Chapter 46

Ren Zhaoyuan said that he did not try his feelings.

This sentence kept replaying in Tan Zheng's mind, thinking that it might just be Ren Zhaoyuan saying it casually, and he thought that Ren Zhaoyuan didn't have the temperament to say anything casually.

"What did Wen Gu say to you? It's so tangled."

"Is it obvious?"

Ren Zhaoyuan deliberately showed a bit of surprise: "So you thought you were hiding it well?"

"No," Tan Zheng laughed because of Ren Zhaoyuan's reaction, his tone slightly raised, "How dare you hide it from you."

Ren Zhaoyuan also tilted his head and smiled.

"Wen Gu said," the car turned off, Tan Zheng rested his left arm on the falling glass window, and his right hand crossed the middle to hold Ren Zhaoyuan's hand and knead, "Say you told him that you don't try your feelings. "

"Well, I said so."

"then you……"

Ren Zhaoyuan's tone seemed to have a helpless smile that was exposed: "When people want to do something they think is inappropriate, it is easy to find some excuses to deceive themselves."

A sentence came out of Ren Zhaoyuan's mouth, and the words clearly fell into Tan Zheng's ears, and he rolled and kneaded in his heart and formed a group, and then lined up, and then he said the answer.

"Do you really want to?"

The sky is getting warmer, the night is getting later and the day is getting longer, and the sun has not yet set, hanging in the west, dyeing the thin clouds a brilliant orange.

The afternoon meal came according to Wen Gu's two meals a day when he was resting. It was still early. Ren Zhaoyuan saw that Tan Zheng couldn't finish with a sentence or two, and smiled: "Come in and sit for a while?"

Tan Zheng could not ask for it.

He originally planned to find an opportunity to play a fool and stay.

But there are other things that are more important at this moment. Tan Zheng followed behind Ren Zhaoyuan, and persevered in changing his question: "Do you think it is appropriate now?"

Ren Zhaoyuan glanced at him, and the tail of his eyes swept over lightly, and he could clearly see the excited mind.

In the past, Tan Zheng asked him so eagerly, with caution in his eyes, Ren Zhaoyuan always felt unbearable. Now Tan Zheng's anticipation is full of secret smugness, and Ren Zhaoyuan always wants to tease him.

"good."

As soon as he entered the door, he was hugged against the entrance wall within a second of his voice. Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and pushed him: "The door is not closed, don't make trouble."

Tan Zheng wrapped one arm around his waist and stretched out the other to close the door.

There have been countless times such a scene, but Ren Zhaoyuan suddenly remembered the end of last year, when Tan Zheng was here, standing in front of him.

At that time, every word Tan Zheng said was sincere, with promises, intentions, and every word in his heart.

But what impressed Ren Zhaoyuan the most was a sentence that was not very pleasant.

- "If you establish a relationship with someone, I will disappear from your life, but it will only disappear."

At that moment, all the questions about why liked it for so many years but never got close were answered.

Because love is not contrary to principles.

Tan Zheng's love over the years is true, and the bottom line of his character is also true.

"What do you think?"

Ren Zhaoyuan said, "I miss you."

Tan Zheng laughed, bowed his head slightly and kissed him: "I'm not right here."

"Um."

"It's just tough."

Ren Zhaoyuan's lips were slightly parted and moistened: "Huh?"

"From your eyes to the corners of your mouth, you are saying that it is suitable, and I am the most suitable."

"Um."

Tan Zheng raised his eyebrows: "You admit it."

"Admit," Ren Zhaoyuan said, "you can also admit something else."

"what?"

"Maybe I loved you earlier."

The expected sharp and intense kiss, Ren Zhaoyuan kissed him back, and his body became tighter and tighter unconsciously.

Young people's responses are always straightforward and easy.

There were sporadic ridicules in Ren Zhaoyuan's eyes, Tan Zheng fell into a heavier and longer kiss as if in anger, until a small voice leaked from Ren Zhaoyuan's throat before panting and stopping, and then he noticed something: "You..."

Ren Zhaoyuan was a little angry: "I'm not a monk."

