Chapter 19

Huo Heng thought that Qin Zhining had no conscience, and said that the quarrel was a serious matter. Huo Heng was also angry after not seeing a news for a month - it depends on who bowed his head first.

The result of this incident was that Huo Heng flew over first. Qin Zhining was not accustomed to the situation and worked too hard. He was admitted to the hospital within a few days. When he saw Huo Heng, he was still processing documents on a drip.

"Aheng?!"

Huo Heng frowned and took away his computer: "Why didn't you tell me when you were hospitalized?"

Qin Zhining said softly, "I'm fine, you're busy too."

Huo Heng's Adam's apple rolled, Qin Zhining looked so soft, and looked at him tenderly, but in fact, Huo Heng was not busy, and the spare time was at Cheng Zhizhou. A sense of guilt rose in his heart, he touched Qin Zhining's forehead distressedly, and said in a low voice, "Don't be busy, your business is the most important thing."

"Aren't you still busy with that project in city a some time ago?"

"It's over, the front is busy, and the back will be fine."

Qin Zhining tilted his head: "How did you know I was hospitalized?" He was afraid that Huo Heng would worry about it, so he never told him.

Huo Heng pinched the tip of his nose: "Do you think I won't know if you don't tell me?"

He and Qin Zhining grew up as childhood sweethearts, and they became friends together, and there were always one or two omissions.

Qin Zhining smiled with a good temper: "No, I didn't hide it from you on purpose. It wasn't a big deal, and I didn't want you to worry about it."

Huo Heng sighed and suddenly hugged him: "Zhi Ning, your business is the most important thing, don't do this next time."

Qin Zhining touched his back and promised him in a low voice, "Okay."

As if there was no previous quarrel, they were still glued together. Huo Heng stayed here with him for a few days. The two of them were not really idle, but they still found time to go around.

Qin Zhining thought that the two had reconciled, and on the day they sent Huo Heng away, Huo Heng held his hand: "When will you go back?"

Qin Zhining thought for a while: "This time? Maybe I can go back soon, a month?"

Huo Heng said unhappily, "Then do you want to come again?"

"Of course." Qin Zhining said.

Then Huo Heng left, Qin Zhining knew that the other party was angry again, but he couldn't do anything. He was in the Qin family, as long as he wanted to climb up, it was not destined to be easy. All he could do was to deal with everything as soon as possible, and then Go to see Huo Heng.

After Huo Heng left, he started working day and night, and he reduced the monthly amount to half a month. He thought that he would go back early to surprise Huo Heng and coax him.

Huo Heng didn't want to quarrel with Qin Zhining, arguing would drain his feelings, so he didn't say anything in the end. He respected Qin Zhining's wishes, but he still felt depressed. At this time, he didn't realize that quarrels were exhausting Emotions, internal friction will also be.

He was drinking at the bar, and at the end he wanted to call Qin Zhining, but at the end he let go, staring hard at the string of familiar numbers before dialing out. The assistant followed him, a dutiful beta, pondering his thoughts: "Mr. Huo, shall I drive you home?"

Halfway through, Huo Heng suddenly changed his mind: "Go to Zijin Garden."

The assistant's heart trembled - there was only one person living in that villa. But he didn't dare to refute his boss's opinion and drove people along the route.

Cheng Zhizhou was very happy to see him, and saw that he was covered in alcohol: "Did you drink?"

Huo Heng leaned on the sofa and didn't speak, so Cheng Zhizhou made him sober soup, wiped him off, and muttered: "Although people like you inevitably have to socialize and drink, but it's better to drink less wine. Drinking too much of this kind of thing will hurt the body." He suddenly remembered his father, and his expression was slightly lowered: "When my family was good, my father also often drank, in fact, he didn't like it very much, but these always Inevitably, every time he came home full of alcohol, my mother pinched her nose and said he drank too much, and went to the kitchen to make him sober soup."

This scene inexplicably coincided with the present, Cheng Zhizhou was stunned for a moment, and his heart was embarrassed.

Huo Heng was not appreciative and had no interest in his past events. He closed his eyes and said, "Stop talking, it's too noisy."

Cheng Zhizhou felt that this person's temper was really inexplicable. Sometimes he felt good, and sometimes he showed a bad temper. Since he didn't want to listen to him, why did he come here again?

Cheng Zhizhou wanted to throw people on the sofa, but after thinking about it, he went back around. Forget it, why bother with an alcoholic? Consider it a reward for living here.

Huo Heng woke up the next day and asked him, "What did I do last night?"

Cheng Zhizhou wondered: "What are you doing?"

