Chapter 33 "Thank you for coming to me"

The train heading south is like a teenager, dashing briskly on the field, and the surrounding scenery gradually changes, from barren land to a little bit of emerald green.

Sui Yi sat by the window, the back of the chair was straight, which made people uncomfortable.

The phone was muted, and the latest chat stopped at a picture sent to him by the tutor. The picture was Bai Yan's handwritten home address, more than 1,000 kilometers away from the school on the southeast coast. The specific information was an orphanage.

Sui Yi felt that her heart was beating wildly and bluntly, like a balance that was about to fail, and she could only use all her strength to maintain its stability.

He hadn't figured it out yet, but he still obeyed the advice given to him by You Cheng and met Bai Yan first.

The flight attendant pushed the car past, hawking with a southern accent, and dragged Sui Yi into an unfamiliar environment.

"Handsome guy, do you want melon seeds for beer?" The flight attendant saw Sui Yi in the corner at a glance.

Sui Yi glanced at it and pointedly pointed at the beer on the shelf and said, "Then get me one of this."

The taste of the first time he drank came back into his mouth, and the sourness made people want to cry. Sui Yi took a few sips of wine and took out his mobile phone to call Bai Yan.

The busy speaker on the opposite side was busy for a long time, and no one picked it up. The woman sitting next to her was holding a few boxes of gifts in her arms, looking at him with a strange expression and a bit of vigilance in her eyes.

Sui Yi took a few more sips, scratched her hair indiscriminately, and picked up her phone to send a message to Bai Yan.

"Are you at home now?"

"Can I answer the phone?" Sui Yi began to regret after sending this message, and always felt that his tone seemed a little too humble.

"I went to Hequan to find you."

Sui Yi bit her lip, feeling a little self-defeating, she flattened the beer hall and threw it aside, and continued typing: "Are you in Izumi? I'm in the car."

After two minutes, a message came from the other side.

Bai Yan said, "Which bus do you take?"

Sui Yi smiled successfully at the phone, her heart fell steadily, and she took a photo of the ticket and sent it.

Hequan has no spring water. It is a small town on the coastal plain. The railway station was built at the end of the 20th century. The tiles on the platform have been peeled off. Half of the sidewalks are exposed outside the eaves, and there are several pools of water stains on the ground.

When the train slowed down halfway, Sui Yi saw the people on the platform.

Bai Yan was wearing a very dirty gray short cotton coat with a fluffy neckline. He stood half a meter away from the yellow line with a serious expression, looking for them one by one like counting grids.

Sui Yi saw his wide eyes through the glass, then smiled, stood up and carried his backpack.

The whistle sounded briefly for a while, and then Yi jumped out of the car with three steps and two steps, and stood in front of Bai Yan with a calm expression.

"..." Bai Yan's expression was very nervous, he opened his mouth and did not speak.

"What do you want to say?" Casually approached a little and asked him.

As soon as Sui Yi spoke, Bai Yan's heart jumped, and he didn't speak in a guilty conscience.

The carriage made Bai Yan's cheeks a little red, and he clutched the phone tightly and then released it, thinking about the time Sui Yi would get on the bus.

"Xiao Bai." Sui Yi's voice suddenly softened a little.

Bai Yan thought that he had hallucinations, raised his head with a surprised expression, felt that the sunset was blocked by the person in front of him, and Yu Hui drew a border on Sui Yi's body, which looked safe and reliable.

"I read your file, and you are one year younger than me." Sui Yi said to herself, as if it was something important, "I'll call you Xiaobai." He emphasized again.

Bai Yan hummed inaudibly, lowered his head and stared at his toes.

"Master, go to the Hequan Hotel." Bai Yan reached out and stopped a taxi that had been waiting for a long time, and before Sui Yi could speak, he pulled him into the back seat.

The master took a cigarette and squinted to talk to them: "Are you here to play?"

"Yeah." Bai Yan replied foolishly.

"College students!" The master asked with a smile while turning the steering wheel with one hand.

Sui Yi felt the nervousness of the people around her, so she took the lead and said, "Yeah!"

Bai Yan sat in very few places, leaning against the edge of the seat, turned his head to look at Sui Yi, his eyes didn't dodge, but it was a little complicated.

The master smiled in the rearview mirror and teased him: "Come to find a girlfriend?"

Bai Yan frowned, his thin back wrapped in a cotton coat straightened up alertly, looking very defensive.

