Chapter 44

The most embarrassing thing was not Cheng Yan, but Zhao Yibai next to him.

Zhao Yibai's expression became empty, the three of them were silent, and the atmosphere in the infirmary was strange. If someone broke in at this time, they would definitely find the abnormality.

Zhao Yibai stood up first, turned around and said to Cheng Yan, "I'm going back first, I don't live on campus, someone will send you back to the dormitory later."

After speaking, Zhao Yibai walked towards the door without speaking to Song Yu, and Song Yu ignored him, and the two passed by.

Looking at the figure of Zhao Yibai leaving, Cheng Yan felt that several cows were fighting in his heart, and he was particularly fucked. How could he implicitly ask Zhao Yibai not to leave and tell him that Lao Tzu needs you.

Don't leave him alone in this awkward situation...he's afraid.

Cheng Yan felt guilty and was too embarrassed to raise his head, let alone look at other people's faces, but Song Yu was a trickster and didn't speak when he came in. Cheng Yan thought you could just say something, everything is fine...

Cheng Yan propped up the bed and wanted to adjust his sitting posture, but he couldn't find a hole to drill. He was trapped here and could not escape.

Unable to endure this kind of embarrassment, Cheng Yan saw that Song Yu was not going to open his mouth. He was defeated first and muttered, "Then what...why did you come back?"

He just left not long ago. Cheng Yan never thought that he would come back, and he was caught by others. Although he didn't say bad things about Song Yu, those words were worse than bad words.

"Did they tell you the results?" Song Yu sat on the chair next to him, with his arms propped on the table, his eyes fixed on Cheng Yan.

"Said," Cheng Yan asked awkwardly, "Are you helping me see the results?"

"Yeah." Song Yu was silent after speaking.

Cheng Yan thought that he had started a new topic. How could he know that he would not continue following this topic, it would be too rude.

It was really uncomfortable, even worse than being bitten by mosquitoes. Cheng Yan didn't even care about getting hurt, and he didn't have the courage to face Song Yu's scorching gaze.

"Aren't you going back to watch the game?" Cheng Yan had nothing to say: "It shouldn't be over yet..."

Nonsense, where is it now, how can it end.

Song Yu didn't change his face, and said coldly, "Just hold on for a while."

Cheng Yan didn't know what he was talking about, why should he hold on for a while? Naturally, he can't read what other people mean to him.

After waiting for a while, Song Yu seemed to have the heart to talk to him, and said, "Want to know the roster of the basketball team?"

Cheng Yan was of course concerned about this, but as a result, Zhao Yibai and the others had already told him. Even if he was very interested, he couldn't be bothered. He tugged his finger and said, "There is no me anyway."

"So unsure of yourself?"

"Is there?" Cheng Yan looked surprised, not sure, they have already lost, how could there be him, he said: "You make me happy, right?"

Song Yu explained: "That's not it, the result hasn't come out yet."

Cheng Yan was no longer looking forward to it. He was already mentally prepared when he heard the result.

It is not an unprecedented precedent for basketball teams to choose from the losing side. There is still a chance for a good performance, but the chance of winning is even greater. Even if they are about to make a comeback, there are still many problems, and I am afraid they will not meet the selection criteria.

"I can't get in," Cheng Yan said, "I'm sorry."

"What did I say I'm sorry for?"

"I promised you."

"That's what you asked for yourself," Song Yu raised her legs, folded them, and played with the medical equipment at hand, "and the results haven't come out yet, maybe there will be surprises."

"Unless you open the back door for me, it's impossible," Cheng Yan gave up his naive fantasy, "but that's against fairness, forget it."

Although Cheng Yan said so, he knew in his heart that this kind of thing was unfair, but he really wanted Song Yu to open a back door for him. He really wanted to join the school team, whether it was unfair or not, he didn't care what others did. Said him, he just wanted to seize this last chance...

But he thought, Song Yu would not do this either.

