Chapter 109

They finally got a kitten of their own.

Song Yu said that he wanted to give him something, but Cheng Yan thought it was a shoe or something, but he didn't expect to receive a super cute blue fat man, so it was called. In fact, the kitten itself is not fat. Especially small, Song Yu said that raising a cat should start raising it when it is young, feed it a little bit fat, and witness its growth.

Cheng Yan thinks it makes sense, and he doesn't like it either. Every day when he goes back to the dormitory, he plays with his kitten. Originally, apart from studying and going out with his boyfriend every three days, now there are more things to do. Yucheng said that he was going to completely evolve into an otaku.

"Your boyfriend doesn't want you anymore and will give you a cat?" Gao Yucheng watched Cheng Yan feed the cat. They were feeding the cat in the dormitory. There was a cage. The cat would be released after class. Hey, Cheng Yan was afraid that it would run around, so let it slow down for a while, and plan to let it move freely after getting used to it.

The kitten is also good. It doesn't bark at night and doesn't disturb others' rest. Gao Yucheng also likes cats, so he is allowed to keep them in the dormitory.

"Why do you say that?" Cheng Yan raised his head, he squatted beside the cage with cat food in his hand.

"Because you're already home enough, once you keep this stuff up, you don't need to go out at all." Gao Yucheng, as Cheng Yan's roommate, couldn't understand Cheng Yan's lying on the table all day reading materials, then he would definitely The power is really not covered.

Cheng Yan smiled and said, "No, I like cats and dogs. He said that he would raise them in the future, but he just fulfilled his promise. It has nothing to do with anything else."

"Really? I saw him go out the day before yesterday talking and laughing with other girls." Gao Yucheng packed the closet and put the washed clothes in.

Cheng Yan didn't take it seriously and said, "Being with a girl doesn't mean anything, it's just a classmate."

"Then go to such a romantic place together?"

"Romantic?" Cheng Yan raised his head: "Where?"

Gao Yucheng shook his hand, "Forget it, pretend I didn't say it."

"Why do you say half of it?" Cheng Yan stood up and paid attention to it, "Speak up."

Gao Yucheng sighed: "Well, it's not necessarily true. It's just that they went to dinner together. I saw the famous couple's restaurant outside the school from the window."

Cheng Yan didn't answer quickly, Gao Yucheng was afraid that he would think too much, and said, "I was just joking, maybe it's nothing, maybe I read it wrong, or they just had a meal and nothing else."

"Then why go to the couple's restaurant?" Cheng Yan's suspicions were raised, he didn't really want to doubt Song Yu, it was Gao Yucheng's words, he couldn't care less.

"Ask him if you want to know. This is the best way." Gao Yucheng said, "What others say may not be accurate, what do you think?"

It makes sense, Cheng Yan can't doubt Song Yu without authorization. This is a crisis of trust. After dating for so long, he has to understand something. Cheng Yan called Song Yu and planned to ask the matter clearly.

But the phone would be unanswered for a while, Cheng Yan frowned, he usually doesn't think much about it, isn't the situation different this time? He waited left and right, hoping that Song Yu would quickly give him an answer to prevent him from thinking about it.

But the phone call didn't get through. Cheng Yan called several times, but there was no result, so he could only give up.

Dissatisfied with the afternoon class, Cheng Yan was flipping through the materials and preparing the questions that the teacher asked to answer. Gao Yucheng and him were reading in the dormitory together, and they didn't run around, but because of Gao Yucheng's words, Cheng Yan was in a mess and couldn't calm down.

How can dating affect learning? This is the mood that he cultivated in high school, and now it is starting to become unstable? It was because he couldn't see people in high school, so he could only listen to Song Yu himself, but now that he was close, Song Yu's affairs would be seen by others, but he would be shaken?

With a sigh, Cheng Yan covered the book and picked up the phone, but he still didn't receive a reply. What was he busy with most of the day?

The cat was meowing, and Cheng Yan was in a turmoil. At four o'clock in the afternoon, Song Yu had a reply.

Cheng Yan answered the phone and asked what he was doing.

"Why are you calling me so many? Miss me?" Song Yu was not serious.

Dare to mess with him now? Cheng Yan's tone became serious, "Why don't you answer my call?"

"Busy."

"What are you busy with?"

"Well... you don't need to know about the less important things." Song Yu turned to say, "Is the cat good?"

