Chapter 104

The first ray of morning light carefully entered the room, for fear of disturbing the sleeping people on the bed, the curtains were slowly opened a little, the transparent glass windows blocked the noise, and the cars shuttled downstairs galloping by, there were many figures, it was ten o'clock in the morning. bell.

Song Yu turned around, picked up the package on the table, took out a small bottle from it, walked to the edge of the bed, lifted a corner of the quilt, held the red-marked ankle, took out the cool ointment from the bottle, and put it on the On skin, rub gently with fingers.

The person on the bed moved slightly, Song Yu looked up, and Cheng Yan, who opened his eyes tiredly, looked over the edge of the bed and saw Song Yu squatting beside the bed.

Cheng Yan had no strength, lay on the pillow, buried half of his face in the soft pillow, and let Song Yu make amends after the incident.

From the ankles, to the thighs, waist, chest, and finally the shoulders and neck, where are there no traces left? Those traces didn't look like they were left after pleasure, they were more like traces of sadism after being caught by a perverted killer.

Cheng Yan didn't have the courage to recall and imagine the tragic events of last night, and his face in the pillow was filled with fear.

He was afraid of Song Yu, he was afraid, and now he sees the same thing. He is two people on the bed and under the bed. He takes back the big words he said before. He is afraid of Song Yu. He is indeed afraid of Song Yu, who is out of control. It hurts. So scary, so scary.

After taking the medicine, Song Yu put on a thin quilt and saw that Cheng Yan had tooth marks on his exposed shoulders. He bit out blood last night. He groaned in pain and begged for mercy, but he wouldn't listen at all.

Song Yu guiltily whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry."

Cheng Yan grabbed the pillow with both hands, like an ostrich digging its head into the sand, unwilling to answer him.

"Don't ignore me," Song Yu leaned down and whispered in Cheng Yan's ear, "I know I'm wrong."

Cheng Yan touched his arm and slapped it hard. It was blame, but he had no strength, so he couldn't do too much movement, otherwise he didn't know where the pain came from, which made his strength weak. Hit Song Yu's body like a spoiled child.

Song Yu's palm was covered in his hair, and his voice was full of guilt. He was sincere. It was also true that he couldn't control himself last night. He didn't want to defend himself, but only hoped to reduce the damage he caused to Cheng Yan. , "Eat the meal first, and then teach me a lesson later?"

He had known for a long time that he would lose control. The emotions he had suppressed for so long, and the heart disease that he had not had in the past year, was all triggered last night, exploded, and injured his tender body.

Harm Cheng Yan is still unable to move.

Song Yu's eyes are full of pity, but he knows that even though he feels guilty now, he will still be unable to control himself again. It is basically difficult for people to be rational when their desires are satisfied. The unhealthy complex caused by excitement is Song Yu is uncontrollable.

Cheng Yan turned his face and sank half of his face into the pillow. He seemed to be crying, and his eyes were filled with fear and grievance. He stared at Song Yu and didn't want to speak. A beast, he is a beast.

Seeing Cheng Yan's eyes, Song Yu felt remorse in her heart, lowered her head, and clenched her hands.

Cheng Yan knew that he shouldn't blame him. Song Yu was different from others. Song Yu was not a normal person. He knew it for a long time. He didn't listen to how he begged for mercy yesterday. When he ignored him, Cheng Yan knew his heart disease. onset. Song Yu had reminded him more than once that he might not be able to control this kind of thing, but it didn't make Cheng Yan not hate him at all, he was angry, very angry, he thought he would die last night, he didn't Finding security last night, he was not pampered, and he was angry about it.

But seeing Song Yu's guilty look, he was reluctant to say anything bad to him.

Then he had no choice but to stop talking, Cheng Yan kept his mouth shut and blamed him only with his eyes.

Song Yu cleaned him up, put on his clothes, and tried to talk to Cheng Yan in the process, but Cheng Yan didn't seem to want to talk to him. Cheng Yan was not moved.

