Chapter 70 Dependence

In the psychology of why others have me but not, the easier it is for others, the more difficult it is to eliminate this kind of psychology.

Or maybe everyone values ​​and wants different things. Some people pursue money, power and status, some people pursue self-worth, some people pursue eternal love, and some people pursue parental affection.

Ren Zhaoyuan also knows many people who lack parents, but he has never been able to get similar feelings from anyone.

What he knew, either he had and then lost due to accident or illness, or he never had. The former has ideas to follow, the latter has no expectations.

But he had neither thoughts nor expectations.

He never lived with his parents, but he continued to add imagination and dependence in the process of growing up, resulting in irreplaceable status and feelings.

He gets hurt from his parents, but because of their devotion to their cause and their bland honesty, there is no hatred or resentment.

It's hard to describe such a feeling, even when he talked to Tan Zheng, he mostly described it.

If I have to say something about grievances, it is probably the last sentence, why others can, I don't.

There are people everywhere on the road, friends, partners, good people and not so good people.

And he didn't.

He is thirty-three years old, and he has survived for half his life, but he is still trapped in the parental love that he knows is impossible but cannot let go.

Or maybe it's because the past 20 years have been in my heart for too long and too deep, and more than ten years are not enough to smooth it out.

Tan Zheng didn't say "you still have me" to comfort Ren Zhaoyuan.

Ren Zhaoyuan himself has him.

A lover is a lover, a relative is a relative, and the two cannot be replaced emotionally.

In fact, Tan Zheng didn't say any other words of comfort.

He just hugged him, kissed him, changed his usual home clothes, fed him water, and accompany him to sleep.

Ren Zhaoyuan was obedient like a doll.

Tan Zheng didn't make him happy, didn't coax him to talk, and even put aside the three meals that were usually strictly controlled.

Happiness is important, and sadness is also important.

Talking about his parents and family before, Ren Zhaoyuan praised that he can become what he is now.

Tan Zheng looked at Ren Zhaoyuan's quietly covered eyelashes and thought, what's so good about him?

Ren Zhaoyuan went all the way and became the Ren Zhaoyuan that many people looked up to and liked;

And because of Ren Zhaoyuan's appearance, he was pulled on the edge of the cliff, so he has the support and motivation to get to the present.

Without Tan Zheng, Ren Zhaoyuan would still be the current Ren Zhaoyuan.

But without Ren Zhaoyuan, Tan Zheng would never be the current Tan Zheng.

The passing breeze stopped.

The room was impossibly quiet.

The sound of the phone ringing outside was particularly obvious. Tan Zheng subconsciously looked down at the person in his arms, made sure that he was still asleep, and then got up lightly and hurried out barefoot.

Ren Zhaoyuan's cell phone was placed outside, and it was not on mute. Fortunately, it was far away from the bedroom and did not wake anyone up.

Tan Zheng turned off the bell before he could see the call alert.

"Uncle Ji" is Ji Shuang.

The screen was on for a long time before it went off. Tan Zheng looked down, the chill between his brows getting heavier and heavier.

Why in the end, one or two, all have to rush to the front to make Ren Zhaoyuan unhappy?

He couldn't see Ren Zhaoyuan being unhappy at all, but there were always people who made Ren Zhaoyuan unhappy one by one.

Just saw that Ren Zhaoyuan has a good temper?

It took him a long time to coax Zhao Yuanqing's mother's call before, and then he came again regardless of the irresponsible parents. The parents had just left before coaxing them, and Ji Shuang had to mess with Xie Rong.

Why can't you just stay away?

How can not.

The phone was still in his hand, and it didn't take long for it to light up again, still Ji Shuang.

Tan Zheng walked to the far balcony and swiped to answer: "Mr. Ji, I'm Tan Zheng."

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't fall asleep, he felt indescribably tired, and Tan Zheng did everything for him without him, so he gradually relaxed his nerves unconsciously.

I felt sleepy and didn't want to move, but couldn't sleep.

He also heard the faint sound of the phone, and he could feel it when Tan Zheng got out of bed. He thought he would come back when he turned off the phone, but he didn't move for a while.

As soon as Tan Zheng walked off the bed, he looked empty, his hands and feet were not on the ground, and he couldn't lie down or rest. The sleepiness that was swaying in the air when he was half asleep and half awake slowly dissipated.

When came out, saw Tan Zheng walking towards the balcony from a distance. If read it correctly, he was holding his mobile phone.

Pretty fresh.

the first time.

