Chapter 29 Unspeakable

During the meal, Yu Yifeng did not take the initiative in his usual way, but only occasionally took the initiative to provoke a topic, which was extraordinarily silent compared to usual.

Until the end of dinner, when the car stopped downstairs with Mu Qing, he didn't react too much, just got out of the car with Mu Qing, opened the trunk and took out the freeze-dried stuff that Mu Qing didn't have time to give to Mu Qing last time: "This is for Yun Silk, remember to bring it with you."

Mu Qing stretched out his hand to take the freeze-dried product, but instead of leaving him upstairs immediately, he looked at his slightly indifferent face: "Did I do something today that made you unhappy?"

Yu Yifeng looked at him, opened his mouth and seemed to want to say something, but in the end he just looked away: "It's nothing, it's just a little problem of my own."

It's just that although this person said nothing, the expression on his face was obviously "something".

Although Mu Qing intends to take the long line and take it slow, he has no intention of breaking the line. After all, Yu Yifeng really likes him.

Therefore, after thinking for a while, he smiled and looked at Yu Yifeng: "Since you brought freeze-dried today, would you like to go up with me to see Yunsi? You haven't been here for the past few days, it has been missing you very much. "

It's not "I want to chat with you", but "My cat misses you." Mu Qing's words were always so appropriate that it was extremely difficult for people to refuse - but Yu Yifeng did not intend to refuse at all. Although he was not sure about Mu Qing's thoughts, he did not give up on this person's plan.

Since Mu Qing wanted to invite him home, it shouldn't be a big problem to use the topic a little bit. Yu Yifeng's thoughts changed, the expression on his face did not change, he just pursed his lips and forced a smile: "Okay."

The moment the door was opened, a white shadow rushed towards him. Yun Si rushed from the living room like a small cannonball, jumped halfway on her hind legs, and successfully grabbed the hem of Yu Yifeng's shirt.

The weight of 15 pounds suddenly hung on the clothes, Yu Yifeng was caught off guard, and immediately squatted down by it. He touched his aching neck and sighed, "If I hadn't been in good health, I would have just grabbed the ground with my head."

Yun Si couldn't understand what he was talking about, but only knew that the human being in front of him responded to her, meowing happily, and rubbing her furry little head hard against him.

Mu Qing closed the door behind him, watched Yu Yifeng hold Yun Si in his arms, and said with a smile, "It's been squatting at the door waiting for you these few days, even if I tell it to go back to sleep - let my son do this The person you care about, you are the first."

Yu Yifeng had always thought that Mu Qing was just looking for a reason to invite him up, but he didn't expect that the kitten would really miss him. He touched Yunsi's little head and was about to speak to Mu Qing when he looked up and saw a man standing not far away unbuttoning his shirt's cufflinks.

Although the temperature has risen a lot recently, Mu Qing did not change into loose casual clothes like Yu Yifeng, and still maintained his ascetic style of dressing, but the number of layers was slightly less.

Yu Yifeng watched him curl his arms and unbutton the buttons with his slender fingers, and suddenly understood why some people's hobby is to watch beautiful people take off their clothes - this look is really pleasing to the eye.

Mu Qing fixed the cuffs and untied one of the buttons on the neckline, only then did he find Yu Yifeng's sight. Seeing the undisguised admiration in his eyes, Mu Qing suddenly laughed a little: Although he didn't know why this person was unhappy now, he should still like himself - at least, his face and body.

The atmosphere eased unknowingly, Mu Qing opened the freeze-dried and handed a piece in Yu Yifeng's hand. Yun Si was attracted by freeze-drying, and her performance was even more flattering than before. She fell into Yu Yifeng's arms while meowing, her snow-white little paws eager to try, trying to get enough of the freeze-dried in his hand.

Yu Yifeng did not immediately give it the freeze-dried, but pushed it away gently, walked to the cat food bowl and put the freeze-dried down.

Yunsi Dian'er ran over, "Ow" and bit her.

Yu Yifeng touched its head, and when he returned to the original sitting position, Mu Qing had already poured the tea.

The fragrant aroma came from the cup, and Yu Yifeng took a few sniffs: "The sweet taste is different from last time."

"Last time it was flower tea, you don't seem to like it very much, so I changed to fruit tea, I hope it suits your taste."

Although it smells sweet and fruity, the entrance is still unexpectedly light, not as sweet as expected. Yu Yifeng looked at Mu Qing, met his gentle gaze, and the only dissatisfaction left in his heart suddenly disappeared.