Song Yu raised his eyes, his eyes wandered over and over on the lost face, Cheng Yan could see the length of the eyelashes when he lowered his eyes, and trembled with his slight blinking. At this time, his face was full of loss. Like a wounded butterfly.

Suddenly, those pitiful eyes were raised, and the end of the eyes were dyed pink because of sadness. They were weak and beautiful. His profile was soft, his appearance was sunny, and the overall temperament was the gentle one, which he had never seen before. , he looks so fragile.

Song Yu stared at the end of his pink eyes and asked abruptly, "Have you ever cried?"

Cheng Yan was still immersed in loss. He lowered his head and grabbed his clothes. Hearing the sound, he raised his eyes and looked at Song Yu. Those reddish eyes were moist and agile, "When I was a child."

He misunderstood what Song Yu meant, and Song Yu said, "I mean now."

At this moment, he really wanted to see him cry. It was Cheng Yan who inspired him to have an even weirder habit. Today, he fell on the field, grabbed his wrist, and begged his appearance. Song Yu was in a trance for a long time. He found that He is so fragile and beautiful, completely different from usual. His trembling voice, red eyes, and powerless appearance, it is no exaggeration to say, that aroused Song Yu's strong desire.

For example, when he looked at him at this time, Song Yu couldn't help swallowing again and again, and the icy utensil in his hand almost changed shape.

Poor Cheng Yan didn't know what the other party was thinking and how depressed he was, and he was still answering Song Yu's question seriously: "Now... I'm not crying, I'm just a little sad, but it's okay, it will be fine in two days. "

Cheng Yan held up a smile and looked at Song Yu: "That's it, my strength can only go here."

Song Yu did not speak again.

Cheng Yan waited for a while, but he didn't reply to himself. He asked whether he would cry or not. Strange, did he really look so vulnerable to them? Although he did have a myocardial infarction when he first learned the result, he was really embarrassed to cry in front of people.

"I want to drink water." Cheng Yan felt his mouth dry, and he hadn't had a sip of water since the end of the game.

Song Yu threw away what was at hand, and found a water cup in the infirmary. There was a water dispenser behind the door. He mixed it with half of it warm, and poured it over to Cheng Yan.

"Thank you." Cheng Yan took it and was about to drink it, when he realized that Song Yu had not left, he raised his eyes and caught the fiery gaze, his back froze, what kind of eyes were those? To kill him? Are you going to kill him? so fierce.

Song Yu realized that he was looking at him, why didn't he just sit aside? Why are you staring straight at him? Cheng Yan's heart is pounding. He doesn't know what he is doing.

"Did you want to say something?" Cheng Yan couldn't stand him, he didn't say he asked himself, he couldn't stand being stared at so intensely.

Song Yu said absurdly, "No."

Don't talk to the other side, what are you doing? Appreciate him drinking tea? weird.

Cheng Yan didn't care about him anymore. He picked up the cup and was about to drink it. When he looked up, he didn't know where to put his eyes. He accidentally looked over, Song Yu was still examining himself, and his eyes made him feel nervous and insane. what.

Cheng Yan didn't dare to scold him, who could empathize with him and experience the feeling of being stared at without looking away?

Before he could finish his sip of water, the other party suddenly said, "Have you ever had sexual desire?"

The water he just drank spurted out instantly, soiling the bed in the infirmary, and also soiling Song Yu's clothes. Song Yu was wearing a white top today, and he was sprayed with a large area of ​​water.

Song Yu stared at the wet corner of his clothes.

"Cough cough..." Cheng Yan choked uncomfortable, put the back of his hand against his chin, and wiped the water stains from his mouth.

"Sorry." Cheng Yan touched his clothes, feeling a little embarrassed. He looked up at Song Yu's face, but he was not angry, but the same expression.

Cheng Yan hurriedly put down the water glass, removed his legs from the bed, and landed on the ground.

"Why do you suddenly ask me such a question..." Cheng Yan's eyes swayed from side to side, unable to rest. He had to wonder if Song Yu had taken the wrong medicine. He asked him face-to-face about this kind of thing? What are you thinking.