Sui Yi was stunned for a while, then turned her head and glanced at Bai Yan, with something strange in her heart, she said in a relaxed tone, "Yeah."

"What little girl, such a handsome boy." The master threw the cigarette out of the window, smiling so hard that he couldn't see his eyes: "I'm so lucky."

Sui Yi stretched out his hand and pulled Bai Yan's arm, then gently took it in his direction, and said with a smile in his eyes, "Yeah."

Bai Yan became more nervous visibly, he even forgot to take the change, opened the car door and fled.

Sui Yi took the change from the boss, touched the tip of her nose, and said, "Thank you, Master."

Bai Yan walked very fast, followed him with Sui Yi, looking at the back in front of him, kicking the gravel along the street while tracing his back with his eyes.

After the sunset, the water vapor in the dull air piled up, the sky gradually became cloudy, and some urgent evening wind poured in from the neckline, bringing the unique coolness of the south.

Bai Yan led him into the Hequan Hotel. The hotel's park is very large, and the decoration looks a little old, but fortunately, the design and materials are high-end, and it still looks stylish.

"Have you brought your ID card?" Bai Yan turned around and said the third sentence of the day to him.

Suiyi put the ID card in his hand, touched his palm, Bai Yan retracted his hand as if stung by a bug, and turned around to check in with Suiyi.

In the elevator room, there was an indistinct grooming mirror, Sui Yi looked at Bai Yan in the mirror without any cover, Bai Yan lowered his head, and the tips of his ears that were exposed outside the broken hair were very red.

Bai Yan opened the door for him, then patiently waited for Suiyi to enter the door, then closed the door with a "snap", leaning against the door like a small animal ready to go, watching Suiyi.

When he was angry, his cheeks would bulge a little, and when Sui Yi looked at it, he felt very cute.

"Why are you here?" Bai Yan gathered up his courage and opened the topic seriously.

Sui Yi's dizzy head suddenly woke up from the beginning of the classroom, and said something nonsense as if stuck: "If you don't reply to my news, I want to ask you whether you will participate in the team building."

Bai Yan's face slumped, and his angry expression disappeared. After a while, he said, "I have already asked for leave and will not participate."

Sui Yi was a little flustered when he saw him like this. No matter what, he didn't want Bai Yan to show such an expression. One thing had a direction, and another problem became clear. Whether he liked Bai Yan or not, Sui Yi wanted to put the knife on the holder. Ask around your neck, instead of being dragged to death by a useless struggle in your heart.

"I want to know if I like you or not." Sui Yi stretched out his head and gave himself a knife, saying in Bai Yan's usual questioning style.

"I want to know if I like you or not."

Sui Yi was frightened by her vague and ambiguous words, and then she learned how to analyze herself at the subway entrance two days before Bai Yan, and said, "I thought about it on the way here, you were at the school gate that day and said you liked me. ."

Bai Yan took a step back like a frightened little animal, inadvertently bumped into the door of the room that looked unstable, and made a muffled sound.

A very retro lamp was hung on the ceiling leading to the room from the hallway. The light bulb emitted a very warm goose yellow and swayed a few times with the vibrations in the air.

"You said you liked me, I was nervous that day, but I was very happy." Sui Yi explained to him in a very awkward tone, pursing her lips: "I don't speak because I don't know what to say."

Bai Yan looked at him with something indescribable in his eyes.

"You ignore me, it's hard for me." Suiyi hesitated for a while, and said in a hard tone: "It's hard not to see you. I thought about it for a long time on the way here, maybe I like you."

The slightly shaking light bulb finally stopped, casting the shadows of the two people on the dark carpet with patterns.

Sui Yi swallowed and said nervously, "I like you."

Bai Yan didn't speak, just stood there and looked at him motionless.

Sui Yi's fingers clenched his palm tightly, and completed his first confession in his life in the mutual resistance of his heart and his mouth. The whole process was a little struggling, making him look very embarrassed.

He waited for a while, Bai Yan was like a robot with uncoordinated hands and feet, took a few steps forward, reached out and hugged Suiyi's waist, he hugged a little harder, his arms trembled slightly on Suiyi's back.

Sui Yi's thoughts slowly returned to the cage, and there was a sense of satisfaction that he had never had before. He stretched out his hands to wrap Bai Yan, the excessively fluffy cotton-padded coat was flattened, and the person in front of him was firmly hugged back.

The fabric on the collar of the gray cotton coat rubbed against Suiyi's chin, and the clothes she stared at all the way had such a tactile feel. Suiyi thought it was strange and buried her head on Bai Yan's shoulder.