Anyway, there are no other people around Mu Qing now, and since he is there, others have no chance to get close to Mu Qing, so just continue to spend with him. If it doesn't work for half a year, it's only a year, are you still afraid that you won't be able to take him down?

Seeing that his expression had returned to normal, Mu Qing smiled: "Can you talk to me now? If you want."

I felt a little lost because I couldn't figure out what the other party was thinking. Yu Yifeng couldn't say this kind of hypocritical words, so he had to make up an excuse: "This afternoon in the hospital, I..."

At this point, he suddenly got stuck.

What in the hospital? Do you want to say that he is jealous because he is focusing on the students? But it is more naive than saying that he cares about his thoughts.

He didn't finish, but Mu Qing took the second half of the sentence thoughtfully: "Do you think that when I was in the hospital this afternoon, my attention was on classmate Si Yueyue, so I was eating, coughing, and unhappy?"

"No!" Yu Yifeng quickly clarified, "I'm not naive enough to be angry with your students, I'm just... a little concerned about your thoughts."

"What are my thoughts?" Mu Qing looked at him with a little doubt in his eyes.

Now that we have started, it would be a pity not to take advantage of the situation.

Yu Yifeng quickly considered the language, and put on a very candid, but vaguely aggrieved expression: "I know you don't like me now, and you won't necessarily accept me in the future, so I always restrain myself and don't think about it. Those futures that don't necessarily happen, and don't try to impose my will on you."

"I'd love to start with you as a friend, and I don't mind taking it slow, but can you—could you not withdraw every time you give me a little hope?" Yu Yifeng looked at Mu Qing with an expression on his face. The grievance can no longer be hidden, and it is shown on the face, "I will be sad too."

Yu Yifeng's words were not violent, but when they fell into Mu Qing's ears, it was as if a heavy stone had fallen in his calm heart, creating a small splash of water. He suddenly felt that if the love game was just a one-sided initiative, it would indeed be a bit too boring.

Mu Qing sighed softly: "I'm sorry for not considering your feelings; but I want to correct you a little." He looked at Yu Yifeng and said, "It's not that I don't like you, I... "

He seemed a little embarrassed, so he didn't look at Yu Yifeng again: "I actually think you are very good, so... But I really can't accept this kind of thing right away, and I haven't talked to my family yet. People have said..."

Yu Yifeng looked at him trying to explain, he was quite happy at first, but when he heard about his family, he said in his heart, "Family?"

Mu Qing looked at him with a serious expression: "If we are really together, then things in the future must be considered."

What's next? Is he... directly thinking about being with him for the rest of his life?

Although Yu Yifeng used to mess up occasionally, no matter what the circumstances, he never made a promise of "promise you for a lifetime" to anyone. He knows that he likes the new and hates the old, and he also knows that his emotions are cold, so he has never taken that step.

But the person in front of him actually told him so calmly, he even considered the influence of his family, but he just wanted to simply deceive him into bed.

Yu Yifeng said softly: "It's just that I was affected by my emotions today, so I just said it casually. Don't take it seriously, and don't rush to seek the opinions of your family. After all, this kind of thing should be determined by yourself."

He looked at Mu Qing and showed a sunny smile again: "If you decide to go with me in the future, how about we think about the relationship with the family together? After all, this kind of thing is not for everyone. easily acceptable."

Mu Qing thought for a moment, then nodded, showing a relieved smile: "Okay."

The feeling of guilt is like a vine covered with thorns, and it grows wildly in Yu Yifeng's heart. He couldn't bear to look at Mu Qing's expression again, and got up in a hurry, avoiding Mu Qing's sight: "Then I won't bother you more, you have class tomorrow, I-I'll go first."

Mu Qing sent him to the door, but when he was about to step out, he suddenly stopped him: "Yu Yifeng."

"Huh?" Yu Yifeng turned around and was about to ask him what was wrong, but a warm touch suddenly came from his fingertips.

It was Mu Qing who held his hand.

The professor who was always dignified and elegant in his impressions was trying to hide the shyness on his face, but he still couldn't hide it, and he looked at him without flickering, without any hesitation: "I, I have never been like this before, you Can you give me a little more time?"

The wait seems to be only a moment, and it seems to be as long as countless hours.

Yu Yifeng held his fingers back until Mu Qing couldn't help but want to dodge, then let go of his hand: "Okay, I'll wait for you."

The elevator door closed in front of her eyes, announcing the departure of the only guest today.

Mu Qing stretched out his hand and stared at his fingertips.

That was the position Yu Yifeng held just now.

It was obviously an ordinary move, even just his own whim, but why did his heartbeat suddenly amplify the moment he shook it back?