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    Chapter 20 "I Love You"

    Ren Zhaoyuan never held a wedding.

    When Zhao Yuanqing and Zhao Yuanqing first got their license, the domestic environment was not as accepting of homosexuality as it is now, and Zhao Yuanqing's parents did not agree. After they registered, they only notified their friends to get together for a meal.

    But also good.

    Rings, vows, smiles, tears, applause, grand ceremonies or simple dinner parties, when two people who truly love each other want to show their love to the world, no matter what form it takes, it's fine.

    It is true that the love at this moment cannot offset the quarrels and frictions in the future, and it cannot even guarantee the duration of the vows.

    Falling in love at this moment is true, and all the changes in the future are also true.

    But when Ren Zhaoyuan and all the guests applauded the two newcomers who embraced each other, they suddenly figured out something.

    All the changes since then are real, and all the good things in the past are also real.

    When it's good, just indulge in the moment and don't worry about the unwarranted bad.

    In the same way, when it is no longer good, there is no need to frequently review the past and dwell on the good that has passed.

    Ren Zhaoyuan had to admit that he still had some expectations for Zhao Yuanqing that he had never resorted to.

    Otherwise, knowing that Zhao Yuanqing dealt with Tan Zheng behind his back and intensified after the hospital chat, he would not have been so frustrated.

    He hoped that Zhao Yuanqing would obey his ideas, and felt that if Zhao Yuanqing could not understand his principles and persistence in the past ten years, then everything in the past would be too unworthy.

    Now it feels wrong.

    Those ten years were good and worthwhile, and the time in it only had to be meaningful to him at the time.

    Everyone is constantly changing, and time is constantly flowing. The past time and people belong to the past, just put it away carefully.

    After the parents of both parties gave speeches, Kang You gave a speech. When he stepped down, it was time for the newlyweds to throw flowers. Kang You was called "big brother" and turned back subconsciously, and took the flowers in his arms.

    Everyone knows that Kang You has been divorced for several years. There was a good-hearted roar and laughter from the audience. Kang You was plugged into the microphone by the emcee to express his appreciation. He looked at the flower in his hand and smiled: "I hope it works."

    On the way to the seat, Kangyou untied the lace straps on the flower branch, and after sitting down, he gave half of the flower in his hand to Ren Zhaoyuan: "I can't do what you want, but I ask myself that I can do most of it. What people can't do. Zhaoyuan, I don't wish you what you want, I just hope you can find out sooner, what you can get is far more valuable than utopia."

    Ren Zhaoyuan did not argue, and took it generously: "Thank you."

    Sending flowers and receiving flowers is only done after sitting down. The movements are not large, but people who are close to the seats can see it clearly.

    "Cough..." Jin Shiyan cleared his throat in a low voice, glanced quietly at Tan Zheng who could not see his expression, and saw that Zhao Yuanqing's face was already dark, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

    Could it be that the two snipes and clams competed for the benefit of the fisherman Kangyou?

    Or is it that Ren Zhaoyuan has already settled with Kang You?

    Jin Shiyan thought that although Tan Zheng didn't go into details when chatting with Tan Zheng in the past two days, it was not difficult to feel that he and Ren Zhaoyuan had made some progress in his demeanor and tone.

    What's the situation now?

    Does Ren Zhaoyuan give a chance to see his performance? Eating in a bowl and watching how many sides are picked in the pot?

    He Ren Zhaoyuan is good, but Tan Zheng is not bad either. He really wants to find what he wants.

    If Tan Zheng is willing to give some good looks to those who like him, he will be able to queue up from the office to the outside of the company building. Do you have to hang yourself on someone who was married at an old age and cast a wide net?

    The ceremony took a long time, so skipped the rest time in the process and went directly to the North Hall for lunch. Tan Zheng has been paying attention to Ren Zhaoyuan from the corner of his eyes, and he interrupted Jin Shiyan by lowering his voice after he went to the table to take a seat.

    "He's never been like this, don't talk about it."

    "It's all over yet..."

    "Also," Tan Zheng pressed Jin Shiyan's shoulder and let him sit down, "I did hang on him."

