Chapter 97

As Song Yu said, there is no Blizzard today.

Pushing open the window, the snow scene outside came into view. Cheng Yan stood in front of the window and looked at the snow falling on vehicles, branches, and houses. The white earth has a unique flavor. Although it is not colorful, it is pure white. It also brings a different kind of comfortable feeling.

Is it the scenery that makes people happy, or the people?

Cheng Yan opened the window halfway, there was a window on the balcony, and there was another window in the room.

Cheng Yan tidied up the bed, and his body is completely fine, but the injury on his face seems to be a little serious, which does not delay his activities.

He went out to boil hot water. His aunt and uncle were not at home, and he didn't know how many days he was on a business trip, but that was fine.

Looking at the clock in the living room, it was half past ten and Song Yu hadn't come back. He got up early in the morning and said he was going out to pick up a friend. His former friend came over. Cheng Yan let him go, but he didn't understand how Will choose such an early time.

When the water boiled, Song Yu just came back.

He came back with breakfast, even though it was almost eleven o'clock.

"Sorry, it took a while," Song Yu put breakfast on the table in the living room, took off the scarf wrapped around his neck, and walked towards Cheng Yan, "Don't do this, go brush your teeth and eat."

It wasn't a big move. He didn't need to do it himself to boil the water dispenser. Seeing Song Yu's excessive concern, Cheng Yan took a cup and hot water for him, and couldn't help chuckling.

Leaning on the cabinet behind him, Cheng Yan looked at the door and asked, "Why did you come back alone? Where are your friends?"

Song Yu put the water cup on the water dispenser, and the hot hot water flowed into the mouth of the cup, making a crisp sound, "They are eating out, and they will meet in the afternoon."

"Why didn't you bring them back? Is it okay not to entertain them? Haven't we seen each other for a long time?" Song Yu explained to him that it was an old friend from his house who had always had a good relationship. After Song Yu came to school here, he talked to him. Their contact became less frequent, but once the relationship was still there, Cheng Yan understood that emotion and didn't understand why he didn't bring it here to entertain.

"Okay," Song Yu put the warm water cup in Cheng Yan's hand and warmed his hand, "They don't care about this, don't worry."

Cheng Yan held a water glass, warmed his hands for a while, washed his face, brushed his teeth, and was ready to eat.

When he was with Song Yu, he basically didn't need to do anything. Song Yu was very considerate and comprehensive to him. Now that he was injured, he was even more so. After Cheng Yan washed his face, he had to test the temperature for him first.

Song Yu bought omelettes and meat buns, as well as a cup of hot milk. The milk had no taste, but Cheng Yan drank it mellow. He thought that he might be hungry and became greedy for food.

"I haven't eaten well recently," Song Yu took a tissue next to him and wiped the corner of Cheng Yan's oily mouth, "I'll bring you something to eat at night, and now I'll have something simple to warm my stomach."

"The steamed buns are also delicious," Cheng Yan said. "This one is even better, and it seems to be different from the ones I usually buy."

"It's almost the same. I used to buy this one when I went to school. It's just downstairs in the community. I like the taste of his house." Song Yu saw that his hand was empty, and took a new bun. Because it was too hot, he wrapped it up. Holding the tissue in his hand, looking at the wound on Cheng Yan's face, he asked, "Does it hurt?"

Cheng Yan's chewing action slowed down, because he was very unhappy recently because of the injury, he remembered Song Yu's appearance when he was angry and still had lingering fears, so he shook his head: "It doesn't hurt anymore, I don't feel it anymore. "

Once Song Yu's focus was on his injury, it became serious. He touched the scar and said, "It will take some time to heal. During this time, you must avoid your mouth, and I will know what to eat. Let someone help you prepare."

Cheng Yan raised his eyes: "How to prepare?"

He is still in school, is it possible that he is given three meals a day?

Song Yu said, "Don't worry about it, you'll know in two days."

Cheng Yan couldn't guess what it was, so he didn't pursue it any further. He didn't need to get to the bottom of things that he would know in two days.

"Why don't you eat it?" Cheng Yan found that Song Yu didn't move his chopsticks after eating a few buns.

"I ate and drank a cup of porridge."

"It's too little, here it is." Cheng Yan picked up the bun and brought it to Song Yu's mouth. He couldn't bear to refuse, so Song Yu took it.

