyang was already asleep.
He quietly went to take the shawl on the sofa and carefully put it on Yi Chuyang...
Xie Qingqi bent down, leaned closer, and gently pushed away the broken bangs on his forehead.
It is estimated that he is too tired. Yi Chuyang slept very deeply, completely unaware of all this....
The computer screen is still stuck on the manic-depressive information page, and the mobile phone on the side has been silently lighting the screen, and the pop-up is full of work news...
Even though he was already so exhausted, Yi Chuyang insisted on staying with him, staying with him for treatment.
It's really, really hard work...
Right now, Yi Chuyang is obviously a little dark, and even when he sleeps, he reveals a sense of tiredness...
It seems that he looks more tired than when he played the game before.
But his sun is obviously not yet twenty-four years old.
It is the age of wanton and free and easy, but he has already carried so much...so much...
Xie Qingqi suddenly smiled,
If someone had told him six or seven years earlier, before he met Yi Chuyang, "In the future, there will be a boy who is six years younger than you, and he will heal your life." ’
Xie Qingqi probably thought that person was crazy.
......
"Well"
Yi Chuyang suddenly frowned, and opened his eyes a little unsteadily...
“…”
His eyes reacted hazy, and suddenly there was a flash of clarity—
Yi Chuyang suddenly sat up and looked down——
! ! !
The pupils dilated instantly—
Certainly not an illusion! !
Xie Qingqi was really under the table, giving him......
give him......! !
"you"
Hearing the sound, Xie Qingqi raised his head, looked at Yi Chuyang's completely stupid expression, and licked his upper lip at him very ambiguous...
Yi Chuyang's breathing stagnated for a while——
Just.... just going crazy! ! !
He scooped up the man...
Xie Qingqi took advantage of the situation and put his arms around his neck, leaning his head on Yi Chuyang's shoulder, and complained aloud: "I'm almost exhausted, why are you still not well?"
Yi Chuyang's hands were shaking unconsciously, "What are you doing?"
"You really want me to say it?" Xie Qingqi teased him, "Didn't you already see it?"
Yi Chuyang clenched his clothes tightly and asked with restraint, "I'm asking why you do this?"
"Do you need a reason?" Xie Qingqi asked, "Aren't you my boyfriend?"
Yi Chuyang immediately said: "Of course it is!"
Xie Qingqi smiled directly, "Is there still a problem?"
Yi Chuyang asked hesitantly, "Have you been feeling uncomfortable recently?"
"No."
"Then... do you want to lose your temper? Or, the urge to do it?"
Xie Qingqi immediately frowned, "What exactly do you want to ask?"
"Is your mania about to return?"
"..."
Xie Qingqi suddenly laughed angrily, "It's all this time, you tell me this???"
Yi Chuyang panicked, "Are you really wanting to be angry now?"
"..."
is not that right?
Whose boyfriend is this?
Straight male cancer terminal, right?!
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