Chapter 80 Avoidance

On Sunday, Gu Nianci was no longer in trouble. He and Shen Ningshen told their grandma and grandpa about their plans to study abroad. After hearing it, Grandma Gu and Grandpa Gu were very supportive. This matter was finalized.

In the last summer camp competition, Gu Nianci finally won the national gold medal, which is a big plus for applying for overseas schools. In addition, Gu Nianci's popular serial novel and upcoming travel notes , are also extra points, which can largely make up for the deficiencies in Gu Nianci's academic scores.

Therefore, early on Sunday morning, Gu Nianci contacted Li He and said that he needed the supporting documents provided by Xinrui. This kind of thing was very easy for Xinrui Group, and Li He immediately agreed.

The Japanese travel journal project was just about to be finalized and announced, so after Gu Nianci said the documents he needed, Li He tentatively said: "Nianci, about the travel journal, we still feel that if we can put your Putting photos in, whether it is sales, topicality or influence, it will go to a higher level.”

In fact, Xin Rui first chose Gu Nianci for this project. In addition to Gu Nianci's recent popularity, Gu Nianci's appearance was also a major factor in their choice. No matter in which era, beauty is extremely lethal and can create unexpected commercial value.

As an amateur before Gu Nianci, if he went to an amusement park casually, he could be on the hot search because he was too good-looking. If this appearance is combined with the title of a genius new author, Xin Rui thinks that he will definitely be out of the circle.

But who would have thought that Gu Nianci would be so reluctant to use his own photos? Xinrui has communicated with Gu Nianci several times. Gu Nianci has a firm attitude every time. He does not agree to use his own photos in the book, and he is not allowed to use his photos for any publicity.

At first, Li He thought that Gu Nianci was unwilling, because he wanted to separate the three dimensions from his authorship, but after communicating with Gu Nianci later, he found that the child was not concerned about the impact of his real life at all, just I simply hate taking advantage of looks to promote books.

He vaguely felt that there was some kind of knot in Gu Nianci's rejection, but after all, he and Gu Nianci were not familiar enough to ask each other's privacy, so every time he communicated with him, he could only point to it. , it is difficult to go deeper.

He felt that Gu Nianci's application for an overseas school might be an opportunity, so he added: "Since you want to apply for an overseas school, the influence of your book must be as great as possible, although you may be a little repulsive to pass it. Photos attract fans, but it's not a bad thing, your appearance is part of who you are."

He said it as if he thought about it, and after thinking about it, he said: "Although I don't really understand why you are so repulsive, from my personal point of view, the more repulsive anything is, the more difficult it is to dissolve, I think you Maybe you should try to accept it, you are just using your own advantages, no, you are just using your own resources to achieve the goal, it is the same as someone else using a smart mind and an excellent family background to achieve the goal, there is nothing High and low."

After that, Gu Nianci didn't say anything, Li He stopped and sighed slightly: "Of course, this is just my suggestion, the final decision is in your hands, I just think it's better for you."

What Li He said, whether it was out of sincere concern or because he wanted to accomplish his own performance, but in essence what he said was true, Gu Nianci knew that if he chose people and books to market together, his results might be better.

But he just didn't want to.

It's just a skin, why can you get more than others with a good face?

It came for the skin, which once made him feel sick.

But... I seem to like Shen Ningshen's skin very much.

He grabbed the phone with some helpless fingers and added more strength, as if he couldn't find the answer, he wiped the edge of the phone, and politely said: "Mr. Li, I know you are doing it for my own good, thank you, it's just... ... or not, just follow what I said before."

Li He said helplessly: "Okay, the finalization time is tentatively scheduled for next Friday. If you change your mind before that, you can tell me. I still hope you can change your mind haha, so let's do it first."

After Gu Nianci and Li He hung up the phone, they went to a study abroad institution with Shen Ningshen, and discussed the target institution they had chosen with the institution teacher. The other party immediately gave a detailed and complete application plan.

