Chapter 101

Listening to Song Yu's hot breathing, Cheng Yan was tortured by the shame so much that he could not breathe. He turned his head away, but Song Yu went too far. He didn't let him. s face.

"Does it hurt?" Song Yu pressed on top of his head, his hands were not honest, and went down along Cheng Yan's waist, "Do you want me to help you?"

"I don't want to..." Cheng Yan was about to run away, but was caught and brought back. He was not a person who would be so innocent, but in front of Song Yu, he couldn't stand a word of ridicule.

"It's not over yet, where are you going?" Song Yu clasped his hand: "Honey, come with me."

During these ten minutes, Cheng Yan didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't even know how he got here.

The clothes on the floor were picked up and thrown on the sofa. Song Yu took him to wash them. During the process, Li Yan kept his head down. The culprit is now satisfied and no longer embarrassed. Song Yu looked up at the mirror from time to time. , looking at that hot red face, temptingly wanting to kiss.

He let out a low, complacent laugh.

Cheng Yan raised his head and saw his teasing eyes, which were not as cheeky as his, and lowered his head hastily without saying a word.

Back in the bedroom, Cheng Yan sat on the bed and sent a message to his father with his mobile phone. He hadn't calmed down yet. At this time, Song Yu was not next to him, so he could take a breath and listen to the water coming from the bathroom. With the sound, Cheng Yan's typing hand became dull.

Dad saw his news and called him.

"Are you here?"

"Well." Cheng Yan was weak.

"Have you seen Song Yu?" Dad still insisted on asking Song Yu to help. If he knew that he was being bullied by Song Yu, he would not have said that.

"I see." Cheng Yan said in a low voice.

"Why are you unhappy listening to the voice?" Dad said sensitively, "Not good in school?"

"Okay," Cheng Yan grabbed the sheet next to his leg, "Everything is fine, don't worry about me."

"Talk to your mother for a while, I'm clamoring to talk to you." Dad let go of the phone, and his mother's concerned voice came from the receiver, telling Cheng Yan these things.

"If you need something, buy it yourself, and the school spends a lot of money. If you don't have a squeak, you don't need this money at home. Don't save too much. You are a college student now. Unlike high school, there are a lot of people who go to the outside world. You have to spend money on places, if you have anything to tell your family, communication is very important, you have to learn this from Song Yu, if you are not familiar with life outside, you should have a good relationship with Song Yu, ah."

My mother still treats him as a child, for fear that he will not deal with the interpersonal relationship around him. Many parents have such concerns. Contradictions are all communication problems. The same is true for Cheng's mother. Although Cheng Yan has been very good in the past two years Yes, but don't know if the strong personality has completely disappeared. In the past three days, he fought with others.

"Got it, Mom." After Cheng Yan finished speaking, Song Yu just came out of the bathroom. He raised his head and gave him a charitable look, but he was also ashamed. He was forced to do that, but his own A little bit of shame just can't get over it.

"I won't tell you Mom first, I'm going to take a shower," Cheng Yan clenched his fingers and said with a deep meaning, "It's been a whole day, and my body is dirty."

"Okay, let's go." Mom didn't hear anything, so let him go.

Cheng Yan hung up the phone, and there was laughter in the room.

Cheng Yan frowned: "What are you laughing at?"

Song Yu's hair was still dripping with water droplets. Hearing the sound, he came over, raised Cheng Yan's chin, lowered his head and said, "Let me see, where is it dirty? Oh, is it my hand?"

He squatted down, which was about to hold Cheng Yan's fingers.

Cheng Yan put his five fingers together and shrank back. When Song Yu raised his eyes and looked at him affectionately, he held his face away.

"Don't look at me." Cheng Yan complained. He finally knew where Song Yu had changed. It was because his face had changed, and he had become thicker and thicker. Did he not tease him like this before because he had been separated for too long? There is no lower limit.

Song Yu chuckled, then stood up and sat beside the bed, "Tell you to be serious, come back with me in two days."

Cheng Yan turned his head and asked, "Where are you going?"

Song Yu said, "Go home."

"Home?" Cheng Yan asked, "Which home?"

Song Yu said, "How many homes do I have?"

Cheng Yan realized that he was referring to the home where his parents lived in the real sense. For some reason, he was a little repelled by Song Yu's parents. It had something to do with what he heard from Jiang Heng.

"What's the matter? Don't want to?" Song Yu saw that he was worried, and didn't know what he was worried about.

"No," Cheng Yan paused, digested the emotion, and asked, "Why are you taking me home all of a sudden? I haven't met your parents yet."

"I have to take you back before I have seen it," Song Yu said as a matter of course: "My mother wants to see you."

"Your mother?" Cheng Yan became alert, a little nervous in his eyes, "Does she know...our business?"

"I know," Song Yu said in a calm tone, "I told her, it's nothing new."

