Chapter 137

“…”

Hearing Xie Qingqi say such words so frankly, a warm current flowed in Yi Chuyang's heart, and his eyes suddenly turned red...

Now he finally understands what it means: 'It's all worth it. ’

But he didn't want to express himself too moved, so he turned over and buried his face in the quilt.

His voice was muffled, but he still couldn't hide the joy from the bottom of his heart, and seemed to be a little restless. "Just hook me hard, it's probably my turn to lose sleep tonight."

Xie Qingqi smiled and suddenly thought, "Oh right. Speaking of this, Li Yue suddenly ran over today and took all my medicines."

"Um."

"Why don't you feel surprised at all?"

This matter was originally raised by Yi Chuyang first, so he would not be surprised.

It's just that he can't say it, and he doesn't want Xie Qingqi to affect his mood for such a heartless thing.

Yi Chuyang lay back on the bed again, staring at the ceiling, "Anyway, you don't want to eat it, it's better to take it away from him, so as not to put it in front of your eyes."

"Yeah." Xie Qingqi nodded, "That's right."

He didn't say much, but Yi Chuyang changed the subject, "How is it? Can you sleep alone?"

"I don't know yet." Xie Qingqi said honestly, "But honestly, I really want to..."

"What do you really want?" Yi Chuyang asked.

Xie Qingqi couldn't help but smiled and said lightly, "I really want you to sleep with me in your arms..."

Yi Chuyang laughed out loud at once, feeling that there was such a sentence.

The haze of his whole day can be dissipated at this moment...

"But I'm really curious, what happened to my baby tonight? It's so clingy."

Xie Qingqi asked back, "Is it bad?"

"Okay." Yi Chuyang smiled, "Tell me more, what do you want to say?"

Xie Qingqi unconsciously scratched the pattern on the pillar with his hand, and really lowered his head and thought about it seriously, and then said, "Well... just, I really miss you."

"You're not with me, and I'm really not used to it. But in the past two years, I've come here by myself, and you've only been here with me for a week, why... .."

Listening to Xie Qingqi's words, a feeling of grief flooded into Yi Chuyang's heart——

In fact, he regrets, really regrets...

I feel that my past self was not enough.

I have already lost it once, how can it be... Is there a second time to lose Xie Qingqi?

As long as he can be a little more mature at that time, as long as he can trust Xie Qingqi a little more, the two will not be separated for another two years.

It will not let Zeng Guangliang have a chance to hurt Xie Qingqi like this...

He felt...that he really owed more and more to Xie Qingqi.

Yi Chuyang said warmly: "I'll always be with you in the future anyway, just be patient with me? I'll be able to"

"Is it because of me?"

Xie Qingqi suddenly interrupted his words, Yi Chuyang was stunned and did not respond, "What?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi twitched his Adam's apple, lowered his head silently, and said in a relaxed voice, "Your family probably doesn't like me very much, right?"

"who said it!?"

Yi Chuyang was in a hurry, and immediately sat up—

Because he was very afraid, really afraid, very afraid that Xie Qingqi would choose to 'retreat' at this time.

He immediately said, "I said it long ago, they all welcome you! Really! My mother asked me today when I can take you home for dinner!"

“…”

Xie Qingqi still lowered his head, he didn't know, didn't know how much comfort there was in what Yi Chuyang said...

Even now he can be sure that Yi Chuyang loves him. But he can't ensure that his family and friends can love him, who has really hurt Yi Chuyang.

He didn't want to, didn't want Yi Chuyang to be caught in the middle, and he was in a dilemma.

He can't, can't stop Yi Chuyang's normal social life.

But at the same time, he couldn't give up.

Now he can't let go anymore...

So, he slowly said what was in his heart, "Chuyang...why...why don't we make it public."

"What do you mean?"

Yi Chuyang's voice changed all of a sudden, Xie Qingqi suddenly became nervous, "Well, that's it, I think it's quite troublesome. You are becoming more and more famous now, and when we made it public before, it was true It will have a great impact on your career, it might as well..."

"Why not?"

Yi Chuyang frowned and asked in a deep voice, "Are you afraid of affecting my career, or are you afraid that I won't be able to protect you?"

"..."

Xie Qingqi stopped talking...

Yi Chuyang lowered his eyes and asked, "Don't you want to see my parents?"

An idea flashed through Yi Chuyang's mind——

"Are you trying to run away again?!"

"Chu Yang..." Xie Qingqi didn't know how to explain it directly, "I just think... feelings are a matter of two people, we don't have to let others know, right?"

Yi Chuyang's voice was still cold, "So, do you think I should hide you? Don't be discovered by others?"

Xie Qingqi pursed his lips tightly, as if tacitly...

"Ah"

Yi Chuyang thought this was really ridiculous, he was going up and down here, but he didn't think about it at all.

"Xie Qingqi, are we having an affair now?" Yi Chuyang asked with a smile, "Are you married or am I married?"

"Or...you never intended to marry me, did you?"

Yi Chuyang's face suddenly turned cold, and he couldn't smile anymore...

This atmosphere made Xie Qingqi almost suffocate, "Chu Yang..."