Shen Ningshen and Gu Nianci took a look. In addition to grades and language, Gu Nianci had better get three letters of recommendation. The higher the status of the recommender, the better.

After the teacher of the institution left, the two sat in the small conference room to discuss, Gu Nianci thought for a while and said, "Let Abacus help me find the principal to ask for a letter, and then, can the editor-in-chief of "Nanye" count? Is it not good?"

Shen Ning smiled deeply and said, "You know how to ask abacus for help, why don't you ask me for help?"

Gu Nianci: "Huh?"

Shen Ning said deeply: "I asked my father and daddy to write it for you."

Gu Nianci gave an "ah" and hesitated: "This is not good? I haven't seen Uncle Shen and Uncle Ning for so long. They are not familiar with me anymore."

Shen Ning squeezed his face gently, and said, "Don't think so much, why do you usually see you as heartless, and think about this and that at a critical moment. It's just a letter of recommendation, it's not a troublesome thing, It's okay to let them write it."

Gu Nianci still didn't want to bother Shen Zhi and Ning Yu. In fact, if he didn't date Shen Ning deeply, but was just a friend, he felt that it would be nothing to ask Shen Zhi and Ning Yu to do a favor. But now that he is dating Shen Ningshen, he somehow doesn't want to trouble Shen Zhi and Ning Yu anymore. He doesn't want Shen Ningshen's father and daddy to feel that they have to rely on Shen Ningshen for everything when they are with Shen Ningshen.

He was about to say no, but Shen Ningshen put his palm on his cheek and said to him, "Do you remember what I said about fighting is the most important thing?"

Gu Nianci pursed her lips and said, "Winning is the most important thing."

Shen Ning smiled deeply, approached Gu Nianci, rubbed the tip of Gu Nianci's delicate nose, and said like talking to a child: "Yes, winning is the most important thing, remember, no matter what time of day, you are the most important, okay. ?"

Gu Nianci muttered softly: "What about you? You are also the most important, so what should we do when we quarrel?"

Shen Ning stroked Gu Nianci's snow-white and fragrant cheeks with a deep finger, and said with a grin, "Are you implying me? Hmm? Are you starting to set rules for me now?"

When Gu Nianci asked this sentence, he really thought about it too much. Hearing that, he said anxiously: "I didn't, I didn't mean that."

Shen Ning chuckled deeply and said, "Okay, no, you don't mean that, but I do."

Gu Nianci looked at him puzzled: "Huh?"

Shen Ning smiled deeply, and pinched Gu Nianci's cheek again. Gu Nianci frowned and clapped his hand away, muttering, "Pinch my face all the time, I didn't care about you before when I touched my head, but now I have to make an inch of you. What you just said What do you mean, half-talking, is it annoying?"

Shen Ning looked at the young man complaining deeply, but felt that he liked it very much, because such Gu Nianci was the child he knew before.

Although Gu Nianci never said it directly, he could feel that Gu Nianci was covered with thorns, and the thorns forced him to be strong, fierce, casual, and look like he didn't care about anything.

Avoidant attachment, Shen Ning remembers the definition of this term, he tends to avoid intimacy, and even hate intimacy.

He feels that the definition of the word does not fully match Gu Nianci, but Gu Nianci is largely an avoidant attachment.

Avoidantly attached people are extremely insecure.

The child who used to follow his ass all day long and shamelessly shouted "brother" and had an absolute sense of security didn't know where to go. The child was driven to a corner by the dark past and hid.

He wants to make up for Gu Nianci's lack of security and get the child back.

And from avoidant attachment to secure attachment, you need to give the other person enough sense of security.

He looked at Gu Nianci and said warmly, "You are the most important thing here with me."

Gu Nianci thought that Shen Ningshen meant that he wanted to establish a rule about the future quarrel between the two, but Shen Ningshen said such a sentence.

He was slightly startled, and looked at Shen Ningshen a little silly.