"Don't torment me like this, okay?" Song Yu held Cheng Yan's hands and didn't go anywhere. In the end, he hurt the person he liked and tossed him to pieces. It was inevitable to get angry.

"I don't want to be with you anymore." Cheng Yan said such a sentence in a long silence, and his current joke can make Song Yu nervous.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Cheng Yan, I was wrong, don't say such things to me." Song Yu grabbed the person and hugged Cheng Yan into his arms. Cheng Yan seemed to hear a panicked heartbeat, which was even more intense than last night.

He grabbed the corner of Song Yu's clothes, stuffed himself in his arms, and whimpered, "You hurt me..."

Song Yu kissed his forehead. Yesterday, the two of them had just exchanged their feelings for each other, and it would be impossible to break up today. He kissed Cheng Yan's hair and assured him, "There will be no next time."

Cheng Yan really wanted to cry, not pretending, or trying to do anything emotional, just wanted to cry, wanted to cry aggrieved, Song Yu hurt him, he wanted to cry, he bit his shoulder, bleeding, he still didn't pity him, still He hurt him, but Cheng Yan didn't want to forgive him.

He thumped Song Yu heavily, and said carelessly: "You are not allowed to touch me again, you bastard..."

"I'm a bastard, I should be beaten and scolded, but I can't let me stop touching you," Song Yu said eagerly, slowly letting go, brushing away the tears that had gathered at the corner of Cheng Yan's eyes, "Don't cry, I really know it's wrong."

"What's the use of knowing I'm wrong?" Cheng Yan said displeased, "You're only happy if you want to kill me!"

His tone sounded really sad, and Song Yu's heart tightened.

"Don't talk nonsense, I didn't think so," Song Yu rubbed his thumb on his face, "I just can't control it, you know, as soon as I get excited..."

"Is that a point? You are murder," Cheng Yan said, "Pervert, Song Yu, you are a pervert."

He knew that he had any psychological problems, but he never said it, nor did he think Song Yu was a pervert. Now Cheng Yan confirmed that he was a pervert with psychological problems! Potential Murderer! Human devil!

Song Yu squeezed his wrist, "I'm going to get angry if you say that."

"You're born, you're angry, you're angry!" Cheng Yan beat him, every punch was extremely heavy, he thought so himself, he couldn't vent his hatred without angering Song Yu, but the one who was tortured all night How can people have the strength to toss.

Song Yu looked at the noisy Cheng Yan, like an unreasonable little daughter-in-law, but his emotions were understandable, but this complaint was because his tone was not cold enough, or because the person was injured, the fist that hit him was too soft. It's like being a prankster.

"Don't dare to give birth, don't be angry," Song Yu held his hands and kissed, "I'm sorry, the adults don't remember the villain, classmate Cheng Yan, forgive me for this pervert."

Cheng Yan turned his head and put his head into the pillow again, tired and said, "I'm hungry."

Song Yudao: "I called you to eat a long time ago."

Cheng Yan's voice was not particularly clear on the pillow, and he felt a sense of shyness. He asked softly, "Hey me."

Song Yudao: "Okay."

After eating, I didn't check out immediately. Cheng Yan has to lie on the bed all day, maybe tomorrow will be the same, thanks to this pervert, it was the first time, it was a painful thing , and sewed the wound that he suffered from a heart attack and bit him all over.

Lying on Song Yu's body and watching TV, he couldn't watch it, and after a while, he became sleepy, and wanted to sleep. Song Yu turned off the TV and let him sleep. He didn't want Song Yu to leave. Yu has nothing to say, he is responsible for all the consequences of his own sins. He is his pillow and his mattress, holding Cheng Yan and letting him sleep in his arms.

He tossed himself so badly that Cheng Yan wouldn't let him go so easily. He was going to play tricks on him. Song Yu had to take care of him every now and then, so that he would feel better.

He fell asleep on Song Yu, and was awakened by a dream in the evening. He had a terrible nightmare. In the dream, Song Yu had the same eyes as last night, as if he was going to kill him. I wanted to tie him up, but I was stripped of his clothes. He shook his head and begged him not to. In the end, Song Yu grabbed his ankle and dragged him back. Yudu can't hear it.