After eating, the two changed their clothes and went out.

Because he was wearing too thick, Cheng Yan felt a little breathless, and it was difficult to move. He was already wearing warm clothes inside, as well as sweaters, an autumn coat, and a down jacket outside. Although he was thin, he was wearing a jacket. It's a bit inconvenient to wear so many layers of clothes.

That's okay, the scarf still wraps him layer by layer. Cheng Yan feels that he must be like a puff pastry or a cream cake now. The kind of cream that is peeled off is bread, and the inside of the bread is sandwich, layer after layer. s things.

His mother only insisted that he wear long johns. Now that he is in a relationship, the restriction is more serious than that of his parents. With scarves, hats, and earmuffs, he suspects that Song Yu is going to put him in the refrigerator.

"Can I take one off?" Cheng Yan and Song Yu were walking down the stairs. He had difficulty even bending his arms. His exposed hands were wrapped in Song Yu's warm palms and hidden in his sleeves. Cheng Yan's other hand Pulling on the scarf: "I'm so hot."

"It will be cold when you go out," Song Yu put on his knitted hat straight, adjusted his earmuffs and said, "Don't show your skin."

Cheng Yan turned to look at him: "Why do you wear so little?"

Song Yu also wears cotton-padded clothes, but compared with him, one is like summer and the other is like winter. There is absolutely no comparison. Cheng Yan feels like a critically ill patient who has just been discharged from the hospital. Like wrapping him.

"I have a lot of firepower, and I'm not injured," Song Yu said righteously: "Just like this, if you go out for a trip, if you get frostbite, your face will be even more difficult to heal, bear with it for a while."

Cheng Yan's voice was suppressed in the scarf, like a whimper: "But I feel like a mummy..."

"How cute are the mummies? Just be honest."

cute? mummy? What misunderstandings do you have about mummies? Cheng Yan wanted to think so, but he didn't question Song Yu, he really didn't dare.

They went there by taxi. Uncle's car was driven away, and it was impossible to ride a motorcycle in winter. The air conditioner was turned on in the taxi, which made Cheng Yan unbearable. Then Song Yu allowed him to take off the scarf and unzip the padded jacket. Breathable.

The snow on the road has been swept away by the cleaners. The exhaust gas of the bicycle and the back and forth of the wheels are crushed by people, making it difficult for snowflakes to accumulate. It snowed for a long time last night, and the road was still empty the next morning. Happened, very clean.

Arriving at a restaurant smoothly, Cheng Yan and Song Yu went in and met his friends.

This is the first time Cheng Yan has come to see Song Yu's friends. No, it shouldn't be the first time. Some of them seem to be familiar. They were the ones saw in the underground garage when broke up with Song Yu last time. They are old friends of Song Yu Elementary and Junior High School. They didn't have time to say hello last time, but this time everyone was very enthusiastic.

"Cheng Yan? I'm Lin Can."

"I finally brought you out, the bag is so tight, let me see..."

"Go away." Song Yu knocked Lin Can's hand off, and the people behind greeted Cheng Yan. Cheng Yan all remembered their names one by one. It was because Song Yu's friends were easy to remember, and each had its own characteristics. The one who talked to him, Lin Can, was very good-looking and very enthusiastic. His preconceived ideas made him remember the same name as others.

Then there is a particularly strong, muscular, but quite indifferent brother Shun, his name is Yao Shun, his voice is low, he has a burly stature, and there are tattoos on his arms. He feels very social, like the ultimate villain in a movie, no. So provocative.

Then there are Wang Gai and so on. Several people are not ordinary in the past, and their personal styles are obvious. Except for Lin Can, the others are the type of friends that Cheng Yan would not make. When saw Song Yu for the first time, was also frightened by the cold and unkind look.

There is a magnetic field between people. When the magnetic field is wrong, you already know the result of communicating with the other party. This is Song Yu's friend, not his Cheng Yan's friend. It is not usually involved. Song Yu can be very He integrates well with the people around Cheng Yan because he has a relatively strong psychological quality, which makes him not show timidity to anyone, but Cheng Yan is different. The bottom layer of this psychology is defense and fear.