"Then what's her reaction?" I really don't know what they are like to the sound of adults, and Cheng Yan's impression of Song Yu's parents is that of traditional educators. Will they understand? All these issues are what Cheng Yan is worried about.

"A little surprised, but after a long time, I have to accept it if I don't accept it," Song Yu said: "My relationship with my parents is not like ordinary people, when I was a child..."

Song Yu hesitated, as if he didn't want to mention his childhood, Cheng Yan held his hand and said softly, "Needless to say, I know."

Song Yu didn't ask how he found out, but smiled reluctantly, "Anyway, because when they were young, they felt they owed me, and now they don't discipline me too much, so our matter was passed with them, I and them Our relationship is not particularly close, so let's just make up for it, my parents are not particularly opposed to our affairs."

Make up, what can do now to make up for the hurt suffered as a child? People always make up for things after they come out, and don't consider the possible consequences before they happen. Song Yu's parents are a typical example. They did raise an excellent son. The harm caused is also real, and the additional consequence is that their relationship with Song Yu is not close, which is fatal to the parents.

"So that's the case," Cheng Yan pursed his lips, remembering that Song Yu went to school in the south of the city all these years, "No wonder you live at your aunt's house and go to school in the south of the city because of them, right?"

"Forget it," Song Yu didn't hide, "I don't really want to stay with them, they're not comfortable and I'm not comfortable either, so keep a little distance, they all say it's too close, and I haven't been with them in high school for years. Contact, I feel a lot closer when I go back in the past two years, my mother is actually a good person."

How can you not blame the resentful parents? Is this Song Yu's wisdom? Cheng Yan now realizes that his parents always say that Song Yu is mature and is not the same as them. That is because his childhood experiences destined him to grow up to be a lonely person with good manners and a closed heart, because he suffered from his childhood. There is no way for him to get into his mother's arms like most children, ask for their blessing, and listen to the words of concern in their ears. His injuries were caused by his parents, where can he hide? No matter how wronged you were when you were young, you had to swallow it yourself.

This can explain why Song Yu's indifference, or aloofness, doesn't particularly care about everyone, and why he doesn't have the sensitive sympathy and empathy of ordinary people, it's the fault of the innate growth environment, not his fault.

Cheng Yan stood up and stood in front of Song Yu with concern in his eyes, "You really... don't hate them at all?"

There is no one else here, he doesn't need to see Song Yu forcibly supporting him, reluctantly, if they can't express their true emotions here, how bad their relationship will be.

Song Yu hesitated for a while, then smiled: "If you have to say something, just say it, but it's been too long, and I can't remember many things clearly, so I don't want to worry about it."

This is the helplessness of adults. In the end, a lot of things will be forgotten. Let’s just do it. don’t care about it anymore. don’t want to see any consequences.

Cheng Yan is thoughtful, he is a person who can't hide his emotions, at this time there is helplessness and pity on his face, "I don't know what to do, I just want you to know that I will always stand by your side, From now on, you can tell me any grievances and discomforts you have, you don’t need to pretend in front of me, I want to be the one who can share your thoughts.”

These words are not nauseous. In Song Yu's voice, they are also very sincere and concerned, not false at all, because their feelings for each other are true, and it is also true to care about each other. In the past, Song Yu would feel that other people's concerns sounded polite and polite. On the surface, but when facing Cheng Yan, he would never have such an idea.

The weak light hit Cheng Yan's cheek, that firmness is only for him, what kind of virtue and what can he do, to meet such a person who is full of eyes and full of himself?

Song Yu's hand clasped Cheng Yan's waist, pushed the person towards him, raised his head and said, "You are already this person, I have to thank my mother, it's not her, I can't get to the south of the city, and I won't meet you. ."

The greatest misfortune in his life came from his parents, and the greatest luck also came from his parents. In any case, the luck of meeting Cheng Yan had already overcome those unfortunate injuries.

"Go take a bath, it's getting late," Song Yu was defeated by the tenderness in Cheng Yan's eyes, "There are still a lot of things to do tomorrow, you will be busy for a few days."

Cheng Yan played with Song Yu's hair, nodded, and went to take a shower.

On the first day of arriving in Shanghai, on the first night, he slept with Song Yu. There were so many lingering and whispering nights, endless love words, endless longings, the high-rise buildings outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the hustle and bustle of the city gradually in the night. Weakness and sleepiness swept over, pressing the pillow to relieve the busy day.

In his arms, Cheng Yan can always sleep soundly.

The next day, Cheng Yan went back to school and met his new roommate, Gao Yucheng, who shares the same dormitory with him. The two quickly got to know each other. The friendship between boys is equally simple, and it will soon develop into iron buddies. , Gao Yucheng talked about the note that Cheng Yan left him, and felt that Cheng Yan was a lively and enthusiastic person, and the meeting was a little different. He was stunned by the appearance of his new roommate.

