Chapter 107 "Sun Throw"

The long-lost joy made both of them feel a little bit uncontrollable. When everything was over, Mu Qing could no longer lift a finger.

He was dazedly tucked into the bed and fell into a warm embrace again. Half-dreaming and half-awake, someone seemed to say something in his ear, but Mu Qing had no time to distinguish, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

This time, Mu Qing slept very deeply, and it was not until a faint warm light flooded the bed through the curtains that Mu Qing slowly opened his eyes.

Every part of the body was clamoring for more rest, but Mu Qing's consciousness was awake the moment he opened his eyes, more awake than every morning he woke up in St. Petersburg.

The city had long enough winter nights, and the darkness and tranquility gave Mu Qing a better sleeping environment, but never gave him a fully sound sleep. He still wakes up from his dreams frequently because of some slight noises, to this day.

The sound of breathing in his ears was steady, Mu Qing turned his head to the side, and what caught his eye was a sleeping face that was extremely familiar, but had been missing for a long time.

In his sleep, Yu Yifeng didn't have the usual warm sunny smile on his face, nor did he hide a lot of thought in his eyes. He just lay quietly on the pillow and lay beside him, like a beautiful and harmless sleeper. beauty. But as long as Mu Qing moved a little, even if he wasn't awake, he would immediately put his hand on Mu Qing's body and drag him into his arms indiscriminately.

Mu Qing originally thought it was a little funny, so he planned to just watch it, but the next moment, his still sore waist was stabbed by someone in his sleep. The strange uncomfortable feeling made Mu Qing frown and "his" softly, and reached out and pushed Yu Yifeng away: "Don't touch it, it's uncomfortable."

Mu Qing's strength was not great, but the person he pushed away suddenly frowned fiercely. He seemed to have dreamed of something unpleasant because of this action, and suddenly increased his strength, arrogantly locked Mu Qing into his arms, and then leaned into the ears of the people in his arms, uttering vague ravings.

Dreams have no rules to speak of, and dreams are naturally difficult to distinguish. Mu Qing couldn't hear what Yu Yifeng was talking about now, but he was very uncomfortable right now, and he just wanted to quickly wake up the person who was holding him, so that this person could quickly let go of him.

But before Mu Qing's hand fell, a clear dream sentence suddenly entered his ears:

"Don't go."

"Mu Qing, don't go..."

"Don't go..."

The warm moisture dripped onto Mu Qing's neck, and then slipped down the side of his neck, submerged in the soft bedding. A whimpering plea rang in his ears over and over again, from the occasional murmur to the complete clarity.

"Please, don't go, don't leave me alone, okay?"

The warm water droplets were almost connected into a string, constantly falling on Mu Qing's shoulders and neck. He listened to the fragmented pleas of the person beside the pillow, and was silent for a long time before finally moving.

"If you don't wake up, if you are still in a dream, I can give you a sweet dream."

Mu Qing put the hand that was going to wake up Yu Yifeng lightly on his back, put it close to his ear and said almost silently, "Okay."

The warm light on the curtains is getting brighter and brighter, and the beautiful golden red pulsates to bring the hustle and bustle of the morning. The corners of the curtains that are not covered tightly reveal a blue corner.

It turned out that it was not a misty evening, but a new dawn.

"So, can I re-enter the trial period?"

"Probationary period?" Mu Qing put down the sweet milk in his hand and glanced at the person with a worried face, "What probation period?"

Yu Yifeng looked at the people who were eating lunch and carefully considered his words, "That's right, didn't you say this morning—"

Mu Qing glanced at him with a little warning in his eyes: "What?"

Yu Yifeng opened his mouth, but in the end he couldn't say the words "You promised me not to leave this morning, so can I be your boyfriend again?" He just sighed lowly: "It's nothing."

He really didn't wake up when he was holding Mu Qing and begging this morning, but his subsequent behavior was completely self-inflicted. Therefore, what Mu Qing said, including the subtext in the words, he naturally understood clearly.

Although Mu Qing seems to be very open-minded and unrestrained, he doesn't know whether it was because of his strict tutoring when he was a child, or the influence of the acquired environment. standard.

In this set of standards, the most obvious one is "equivalent exchanges".

The popular explanation is that if you helped me, I will definitely help you next time. According to his logic, the pleasure he gave him last night was probably counted in his "helping" behavior, so when he broke down a bit this morning, he really responded.

Yu Yifeng didn't know if Mu Qing had thought about the past of the two of them at the moment when he responded, and if he had really moved for that moment, but he knew very well that the reason why Mu Qing emphasized the dream was to tell him clearly: I still I can't accept you in reality, so I promise you, you can only treat it as a dream.

If this incident had happened a week ago, Yu Yifeng might have smiled calmly, and really regarded this sentence as a dream he heard. After all, at that time, he hadn't even entered Mu Qing's house, so he could talk to him. It is a luxury to speak normally.

But they had had the most intimate contact last night. When he woke up, the person who made his heart fall was lying in a position where he could touch it. He didn't even need to move his body, he could kiss the lips of the person beside him, and then hear it again. How can this response be able to pretend that nothing happened like before?

Human desires are infinite, and once the previous desires are satisfied, more intense desires will arise.

A week ago, Yu Yifeng only hoped to walk through the same street as Mu Qing, but now he hopes to stay by Mu Qing’s side every day, grinding with him, watching the sun rise and moon set with him, until his teaching period expires. Go back to China with him and spend the time in the future together, making him unique from now on.

Yu Yifeng couldn't wait to cross the road with Mu Qing immediately, but after seeing the other party's still indifferent expression, he suddenly woke up.

Emotionally, Mu Qing doesn't need him that much now.

But it doesn't matter. The most crucial step has been taken, and he has come to Mu Qing again. If you want to draw the distance between the two people, isn't it easy to capture?

Yu Yifeng was thinking about what he was going to do next, and the confidence that was hit just now gradually returned.

He put on a gentle smile and looked at Mu Qing again: "What do you want to eat tonight? I'll make it for you."

Mu Qing looked at him with a half-smile but not a smile: "Thank you for your kindness, but I won't bother you tonight. I'll prepare my own dinner. You can make your own."

Yu Yifeng smiled and said, "Wait, what do you mean—"

Mu Qing finished drinking the milk in the cup and smiled lightly: "There is snow tonight, you should go back early, I will not leave you."

Yu Yifeng: ......