Huo Heng saw that his face didn't look different, and he breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay."

Cheng Zhizhou only realized what he was talking about later, and he was a little annoyed: "What kind of mess are you thinking about! I'm not that casual!"

He stood up and turned to leave, and when he reached the stairs, he turned around again.

He glanced at him unhappily: "By the way, breakfast is in the kitchen, serve it yourself!" After speaking, he went upstairs.

Huo Heng thought it was amusing, looking at his soft-natured nature, he turned out to be quite temperamental when he was serious.

Cheng Zhizhou used to have a good family background. He learned everything about cooking later, and his level was still good. After Huo Heng finished eating, he was about to go out. When he came to see him, he immediately pulled the curtain. Huo Heng inexplicably felt an illusion of a wife and a husband. He knew in his heart that this was a bad idea, but it was difficult to control the spread of this idea.

In fact, Cheng Zhizhou doesn't hate it, it's quite cute.

This lasted for about a few days, and Huo Heng suddenly asked him, "Do you still want to continue to enter the entertainment industry?"

Cheng Zhizhou was startled: "The entertainment industry? Is it possible?"

"As long as you want."

Cheng Zhizhou made a choice after sitting for almost no time-he needed money.

Huo Heng was kind to him, and even hired a famous teacher in the circle to teach him, so he couldn't blame him for thinking too much.

Their relationship became more and more close. Cheng Zhizhou asked him if there was anyone around him, but Huo Heng just pinched his chin and asked him playfully, "Why do you ask this?"

Cheng Zhizhou fled immediately, his ears were red, he guessed that there were none, otherwise, how could there always be time to come to him?

Even on that drunken rainy night, Huo Heng didn't reject him, he whispered under the other person, "I'm a beta, I won't get pregnant, it's safe..." He knew that a family like the Huo family would not allow it easily the presence of a child.

This sentence seems to have hit Huo Heng, the other party didn't kiss him, and he didn't show any pity, as if he was simply venting, but Cheng Zhizhou still felt happy, at least they didn't have the last layer of barrier, which meant that they Emotional progress.

He thought that Huo Heng would pity him even more after this incident, but he didn't, even more indifferent, he didn't even look at him the next day, and left the villa after a glance at him.

Huo Heng walked around in front of the door and didn't go in. This incident broke through his inner fence. He told himself in his heart that it was nothing. There were many examples of this around him. Since then, apart from Qin Zhining, no one else has entered his body, not to mention that it is just a beta, and no traces will be left. of vague unease.

He drank very late and washed up before leaving before returning home. Qin Zhining didn't like him drinking too much. Usually, he didn't care much about it. Even Qin Zhining was not at home this day, but he left. Smell of alcohol, took a shower before going home. He knew that no one was in the house, but he still felt panic and opened the door quietly. He thought Qin Zhining was sitting in the living room on a business trip, with a smile on his tired face, "You're back."

Huo Heng didn't react for a while, and stayed on the spot, Qin Zhining seemed to have no such nasty things happened, his cold complexion was covered by the dim yellow light, showing a kind of extreme tenderness, he stretched out his hand to cover him Closing up the collar, Huo Heng reacted: "Why are you back? I thought you were still on a business trip."

Qin Zhining smiled, his eyelashes trembled, like a butterfly falling on it: "Because I want to see you so much, I tried my best to see you in advance."

Huo Heng suddenly felt thirsty in his throat, and he said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay, you take care of your affairs first, I'm fine here."

The warmth spread as always, but at that moment Huo Heng still felt different. Sometimes people's intuition is very accurate. Although it is different from the reality, the intuition at that moment is often a symptom of the future. .

What happened later? Things were too long afterwards. Huo Heng held Cheng Zhizhou in his arms. Secretly, many things did not pass through his hands, and Qin Zhining never noticed it. Everything happened the first time. There will be a second, third, or infinite number of times.

He slowly began to get used to Cheng Zhizhou. In those few years, Qin Zhining spent very little time with him. After a long time, Huo Heng's unbearable longing didn't even know when it had stopped. He gradually The ground began to recognize the fact that he didn't seem to love Qin Zhining so much, but loved him as much as he did thirteen years ago.

Even the person involved can't tell how this kind of feeling comes and goes. The person who felt that his love was dying yesterday suddenly felt that his feelings had slowly dissipated, and he did not admit that he had empathized with Cheng Zhizhou. Such a beta, Everywhere is not as good as Qin Zhining, he has no reason to put pearls and not to love fish eyes.

But for no reason, he is looking more and more at Cheng Zhizhou. Whether he admits it or not, when Cheng Zhizhou stands in front of him, he is indeed tempted for a moment, but it is very light, but cannot be ignored. .