Tan Zheng is an exceptionally "degree" person, and his sense of proportion seems to be engraved in his bones.

In fact, he could feel that Tan Zheng disagreed with many things, or to put it another way, if it happened to Tan Zheng, Tan Zheng would never have the same reaction as him.

But no matter whether the matter is big or small, no matter whether the time is before or after being together, Tan Zheng will not interfere with the decisions he makes.

They all have their own habits and abilities, and there is no need to ask the other party to act according to their own wishes in the name of being good for the other party.

In terms of personal privacy, don't need to say much before. After being together, Tan Zheng never took the initiative to look at his mobile phone or computer.

In the early years, when Tongzhou was not with Xing Yi, he liked his younger brother, and he always said that, but Ren Zhaoyuan only met one seriously, and he didn't talk about the one he met for long.

In Tongzhou's words, the three-year-old generation gap, some people are only adults of biological age, but not of psychological age. Check your phone, check your friends, flip through chat records, and if you catch someone who says a few words, you need to ask who it is.

After he and Tan Zheng were together for a while, Tongzhou knew from Zhao Chen that Tan Zheng had broken the appointment with the real estate boss when he was in the winery, and suddenly remembered his "painful" past, and secretly poked with the back of his criminal justice. Ask Ren Zhaoyuan if he is tired of talking to his younger brother.

Never.

Tan Zheng often acted like a spoiled child in front of him, but it was just a spoiled act.

It's only when I'm fine that I act like a coquettish child.

When something happens, like now.

Tan Zheng stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, facing out of the window, with a tall and straight back, broad shoulders and long body, with a steady voice, able to hold up the sky for him.

"Mr. Ji, if it's about the letter of understanding, I want to delay you for a few minutes."

"Zhaoyuan has clearly refused on this matter and will not change his mouth. Let alone the past, he respects you and the two elders, President Zheng, and takes into account his friendship with Zheng He. It doesn't mean he doesn't care, let alone the incident itself. Nothing serious."

"Zhaoyuan did not prosecute for this matter, and the Zheng family was on guard. Xie Rong was detained for two days at most. Compared with the accounts that he took for the Zhao family in his own name, this matter is nothing at all."

"Don't be nervous, Mr. Ji. Zhaoyuan stopped him from the beginning. I promised Mr. Zheng that he would not retaliate, and he would do what he said."

"I just hope that Zhaoyuan's kindness will not become a bargaining chip for being repeatedly hurt."

"It's your freedom how you love the recovered child, but shouldn't Zhaoyuan bear the cost of compensation?"

"Xie Rong is the one who you are dearly reluctant to suffer, and Zhaoyuan is also the one who is dear to me who can't bear the slightest grievance. I am in a hurry, I don't mean to offend, I just ask Mr. Ji to think in a different position. If it is Xie Rong who is slandered by rumors, Can you get him to issue a letter of understanding?"

"Besides, you said that Xie Rong recognized his mistakes and repented, so dare to ask him if he ever mentioned this person named Tainan?"

"Yu Nan was kept in the dark as a third party, and it was all due to his hard work and thoroughness. As a victim, Zhaoyuan felt that Yu Nan was innocent, but as the initiator, he kept saying that he was sorry for Zhaoyuan. "

"Does he want to repent, or does he want everyone to know that he repents?"

"I'm talking too much."

"I'm sorry for answering your call without authorization. It's just that Zhaoyuan is not in good health recently and just fell asleep. If there is anything else that needs to be contacted, I hope you can let me know directly. I will send you the contact information later."

After Tan Zheng hung up the phone, he directly sent Ji Shuang his number using Ren Zhaoyuan's mobile phone.

He didn't plan to hide anything from Ren Zhaoyuan.

However, when he turned around and saw Ren Zhaoyuan, who was looking at him on the table not far away, he froze.

He didn't intend to hide the fact that Ren Zhaoyuan took Ji Shuang's call, but he also never thought that Ren Zhaoyuan would hear his emotional words just now.

"Why... why did I get up, did I disturb you?"

"No," Ren Zhaoyuan straightened up from the table, still sitting on the chair to look at him, "I didn't fall asleep. I'll come out and have a look when you don't see anyone for a while."

Ren Zhaoyuan's mobile phone was in his hand, and he didn't put it away for a while. He stood there for two seconds before walking to Ren Zhaoyuan's side and putting the phone on the table.

"I shouldn't have answered your phone.."

"Still sleepy," Ren Zhaoyuan raised his head and reached out to him in a low voice, "I don't want to walk anymore."

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