"No, no," Tan Zheng smiled and kissed him, "How can there be such a good-looking monk."

"That's what you would say... um... get up..."

Tan Zheng couldn't afford it, so he put on a layered coat and put it on the bright side of the things he was thinking about: "Can I move in for a while? I have to go to the project frequently recently. You are closer here."

After thinking about it, have to find a high-sounding statement.

"Okay, let's move."

Tan Zheng never thought that Ren Zhaoyuan would be so happy. After a brief surprise, the look in his eyes couldn't be stopped. For fear that Ren Zhaoyuan would go back on his words, he immediately pulled someone to get something from him.

"But I'm going to City B in a while. It's too late. If you're only here for a while, bring some necessities. If you're not too far away, you can go back and get them at any time. You can handle it alone, right?"

Tan Zheng complained: "You are playing with me."

"What am I kidding you? I just received a call at dinner. There is a party in City B tonight, and the plane will be on the morning tomorrow."

Tan Zheng knew that Ren Zhaoyuan was going to study abroad for exchange and study. He heard him mention it two days ago, but he said that it should take some time, and how did he know that he would be leaving tonight.

"You just said it now."

"We've been talking about other things during the meal. I originally planned to go downstairs to tell you, but now it's just too late—" Ren Zhaoyuan took Tan Zheng's wrist and looked at the time, "Twenty minutes, does it make a big difference?"

Reasonable and irrefutable.

Tan Zheng kissed Ren Zhaoyuan's lips redder than usual: "You did it on purpose."

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't reply to his sentence: "Or find an assistant to help you move?"

"I'm not moving."

"Well," Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and raised his hand to pat Tan Zheng's head, "It seems that the project doesn't need to go."

Tan Zheng grabbed the messing hand and took a bite without the slightest lethality. Ren Zhaoyuan frowned and dragged his face: "I haven't washed my hands, is it dirty?"

"fragrant."

"Stupid..."

"It's over, I'm disgusted..."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and pushed the person who was leaning on him: "Okay, don't act like a spoiled child, help me pack my things?"

"Well, what time do you leave?"

"No appointment, just pack up and leave."

"Then let's clean up later."

Ren Zhaoyuan burst out laughing and kissed his face sideways: "Can you work?"

"Almost."

Ren Zhaoyuan kissed again.

"A little bit."

"It's not worth it," Ren Zhaoyuan said, "I won't hire you."

"Don't," Tan Zheng stood up and kissed him, "It's full and full."

In addition to necessary activities, Ren Zhaoyuan goes out once or twice a year with acquaintances in several industries.

Total relaxation, the destination sometimes changes along the way.

Take a look, chat, the recent collision of ideas, the fresh stimulation of the outside world, and also go to many places to listen to lectures, although he is already qualified enough to teach most people in this industry.

But no one can stay in good shape without typing.

Usually a period of ten days, at most no more than three weeks.

Clothes for the stop-and-go itinerary are cumbersome, you can buy them anywhere, you only need to bring some important things.

Ren Zhaoyuan placed the drawing paper tools and a series of electronic products on the long white oak table one by one.

Tan Zheng watched it interestingly, seeing Ren Zhaoyuan as if he was thinking of something, and asked him, "What's missing?"

"Bring a few pills of melatonin."

"Are you sleepless?"

"Sometimes I don't have a good rest, I'm fine." Ren Zhaoyuan was about to walk towards the bedroom when the phone rang on the other side, so he went over to answer the call first.

"Where is it?"

Ren Zhaoyuan turned back and said, "In the drawer of the bedside cabinet."

The assistant asked him if he would participate in the anniversary celebration of the design park. This kind of activity mainly communicates with customers and promotes the brand. This year, AL has just held a design exhibition, and the anniversary is planned to be simple.

It is not necessary for Ren Zhaoyuan to handle the planning and arrangements, he only needs to show up when the time comes. However, he didn't always show up for the anniversary celebrations in the past. When there were more important things, he went to work on other things.

This year is a bit special.

He didn't have time, and he wouldn't be there, but it wasn't that he didn't plan to go after the comparison, it was he who forgot.