    Jin Shiyan was so choked up that he couldn't speak. He was already seated in front of so many people and he couldn't say anything, so he could only hold back.

    He has a lot of opinions on Ren Zhaoyuan at the moment, but when the newcomers have toasted and saw Zhao Yuanqing and Ren Zhaoyuan standing together on the viewing balcony on the south side in the transition from the dinner to the after-dinner reception, he hates that iron is not steel. Said that Tan Zheng did not know that he created opportunities for himself.

    "You like it for so many years, don't you know what to say? What is the long mouth for? Tell him, tell him everything you have done for him all these years."

    "I didn't do anything for him. Besides, how many years he likes this kind of thing, he will be moved when he likes me, otherwise it will only add to the disgust." Tan Zheng looked at the two people on the balcony, looked away and said, "I am wishful thinking. , he is not responsible."

    Tan Zheng went over when he saw Zhao Yuanqing leave, but Zhao Yuanqing went back and said something to Ren Zhaoyuan, but Tan Zheng did not approach.

    The two of them didn't seem to be having a good chat. When Zhao Yuanqing left, he saw Tan Zheng waiting in the distance. He sneered coldly, and sarcastically passed by, "Mr. Tan is really an infatuation."

    Ren Zhaoyuan had been standing with his back to him, and he did not look back when Tan Zheng passed by.

    Tan Zheng walked over to him and stood with him silently.

    "I plan to talk to Zhao Yuanqing after the wedding banquet, and ask Zhao Yuanqing to agree not to trouble your company anymore. I asked you to come here. I originally wanted to ask if Zhao Yuanqing is willing to terminate it, whether you agree or not."

    "Agree, as long as you think about it, even if Zhao Yuanqing doesn't terminate, I agree." Tan Zheng said it easily, as if it were such a trivial and simple matter, "You said you originally wanted to ask this, what about now?"

    Ren Zhaoyuan looked down at his hand resting on the railing, the small scratch on the side of his index finger a few months ago had long since disappeared.

    He still remembered that when Tongzhou Manor was officially opened to the public, Tan Zheng, who had nothing to do with Tongzhou and never participated in similar activities, went there.

    A balloon on the ground was detached from the child's hand and floated wobbly.

    Ren Zhaoyuan raised his arm and rubbed it where Zhao Yuanqing had grabbed it. Thinking of the series of unpleasant speculations and questions just now, he did not answer Tan Zheng's question, but suddenly said, "I have received Kangyou's flowers."

    One is a rejection, two or three are also rejections, it is better to solve them all at once.

    Ask for a clean.

    "That's your freedom," Tan Zheng said in no particular way. "Others have the right to like you, you have the right to choose to like you, you can accept or reject it."

    "You can accept or reject," Ren Zhaoyuan repeated softly, and then looked up at him with a light expression, "What about you?"

    Tan Zheng's eyes deepened in the suddenly spreading silence, almost engulfing the person in front of him.

    For the first time, Ren Zhaoyuan knew that a person's eyes could contain such heavy and restrained emotions.

    It is like a pearl that has been transformed by the vicissitudes of life and finally gathered in a soft mussel flesh.

    After a long time, Tan Zheng said in a deep voice, "I love you."

    Ren Zhaoyuan's pupils tightened uncontrollably, and almost instinctively lowered his eyelashes and shifted his sight at the same moment when his heart suddenly panicked.

    Green trees and blue sky, the hydrogen balloon was blocked in the air by branches.

    It seems abrupt, and it seems natural.

    Tan Zheng's eyes fell on his left ear, and the extremely thin silver-white chain was connected through two ear holes.

    It looks a little painful, a little sad.

    "Ren Zhaoyuan."

    Without a response, Tan Zheng waited silently. He had endless patience on Ren Zhaoyuan.

    The sunlight in the winter afternoon is not strong, and there is not much sense of existence sprinkled down, with a calm and warm soothing.

    Ren Zhaoyuan gradually calmed down in the quiet of the crowd, and returned to his usual Ren Zhaoyuan, but before turning around and saying "sorry", Tan Zheng said it again when his eyes met.

    "Ren Zhaoyuan, I love you very much."

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