Chapter 60 At my worst

Although there were no classes on Monday morning, Mu Qing's classes in the afternoon were still full. He marked today's dictation homework, but when he was about to leave, he was stopped by the audio-visual teacher who was in a hurry, and was forced to take a class for her at 7-9 in the evening.

By the time he left the teaching building, it was almost ten o'clock.

The rain had not stopped for a day, and the cold raindrops hit people's arms and backs by the wind, making people feel cold all over.

Mu Qing has been being picked up and dropped off by Yu Yifeng these days, and the car is always at Gong Shichen's place. He didn't bother to ask for it, and he didn't call Gong Shichen to pick him up. He walked slowly around the campus with an umbrella in his hand, letting the evening wind hit him with raindrops, and only hugged the lesson plan he was holding in his arms.

This thing will be used tomorrow, but it can't get wet.

The passing students didn't like the unpredictable weather in summer. They walked in a hurry, stepping on the flat boulevard, splashing beautiful water and crisp sounds.

Mu Qing looked at their brisk backs from under the umbrella, and suddenly there was a slight envy in his eyes. If he hadn't worn glasses since he was a child, if he had normal vision, maybe he could run freely in the dark like them.

Don't be afraid that the rain will wet your glasses, don't worry about not being able to see the scenery at night, don't look at the street lights like watching the lonely fireworks, don't have to think about something that won't appear now, and won't necessarily appear again in the future on such a rainy night. people.

He also swore to Gong Shichen yesterday that he could make Yu Yifeng regret it. But before he could do anything, the kite string in his hand broke without warning.

In the most undignified and embarrassing way possible.

"Wow, what are you doing!" The girl passing by was caught off guard by the water droplets on her face, exclaimed and ducked to the side. The beautiful little flower umbrella collided with Mu Qing's umbrella, so the water accumulated on the umbrella smashed down along with the rain that fell from the sky, chilling Mu Qing's body.

"I'm sorry!"

"I'm really sorry that we were just having fun, I'm sorry to bump into you, senior, are you alright?"

The girl who was in a hurry did not know that Mu Qing was a teacher, thought he was a graduate student of which department, and hurriedly apologized. Mu Qing was not angry, he straightened the umbrella again, and smiled to appease the disturbed students: "It's okay, you didn't do it on purpose, you don't need to apologize."

The two girls were still a little unhappy. They flipped through their backpacks and took out a bag of tissues and stuffed them into his hands: "Senior, this is for you, and you can wipe your glasses!"

Mu Qing didn't want it at first, but the two girls shoved it into his hands and ran away like a rabbit with an umbrella. The tissue in his hand was warm, it should have been placed next to the hot water cup.

Mu Qing couldn't see which direction the two girls were running to, so he could only face the void in front of him and say thank you softly.

There are too many water stains on the glasses, and scratches are stained after wiping with a tissue, but it is even more difficult to see.

Mu Qing simply took off his glasses and stuffed them into his pockets. He took a tissue to wipe off the water on the lesson plan in his hand, and continued to walk forward slowly.

After taking off the glasses, the world suddenly blurred, but the water waves flowing on the ground were dazzlingly bright under the illumination of the street lamps. Looking at the road under his feet, he suddenly stopped, then slightly bent his knees and tried to jump forward.

"Whoa!"

The water splashed from the pavement, revealing a shallow white seam line at the junction of the pavement below.

Looking at the white line, he suddenly remembered the game Gong Shichen told himself when he was a child.

It seems to be called... skip the grid?

He suddenly had a little innocence in his heart, and wanted to relive his childhood memories, but when he was about to lift his feet, he suddenly realized that he didn't know where to jump next.

He actually didn't like memories, but now he suddenly remembered many moments clearly. Thinking of him on the way to the piano room after finishing his homework, when his father was not paying attention, he secretly aimed at the children who were playing together.

His peers huddled together, and laughter resounded under the tall plane tree in the yard, from side to side.

But in such a simple and happy game, Mu Qing was never a participant.

He stared at the white line for a while, and was about to continue walking, when suddenly there was a rush of footsteps behind him.

Mu Qing was worried that he would bump into someone and wet the lesson plan again, so he stepped aside. But after the man walked in front of him, he suddenly stopped, took his hand involuntarily, took him under another umbrella, and hugged him into his hot arms.

The umbrella he was holding in his hand was taken away unreasonably and put away, and he scolded him while collecting it: "It's raining so hard, don't you know how to drive? Walking on the road with such a big umbrella, With such a large amount of wetness on your body, are you afraid that you won't get sick or something?"

Yu Yifeng put away his umbrella, and when he saw Mu Qing staring at him in a daze, the eyes that obviously didn't respond, but were mixed with unconscious surprise, made him feel a sudden pain in his heart.

He avoided Mu Qing's gaze uncomfortably, coughed lightly and planned to continue questioning, but when he said the words, his voice softened unsatisfactorily: "You are so old, why can't you take care of yourself at all? ?"

Mu Qing seemed to have come to his senses just now, and asked him as if he had just woken up from a dream, "Why are you here?"

Yu Yifeng's arm around Mu Qing was already soaked by the water dripping from his body. Hearing him ask himself, he felt helpless: "If I don't come, are you going to move home step by step like this?"

Mu Qing blinked: "There is a subway station in front of the school, I can—"

"It's raining too much today, and the subway has already stopped running." Yu Yifeng looked at the stunned look on his face, both angry and funny, but in the end it just turned into a sigh, "Let's go, let's go home. "

Yu Yifeng's car was parked in the open-air parking space in front of the boulevard, and the two of them walked in front of the car after a short distance.

Yu Yifeng first protected Mu Qing and sat in the passenger seat, then went around to the other side and opened the door to get into the car.

He casually shook the rain from the umbrella and threw it casually on the back seat.

Under the dim street lights, the gauze wrapped around his right hand was particularly conspicuous.

Mu Qingcai saw the situation on his hand, and suddenly widened his eyes in astonishment: "Your hand—"

Yu Yifeng didn't look at him, he turned the car key with his gauze-wrapped hand and started the car: "Didn't I tell you this morning? I accidentally scratched it yesterday."

He was very confused and didn't know what to say to Mu Qing, so he turned on the car stereo.

The brisk rhythm flows out, and the melodious male voice sings a different kind of affectionate lingering sorrow:

I'll be there, whenever you want me

I need somebody who can love me at my worst

Know I'm not perfect but I hope you see my worth

'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I put you first...

The distance from school to Mu Qing's house was not long, but within two or three songs, Yu Yifeng had already stopped steadily at the door of Mu Qing's house.

He looked at the rain curtain outside the car window, hesitated for a moment, turned his head to Mu Qing and said, "How about I drive to the underground parking lot, so you..."

Suddenly he couldn't speak anymore.

Mu Qingzheng looked sideways at the car window on the other side, and only lowered his head in panic when he met his gaze through the pitch-black glass.

Crystal clear water trails slipped from his face, and silently shrouded in places where the light could not shine.

He cried.

Lyrics meaning:

I'll be there whenever you need me

I just hope someone still loves me when my life is down

I know I'm not perfect, but I hope you can see my worth

Because only you, and no one else, can put me first in my heart

Song name: at my worst, very nice, recommended, but remember not to leave a message about me and the content of this book.