"Good." Cheng Yan said something, and the topic was taken by Song Yu.

"What are you doing this afternoon?"

"Read a book."

"what book?"

"Information book." Song Yu asked what he answered, and he didn't mean to talk too much.

Song Yu was sensitive, heard something, and said with concern, "What's wrong? You don't seem to be in high interest."

Cheng Yan said, "I'm tired of waiting for your call."

Song Yu laughed and said apologetically, "I'm really busy this afternoon."

"Then what are you talking about?" Cheng Yan felt that he was very patient, why didn't Song Yu tell him? Isn't this an act of guilt? He gave him the opportunity to explain, and asked several times, why is he so secretive?

Sure enough, once people have doubts, they become impetuous. Cheng Yan is also a mortal and can't escape.

"Other people's business is not important," Song Yu said, "Come down, I'll take you to dinner."

Not to mention today?

Cheng Yan said angrily, "I've eaten it."

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone and didn't want to turn around with Song Yu, so he didn't say anything, Cheng Yan threw the phone on the table, hugged his knees, and felt wronged alone.

Hearing his movement, Gao Yucheng asked cautiously, "Really?"

Cheng Yan said irritably: "Not sure, he always doesn't tell me."

Gao Yucheng knocked on his head: "blame me, I'm talking too much, I really shouldn't tell you."

It is better to demolish ten temples than destroy a marriage. Gao Yucheng regrets it now. He really can't speculate about their relationship. If he really broke up the two, how much of a sin would he have? And it's still uncertain.

Gao Yucheng persuaded: "Don't listen to me, I must have read it wrong, your boyfriend treats you so well, you see, he bought you a cat, don't you all say that you want to raise it with one person? The cat representative wants to get involved with this person and live together, your boyfriend must like you very much."

Cheng Yan turned his head to look at the well-behaved cat, he felt that he had changed, he never doubted Song Yu or anything, what happened now? Because of someone else's words, he suspected that Song Yu betrayed him? How is it possible that he and Song Yu have been with Song Yu for so long. From high school to the present, they can clearly see what they have done for each other, and their experience is incomparable to others. He should believe in Song Yu's character.

Have you really been spoiled by him? Song Yu was so kind and caring to him, and he did everything he promised, but he began to be suspicious.

Cheng Yan wanted to get rid of the unhealthy thoughts in his mind, picked up the phone, and wanted to send a text message to apologize to Song Yu, but the moment he touched the phone, another thought came into his mind, it was because he had been with Song Yu for a long time that There will be boredom, won't it? Does this make sense?

Cheng Yan's hands froze, and he didn't know what to do at all. The angel and the devil were fighting, making him a mess.

"Dong dong."

Someone knocked on the door.

Cheng Yan put on his slippers and walked over to open the door. He didn't know who was outside, but he thought it was his roommate, but when he opened the door, it turned out that Song Yu was standing straight at the door.

Cheng Yan opened his mouth slightly and was a little dumbfounded.

"You..." His words stuck in his throat, not knowing what to say.

Song Yu looked down at him and instructed, "Change your shoes and go out to eat."

——

Cheng Yan followed Song Yu out. What a shameless and shameless one. It's not as important as his relationship with Song Yu. Cheng Yan and Song Yu were strolling around the campus. Many people in the school knew the two of them, and looked at them along the way. A lot, but both of them are calm.

Song Yu lit a cigarette and held it in his hand, as if he had something on his mind, Cheng Yan didn't say anything, he didn't say anything when he knew it, he was still confused.

Song Yudao: "You just freeze with me, freeze, freeze for a night if you have the ability."

He was like this every time, knowing that he had something in his heart, and then he said it directly, which made Cheng Yan very unable to come off the stage.

Cheng Yan said, "You don't want to tell me."

Song Yu looked at him sideways: "What did I say to you?"

Cheng Yan found fault and said, "Turn your face away, it smells of smoke."

Song Yu still refused. He stopped, stopped Cheng Yan, raised his hand to hold his chin, made him look at him, and asked, "If you are arrogant with me again, I will slap you, believe it or not?"

"You slap me," Cheng Yan said, raising his chin, not afraid of death: "If you don't slap me, I will freeze."

Song Yuzhen couldn't do anything about him, made a joke with him, then let go of his hand, flicked the soot, stood on the side of the road, and got up seriously, "Aren't I going to answer the phone a little late? I'm going to be angry. ? Every day?"