Cheng Zhizhou thought that there was no one around him at first, but later he found out that he was angry with him and wanted to leave. He indulged, but the entertainment industry was so big, and the two could not avoid it. Being entangled together is not like a break, but rather like a kind of taste that is neither light nor heavy.

Cheng Zhizhou cried that day and said, "If you don't like me, don't provoke me again! Huo Heng, it's not that I'm heartless, I feel pain too."

Huo Heng's face was still expressionless and cold: "What qualifications do you have to tell me this?"

Cheng Zhizhou couldn't breathe, and Huo Heng's coldness in disguise could not be maintained. He softened his voice: "Don't make trouble, come back with me."

Cheng Zhizhou wiped his tears: "Will you get a divorce?"

Huo Heng was silent.

Cheng Zhizhou understood, stood up and turned to leave, this time Huo Heng didn't stop him.

What is Huo Heng thinking? He knew from the beginning that if he mentioned separation, Qin Zhining would never entangle him. He was easy to understand and easy to understand. On the surface, he was easy to talk, but he was arrogant on the inside. If Qin Zhining knew this Things, his choice must be to leave immediately.

But is it worth it for Cheng Zhizhou?

He couldn't help being with Cheng Zhizhou, but he couldn't look into Qin Zhining's eyes and say they were separated. In the end, both of them were hurt. The moment Qin Zhining pushed the door and came in, he felt in his heart. With the answer, he will never see the warm look on this face again.

Whether he loves Cheng Zhizhou or not, he has to choose him. He can only choose one of the two.

When Cheng Zhizhou had a miscarriage, he really felt physically and mentally exhausted. He loved Cheng Zhizhou and naturally wanted him to keep the child, but everything was so coincidental, like his retribution, there was no reason for nothing, although He reassured Cheng Zhizhou that there would be more in the future, but the difficulty of getting pregnant with beta is well known, and this is most likely their only and last child.

He once said that his is Qin Zhining's, so Qin Zhining asked him if it counted? He let Qin Zhining take away the huge amount of property, if this would make the other party feel happy and revenge.

Handing over the shares is probably the stupidest thing Huo Heng has ever done. He wants to protect Cheng Zhizhou, of course, there is a price to pay, but Huo Heng should be able to detect Qin Zhining's later character from the fact that he took the money without hesitation. He deliberately ignored that intuition.

After thinking about it later, he had a total of two somersaults, once with Qin Zhining and the other with Qin Zhining.

It seemed like a few years had passed in just half a year. Later, Qin Zhining told him that they might have a child in the past. No matter if the other party did it on purpose, or if he actually had an idea, Huo Heng did what he wanted. He felt colic, and he also wanted to have a child with Qin Zhining. The two children belonged to them, both boys and girls, and he would like them very much. This was the first time he saw Qin Zhining thirteen years ago. thought once.

It was later broken by his own hands.

He went out, stood on the steps and looked over from a distance, Qin Zhining was standing there wearing a brown trench coat, his face was peaceful and beautiful, as if he had not changed at all over the years, he was still the one Huo Heng once liked, in his hand Holding a piece of pastry, he asked him sweetly, "New tablemate, do you want to have a piece?"

Qin Zhining didn't like to eat jujube cakes. That day, the housekeeper put it in his bag before he got into the car. He gave Huo Heng a piece, and Huo Heng bought it for many years. Huo Heng actually didn't like to eat.

Memories will beautify the past. Huo Heng can still remember him and Qin Zhining walking with each other's hands under the starlight. He can also remember Qin Zhining's smiling face with curved lips and broken stars in his eyes. He is just as beautiful, and there are many similar things. He has not forgotten a single one of them, but the fights, disputes, and dissatisfaction with each other seem to have been forgotten.

Later, Qin Zhining said that he was insincere, which is probably the case, so he lost the original elf-like boy. Maybe it was not Qin Zhining, but himself. It was he who changed his mind and changed his mind.

He closed his eyes, then opened his eyes and looked at Qin Zhining, but the other party just looked at this very lightly and then withdrew his gaze, as if he didn't care at all.

The next second Qin Zhining's figure was blocked, Yan Mu carefully helped him to straighten the folds of his neckline, from a distance, the other party smiled at him, Huo Heng frowned, and when he looked again, they were already in the car together, and they behaved intimately. , as if it were normal.

It was also on this same day as usual that Huo Heng knew that everything was over. no matter who.

Huo Heng's perspective is explained here in the main text first, if possible in the future, maybe it will be written again.