After the brief exchange, Cheng Yan stopped talking. He tried hard to think about Han Chengyu, who was full of mystery to him. Han Chengyu was not afraid. Han Chengyu could also be very gentle, and so were others. Be bold, don't be so restrained, Cheng Yan used this mentality to convince himself.

"Where are you going to play later?" Lin Can raised his chin and pointed at Cheng Yan, "Is he okay? Isn't he injured?"

A group of people all looked at Cheng Yan, Cheng Yan forced a smile and said, "It's okay, I'm almost better."

Song Yu looked at him with squinting eyes, which was quite scrutiny. Cheng Yan noticed his gaze and wondered if he had said something wrong, so he pulled the scarf up and kept his mouth shut.

They arranged it later. Cheng Yan is only responsible for following Song Yu. There is no good place for young people to gather together. They don't want to go if they are too formal, or too vulgar. Let's be neutral. Bars are the choice of many young people. Because the atmosphere is suitable for most people to relax, their destination is also set there.

Cheng Yan doesn't like coming to bars. He is a very traditional and well-behaved person. He used to be a little naughty, but he has never stepped into those places of alcoholism. It's not that he has prejudice against places like bars. came here with Zhao Yibai once before, and saw several couples kissing in public, and some who just met and started shooting... He really couldn't resist.

He can come, but he doesn't want to come.

"I know you don't like this kind of place, forbearance," Song Yu put a cup of hot drink in Cheng Yan's hand, and he was holding the wine, "A few of them are here today, you should accompany them."

"I don't like it," Cheng Yan took the hot drink, pulled down the scarf, and explained, "You can stay here."

Song Yu smiled charmingly and was very satisfied with his answer, "Really? I'm here?"

It's not to please, but a real psychology, Cheng Yan said frankly: "Yes, I feel safe when you are here."

Who doesn't like to hear that? Song Yu did the same, touched the back of Cheng Yan's head and said, "Then I'll be here and I won't go anywhere."

Cheng Yan smiled at him.

Later, Lin Can came to Song Yu and jumped up for a while. Song Yu refused, saying that he was old and couldn't jump. Lin Can's expression was quite contemptuous.

Cheng Yan knew that he wanted to accompany him.

Suddenly curious, Cheng Yan asked, "Were you so crazy when you were in junior high school?"

In the distance, Lin Can jumped arrogantly under the DJ stage, revelling with the crowd. Fortunately, he sat far away, otherwise he would not be able to hear the voice in his ears.

Restless music has its pros and cons, the benefit being that their conversations can be drowned out.

Song Yu said, "I said you didn't believe me?"

Cheng Yan thought for a while: "Keep a skeptical attitude."

Song Yu poured the wine glass, and as soon as it came, he was safe. He has always been doing well. There are a lot of drinks in winter, but he can't go shopping, Song Yu is just a little fun, "Really, I don't like liveliness. The atmosphere is a bit insensitive to the enthusiasm of the outside world, the junior high school and primary school are the same, I can’t tell why, I always feel that those things don’t belong to me, and I don’t want to be involved.”

Cheng Yan stared at Song Yu and felt that what he said was true. Song Yu's indifference was not faked. They all felt the same time, what they were excited about didn't make waves in Song Yu's eyes.

This may be what he said about insensitivity, insensitivity is needed everywhere in life, and Song Yu's mentality is also quite suitable for this word.

"If you participated, you must be crazy." Cheng Yan took a sip of the drink, and the orange straw was squashed because he took a bite.

"How?" Song Yu stared at him.

Cheng Yan swallowed the hot drink, held the straw, and turned around in the cup, speaking from experience: "You are very good-looking, if you like these things, you will be very popular."

Song Yu asked with great interest, "Are you worried?"

Cheng Yan said solemnly: "Worry."

I can't tell what it feels like, it seems like a ray of warmth from the ice and snow flows into my heart. Song Yu especially likes when his true feelings are revealed, and the lover's eyes are full of xi shi, and Cheng Yan's "cute" label in his heart can no longer be taken down.

"Then take care of me and don't let me go wild."

Cheng Yan leaned on the sofa behind him, put his legs together, straightened, picked up the knitted hat next to him, rubbed it in his hand, and whispered like a whisper: "You won't."

Song Yu couldn't let go of him, Xiaobie wins the newly married, he has experienced it now.