"Who is squeamish with you," Cheng Yan retorted, "You don't know why I'm angry."

"I'm really not sure, help," Song Yu said, feeling helpless, "My brother, don't torture me, I'm the only one, you scare me every three days, I'm going to be brain-dead if I don't get sick. ."

Cheng Yan couldn't help laughing, but he couldn't listen to what he said. He didn't freeze, and laughed out loud, "Then get mad, I want to see what kind of guy with such a handsome skin and a bad brain looks like."

Song Yu threw the cigarette butt, caught up with Cheng Yan, grabbed his hand, intertwined his fingers, and naturally put it in his pocket, and said, "By the way, did I really do something wrong?"

Cheng Yan just wanted to tease him: "If you say what you think, I won't tell you."

Song Yu guessed: "Well... didn't answer the phone?"

Cheng Yan gave him a white look: "I already said that this is not the case."

Song Yu continued to chase: "Then... it's too late to come back?"

Cheng Yan retorted forcefully: "I don't go out with you every day, how do I know that you're back late?"

"What is that?" Song Yu was so nervous that he had no idea for a long time, "Don't you like the cat that I gave you?"

"The kitten is very cute, it doesn't carry your pot."

"What do you say."

"I will not say."

"My brain is going to explode."

"Break it up."

The two went to the cafeteria and had noodles tonight with a marinated egg. Cheng Yan likes to eat eggs. The eggs in the noodles are the soul. Song Yu ordered two for him every time.

One is inside and the other is shelled.

Song Yu sat down and ordered only one portion of noodles. He was peeling the egg very skillfully. He removed the shell in three or two strokes and handed it to Cheng Yan.

"You don't eat?" Cheng Yan didn't see him ordering food for himself.

"I've eaten," Song Yu said: "The guests invited by others are outside."

"No wonder, it's good to go out to eat." Cheng Yan took the smooth egg and cold noodles with chopsticks.

"Don't choke me," Song Yu heard his implication, "It's really weird, I haven't been by your side all day, when did I offend your old man?"

It's not that he doesn't know what's wrong, it's that he really doesn't know what's wrong. Song Yu was busy with other things outside this day and was so busy that he didn't answer the phone. When he came back, his little boyfriend was still alive, which made him guess where he was going. ?

But Cheng Yan wanted to embarrass him to the end, he had no choice, he was spoiled, Cheng Yan now knew his position, he was acting as a demon, "I told you to guess."

Song Yu saw that he had made up his mind to embarrass him, so he could only guess for himself, he thought: "Is it because I haven't been with you for a day?"

"When did I get so attached to you?" Cheng Yan said in disbelief, "I'm not a clinging boyfriend."

"That's not good for you," Song Yu grabbed the handle. "I had an opinion for a long time, and you never came to me. Why, you are so busy studying the Fa that you can't even care about your boyfriend?"

"How do you know that our law students are very busy?" Cheng Yan followed his words: "Unlike your rich son in the finance department, after graduation, he wants to be an executive and go home to inherit the family business."

The two of them discussed professional issues for no reason. It wasn't because of their majors, but because of their own problems. Cheng Yan didn't mention what mistakes he made, and Song Yu didn't ask any questions. The two were eating in the cafeteria. After dinner, Cheng Yan said that he had to go back, and their law students were so busy that their boyfriends couldn't even care.

Song Yudao: "Just hold it for me."

After making a fuss and finding nothing, Cheng Yan returned to the dormitory and lay down on the bed. He was really able to grit his teeth. He didn't say anything, but it didn't mean the matter was over. Cheng Yan thought about what to do tomorrow.

After thinking about it for a long time, he suddenly had an idea, turned his head and asked, "Gao Yucheng, where is the couple's restaurant you said?"

——

The next day after school, Cheng Yan didn't contact Song Yu, so he went to the restaurant that Gao Yucheng said in advance. He had to hit his luck today. If he was lucky, he would catch Song Yu's current one, and then he would have a pot. The evidence is in hand, let's see what he does Sophistry, if luck is not good, today is futile.

Cheng Yan squatted in ambush behind the restaurant, this idea was stupid, really, he knew, but he had to see it with his own eyes to feel at ease. What if Song Yu panicked? He couldn't trust Song Yu too blindly, so he had a crisis of trust. He swore that he would only be suspicious once, and if he was wrong, he would never doubt Song Yu in the future.

