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Chapter 41 Hanging and fishing.
Chapter 41 Hanging and fishing.
Yu Yifeng's eyes were too obvious, Mu Qing pretended not to see it, so he wiped Yun Si's face and looked up at him: "Why do you keep looking at me like this all of a sudden? ?"
Mu Qing's tone was brisk, with a hint of ridicule at Qifeng, but Yu Yifeng's face did not soften, and he still stared at the conspicuous mark on his elbow: "What's on your arm?"
Mu Qing was stunned for a moment, suddenly reacted like something, and immediately reached out his hand subconsciously to pull off the sleeve, but he failed - Yu Yifeng reached out and grabbed his wrist.
Perhaps because he was worried that he remembered the bad memories of the last time, Yu Yifeng's strength was very gentle, and Mu Qing could break free with just a little movement.
"Although I'm asking this now, you may think I'm nosy, but—I really can't turn a blind eye to it." Yu Yifeng stared at Mu Qing, the gentleness in his expression was like a breeze, "I'm very worried about you. "
This sentence is half-truth, but it is indeed what Yu Yifeng is saying right now.
The trace on Mu Qing's arm was irregular, and upon closer inspection, there was a slight bulge that was difficult to detect. It doesn't feel like a tattoo or decoration in any way, it's more like a trace of a serious injury that hasn't been properly healed.
"Actually, it's nothing." Mu Qing lowered his eyelids and refused to look at him again, "It's just the scars left from accidentally knocked on in the past."
"Really?" Yu Yifeng nodded, not knowing whether he heard it or not, but still let go of Mu Qing's wrist.
Mu Qing breathed a sigh of relief and was about to tidy up his sleeves, but Yu Yifeng suddenly got up and sat beside him, pulling up his sleeves.
Then, a ferocious scar that snaked from the elbow to the upper arm, almost climbing up to the shoulder, suddenly appeared in front of Yu Yifeng. It was as if a sharp blade rolled through his heart, burning all the emotions that were easy to do.
The originally planned idea of taking the opportunity to have a relationship with Mu Qing disappeared in an instant, Yu Yifeng's brows could not be restrained, and even his tone became a bit cold: "Who made it?"
Yun Si was taken aback by his sudden action, and with a "meow" she ran back into the cat bag.
Mu Qing looked at the panicked back of his cat and wriggled slightly: "Don't do this, you're scaring Yun Si."
Yu Yifeng looked at his lightly trembling eyelashes, sighed, and let go of his hand like a compromise: "Sorry, I'm a little impulsive."
Mu Qing heaved a sigh of relief, stretched out his hand and put down his sleeve, covered his entire arm tightly, and then buttoned the cuff, then looked at Yu Yifeng: "This is from a long time ago, It's all healed long ago, and the pain is gone. Don't worry, it's really fine."
It's a pity that although he said so, the expression of the person opposite still did not ease.
Yu Yifeng sighed, got up from his position, knelt on one knee in front of Mu Qing, raised his head and looked at him: "Then, did it hurt in the past?"
Knowing that his posture is the most convenient to show weakness and gain resonance, knowing that he may be acting, knowing that he is deliberately using scars to gain sympathy, but when Yu Yifeng looked up at him with distressed eyes, Mu Qing felt in his heart. But still a little embarrassed.
The loneliness of his youth came across time with the cold autumn rain, Mu Qing lowered his eyelids and responded indistinctly, "It hurts."
He didn't seem to be used to expressing his emotions directly like this. After he blurted out, he was stunned for a moment, then glanced at Yu Yifeng quickly, and was about to turn around.
But Yu Yifeng managed to pry open a little of his hard defense, how could he let him close it again: "Tell me, okay?"
Mu Qing opened his mouth, but didn't know where to start: "Actually, it's nothing, it's just that during the rebellious period, I got into trouble with my family."
"Rebellious period?" Yu Yifeng repeated subconsciously, no reason, but simply felt that the word was associated with Mu Qing, and there was always an indescribable sense of disobedience.
"Um."
Mu Qing smiled: "Don't you think it's unbelievable? But at that time—when I was in high school, I really had a quarrel with my family, because..." He paused before continuing. , "Because I told my parents that I like men."
"Actually, I didn't know if I liked men at that time, but it seemed like I was resisting something, so I said that anyway."
"and after?"
"Then - my dad got angry, opened the door and kicked me off."
Yu Yifeng's heart skipped a beat: "The car door? You were on the road at that time?"
