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Chapter 32
Chapter 32
The faint smell of medicine and rice lingered around.
He accidentally fell while going to the spring to fetch water, and the jeans that my grandmother bought for thirty-five yuan ripped holes.
Going back dejectedly, grandma hurriedly brought purple potion to treat his wound.
I fell asleep at night and felt a faint light. opened eyes and saw that the needles and threads in grandma's hands were constantly interspersed in trousers. fell asleep again after watching it, and woke up. Yesterday's jeans were placed on the side of the pillow.
It was clean and there was a dark blue leaf on the knee. If you look closely, the trousers were also embroidered, as if they were bought with them.
The sound of the firewood being stomped off came from the yard, and you could smell the fragrant rice when you sniffed.
Ren Zhaoyuan woke up from the dream, and the faint smell of medicine and rice was still there.
He didn't sleep in his bedroom.
Ren Zhaoyuan sat up and recognized that this was a guest room on the first floor.
Holding something in the other hand, he lifted the quilt, and it was one of his home clothes.
โโIt was the one that Tan Zheng wore last night!
Ren Zhaoyuan immediately let go, and all kinds of things from last night poured into his mind.
sky..
Ren Zhaoyuan bowed to his feet, opened his hand without gauze and pressed his temple twice, holding his forehead without moving for a while.
He never had a drunken madness on the worst days of his drinking.
Not to mention the same hands and curses as last night, pulling clothes and not letting them go.
I haven't been like this in thirty years of my life.
Ren Zhaoyuan heard movement outside and knew that Tan Zheng was still there, but he didn't go out after sitting for a long time.
When I started to push, I pushed it a few times before I smashed it with snow, and I got angry after I scolded me. I was brought back by someone who was seven years younger than me, patted and coaxed, but I didnโt buy it. , I forgot when I fell asleep.
In the afternoon, he also said that it would be okay to talk to people, and in the evening, he started chasing after him to ensure that he would ask later.
It was the first time Ren Zhaoyuan knew what it was like to be shameless.
Really, it's dead..
"woke up?"
Ren Zhaoyuan stood up straight, met Tan Zheng's eyes, and ducked subconsciously: "Cough... um, you're still here."
"It was too late to leave."
Ren Zhaoyuan watched Tan Zheng walk in, thinking of something more important than embarrassment.
Last night, in the cloakroom, he promised Tan Zheng.
At that time, I was so excited that I couldn't tell what to think about other things. I only knew that Tan Zheng would not be allowed to leave, so I agreed.
Looking back now, Ren Zhaoyuan never imagined that he would have such a big reaction.
The first moment when he saw someone lying in the snow downstairs was actually fine, but he panicked because he immediately recognized it was Tan Zheng.
So scared.
If it wasn't for personal experience, even if he had already seen what he liked, Ren Zhaoyuan would not have imagined that he was so afraid of Tan Zheng's accident.
I'm afraid that when think about the mood at that time, feel short of breath.
Can..
The reason he has always been concerned and pushed aside the rejection has never been that he doesn't like it enough.
Some things have to be said first.
"last night.."
Tan Zheng immediately said, "I slept outside."
Ren Zhaoyuan didn't want to ask this, but after Tan Zheng explained, he realized that he was so relieved about Tan Zheng that he fell asleep unprepared, and didn't think about what happened to Tan Zheng after he fell asleep when he woke up.
Ren Zhaoyuan was not surprised that Tan Zheng was sleeping outside.
Tan Zheng has always been measured in his place, just like this is obviously not his bedroom, but without permission, if Tan Zheng can place him on the first floor, he will not go to the second floor.
Ren Zhaoyuan was surprised by himself.
Surprisingly, his subconscious trust in Tan Zheng has reached this point.
There was only a sofa outside. Although it was big enough, Tan Zheng's body size could only be said to be suitable for sleeping, especially after all his tossing and turning, it was impossible for him to sleep well.
But at this time, it seems that it is not suitable for Tan Zheng to sleep here for a while or to urge Tan Zheng to go back to rest.
When Tan Zheng saw Ren Zhaoyuan lift the quilt and wanted to move, he immediately stepped forward: "Be careful of your legs, slow down."
Ren Zhaoyuan felt a little pain in his legs only after being reminded. He was shocked when he lifted up his trousers. There were obvious swollen edges on both calves. The purple, purple, and blue greens even reached his knees. terrifying.
Ren Zhaoyuan looked up at Tan Zheng, who was startled by the doubt in his eyes: "You must have fallen down the stairs, don't you remember?"
Last night, after realizing that Ren Zhaoyuan was asleep, Tan Zheng carried him from the cloakroom to the guest room, and the damper kept blowing against the wall in the middle, causing Ren Zhaoyuan to frown unhappily.
Keeping it open all the time is not the way, was afraid that the wind would change and the door would suddenly close and wake Ren Zhaoyuan up.
When closed the door and came back, saw that there was a slipper at the bottom of the stairs, and the other was near the middle.
Looking at the furnishings in the house, he knew that Ren Zhaoyuan was not someone who would litter his shoes, so Tan Zheng hurried into the guest room and rolled up Ren Zhaoyuan's trousers to see that his knees and calves were all blue.
Tan Zheng was so light that he couldn't touch his bones any more to make sure it was all right, and then tapped rhythmically across the quilt until he put Ren Zhaoyuan, who had just frowned because of the pain and kept making unhappy noises in his throat, to sleep soundly. .
Not knowing where Ren Zhaoyuan's medicine box was, and it was not easy to rummage through it, Tan Zheng hid in a corner of the living room and called to order medicine.
When he got to the stairs to take off the other slipper, Tan Zheng stood on the top of the steps and looked down, a full seven floors.