Cheng Yan waited for a long time, but no one showed up. Zhao Yibai called him at this time and asked him what he was doing. Cheng Yan explained his psychological journey and changed Zhao Yibai's sentence: "You Is there something wrong?"

Cheng Yan wondered: "What's wrong?"

Zhao Yibai said, "Why did he go for the second time?"

Cheng Yan said, "In case, I'll take my luck. In case he's really stealing, I'll grab him and embarrass him."

Zhao Yibai listened to his voice and couldn't help dismantling it: "Are you doubting him? You are so idle that you have nothing to do."

"Why do you say that?"

"Listen to your tone of voice," Zhao Yibai was powerless to complain, "Who is terribly happy to catch a boyfriend cheating on you? You almost got your tail up in the air."

Cheng Yan leaned against the wall and said, "I just don't have anything to do. I didn't doubt him that much at first, but he never told me. The more I didn't talk about it, the more suspicious I became. If I doubt it a little bit, it's not a big deal, he doesn't know."

"Be careful, don't get caught by him, then it won't be him who will be embarrassed."

"Don't be crow-mouthed, how could he find me, I'm so hidden." Cheng Yan also borrowed Gao Yucheng's hat, and pressed it at this time. His face was originally small, and most of it was covered by the hat.

As a result, Zhao Yibai's crow's mouth was really effective. He said good things should not be right, and bad things should be accurate. Cheng Yan squatted near the restaurant for a long time, and finally saw Song Yu's figure, and found him He came alone, why did he come to the lovers restaurant by himself? Cheng Yan stuck his head, but couldn't find the second person. He didn't know where Song Yu hid her.

Song Yu entered the restaurant, Cheng Yan was pouting, looking for his shadow through the glass, Song Yu disappeared in an instant, and he turned around the transparent window. It is clear that unless he goes to the back kitchen, he cannot be without a shadow.

Are people waiting for him inside? Where did Song Yu go?

"Damn it." Cheng Yan stood up straight, so he lost most of the day's waiting? He boldly went in and asked the staff who had just come in. The staff asked him who he was. Cheng Yan said, "He is very tall, wearing a white coat and wearing a peach husk on his wrist."

"Then how can I pay attention to your details..."

"It's very high, it should have an impression..."

"How tall is it?"

"It looks like one meter nine, nine one is also possible, anyway, it is very tall..."

"One meter ninety-two."

A voice behind him interrupted Cheng Yan's uncertainty. He was shocked when he heard it, then turned around and saw Song Yu with a sullen face.

Cheng Yan's feeling of shamelessness will never be forgotten in this life.

Song Yu grabbed him by the neck, took him out of the restaurant like a chicken, locked it on the wall between the two buildings, and removed the peaked cap on his head, revealing a shameful face underneath.

"Is it fun?" Song Yu leaned against the wall behind him, fiddled with the lighter in his hand, took out the cigarette, turned it around in his hand after lighting it, and said in a deep voice, "Catch me?"

Cheng Yan ruffled his messy hair and said sophistiously, "I didn't come to catch you."

"Oh—" Song Yu lengthened his voice meaningfully, "wearing a hat, fully armed, sneaking at the door of the restaurant, looking for a person who is 1.9 meters tall, it's not me, who is it? Who are you cheating on? "

"It's you who cheated, not me." Cheng Yan picked up the hat on the ground, patted the dust, and said blame.

Song Yudao: "The trust between the two of us is so bad? Your roommate said a few words and you are suspicious?"

"How do you know..." How could he know that it was because of Gao Yucheng? Cheng Yan couldn't figure it out.

"I don't have a long mouth, so I don't know how to ask?" Song Yu said: "Your roommate is not bad. I asked him a few words and he explained it. Knowing mistakes can be corrected, which is great."

Cheng Yan said in surprise: "Then you also know that I am today..."

"Otherwise, why am I here?" Song Yu said, "You have been squatting for so long and you still have a chance?"

Cheng Yan was furious: "You know you are still playing with me, you are not a good person."

"I'm definitely not a good person. I've cheated. I'm a big scumbag who betrayed my lover. Who can be a good person? It's not as good as a pig or a dog." All thanks to his lover.

