Chapter 15 Advance and retreat

In fact, Ren Zhaoyuan is most disgusted by being forced, in various senses.

Issues of principle that are too big to give in, for example, at first Zhao Yuanqing did both hard and soft to prevent him from getting a divorce. As small as one thing he didn't want to do, such as now Tan Zheng asked him to go to the hospital over and over again.

But don't know why, but in the end followed Tan Zheng into the car.

Maybe it's too exhausting to pretend to be burdened with fear and disappointment, maybe the coat to keep out the cold wind is too warm, maybe the arm wrap is too strong..

It may also be that Tan Zheng leaned on his shoulder and asked in a low voice, "It's a little cold, can you get in the car?" The tone was too soft and light.

Sounds a little pathetic.

Ren Zhaoyuan has a temperament that eats soft and not hard.

When he was pushed into the car forcibly, he was too angry to see Tan Zheng's blank expression for a moment, but he would feel guilty and apologize, not to mention showing weakness in the face of this.

The air conditioner in the car was running high. After Tan Zheng got in the car, he asked the driver to go to the nearest hospital, but Ren Zhaoyuan stopped him aloud.

Probably afraid of Ren Zhaoyuan's anger, Tan Zheng didn't insist on it this time, and only asked: "Otherwise, I will send you home and let the doctor go there?"

Ren Zhaoyuan relaxed in the warm air and calmed down. Hearing Tan Zheng, who was much younger than him, coax and talk like this, he would inevitably feel a little uncomfortable. Take your clothes off, you're wearing too little."

Tan Zheng wears one more layer than Ren Zhaoyuan, with a suit over his shirt, but it can't stand the cold at all on a winter night.

As soon as it took time to go up and down, Tan Zheng immediately called Tan Xuqing and asked her to bring the clothes down.

Tan Xuqing trotted out all the way, piled his clothes into Tan Zheng's arms and looked at the car, but unfortunately he didn't see anything.

"Come on, I'm going to stay with Sister Clear tonight, and I'll let Uncle Liu pick me up and go home tomorrow. I don't need you to send it."

Clear followed Tan Xuqing and came out. He nodded with Tan Zheng in the distance to signal not to go this way. After Tan Xuqing finished speaking, he ran back and saw that she had come out too.

"Why do you all treat me like a child, just come out to give something and nothing will happen..."

A thought flashed through Tan Zheng's mind in a flash. He was worried that Ren Zhaoyuan was ill and could not take care of it. He nodded his thanks from a distance and hurriedly got into the car.

It could be seen that Ren Zhaoyuan was really uncomfortable, and after getting out of the car to get his clothes in a short time, he couldn't help but curled up slightly, closed his eyes and endured, and only regained his spirits when he heard the sound of the car door.

Tan Zheng stretched out his hand to cover his eyes: "Don't endure it, the pain can be said."

The car had started, Ren Zhaoyuan could feel it, but he didn't say that he would not go to the hospital, he just obeyed Tan Zheng's actions and closed his eyes again: "It won't get better if you say it."

"You can try it, maybe."

Ren Zhaoyuan held the corner of his lips and smiled, but said nothing.

Registration, emergency treatment, payment... Ren Zhaoyuan was taken to a chair to sit and wait, then taken to the doctor, and then taken to the hospital bed for infusion.

There is an indescribably subtle sense of strangeness.

When he noticed the clue before, Ren Zhaoyuan wanted to wait for the busy time to find a chance to chat with Tan Zheng. Some things did not need to be exposed, and rejection was not only counted by saying the word "no".

Tan Zheng is a smart person, he just needs to choose a suitable time to show his attitude, Tan Zheng will naturally understand.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't want to make it too embarrassing to meet later.

But things didn't go according to the expected track, and they collided one by one, and it was impossible to pretend not to know.

"Don't think about anything," Tan Zheng put the pillow away and pressed it in the middle, "Lie down and sleep for a while."

Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't have the strength to talk to Tan Zheng at this moment, so he could only skip the matter temporarily and let Tan Zheng leave first.

"No, Tan Qing is still there, you go back first, I'm fine, don't worry."

"She went to live with Clear, and she also said that the driver will take her off tomorrow, and let me concentrate on taking care of you."

Ren Zhaoyuan turned his eyes away: "I don't need to take care of it."

"You are a patient now."

"I asked my friend to come over..." Ren Zhaoyuan reached for the phone, but was held down by Tan Zheng.

Tan Zheng seems to be because he no longer needs to hide and tuck. Since that gesture of hugging, he has become less and less concerned about physical contact, and he has held it in the category that can be interpreted as normal.

Ren Zhaoyuan frowned slightly and raised his eyes to look at him, but said nothing.

Tan Zheng let go of his hand slowly, moved his lips, and said nothing for a while.

The silence made the cries in the corridor extraordinarily noisy, and Ren Zhaoyuan's brows became more restless. He clicked into the address book and planned to contact Tongzhou or Yao Qiming.

"Am I annoying you?"

Ren Zhaoyuan paused with his fingertips above [Dial], and raised his head in surprise: "What?"

"Because I insisted you come to the hospital, because I found out..." Tan Zheng lowered his eyes, his eyelashes moved, and didn't complete the sentence, "So I feel disgusted, don't you want to see me?"

The phone screen goes dark, and automatically turns off after a few seconds.

Ren Zhaoyuan looked at Tan Zheng for a while, and finally sighed softly: "No..."

"I only look at the needle for you, and I won't do anything while you are asleep."

"I didn't think so."

"Understood," Tan Zheng took out Ren Zhaoyuan's mobile phone and put it on the bedside table, without touching his hand, "sleep for a while, and let me know if you feel uncomfortable."

There were sleeping ingredients in the medicine, and Ren Zhaoyuan was also tired. After laying down and closing his eyes, his breathing gradually became steady and long.

Tan Zheng asked the driver to bring in the things he bought, put the hot water bag on Ren Zhaoyuan's stomach through the quilt, took apart a few bags of heat sticks, and gently held the infusion hand under his forearm.

The porridge in the insulation box was placed on the bedside, and Tan Zheng sat down beside the bed again, wrapping the cold infusion tube around the towel-wrapped thermos.

Let the driver go through the hospitalization procedures and make an appointment for a gastroscope examination the next morning.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't wake up after the infusion was over.

Tan Zheng put his hands around the hand he had just pulled out of the needle, and pressed the pulp of his thumb to the eye of the needle, and didn't move for a while.

Until Ren Zhaoyuan shrank his fingers uncomfortably.

Tan Zheng didn't let go: "What's the matter, does your stomach still hurt? Are you dizzy?"

"Much better.." Ren Zhaoyuan turned his wrist and wanted to take it back, "It's alright."

"Don't move, the bleeding will turn blue if you press it badly."

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't move any more, and after being stiff for a minute, when he wanted to withdraw his hand again, Tan Zheng lowered his head and spoke softly, calling him "Brother Zhaoyuan".

"You're thinking how to reject me, aren't you?"

"Don't think about it."

"Don't worry about it."

"I didn't want you to promise anything."

"I didn't intend to confess."

Tan Zheng released his hands holding Ren Zhaoyuan's hands, lifted the corner of the quilt and put his warm hands in to cover it. When he looked up, he smiled at Ren Zhaoyuan, his eyes were almost pious and open.

"At least for now."

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