"Squad leader." Bai Yan suddenly called him, his voice like a gossamer.

"Yeah." Sui Yi raised his head and patted his back lightly.

"Suiyi." Bai Yan shouted again, as if talking to himself.

"I'm here." Sui Yi comforted him as if he had no teacher, "What's wrong?"

Bai Yan was hoarse, and continued to hold him without moving, holding the other hand with one hand, hugging him tightly.

Sui Yi carefully accepted it all, and it took a long time before he felt the person in front of him let go of his hand. He lowered his head and learned the movements that he didn't know where to look. He lowered his head and kissed Bai Yan's hair lightly, and then He raised his hand unskillfully, held Bai Yan's neck, and smashed his face in front of him.

Bai Yan was pinched and raised his head by him, and then he felt the so-called kiss. Sui Yi's lips were a little dry, and he was a little hard when he was a relative, biting him a little bit. He felt a high-speed launching plane in his chest continued to roar, carrying His heart was deafening in this kiss.

Moisture gushed out from the door, filling the room with dampness, and the chandelier above his head swayed, emitting a soft light.

Sui Yi pushed the person close to the closet, and poked his palm into Bai Yan's clothes irregularly.

The person in front of him lowered his head without daring to move, his hands resting on the lower compartment of the wardrobe, and his hair fell down to hide his expression.

Bai Yan's body is very soft, Sui Yi stroked his back with his thumb down, caught his lips with dark eyes, and licked it not too gently.

He kissed for a while, then pulled out his hand and swished off Bai Yan's coat, pushing up the sweater that covered his waist.

Bai Yan obediently hooked his neck, his legs seemed to be a little soft, and he slowly sat on the partition of the wardrobe, looking lifeless.

As if she was dead, Yi Yi suddenly opened her eyes and woke up from her dream.

The ceiling light in the room has been turned off, leaving only a dim yellow table lamp on the bedside. Bai Yan is dressed neatly, lying on his pillow twenty centimeters away from him, breathing very evenly, as if he was sleeping very deeply. .

It was actually a dream, Sui Yi sat up in cold sweat, turned her head and glanced at the wardrobe that was as neat as no one had ever touched, to have such a dream.

His head was very heavy, and after a while, he saw that he was lying on the bed with his shoes on, Bai Yan curled up in a small ball beside him, and looked relaxed when he fell asleep.

It was already completely dark outside the window, and the whistle sounded incessantly, Sui Yi took a few deep breaths before adjusting her chaotic heartbeat.

Bai Yan opened his eyes in a daze, and sat up with his arms up, with a confused expression: "Squad leader."

Sui Yi responded to him a little guilty.

"Aren't you going to sleep?" Bai Yan asked him, pressing the screen of his phone to check the time: "You didn't sleep last night, did you?"

The train from the west of the city to Hequan lasted for twenty-five hours. Sui Yi had to endure a hard day on the hard seat with long hands and feet, and finally drank a can of beer, which lifted the exhaustion of his whole body.

"I'm not sleepy anymore." Sui Yi's eyelids were actually heavy, but she still spoke nonsense confidently.

Bai Yan looked at his face carefully, hesitated for a while and then asked, "...Then are you hungry?"

"I'm hungry." Sui Yi said.

Bai Yan quickly got up from the bed and said, "Then I'll take you to dinner."

Sui Yi stood up, as if suddenly thinking of something, turned his head and asked him, "How much is the hotel and taxi fare?"

Bai Yan was stunned and stopped talking.

Sui Yi took out his wallet from his trousers pocket, tore out a few banknotes at random, and folded them twice to put them into Bai Yan's hands.

The sleepy expression on Bai Yan's face disappeared, and he took a step back unnaturally, avoiding Sui Yi's movements.

Sui Yi's hand paused in the air, a very strange distance was drawn between the two, and the shadow hit the wall like a broken door.

"Bai Yan." Sui Yi sighed, her voice soft: "I don't want you to be like this."

Sui Yi looked at him and continued: "I don't want to come to you and cause you a burden."

The streetlights outside the window shone in, disturbing the light and shadow in the room, Bai Yan pursed his lips, took a step back without hesitation, and said, "I'm really glad you came, don't say such things, take a taxi or a hotel Just want you to rest a little better, so you don't say things like that."

Sui Yi watched him listen, her heart skipped a beat.

Bai Yan's eyes drooped slightly, and his voice became a little lower: "Thank you for coming to me."