Cheng Yan couldn't be arrogant, he was right in the first place, and when he heard Song Yu's voice again, how could he show off his power? Step up and say, "I'm sorry, I didn't really doubt you."

Song Yu started off, Cheng Yante knew how to coax people, and he was trained by Song Yu long ago. The way to coax people was a set method. He hugged Song Yu's waist, raised his head, and said pitifully: "You Don't bother with me, I just have nothing to do when I'm idle, I heard that you and the girls are jealous at the couple's restaurant, I'm sorry... Master Song."

Song Yu pinched his chin and said, "You are more coquettish than girls now, really."

Cheng Yan, who has never allowed Song Yu to say this about him, put down his man's self-esteem and face today, and said, "I just act like a spoiled child, and I like to act like a spoiled brat with you. , I promise this is the first and last time, and again, you just throw me into the lake, okay?"

Song Yu tightened his hand and pinched Cheng Yan's small face. His smooth skin should not feel too smooth. Song Yu just likes pinching his face. Rarely, he couldn't get angry with this face, and finally he put on an air and said, "Who made a slap in the face with me last night? Who was yin and yang with me? Huh?"

"I, Cheng Yan, Cheng Yan is in Yin-Yang Song Yu," Cheng Yan raised his hand and confessed his mistake very quickly, "I really deserve to hit, hit me, brother."

Song Yu pinched people hard and said bitterly, "Fuck you at night."

Cheng Yan smirked in his arms, he knew it was over.

Putting the hat in his hand, Cheng Yan followed Song Yu back.

"What the hell is going on, can you explain it to me?" Cheng Yan put the hat back on. He suddenly found that the peaked cap looked very handsome, and it also covered the sun, but it was a little boring.

Song Yu stood at the intersection and said, "I made an appointment for my roommate, and the restaurant is also reserved for them."

"that's it?"

"How else?"

Cheng Yan said: "Then why didn't you tell me?"

Song Yu explained: "I'm afraid that you think too much, it's not a glorious thing to do, I'm afraid that if I tell you, you will be suspicious, just like now."

"I'll be suspicious if you don't tell me, and I'm not that stingy," Cheng Yan said, "I can understand this kind of thing."

Song Yu admitted his mistake and said, "Well, I didn't think about it thoroughly. I always felt that I made random decisions for your own good. I'll tell you next time."

"You must tell me," Cheng Yan said, "there is no need to hide it, I will not be angry."

Song Yu put his palm on Cheng Yan's head and said, "I see, not next time."

Lovers need to make progress together, and love needs the joint management of the two. It is not clear who is at fault in this matter, and everyone is justified. It is the best way to make the facts clear, and formulate new rules together to avoid this happening again. Misunderstandings are enough, no quarrels, no fuss.

Cheng Yan also deeply felt that there was something wrong. He should have told the matter yesterday, so there would be no oolong like today. Both of them recognized the problem and corrected it in time. This is a valuable point.

"Have you chased someone for your roommate?" Cheng Yan was concerned about this gossip.

"No," Song Yu said regretfully, "that girl thought I was going to chase her."

And then found out that it was another person? This way of chasing people is really a bad idea, Cheng Yan thought.

Taking a taxi back, today's meal is more fragrant than yesterday's, Cheng Yan treats guests, peels eggs for Song Yu, and lets Song Yu enjoy the treatment he enjoys every day.

Back in the dormitory, my mother called and asked him about his recent life. Cheng Yan said that it was all right. His mother said that he would come to see him, and asked Song Yu to shout. The fact that the individual is in a relationship.

Cheng Yan worked very hard every day. Cheng Ma knew that she didn't want to put extra pressure on him, no matter how she couldn't accept it, she finally lost to tolerance and caring for her child. The second old man knew that Cheng Yan was admitted to Fudan University, Song Yu was not able to accept it. It has a great guiding role in it, and it is even a part of Cheng Yan's motivation. He led Cheng Yan to grow and make progress together. This is a good thing. As for external perspectives, they don't care about them. As parents, they interfere. What's the use of too much?

The trouble is too ruthless, and in the end it just breaks down the family, which is not the result anyone wants.

So just accept the fact.

On the day Cheng Ma came, Song Yu dressed very seriously and assured Cheng Ma a lot of things. Song Yu and Cheng Ma had met each other for a long time, and they were both cordial. Without the restraint of Cheng Yan and his parents, the two talked freely. Song Yu told Cheng Ma a lot of things in her heart, but Cheng Ma could only nod her head in the end.