Ren Zhaoyuan put down his trousers, thinking that he seemed to have fallen, but the time from seeing Tan Zheng on the second floor until he fell beside him was too chaotic and vague, and I can't remember exactly how and where.
"It seems to have fallen, it's okay."
"Feel sorry."
Ren Zhaoyuan did not expect that Tan Zheng would suddenly apologize: "What's wrong?"
"I shouldn't be downstairs in the middle of the night. I didn't expect to be seen by you, and it scared you."
Ren Zhaoyuan smiled, propped himself up and turned in a direction to get out of bed: "If I want to apologize for what happened last night, I should have more places to apologize."
When the range of motion is large, feel a little pain in the joints of the body, shoulders, elbows, and hips, not serious, just faint.
"It comes down to me."
Tan Zheng squatted down and stretched out his hand to bring the slippers over. Ren Zhaoyuan realized what he was going to do and immediately ducked back. His heels hit the wooden bed with a bang.
In the next second, he was enveloped by a wide palm.
"Are you all right?"
It's okay to touch it, it's okay to be held by the heel like this.
Ren Zhaoyuan took a deep breath calmly, leaned over and pushed him: "It's okay, I'll do it myself."
Tan Zheng didn't respond, and quickly put his shoes on for him.
"Tan Zheng, last night I..."
"You agreed," Tan Zheng still squatted in front of him, raised his head, and stared straight into his eyes, "Do you want to go back on it?"
Ren Zhaoyuan's back was stiff, and his scalp was numb for a while: "No...you get up first, I have something to say."
Tan Zheng didn't move: "You said."
Ren Zhaoyuan sighed softly.
"You have liked me for a long time, but in fact we didn't have much interaction before. I know that liking doesn't necessarily need to accumulate over time, and I believe in your feelings. It's just that maybe I'm not as perfect as you think, maybe you will feel that when you get along I'm not like what you've liked for so many years."
"Won't."
"Tan Zheng..."
"You think so because I don't let you know enough. If you don't believe it, then slowly understand and believe slowly. Just like how I said last night to prove that I will never leave, first of all, you Give me a chance."
Ren Zhaoyuan moved his lips, but couldn't make a sound.
It seems that the reasons listed before can't be organized into a single sentence at the moment.
"If you don't like me in the future, or make you feel dissatisfied in any way, just push me far away," Tan Zheng touched the ground on one knee and slowly straightened up, his hands resting on the edge of the bed on either side of Ren Zhaoyuan, for a moment Bu Shun looked at him flatly and said, "But now you promised to give me a chance, and you have to take it back. I don't accept it."
Obviously Tan Zheng didn't touch him at all, but in Tan Zheng's eyes, Ren Zhaoyuan had the illusion that he couldn't move, as if he was tightly bound. After a few seconds, he said softly, "I don't want to take it back."
"Then what are you trying to tell me when you say this?"
I want to say what may happen in front of me, want to be as comprehensive as possible, want to reduce risks, want to...
It doesn't seem to have to.
People can't predict the future, even if Tan Zheng will really have a gap in him in the future and feel disappointed, no matter what he says now, Tan Zheng will still answer firmly "no".
"Love is not a person's business, if I promise everything will be fine, you..."
Ren Zhaoyuan stopped halfway, as if he had made a difficult decision. He looked at the person in front of him for a while before continuing, "Let's try it first, okay?"
When promised last night, didn't think about it. Looking back, it seemed that nothing was absolutely necessary.
There are so many possibilities, so many possibilities, how do you know what the situation is if you donโt really go that far.
The overwhelming aura on Tan Zheng's body subsided silently, and when he was too close, his expression loosened up.
Like the melting of ice and snow in just a few seconds, everything is resurrected.
"real?"
Ren Zhaoyuan said, "Really."
"You can't go back, and you can't take it back."
Just now, he kept Ren Zhaoyuan speechless, sentence after sentence, but now he is like a child without the slightest attack power.
"I won't go back, I won't take it back," Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't help but smile, "How about I make a letter for you?"
Tan Zheng didn't think there was anything wrong at all: "Alright, it's better to add another recording."
"I don't, you can record it yourself."
"Then, high five as proof."
"Isn't it naive, Mr. Tan," Ren Zhaoyuan said while smiling and patted Tan Zheng's solemnly raised hand, "Is it effective?"
Tan Zheng stopped with satisfaction: "Well, yes."
Ren Zhaoyuan resisted to no avail, and was supported by Tan Zheng's forearm as he walked out.
"Does it affect walking? If the pain is severe, let's go for an examination."
"It doesn't matter," Ren Zhaoyuan said. "It's not that serious. It's just a little bruise after a knock. It'll be fine in two days."
Tan Zheng agreed, but still hesitantly helped him out to the washroom.
A few boxes of new toiletries were placed in the glass locker beside him. Tan Zheng used a set when he was washing, and brought a new set for Ren Zhaoyuan, thinking that this was Ren Zhaoyuan's own home, so he asked him, "Use this one. Or should I go upstairs to get it for you?"
"Go upstairs and get it for me. Go straight up and turn left to see the sink."
"Okay," Tan Zheng still supported him, "then go over and sit for a while."
Ren Zhaoyuan looked at him for two seconds, and couldn't help but turned his head and smiled: "Tan Zheng, I want to go to the bathroom first."
"Oh," Tan Zheng let go of his hand immediately, "Then, be careful, I'll go get something."
He walked a little faster, and the auricle looked a little red.
Ren Zhaoyuan took his eyes away from Tan Zheng, and when he was about to turn around, he saw his smiling face in the mirror. He was slightly startled, then lowered his head and smiled again.
It seems that the promise is also promised.
All the hesitant and tangled ones walked past, obviously unresolved, and it was as if all the problems were solved in the simplest way.
Also, good.
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