When the two of them were talking, Yao Shun came over. He looked like a bunch of people everywhere he walked. There was a tattoo on Yao Shun's neck. Only, he has already made up the whole body of the tiger and dragon picture.

When Yao Shun approached, Cheng Yan straightened his back, as if the head teacher came to check, he looked up at him, Yao Shun handed him a tissue and reminded: "By the mouth."

Cheng Yan's face turned red, he took the tissue with both hands to thank him, put the tissue to his mouth, and wiped off a piece of fruit.

He turned his head and gave Song Yu a hateful look, as if to blame him for not reminding him.

Song Yu received the threat of his gaze, but just smiled happily and turned to talk to Yao Shun.

"There may be snow after six o'clock, so go back early." Song Yu said.

"Well, I know, I'll leave after a while," Yao Shun said.

"Whose car is Ah Chan's car?"

"A Can's, my car is out of gas." Yao Shun lit a cigarette and threw it to Song Yu. When he was about to give it to Cheng Yan, Song Yu stopped him and said that he would not smoke, and Yao Shun put it away Come back and continue talking to Song Yu, "How about you? How many days off did you take this time?"

Song Yu flicked the lighter and lit a cigarette, "I asked him for a week first. It depends on him. I'll leave when he gets better."

Yao Shun looked at Cheng Yan, Cheng Yan heard it, and knew that someone was looking at him. Out of the corner of the window, he was attacked by gazes. He didn't raise his head and fiddled with the hat on his hand.

"Alright, I thought it would be difficult to ask for leave from a famous school." Yao Shun flicked the ashtray.

Song Yu said, "It's all the same."

Cheng Yan had been waiting for them to finish talking. When Yao Shun was there, Cheng Yan didn't talk much. From the very beginning, it seemed that Yao Shun also realized that he didn't chat with Song Yu for too long and left with interest.

After he left, Song Yu's cigarette ended. He put the cigarette butt in a disposable water cup, and asked, "Do you not like Yao Shun?"

Cheng Yan finally had a chance to speak, as if he was relieved, he said, "No."

Song Yu looked at Cheng Yan's face, "He's just not enthusiastic, he's quite considerate, and he tried to talk to you several times, but he couldn't find a chance," grabbing Cheng Yan's hand, "Is hat so fun?"

Song Yu took his hat, and after sorting it, put it on Cheng Yan's head.

Cheng Yan asked him to wear a hat, sat honestly, stared into Song Yu's eyes and said, "Does he want to talk to me?"

"Well, I want to cue you, but you haven't looked up, and he can't say anything to you abruptly."

"Ah, I'm sorry," Cheng Yan said apologetically, "I'm just a little afraid of him."

"What is he afraid of?"

"Of course you don't think so, he's your friend," Cheng Yan said, but Song Yu still didn't understand, Cheng Yan simply said, "It's my own cowardice."

Song Yu remembered that he used to make excuses for him to accompany him even going downstairs when he was at school, and suddenly had an idea and asked, "Why are you afraid of strangers you haven't seen? And he didn't do anything to you. ."

"He didn't do anything to me, but the magnetic field is not right. It's instinct to be afraid of one person. Are many of your friends afraid of you?"

"why?"

"Because of his face and body, he looks fierce, and he is the kind of person who will fight if he disagrees."

Cheng Yan's explanation didn't know if Song Yu could understand it or not. Some people just couldn't understand it. How could people who are not afraid of the sky and the earth not be afraid of the earth and act cautiously have a heart-to-heart connection.

"Oh, you don't understand, I won't tell you, anyway, it's not that I don't like him, I'm just scared, you remember."

Song Yu said: "Of course I understand, otherwise why would I ask him to do things."

Cheng Yan frowned: "What are you doing?"

Song Yu dragged him up, "Don't ask."

After coming out of the bar, a group of people gathered together to take a taxi. Cheng Yan seemed to be ostracized. Standing in Xu Yuan, it was not. It was just Song Yu who said he wanted to talk to some of his friends. Wait there.

"Trouble." Song Yu said to the people in a circle with his trouser pockets inserted.

Lin Can said: "Don't tell us this, small things, don't worry, Brother Shun alone is enough, I guarantee that no one in your south of the city will dare to provoke him again."

Song Yu looked at Cheng Yan's shadow.