"You two are like this, I really can't say anything," Cheng said. "It's just that you know in your own heart that this is a lifetime event, and you may suffer from a lot of bad looks from the outside world. If someone's psychological quality is not strong enough , you can't make it to the end."

Cheng Yan just smiled: "Mom, from high school to university, everyone around us who should know has known it."

Cheng Ma was shocked. She thought she was the only one who knew apart from the two of them, but she didn't know that the two of them could make such a fuss. Cheng Ma really couldn't say anything at that moment, thinking it was something new between the two young people. Feeling, but I don't know how serious it is.

Cheng Ma had nothing to say, just reminded her more, Song Yu didn't like to make too many guarantees, but for the sake of Cheng Ma's heart, he had to say something like an oath, so that Cheng Ma could see his heart for Cheng Yan And the seriousness and determination to this feeling.

Cheng Ma only stayed here for one day, and left the next day. After seeing off, Cheng Yan asked Song Yu to repeat the guarantees, and Song Yu repeated the guarantees face to face.

Cheng Yan doubted: "Remember so clearly, wouldn't it be memorized in advance?"

Song Yu said: "Back your sister, I have this heart for you. If I break my promise in the future, you will directly push me into the lake."

The two of them got on with the lake, and whoever got ruthless would throw the other into the lake.

In the first semester, Cheng Yan and Song Yu were tired and tired every day. Although they didn't meet frequently, they would kill people when they met each other. Sometimes Song Yu would stand at the bottom of the building and call for people. Cheng Yan's floor was not high, so he opened the window to go Next look, then come down and go catwalking with him.

Sometimes, when Song Yu played in the gym, Cheng Yan would watch it, and sometimes he went to learn to swim with him, and the two of them competed at both ends for three days, betting on various things.

Cheng Yan added Song's mother's WeChat, and Song's mother would call him home for dinner every once in a while. Cheng Yan almost thought that the villa in the Tan Palace was his own home, and he went too frequently.

Sometimes, Father Song would come directly to the school to look for him. He was a director. Cheng Yan really felt that it was a bit exaggerated that he came to the school to look for him, but Father Song had really come here. One play, of course, and Song Yu.

The relationship between the two has been progressing smoothly, but there has been no quarrel during the period, because Song Yu does not allow any quarrel, what to say, once there is a problem, it must be communicated clearly, and the problem will not be allowed overnight, so Cheng Yan really has a way to talk to him. quarrel.

This smooth day continued until the end of the semester. On the day of the exam, a big event happened and Cheng Yan's cat was lost.

There was no shadow for several days. Cheng Yan and Song Yu searched every day for three days, but there was no news at all. They even sent a notice of looking for cats at school. Cheng Yan was so anxious that he couldn't sleep well in those days.

This cat is the first cat that he and Song Yu raised. They have become familiar with it for the past semester and get used to it. Sometimes it is in Song Yu's dormitory, and sometimes it rests in Cheng Yan's place. Walking the cat has almost become their daily necessity. Suddenly it disappeared. Yan's mood was so different that he cried several times in the night without results.

That was the first time Song Yu realized that Cheng Yan liked cats so much.

Cheng Yan covered his face with his hands, and said in a trembling voice, "It's all my fault. I shouldn't have let it out. I thought it was familiar with this area and would be fine."

"Maybe it was picked up by someone else, and you're doing well?" Song Yu tried to comfort him, but no, Cheng Yan's mood fluctuated a lot, and he knew why many people didn't want to keep cats and dogs, and dealt with them Feelings come, and watching them lose or die is like a family member passing away suddenly.

Cheng Yan was always sad and unwilling to leave the dormitory in those days. Song Yu had no choice. He really felt Cheng Yan's feelings. Maybe it was because the cat spent more time with Cheng Yan. At Cheng Yan's level, Song Yu just accompanied him, and it was useless to say comforting words. Cheng Yan said that he would never keep cats and dogs again.

Fortunately, the cat came back on the fourth day, which was incredible. Song Yu felt that it was a drama, but the cat came back, and it was clearly the blue fat man Cheng Yan.

Song Yu was holding the cat downstairs. When he called Cheng Yan, he still didn't believe it and told him not to joke.

Song Yudao: "Why don't you stand on the balcony and take a look?"