Shen Ning smiled deeply, the smile was a bit lonely, but also a bit arrogant, he said quietly: "Actually, when you asked me the other day, if you didn't go abroad, when I would go, I thought about answering you. , said I wouldn't go either. But I knew that you would definitely let me go in the end. I knew that what you asked me at the time was an angry word, and I also knew that I would probably still go. I hesitated at the time, but I still didn't want to lie to you, so I still told you that I would go."

Gu Nianci didn't expect that Shen Ningshen would suddenly mention this, he looked at Shen Ningshen's expression, couldn't help reaching out to touch Shen Ningshen's face, and then took Shen Ningshen's hand.

He didn't know why Shen Ningshen suddenly mentioned this, but he felt that Shen Ningshen seemed a little uncomfortable.

Shen Ningshen seemed to be encouraged by him, smiled brightly at him, and said, "Nianbao, I was really worried at the time, I was worried that you would ignore me because of my answer, in fact, even now, I I'm also worried that this answer will leave a thorn in your heart, that you will think that I will choose something else instead of you at the critical moment."

He held Gu Nianci's hand and said softly, "I want to tell you that with me, you are the most important. The reason why I chose that last time was because I felt that dreams and you were not one or the other, and neither did I. I hope you finally feel that I gave up something because of being with you, I don't want you to feel that way, I don't want you to feel guilty for being with me."

He said, kissing Gu Nianci, and stroking Gu Nianci's cheek with his finger, "Nianbao, you look heartless, but you always think a lot in your heart, so I want to tell you solemnly now, if If you go abroad, it means that you will never be able to be with you, so I will never choose a country, understand? Don't you have this thorn in your heart?"

Gu Nianci felt that Shen Ningshen was very annoying and always said things that made him want to cry.

He felt that his eyes were a little sore, he sniffed and nodded.

Shen Ning wiped the end of his eyes deeply, smiled and said: "Why do you get red eyes so easily, you can't do this, how can someone just say a few words, and you will be moved to red eyes. Silly, you were deceived by others. What should I do? Let me tell you, you can't take a few words casually, but you can't take it seriously, you know? You won't be moved when others really do it, no, don't be too moved, you should feel that you deserve it ,do you know?"

Gu Nianci was amused by him and asked, "Then I don't want to believe what you say now?"

Shen Ning said deeply: "Well, don't believe it, just treat me as a contract for you, and I will do it according to this contract. If I don't do well, you will scold me, get angry with me, and tell me. , you know? You can't be soft-hearted to me thinking that I have said such beautiful things, you know? It doesn't cost anything to speak, so no matter how nice others say, don't take it too seriously, don't be too soft-hearted, do you know, your own Feelings are always the most important, and you are always the most important."

Talking is free of cost. Some people speak beautiful words, full of lies, and have no psychological burden, but he knows that Shen Ningshen is not such a person.

Shen Ningshen would not be a person who likes to say nice things. Shen Ningshen is usually a person who can say one sentence and never say two sentences. He is always cold towards others, and sometimes he is too lazy to do it.

Shen Ningshen was very proud, so proud that he was unwilling to agree with him at will, let alone make up lies.

He looked at Shen Ningshen, didn't speak, just got close to Shen Ningshen as an answer.

Shen Ningshen seemed very happy, and kissed him, then said warmly: "If there is something that really asks me to choose one of the two, I will choose you. At that time, I hope you think it is normal, because in Here, you are the most important, so I chose you, not for you, but for myself, you never need to feel guilty about my choice, okay?"

Gu Nianci pursed his lips, covered his mouth, and said, "There won't be that kind of time when you say something bad is going to happen, Crow Mouth."

Shen Ning smiled with deep and shallow eyes, grabbed his hand, and asked, "Would you like to go to the summer festival at night? Last time, because someone lost his temper, he let pigeons go, and he didn't even eat dinner."

Gu Nianci was amused by him: "Okay, that little one will make up for you today, and I will listen to you today. You can eat what you want to eat, and when you want to go shopping, you can arrange it."

The author says:

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