When Cheng Yan told Song Yu about this dream, Song Yu was silent for a long time. Cheng Yan couldn't help frowning and asked, "You don't really think about it, do you?"

Song Yu raised his chin and said in silence, "I'm serious, will you be afraid?"

"You... hiss," Cheng Yan felt a pain under him, the injury was not healed yet, his overly excited movements involved the wound, Cheng Yan snorted and said, "Don't scare me."

Song Yu laughed and took him back into his arms. He could really feel that Cheng Yan was really scared. The shadow left on him yesterday was not small. It seems that he will be moderate in the future. Song Yu coaxed: "I lied to you."

Cheng Yan breathed a sigh of relief, sat in Song Yu's arms, held his arm and said, "Don't scare me with this kind of thing, I'll take it seriously, you were terrible last night, really, I can't take it easy until now. ."

Up to now, I am still apprehensive.

I swore before that he would not be afraid, but in this situation, there is still fear. Song Yu didn't recognize people at all when he lost control. He really thought yesterday that he would die and would not see the sun today.

Song Yu tightened her arms, pressed it on his shoulders and said, "I will restrain myself in the future."

Cheng Yan nodded, believing that he forgave him.

At night, Cheng Yan barely got out of bed.

He couldn't stand still, was buckled by Song Yu's waist, stood beside the bed, raised his hands, and asked him to apply medicine.

"When did you buy the medicine?" Cheng Yan asked.

"I went in the morning," Song Yu put the medicine on his wound, and put his hands as lightly as possible, for fear of hurting someone, "you'll still be asleep."

"Are you downstairs?" Cheng Yan asked.

"It's a bit of a run," Song Yu said. "It's not easy to buy online, and the injury is a bit special. It's better for me to explain it to the people in the pharmacy."

"What's so special? Isn't it just bleeding?" Cheng Yan said, "You bit, pinched, sexually abused, hum." His humming was full of blame and care.

Song Yu chuckled: "It was bitten here too? Pinch?"

Cheng Yan knocked off his hand and warned him, "Don't touch it."

After taking the medicine, Song Yu put down the medicine bottle, Cheng Yan put down the clothes he lifted up, Song Yu wrapped his arms around his waist, and embraced the person, Cheng Yan was forced to lean against the bed.

Song Yu raised his head, knowing the consequences of this time, and asked, "Are you not willing to do it with me in the future?"

Cheng Yan held his face: "It's good that you know."

Song Yu frowned: "Then what should I do? I'll let you pinch and bite a few times, okay?"

"I won't bite you, and I'm not a pervert." Cheng Yan rubbed Song Yu's hair with his hands, watching Song Yu's nose against his clothes, inhaling the aroma of his body.

"Before going back to school, do it with me again." Song Yu's words were almost commanding.

Cheng Yan was not as unfeeling as he said, but answered evasively: "Then you have to slow down, hurt me a little bit, control a little bit, and..."

"I listen to you," Song Yu interrupted him, "I listen to you."

After a day's turmoil, he was coaxed after a few words. Cheng Yan also convinced himself that he was angry with Song Yu and hated him. Hearing a few good words from him, his ears softened. In short, I don't know if Song Yu can do it, but he just let go.

There is no way, this is his boyfriend, he chooses, he says he is not afraid, he is firm, and he will not let go in death, he has to rely on himself no matter what.

"I really want to try it." Song Yu's voice was not very clear, and it was a sudden sentence that reached Cheng Yan's ears, and he asked:

"try what?"

Song Yu shook his head and didn't explain it to him. He didn't seem willing to tell him, but said, "It's nothing."

Cheng Yan couldn't figure out what he said.

The arms around him relaxed slightly, Song Yu raised his eyes, the tip of his nose filled with the smell of Cheng Yan, his eyes were burning, and in the dark evening his eyes released a strong desire and interest.

SM?

What a fun thing that is.

It's a pity that his lover is afraid, it may be a secret that can't be kept hidden for a lifetime.