Cheng Yan walked out, stood on the balcony, and saw Song Yu, he was really holding a cat, the light was not good at night, Cheng Yan didn't know if it was his, he ran down in a panic, only then did he see clearly, Song Yu has his blue fat man in his hands.

"My God, where did you find it?!" Cheng Yan took it over. The cat seemed to be suffering. It was stuck in Cheng Yan's arms, motionless, with no injuries or signs of abuse. It should have just been lost or held by a classmate. gone.

"I don't know, I heard a cry after taking a shower today. It was by my window. It was really it."

"It's a miracle," Cheng Yan said while rubbing the cat's body, "It's good to be back, it's good to be back, thank God."

Song Yu saw that his mood, which had been low for many days, had a tendency to be excited, and he was relieved a lot, "Are you happy?"

Cheng Yan smiled at him. The loss of the two of them in the past few days was swept away, and Cheng Yan finally laughed heartily.

They still went to slip the cat, took the cat out the door, bought some fresh cat food, and a collar. Cheng Yan didn't want to put a collar on it to restrain it, but he was really afraid of losing it once. People with a heart understand that this cat has a home, so don't take it away.

The two walked for a long time. Song Yu sat on the park bench, Cheng Yan sat face to face on his lap, lying on his chest.

"Don't be so low in the future, it's very worrying." Song Yu played with Cheng Yan's hair. Cheng Yan's hair was very smooth, and it was very comfortable to touch. He has a very good hairstyle. I did, it's always been this.

"Go and tell the cat, let him not get lost again." Cheng Yan raised his head, and he looked like a cat himself.

"Thank you." Cheng Yan's eyebrows and eyes curled up, but he didn't have a smile. He was in a calm mood. He suddenly said this, giving no time to react.

Song Yu pressed his forehead, touched his eyebrows, and asked, "Thank me for what?"

Cheng Yan remembered a lot of things, and he didn't know why. Tonight's emotional flooding was too much. He couldn't control it. I'm in a bad mood, thank you for being by my side."

He has been very happy this year, every day, he is grateful for everything, especially the people in front of him.

"If you talk about us like this, we can't finish talking," Song Yu said rationally: "If you say thank you, should I thank you even more for choosing me when I was the most emotionally unstable, knowing that I have The problem is, I am still willing to accompany me in treatment, sometimes I can't help hurting you, and I still choose to forgive me, no one else has done this for me."

Cheng Yan took Song Yu's hand, rubbed it in his hand, lowered his head and said, "I don't think there is any big problem with you, and I also believe that you will be fine. It's not a big thing to do once in a while, and it's not difficult for me to satisfy you once in a while, although it's a little scary when you bite me madly, but I will continue to love you the next day."

Song Yu's eyebrows and eyes are gentle, and the little faces under the street lamps are full of sincere emotions. If they never met each other in this life, they don't know how bad their lives will be.

"It's you who made me better, Song Yu." Cheng Yan must admit that it was Song Yu who rescued him at a critical juncture. He was confused and gave him a goal, a vision for the future, and what he wanted to do. things, and know how to do them.

Song Yu raised her hand and touched the corner of Cheng Yan's eye, as cautiously as she touched a precious object, "We both make each other better, so we don't need to thank each other."

This is indeed the case. They don't need to thank each other, they are by each other's side, whoever pays more and who owes more, has long been incomprehensible.

"Do you remember the first time I went to your house?" Cheng Yan held his wrist and recalled the first time he went to Song Yu's house. He wanted to say something in his heart. After Song Yu nodded, Cheng Yan continued: "Your mother has recorded her education for you and the story of your growth in a book. She wants me to understand your past, your tragic experiences as a child, and wants me to be more tolerant and more tolerant to you. Love you with more patience and compassion."

Song Yu listened carefully: "Then what?"

Cheng Yan raised his eyes, slammed into Song Yu's gentle eyes, and said sincerely, "I didn't take that book with me, and I didn't read your childhood experiences, I don't think I need to know how miserable you are. , What terrible things have you experienced, to love you with this compassion, I don't think I need to rely on external push to love you, I just like you uncontrollably and instinctively."

Song Yu chuckled lightly, his eyes overflowing with satisfaction.