"This matter doesn't really need us. If you yell in the south of the city, who would dare to provoke him?"

"It's not that simple," Song Yu said. "He doesn't want me to intervene anymore. It's a last resort for you to warn you as his friends."

Yao Shun alone is enough to put on a pretense to warn and threaten. Song Yu still called a few more people. Although he thought this kind of thing was childish, it was the easiest, rude and most effective way to suppress youthful and restless boys. .

Yao Shun said bluntly: "Actually, it's fine if we don't get involved this time. Those people were all hospitalized by you. I think two of them are still blue at the corners of their mouths, so I shouldn't dare. I'm scared to pee, isn't this intimidation a little too much?"

"Will it be?" Song Yu said, "Has it been compared to putting them in jail?"

Silently looked at the figure on the roadside, Cheng Yan happened to look over, and found that everyone was looking at him, he smiled, but the smile hidden under the scarf could not be seen, but his eyes were still smiling, Cheng Yan Turn your head away.

"Master Song, you fell so badly."

"what?"

"Love Web."

Lin Can patted Song Yu on the shoulder and walked to the taxi, and the others followed.

The taxi came, the people who gathered together broke up, Song Yu walked back, and their vehicle had arrived, and got into the car with Cheng Yan.

"Would you like to go to the school to have a look?" Cheng Yan wanted Song Yu to come back this time, would you like to go to the school to take a look? Varsity or anything else.

"No," Song Yu said, "go home, I want to stay with you quietly for a while."

Cheng Yan nodded: "Okay."

The two just wandered outside for a while, then came back to eat at a restaurant near the community, and then went home.

It took a long time just to take off the clothes. Cheng Yan took off the hat, earmuffs and scarves in an orderly manner and hung them on the hanger next to them. Song Yu was turning on the air conditioner, and soon the room warmed up. Song Yu took off the cotton-padded clothes and wore comfortable clothes sweater is packed in the house.

Cleaning up mainly refers to pulling the chair to play music, and giving Cheng Yan a new patch, but this time Cheng Yan didn't want to put on so many stickers. He said that he was bored and uncomfortable. Just stick it on the serious place, Song Yu just gave up, Cheng Yan didn't want to stick it. The wound on Yan's face has healed, but the bruises left behind have not dissipated.

A piece of music was played, which was the song Song Yu sang to him. The atmosphere in the bedroom was extremely warm. Cheng Yan sat on Song Yu's lap, facing him, rolling up his sleeves and putting on the weak bandages on his arms. .

Song Yu leaned on the sofa, raised his head and stared at him, his eyes fixed, Cheng Yan could see his fiery gaze as soon as he raised his head, he said he wanted to stay with him for a while, just sitting face to face like this?

Cheng Yan deliberately asked for something to say: "Your friends are all very handsome." I didn't know what to talk about, so I just talked about those friends who had left.

Song Yu still slapped his face tightly, and said casually, "Huh?"

"The one named Lin Can, when was he your friend?"

"I met in elementary school."

"Oh, I feel that he is different from others," Cheng Yan said, "very enthusiastic, unlike you, who like to have a cold face."

Song Yu took his hand, held it in his palm, and demanded, "Tell me something about me."

I don't want to talk to him about anything else, either, this is what Song Yu wants to hear now, what he wants to say, but because he has been staying together for the past few days and slept together at night, everything that needs to be said is finished. Yan couldn't find a better topic.

He thought about it for a while and asked, "Then... have you decided when to leave?"

Song Yu weighed his hand and said softly, "Look at you."

After a moment of silence, Cheng Yan said, "You can actually leave tomorrow."

"Do you want me to leave so early?"

Cheng Yan shook his head, it's not easy for them to meet now. It's not as easy to make a phone call or start a video as sitting together without talking. Song Yu just couldn't wait enough? Maybe it's really because of separation, because of different places.

"I'm not in a hurry, I'll leave when you're well."

"But I'm already fine," Cheng Yan said in a low voice, as if to himself: "This is all right on your face, you can leave tomorrow... But I don't want you to leave tomorrow, so stay with me for another day. , can you walk again the day after tomorrow?"

Song Yu said cheerfully, "Okay."

This satisfaction is enough to make Cheng Yan happy.

Song Yu raised his hand, played with Cheng Yan's fingers, lowered his eyes and said, "But you have to promise me one thing."