I always felt that Tan Zheng was young, and when it came to falling in love, it was as if he was drunk and unclear, but now I know that he is not too much.

Ren Zhaoyuan threw the phone back on the sofa, and suddenly thought that he had taken out the melatonin some time ago, and it should be on the shelf, so he walked to the bedroom to find Tan Zheng.

"I remember wrong..."

Ren Zhaoyuan stopped abruptly, and Tan Zheng almost hurriedly stuffed things into the drawer, but when he closed it too quickly, it got stuck on the edge, and the transparent simulation utensil fell to the ground and rolled to Ren Zhaoyuan's feet.

It's been a long time since bought this thing. forgot the exact day. After solved it by hand, it was not enough, so placed an order on impulse.

The next night, after disinfecting and cleaning it, took it to the bed, but felt dull again.

Very boring.

So he threw it at the bottom layer, which was not often opened. If Tan Zheng hadn't found it, he would have forgotten it.

Ren Zhaoyuan lowered his eyes and sighed in his heart.

If it was earlier, Tan Zheng would not have opened the bottom drawer. If it was a little later, Tan Zheng would probably return the things to their original places and pretend not to have seen them.

But it is not too early or too late.

Tan Zheng was half-squatting by the bed, hesitating whether to go over and pick it up. Ren Zhaoyuan had already leaned over and took it in his hand, as if dealing with an ordinary thing, he opened the closed drawer and put it back.

"Sorry, I shouldn't mess with your stuff..."

"I asked you to find it," Ren Zhaoyuan said as he turned and walked out, "I took out the melatonin and forgot to put it back, it's outside."

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't seem to have any special reaction, and he didn't seem to think that this was a big deal.

But he never looked at Tan Zheng from beginning to end.

Ren Zhaoyuan found out the melatonin and packed some in a sealed box. After a little delay, he put the bottle back on the shelf.

He didn't speak the whole time, and Tan Zheng watched from the side without interfering.

Everything is complete, Ren Zhaoyuan rested his hand on the long table and did not move for a while.

Tan Zheng approached and tentatively hugged him from behind. Seeing that he didn't push back, he was firm: "Do you want me to leave?"

"what?"

"If you want me to leave, you can just say it directly without looking for a proper reason."

Ren Zhaoyuan was startled and turned to look at him: "No, I'm thinking of something else."

Tan Zheng nodded and didn't ask, "Then, do you still need my help?"

Ren Zhaoyuan suddenly asked him, "Disillusionment?"

"what?"

"Do you feel disillusioned when you see that? You don't think there is such a thing in me, do you?"

"I'm really surprised, but I'm not disillusioned. I'm constantly increasing my understanding of you, and I'm filling in the you here a little bit. I've imagined one and you'll modify it."

Ren Zhaoyuan repeated this sentence in his mind, and before he could say anything, he heard Tan Zheng whispering in his ear with his steady and magnetic voice.

"I didn't imagine you as a perfect and unworldly image, I didn't over-beautify you, and I didn't let you down because of something beyond the known."

"If you didn't feel uncomfortable because of this, I would actually be happy. I came into contact with your very private area, as if pulling a progress bar. Maybe I can chat with you soon on a topic that is not so clear. ."

Tan Zheng was deliberately teasing him when he came to the back, Ren Zhaoyuan could hear it, and couldn't help but tilt his head and laughed silently.

"But if it makes you feel particularly uncomfortable, it will be miserable. Our teacher Ren is a little thin-skinned, and may push me away because of shyness or embarrassment, maybe because I feel uncomfortable when I think about it, and I don't want to do it for several days. Take the initiative to take care of me."

"I won't ignore you."

"Well," Tan Zheng rubbed his ear, "Look, before we were together, you definitely didn't expect me to be so naive, clingy, and ignorant. After we were together, you didn't feel disillusioned, right? ?"

Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't help laughing.

Tan Zheng changed his tone a bit exaggeratedly: "No way? Was there disillusionment?"

"No," Ren Zhaoyuan looked at him with a smile, "you're fine, don't say that."