"Well." There was a faint smile on Mu Qing's lips, "At that time, we were walking from the scenic spot to the urban area. The road on the mountain was relatively steep and it was raining. My eyesight was not good at that time, and I could see everything when it rained. No, the hand fell directly without holding the ground firmly, and this wound was cut at that time."
After Mu Qing finished speaking, he looked at Yu Yifeng's frown and continued: "But I was lucky at the time, there happened to be sanitation workers cleaning up in the rain down the mountain road, and one of the kind aunts took me to the village below. The pharmacy, the pharmacy's sister saw that I was handsome, and gave me a bottle of potion and two rolls of bandages."
Yu Yifeng looked at his light-hearted smile, but suddenly thought of the old photo he accidentally found in Mu Qing's bedroom. The young man shrouded in sunlight had a smile in his eyes, and his hands were hanging on the piano, as dexterous as a butterfly.
The dense pain surged up from the bottom of his heart, and Yu Yifeng didn't dare to think about it, but he still couldn't help but follow his words to outline the scene at that time.
What kind of mood did the teenage Mu Qing have when he almost desperately asked his parents for approval, but was ruthlessly pushed out in the heavy rain?
There was a warm touch on the back of his hand, and it was Mu Qing who touched his hand lightly and looked at him worriedly: "What's wrong with you?"
"I—" The moment Yu Yifeng opened his mouth, he realized that his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he was sore and unable to speak. He took a deep breath and looked at Mu Qing, "Can I give you a hug?"
He looked at Mu Qing's somewhat alert eyes, and quickly added: "I have no other intentions, I really just want to do this."
Yu Yifeng didn't know what his expression was now, but he saw Mu Qing gave him a stunned look, and after a moment of hesitation, he nodded lightly.
Standing up from the ground, Yu Yifeng realized that his knees were already a little stiff. He staggered and sat beside Mu Qing, and carefully stretched out his hand, and slowly embraced Mu Qing in his arms at a very slow speed that could be escaped at any time.
This was not the first time he had approached Mu Qing, but it was the first time he had approached him simply without any desire.
Mu Qing's figure looks a little thin, but he himself is not weak and weak. Under the long-sleeved shirt is a thin layer of beautiful texture, which is not exaggerated, but it is very comfortable to hold.
Yu Yifeng restrained his desire to hold on, and let go before Mu Qing felt offended: "Sorry, I was a little bit..."
Mu Qing blinked and said with a smile: "Actually, you don't need to think so terrifyingly. At the time, I wasn't too old, and I didn't feel anything, and later the pharmacy's sister also drove me to the hospital, so there was no big problem."
Yu Yifeng looked at his relaxed smiling face, but failed to laugh: "If there were no other people down there at that time, your parents—" Did they plan to kill you?
He couldn't bear to ask, but Mu Qing understood what he wanted to ask.
"My dad probably thought so, but my mom didn't — and frankly, I was kind of surprised."
Mu Qing looked at Yu Yifeng: "Usually my mother is strict with me, but later Gong Shichen said, when I fell out, my mother opened the car door like crazy and rushed out, but the rain was so heavy that she didn't see it. Where did I fall? Later, Gong Shichen and the others got out of the car together, and she fainted when she saw the blood in the pavilion not far away that was not washed away by the rain."
"And then, when I woke up from the hospital, I saw my mother sitting in front of my hospital bed and told me that she and my father were divorced."
Yu Yifeng subconsciously remembered the command-style news that Mu Qing received last time, and suddenly felt that he could imagine: "Auntie is really brave."
"Actually, it's not courage." Mu Qing shook his head. "It's just that she is very strong, so she is unwilling to compromise in anything. It involves issues of principle, and she will not be resigned."
"And at that time, the two of them had a conflict because of some things, so even if my mother felt uncomfortable, she held her head up and went to divorce. After the divorce, she told me that this matter had nothing to do with me, it was her own. s Choice."
Listening to him, Yu Yifeng suddenly laughed lightly: "Auntie's temper and my mother's temper are really quite different."
Mu Qing heard Yu Yifeng say something about his mother, and didn't want to provoke his sadness again, so he said, "Actually, my mother and I have similar temperaments. I wonder if you usually see it?"
He looked at Yu Yifeng and smiled as if mockingly: "Do you also think that I usually dress up and hold it up? I clearly have a crush on you, but I always want to confirm, and I can't believe you completely. , afraid we'll be like my parents..."
"I sometimes think I'm a bit of a jerk. It's likelike hanging you, I"
His words came to an abrupt end.
Yu Yifeng took Mu Qing's hand and looked at him quietly: "We are not them, we will not be like them."
He leaned over and placed a light kiss on the back of Mu Qing's hand: "It's okay, I'll wait for you."