"Damn it, he's so handsome." Gao Yucheng said, "The blood pressure went up immediately."

Because of such a joke, the relationship between the two instantly became much closer. Later, when talking about girlfriends, the topics between boys were not far away. Gossip and love history are the instincts of human communication. That's right.

Gao Yucheng said that he had known his girlfriend since high school, and then asked Cheng Yan, but Cheng Yan did not hide it, and told him frankly that he had a boyfriend. Gao Yucheng's reaction was so funny that he didn't even dare to stay in the dormitory. Naked.

"Homosexuality is not interesting to all the same-sex people around you," Cheng Yan sorted out his clothes and hung them in the cabinet. "Put away your alertness and caution, my boyfriend is much more handsome than you."

"Fuck," Gao Yucheng said embarrassingly and arrogantly, "That's not necessarily true. We live together. It's not impossible for you to develop feelings for me after a long time. I won't be responsible then."

Cheng Yan smiled, and Gao Yucheng was laughing too. In short, the two did not avoid them as much as before. After talking about it, Gao Yucheng felt much more at ease.

In the days that followed, I was in military training all the time. I came back sweaty every afternoon. After taking a shower, I hid in the dormitory to study the textbooks. It was Cheng Yan’s day as a freshman. Gao Yucheng was a little busier than Cheng Yan. He would go swimming in the gym or go Exercising in the gym, he felt that he was a little fat, wanted to lose weight and exercise, and said how much he promised his girlfriend to lose weight, he was quite persevering.

The same is true today. Gao Yucheng came back from the gym. His roommate was lying on the table reading a book. Gao Yucheng took off his hat, threw it on the table, and said with the air conditioner: "I met someone at the gym today, guess who it is. ."

Cheng Yan didn't turn his head back: "Then how can I guess."

Gao Yucheng smiled, "Yes, I don't even know if you recognize him or not. He was a very handsome person from the previous session, his surname is Song."

Cheng Yan raised his eyes and turned his head.

Gao Yucheng flipped through his phone and said, "I saw this person online before I came to school. Look at the videos posted by others."

Well, Song Yu, the video was taken by him during military training. The picture is not very clear, but he can be recognized at a glance in the vast crowd. His facial features are too dazzling to ignore.

"You know him?" Cheng Yan asked, he wanted to know what gossip Gao Yucheng heard.

Gao Yucheng shook his head: "I don't know, I just read it. I saw a real person today, it's cooler than the video, my god, that looks..."

Gao Yucheng sighed with emotion, his tone was unbelievable, it was not that he had never seen a handsome guy, but Song Yu... It was really unforgettable, Cheng Yan understood his sigh, and the first time he saw him, he was astonished. people.

Cheng Yan laughed and turned his head to continue reading.

"He seems to be in the team, professional. I heard that he is very good at football. You say that this kind of person is good at studying, good grades, and has such high athletic talent. Isn't this the perfect person?" Gao Yucheng said: "It is estimated that female He has a lot of friends, so his fishing shouldn't be too simple."

Cheng Yan retorted: "He is not a sea king."

"You don't know," Gao Yucheng told the story he had seen, trying to defeat Cheng Yan's innocence, "You underestimate Haiwang, I had a classmate in high school, and she was very handsome, and the little girl next to her I haven't changed it, everyone is willing to do it."

"Do you know that others are willing?" Cheng Yan flipped through the book, "It's not necessarily the case that you are kept in the dark."

"I'm really willing, I won't lie to you," Gao Yucheng became excited, "once the man was exposed, and if he wanted to break up with her partner, he didn't want to, and went to the school to pester him, the people of our school. all know……"

Cheng Yan calmly said, "Let's divide it up."

This kind of thing can't kill everyone with one shot. Not every handsome guy is a sea king, but the beautiful ones are devoted to their feelings. It has nothing to do with the appearance, and most of the people with roots are still red.

"But then again, it's not that I'm jealous of him. I really don't think people can be honest with his appearance. Even if he doesn't want to, there are many people who post it. Can he keep his heart?" In a normal tone, as a boy, he is very stubborn about the boy's mind, and he seems to think so confidently.

"He can hold it." Cheng Yan's words were firm, and he did not elaborate and explain much, which aroused Gao Yucheng's dissatisfaction.

Gao Yucheng frowned: "You know?"

Cheng Yan didn't explain: "Well, I just know."

Gao Yucheng smiled and said, "Brother, you are still naive, I guarantee his girlfriend is insecure..."

"First, he doesn't have a girlfriend," Cheng Yan interrupted him, his tone became serious, "Second, it is very safe to fall in love with him, and third, he is not a sea king, he has only one boyfriend."

Gao Yucheng blinked, somewhat confused: "How do you know?"

Cheng Yan turned his head, his eyes were extremely sharp, and he said loudly, "Because I am his boyfriend."

The author has said:

Fight for the next chapter to stew Cheng Cheng.