Tan Zheng also laughed: "It's nothing, didn't you always say that I'm normal? I won't feel anything, so don't feel uncomfortable, okay, eh?"

"Well," Ren Zhaoyuan relaxed and leaned back against Tan Zheng, "Suddenly I realized that I still care about the image in front of you."

"Maybe you love me too much."

Ren Zhaoyuan laughed outright this time, and apologized in Tan Zheng's series of "Don't you love it?" "Do you love it?"

Finally, he put his hand on the back of Tan Zheng's neck, pressed the man to him, and kissed him.

Tan Zheng likes every kiss from Ren Zhaoyuan.

"You let me discover a secret, and I will tell you a secret, but you must not be angry."

Ren Zhaoyuan raised his eyebrows slightly: "What secret?"

"Sometimes, at night, when I miss you, um, I look at the wallpaper."

Ren Zhaoyuan understood, but didn't quite understand: "Isn't your wallpaper a sea?"

This time it was Tan Zheng's turn to be stunned, and immediately unlocked the phone with the picture of the sea as the lock screen in front of Ren Zhaoyuan, and showed him the desktop wallpaper: "Have you never found it?"

Ren Zhaoyuan looked at the photo above where he was asleep, and judged from the surrounding background that it was a room in the Design Park.

"You filmed me secretly?"

"You really didn't find out?"

Ren Zhaoyuan blinked, "Ah".

"We've been together for more than two months, and you haven't noticed my phone desktop."

If Tan Zheng went a little deeper and extended to the point of not caring, then Ren Zhaoyuan would have really been wronged.

It has been his habit for many years not to watch other people's private content, not just mobile phones.

It's almost instinctive that he doesn't keep his eyes on the phone when someone else takes it out.

Especially when Tan Zheng was with him, he seldom took out his mobile phone to do anything, and often even muted it directly.

"I'll take a few more glances," Ren Zhaoyuan held Tan Zheng's phone back in front of him, "make it up."

Tan Zheng didn't unlock it for him. Ren Zhaoyuan just remembered it, and he clicked on the "ruthless" and watched it for a few seconds: "Okay? Okay."

"Cut," Tan Zheng tilted his head and smiled, "Childish..."

"Yes, yes, I am childish to death."

Tan Zheng squeezed his palm: "Can you pack your things?"

"Well," Ren Zhaoyuan asked as he put it away, "what do you mean by unlocking the password?"

"you guess."

"In the middle is my birthday."

"Well, then what?"

131209, March 12 is his birthday, but Ren Zhaoyuan can't guess the 1 in front and the 09 in the back: "What is it?"

"I was 13 when I met you, and the day we were together was on February 9. When I found out that there were overlapping numbers, we got together."

Ren Zhaoyuan laughed while putting away his things, and Tan Zheng took the opportunity to ask him what the password meant.

For door locks, mobile phone locks, car control software, etc., many of Ren Zhaoyuan's passwords are the same. Tan Zheng is afraid that it is related to Zhao Yuanqing. He has never asked, but he still wants to know.

"It's grandma's birthday and the house number at that time."

"Ah, so."

Ren Zhaoyuan looked at him sideways: "Let me change the mobile phone password? According to your logic, change it to .. 11209, you add a number in front."

"No, no, I still want to impress my grandma, I can't do that."

Ren Zhaoyuan was happy.

"You can secretly take a picture of me another day and replace it with a wallpaper."

Speaking of sneak shots..

After arriving in City B, Ren Zhaoyuan reported to Tan Zheng that he was safe, followed by a personal account sharing business card.

The account number Tan Zheng on Ren Zhaoyuan's public platform has been followed for a long time. For a while, he didn't understand what Ren Zhaoyuan wanted to do, but he clicked it.

Then it became clear.

After clicking on the page, the page refreshed, and Ren Zhaoyuan's avatar frame with the AL logo was replaced by a photo that was not very bright at night.

——It is a heart stepped out of the snow.

The author has said:

Last week, because of a computer problem, I was volunteering on weekends and didn't have time to fix one chapter. I'm sorry, everyone—

Will try to make up for it this week;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!