"It's hard to answer?" Song Yu took out a tissue from one side and handed it to Cheng Yan. He took it and held it in his hand without using it.

"How...how do you want me to answer?" Cheng Yan really wanted to knock his head off. What is he going crazy today, the situation has been ugly again and again.

"If you have it, you have it, and if you don't have it, you don't have it." Song Yu seemed to be talking about a common topic, without any restraint or embarrassment. On the other hand, Cheng Yan had a strong reaction.

Cheng Yan looked aside: "Don't ask me."

Song Yu stared at him: "I want to know."

Cheng Yan looked up at him, wondering what he wanted to know, is there anything need to ask? Why would you want to know such a thing? He didn't answer Song Yu, he was alone and embarrassed.

"It's all adults, what can't you say?"

"Adults don't talk about this," Cheng Yan panicked, not knowing how to refute, and said domineeringly: "You can't say it anyway, I don't know."

Song Yu let out a sigh of relief, he lifted Cheng Yan's chin, and let Cheng Yan see clearly the meaning of the joke in his eyes, "Do you not know or dare not say it?"

Cheng Yan was about to turn his face away, but there was no one in the infirmary, Song Yu was so arrogant, he pinched his chin and grabbed his little face, but he didn't let him escape, and even mentioned it in front of him, Cheng Yan was about to pounce on him, so he could only be forced to grab Song Yu's clothes.

"You didn't expect anything other than expecting me to kiss you?" Song Yu's fingers warmly rubbed Cheng Yan's smooth face. Sliding non-stop, slow, soft, hard, like a nasty mosquito.

"What else..." Cheng Yan's eyes dodged, his voice was vague, almost empty: "I don't understand what you are talking about."

Song Yu bent down, attached to his ear, and whispered softly.

Cheng Yan's face turned red instantly, even his neck was pink and tender, his eyes fully exposed all his guilty conscience at the moment, which made people feel more emotional than any answer.

"Looks like there was." He was caught by the pigtail.

"No..." Cheng Yan swallowed, "I was just... a normal reaction."

He is an adult, he knows everything he should know, and he has all the psychological things he should have, including the physical ones. Those are all natural reactions after maturity, not what he thought...

"It's a normal reaction, no one blames you," Song Yu stared into his eyes, "What I want to know is, who is the object of your fantasy?"

Cheng Yan wanted to push him away, but it was too obvious. His embarrassment was exposed. He was the wounded, how could he bully the wounded? !

"Go away..."

Song Yu let out a low laugh, the warm breath sprayed on Cheng Yan's ears and cheeks, causing it to turn red.

He couldn't hold on for a minute of arrogance. He never expected Song Yu to be such a naughty character. In Cheng Yan's heart, he always stood at a sacred height, a mature, calm and rational high school student.

But today, Cheng Yan has completely changed his mind. Song Yu overthrew his own image. He bullied people like this... Cheng Yan suddenly wondered if the decision to join the school team was correct.

"no……"

"Then what are you doing with your head down?" Song Yu forced him to raise his head, and he was a short distance away, his eyes met, and scorching fireworks collided.

"Can you go away..." Cheng Yan didn't pretend to be strong this time, he was really embarrassed and cried, which was more difficult for him to face than the loss of the game.

"If you beg me with this soft voice again, it will only backfire."

"Then get out of here." Cheng Yan quickly changed his voice, his wrist was tightly grasped, and he was forced into the sultry corner, unable to stand up.

Song Yu's hand moved to the back of his head and suddenly pushed forward. The fingers inserted in his thick hair seemed to be swearing some kind of sovereignty. At that time, he bit Cheng Yan's ear hard.

Cheng Yan heard the manic heartbeat and couldn't tell who it was coming from. His brain completely lost the ability to deal with it rationally, and he froze in his arms, not daring to move.

"I'm biting my ears this time," Song Yu said in a soothing voice, but also a threat: "We will kiss next time we meet."