Cheng Yan was unprepared: "You said."

Song Yu raised her eyes, her eyes burning like torches: "When I'm not by your side, you have to tell me about your discomfort, unhappiness, and grievance, like this time, someone told me, but I am Your boyfriend, if I learned everything from other people, I would feel that I don't need to exist."

Cheng Yan felt guilty and justified. He knew that Song Yu would be angry, but he didn't expect to get to this point, so he hurriedly added: "This time... I can't inform you in time."

"But you won't tell me when you wake up, will you?" Song Yu knew his psychology quite well.

Cheng Yan was dismantled and had nothing to refute. It was true, he would not tell Song Yu, for various reasons.

"Cheng Yan, I'm talking to you about this very seriously now," Song Yu's eyebrows were sharp, "If there is a next time, if you don't tell me anything, then you should be mentally prepared, I will be very angry, maybe more than This time is much more serious. I don't guarantee that we will not be affected if there are more such incidents. The same is true this time. It's just because you are injured and I can't get angry with you again, so this time I have to forget it. But I don't want a next time, do you understand?"

When Song Yu was serious, Cheng Yan didn't dare to talk nonsense. It was really scary. Everyone was scary when they lost their temper. He had just experienced a quarrel with him and didn't want to recall those terrifying feelings, so he just nodded vigorously. :"understood."

The atmosphere suddenly became tense. Before that, Cheng Yan really didn't know that Song Yu would care so much about this kind of thing. With his current tone, Cheng Yan only dared to promise. At least for the moment, he could promise to tell him everything in the future. Said that.

Seeing how he heard it, Song Yu's brows and eyes stretched a little. He didn't want to make their atmosphere worse, and it was not for quarreling that they finally met, but Song Yu had to make him clear about the consequences.

After the words were said, the mood improved. Song Yu pulled him into his arms, held Cheng Yan in the front, pressed him to his chest, and put his palms on the back of his head.

"I'm very worried about you," Song Yu said beside his ear, "I'm more worried when I can't see it."

Cheng Yan lowered his eyes and said knowingly, "I won't, I'll tell you everything in the future."

There was melodious music playing in the room, and snowflakes fluttered in the sky after six o'clock. On the sofa by the window, two people were sitting face to face, and they were full of overflowing thoughts without speaking. If there was a fire in the room, even more so. It has a nice winter vibe.

There are no adults, no cats and dogs, and no children at home. You don’t have to worry about what you do. The more free you are, the more wild you are. The closeness of the body and the body, the connection between the mind and the soul, how can we be as calm as water?

Cheng Yan, who was lying on Song Yu's shoulder, put his wet and hot lips on his ear. It was hot at first, but itchy at the back. Song Yu was licking his skin. Cheng Yan couldn't help shivering, and then he heard Song Yu's post A chuckle in his ear.

It sounds deadly.

"Shake what?" Song Yu's eyebrows lowered and fell behind the moist ears.

Cheng Yan excused: "It's too cold..."

Song Yu grabbed his face and made him face him directly. Shyness is a human instinct. He could see every shyness on Cheng Yan's face, especially his eyes. Song Yu raised his face and said deeply, "I want to Warm up for a while?"

In the current atmosphere, Cheng Yan would not be naive to take this literally. really don't know what Song Yu has learned this year. Yesterday's reckless words were still echoing in his ears, so Cheng Yan only dared to use it with him. The phone said some obscure words, but Song Yu always put it on the bright side, too bold.

Cheng Yan did not agree hastily, nor did he reject it quickly, but just lowered his eyes and did not look at him.

"Cheng Yan," Song Yu's tone became scorching hot. The more his eyes wandered, the darker he became. He made a bold and reserved request, "Would it be okay for me to rub it?"

Cheng Yan's face turned red in an instant, and his fists were clenched tightly. Under Song Yu's eager eyes, his heartbeat became more and more intense. He didn't know what he was thinking. , the ghostly nodded.

His nod was more powerful than the drug.

When Song Yu was granted amnesty, he grabbed Cheng Yan's waist, and the corner of his sweater was lifted, revealing a snow-white complexion that had not been seen for a long time.With his hand on his shoulder.

He has a slightly anxious and full of desire voice, which is integrated into the light music.

"Hold tight and sit tight."