"Also," Cheng Yan said his worries, "I'm afraid to see your childhood experiences, I'm a coward, I dare not look at it, I'm afraid I can't accept it, I'm afraid I'll have nightmares, I'm afraid of what I've done to you Love has become pitiful, and I am afraid a lot..."

Cheng Yan's voice was trembling, and it was the fear of overflowing. Song Yu hugged the man tightly and made him lie on his shoulders. Under the gentle moonlight, the shadows of the two overlapped.

"I know you must have experienced inhuman torture, otherwise you would not have suffered such a big psychological trauma, but forgive me for not wanting to know your past, I just want to love you now." Cheng Yan hugged Song Yu The neck, the voice was suppressed intermittently.

Song Yu put his head to his ear, he really liked this cute boy, and responded sincerely: "Idiot, of course I won't blame you, to be honest, I really don't want you to see my past, There is no need to paint a sentimental color for a relationship, we are in love, other superfluous things are not pushes, but obstacles, you know who I am now is enough, there is no need to know what I went through when I was a child, and I like The smiling eyes you look at me now, if there is more sentimentality and pity in it, I swear I will hate it, do you understand Cheng Yan?"

"Then will you hate me?" Cheng Yan intercepted the wrong focus and asked him a rambling question.

Song Yu frowned and blamed him in his ear: "Why can't you understand the words?"

Cheng Yan asked knowingly, "Answer me, will you hate me?"

Song Yu paused and said: "I hate that you don't pester me, don't stick to me, if you all depend on me like today, I will like you to death."

Cheng Yan chuckled: "Then I'll depend on you today, you can take me back."

Song Yu said and hugged the person, "Hold firmly."

Cheng Yan hugged Song Yu tightly and was picked up. He pressed against Song Yu's neck and said, "You are so strong."

Song Yudao: "I'm tall? I've trained my muscles?" He also often goes to the gym, and often plays basketball. He has no words to say about his figure. The weight-lifting training allows him to lift Cheng Yan with one hand.

"Just hold me like this from now on, every day, so you don't have to go to the gym."

"It's a good idea. I'll take you around the school in the future. If you don't care if people say we're fools, we'll do it in the future."

"I don't want to."

"You said it yourself."

"Don't, don't." Cheng Yan made fun of him.

Song Yu suddenly remembered a long-standing topic, and he suddenly asked, "I'll ask you again now, if you can, do you want to marry me?"

Cheng Yan asked, "What's the benefit of marrying you?"

Song Yu thought for a moment and said, "Inherit my father's country with me?"

"Yes," Cheng Yan raised his hand to vote: "I want to marry you."

Song Yu slapped him with a slap, "It's really a clear and plain plot."

Cheng Yan was lying on top of him, holding the rope in his hand, the kitten followed behind them, Cheng Yan's eyes fell on the kitten, leaning on Song Yu's shoulder, and said in a low voice, gentle and serious: "If possible, I would like to. Married you countless times."

How could he reject this man? The people who fell in love with them when they were teenagers are inexplicable, they get deeper and deeper, turn around a thousand times, and finally come together. The feelings that they never dared to hope for in the past are now two hearts, and no one opposes them. People's expectations, to go to a grand future.

They are smoother than twists and turns love dramas, they are luckier than painful youth movies, they are the lucky couple among many people who don't believe in love, they are people who have the same heart when they are young.

They are satisfied and grateful for everything around them.

Song Yu looked sideways and ordered: "Look up."

Cheng Yan raised his head.

His lips were covered, and he accepted and responded with sincere and warm emotions. He liked Song Yu's taste, he liked Song Yu's eyebrows, he liked his serious look, he liked his charming smile, and everything about him.

They are by each other's side, the pain is also willing.

Winter is coming soon, and he will live a warm winter in his arms this year.

Song Yu didn't break his promise, neither did he, they met at the summit, they kissed in the hot air.

The cat looked at, the tree looked at, the shadow looked at, the moon looked at, how big the sky is to contain the hot emotions of the young man, and the world is so small that two people who should not have an intersection meet.

"Song Yu."

"Um?"

"Tell me again."

"what?"

"Tattoo."

Song Yu said forcefully, "My sweet heart."

Cheng Yan liked the tone of his English, which was terribly good. He pressed his warm cheek against Song Yu's ear and replied in a low voice, "I love you."

This winter, and the winter in the future, will definitely be quite safe and warm, because there are cats who want to keep, because there are people who want to love.

are all around.

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