Yi Chuyang then asked: "How much did I make you unable to take action? Do you feel so embarrassed?"

"I'm afraid I won't let you do it!"

As soon as Xie Qingqi finished speaking, both sides fell into dead silence——

"Then why don't you talk about me." When he spoke, there was no emotional ups and downs in Yi Chuyang's eyes, "It's really a failure for me to make you still think like this."

"Xie Qingqi, you make me feel very disappointed."

Yi Chuyang didn't want to talk anymore, and simply hung up the phone -

When the busy tone appears -

Xie Qingqi felt that his heart skipped a few beats—

The biting cold wind brushed the dryness of the eyelids, but couldn't stop the hot tears from rolling down...

Yi Chu masculine put the phone on the bed,

The next second, Xie Qingqi called back.

One pass, another pass, no chance to catch a breath.

It's like....don't make this call and die...

Yi Chuyang still took it.

"..."

"..."

But when the call was really connected, neither of the two dared to speak first...

For fear that emotions will drive words, if they are not careful, they will hurt each other again.

In a long silence,

Only Xie Qingqi cried softly, twisting Yi Chuyang's heart, he was almost out of breath—

Yi Chuyang lowered his head and was silent for a long time before he said the first sentence, "Xie Qingqi, do you know...how much I love you?"

"I know...."

Xie Qingqi collapsed and cried directly——

But Yi Chuyang laughed, silently, but also burst into tears...

"Then what kind of mentality do you have? Can you say something that hurts me so much?"

"sorry....."

"You don't need to be sorry for me." Yi Chuyang took a deep breath and said, "You know, the last thing I want to hear is this."

"Chuyang...I, I didn't think about it that much..." Xie Qingqi desperately tried to explain something, "I just...I just don't want to embarrass you."

"Then do you want to marry me?"

Yi Chuyang asked too bluntly, Xie Qingqi couldn't catch it, "Chuyang..."

"I asked if you wanted to!"

Yi Chuyang really felt that his endurance was about to be worn out——

'If he dares to say he doesn't want to, then I'll...I'll...'

He doesn't know what to do anymore...

"I think! I think..."

After hearing the answer, Yi Chuyang breathed a sigh of relief...

"Fortunately...fortunately he wanted to..."

"But, with you, I'm already very content, and I don't dare to be too greedy."

"Then even if I beg you, be more greedy..."

Whether it was to accompany Xie Qingqi to stop the drug treatment, or to pray for the consent of his parents, Yi Chuyang had never felt so difficult.

Yi Chuyang didn't know, why was it so difficult to make Xie Qingqi believe in himself once?

This made Yi Chuyang feel deeply powerless...

Because he had no way, no way to force Xie Qingqi to trust him.

He can only wait, waiting in the predicament, waiting for Xie Qingqi to come over and walk to his side.

Said he believed in him, said he would like to go with him...

"I'm willing to carry everything for you, have you forgotten it again?" Yi Chuyang's voice gradually eased, "Everything, all difficulties, I will solve it for you."

"Xie Qingqi, I only need you to do one thing well, and that is to believe in me."

"What I'm saying is, believe me unwaveringly."

"If you admit defeat now, then I will also lose along with it."

"But this one, I can't afford to lose."

In the arena, everyone depends on their abilities. If he wins, he can afford to lose.

But only in the matter about Xie Qingqi, he couldn't lose, he didn't dare to lose, and he really couldn't afford to lose.

I don't know why, Xie Qingqi really wanted to cry when he heard Yi Chuyang's words.

But he was not sad,

More, should be unexpected.

It turned out that he was really.... chosen by Yi Chuyang unswervingly.

Those things he didn't even dare to think about in the past have now come true!

"I understand."

Xie Qingqi pulled the corners of his lips, trying his best to control the smoothness of his voice.

"I believe you."

It was not until he heard the last sentence that Yi Chuyang was completely relieved...

"Don't have that kind of messy thoughts in the future!"

"Um."

"I just got mad at you, it's my fault, but you really owed too much just now."

"Um."

Yi Chuyang also became more and more aggrieved, "Then if you say this again in the future, I will ignore you again."

Xie Qingqi smiled directly, "Yes."

.....

They chatted for a long time, without purpose, what they wanted to talk about, as if there were topics that could never be finished.

It's just that no one mentions the unpleasantness just now.

Those words that hurt people, those that are not firmed up. In this lifetime, they probably won't dare to talk nonsense again.

But at the same time, they all knew in their hearts that this matter did not pass.

Like a barb, the diaphragm should be in each other's hearts. It won't kill people, but it can often make people feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

This thorn, which Yi Chuyang couldn't touch, could only be pulled out by Xie Qingqi himself——

......

"Actually, cooking is really easy..."

"Um......"

Yi Chuyang suddenly paused and called softly, "Qing Qi?"

"Um.....?"

Xie Qingqi was in a daze, it seemed that he was sleepy...

"When will you be brave for me once?"

“…”

Yi Chuyang calmed down, his eyes were slightly dim, and he said to himself, "Really, just once."

He returned and smiled, "What am I talking about? Good night.... I love you."

'Um.’