Chapter 75 The Pen of Merit...

No one takes a bath and puts on clothes.

Zhao Yunlan threw himself to pieces, and the hot water from the shower hit him head-to-head, hitting his head, making him more and more unable to tell the difference between east, west and north. He grabbed the edge of the bathtub with both hands and tried hard. Climbing up, the arched back reveals the distinct shoulder blades, the smooth muscle lines are drawn into the narrow waistline, stretched into an indescribably beautiful line, below is... Shen Wei really didn't dare to look at it, only It was the bruises on the wrists, which were reddened by the hot water, and almost blinded him.

Shen Wei felt that it was too hot in the bathroom and almost cooked him in a second.

He hurriedly pulled out a large bath towel from the side, and just wanted to throw it all over, but remembered that the water had not been turned off, so he hurriedly closed the shower, looked away without looking at injustice, stretched his arms, and put the bath towel over Zhao Yunlan. Then, through the thick bath towel, with red face and red ears, he carefully picked him up.

Fortunately, Zhao Yunlan didn't use his super-sized face to make things worse. He didn't give Shen Wei any reaction. It was because his whole brain was mixed with wine and hot water into a greasy paste.

The bath towel was quickly soaked by the temperature of the human body, and the two long legs that could not be covered were exposed. Shen Wei listened to the sound of his arteries throbbing in the sun, and gently shrunk his head into a small one. The group's Zhao Yunlan placed it on the bed.

Then, as if being burned by something, he quickly retracted his hands, twisted his fingers uncomfortably, and stood bewildered for a while.

It wasn't until Shen Wei saw the water stains on the pillow that he woke up like a dream and pulled the quilt over Zhao Yunlan's body before he dared to pull the corner of the bath towel, trying to gently pull it out from under the quilt. smoke.

But at this moment, Zhao Yunlan suddenly grabbed his hand.

His palms were wet and warm, the drunkard's strength was astonishing, his slightly opened eyes had almost no focus, his eyes were more confused than those days when he couldn't see anything, and his cheeks were flushed.

Shen Wei felt like his throat was on fire, and his throat moved abruptly.

Zhao Yunlan said something vaguely, and Shen Wei bent down and put his mouth close to him: "What did you say?"

Zhao Yunlan's hand tightened again, this time, Shen Wei heard his words clearly.

The man whispered in a low voice: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry for you..."

Shen Wei was taken aback.

Zhao Yunlan's hand gripping his wrist was getting tighter and tighter, and finally made him feel a little bit of pain.

Shen Wei slowly sat sideways beside him, carefully separated from the quilt, stretched out his arms to embrace Zhao Yunlan, and gently patted his back: "What do you have to be sorry for?"

Zhao Yunlan rolled over and hugged his waist, revealing the red upper body. Shen Wei's raised hand could no longer fall, so he had to hang in the air without embarrassment or embarrassment. The veins are exposed.

After a while, he realized that Zhao Yunlan was shaking all over.

Shen Wei wriggled slightly, trying to lift his head up, but Zhao Yunlan tightened his arms tightly. Immediately, Shen Wei was shocked to realize that his clothes were actually wet, and he stretched out his hand to break it up. Zhao Yunlan's chin saw that although there were no tears on his face, his eyes were flushed: "You..."

Zhao Yunlan was originally five-point drunk, and could still pretend to be a dog. At this time, the alcohol got on his head, and he fell again, and he was even more groggy. He probably didn't know what he was talking about. The words "I'm sorry for you".

Shen Wei's heart seemed to be on fire, and three thousand weak waters rose up like an inextinguishable fire.

His palm finally slowly landed on Zhao Yunlan's scarlet back. Every inch of his warm skin stirred his nerves. , said softly: "Everyone in the world is sorry for me, but you don't."

Zhao Yunlan shook his head, he suddenly closed his eyes, a tear dipped on his eyelashes at some point, he wanted to cry, as if he couldn't vent his frustrations otherwise, but he had no strength, he didn't even have the strength to speak. It's almost gone, his life has only been 30 years, and he has never experienced such a heavy heart - Shen Wei has never seen his tears, even if he has been waiting for so many years in a place where the other party can't see, then For a moment, Shen Wei was almost shocked.

He lowered his head, kissed Zhao Yunlan's eyes very carefully, and tasted the slightly salty and bitter taste in his mouth: "You gave my life, my eyes were also given by you, you gave me everything, you What's wrong with me?"

"If I knew..." Zhao Yunlan said vaguely, "If I knew, I'd rather kill you back then than never..."

He didn't say any more, Shen Wei hugged him, suddenly let go of the quilt that was crumpled into a ball, rolled over and pressed it on top of him, with his hands on Zhao Yunlan's side, it seemed that he couldn't breathe He got up, his chest heaving violently, and after an unknown amount of time, he said in a low voice, "Kunlun, is that you?"

Zhao Yunlan was lying on his back on the bed, a thin stream of water dripped down the corner of his eyes, he suddenly closed his eyes, as if he was extremely sad, the corners of his eyes and brows were a bit bright red, and his lips trembled for a long time. Finally, I can't say anything else, and there is still only one sentence left: "I'm sorry for you."

"Five thousand years up and down, heaven and earth, do you just want to say this to me?" Shen Wei asked in a low voice, after a while, he sighed, "The reincarnation sundial time, you remember that I said to Li Qian. Have you ever done it? I said that a person’s life is only for two things, it is worth dying for oneself, to fulfill the world’s family and country, loyalty, filial piety, morality and righteousness, and fulfilling oneself for the confidant – since ancient times, there has been a suicide to reward a confidant. Since I am willing to die for you, of course I will. If you are willing to live for you, I beg for benevolence. You have never shed tears, don't cry for me. "

Then Shen Wei gently stretched out his hand and rubbed the back of his hand against Zhao Yunlan's face: "I have some things in my heart that I didn't need to say, but they have been in my heart for too long, I can't hold it back anymore, I don't want to spit it out. They all want to go back to their Kunlun-kun. In fact, I also think in my own heart—you are such a delicate and penetrating person, you can see through a little bit. I don’t want to hide these thoughts from you, so I’d better say happily—everyone is in When he does something for others, no matter how willing he is or how silent he is, there will always be a glimmer of hope in his heart.

Shen Wei looked deeply into Zhao Yunlan's eyes: "Sometimes I also think, if one day, you can remember those things, I can tell you, look, I have promised you, and I have done it all without a trace. Discount, if you don't break your promise, what kind of expression will you give me at that time? No one is not selfish, Alan, I am the same... But I really don't want to. The fate of the Three Sovereigns and Five Emperors has to follow the established track. Go, Pangu falls, Nuwa scatters her soul, you are a sage of the Great Wilderness Mountains, but you are no better than the first sage... You can't do anything about it. Lord Kunlun is pressing a hundred thousand mountains, it's so painful, I can't bear to live like that Days. It's good for you to be a happy mortal. But they were all begging you, when I was on Kunlun Mountain, I really wanted to... I really wanted to kill them all."

Zhao Yunlan asked in a low voice, "It was you who sealed the earliest memories of Daqing, and it was you who cut off the connection between the Soul Requiring Order and me? I... I am a happy mortal, will you carry it for me? Why are you?"

Zhao Yunlan's voice was getting lower and lower, so low that it was almost inaudible, it seemed that his voice was hoarse to the extreme, and he used all his strength to say a false sound: "You promised me that day, but in fact, you just wanted to be a mortal in your life. Seventy or eighty years old, it will pass in the blink of an eye, and I will forget you again in the cycle of death and life. Do you want to accompany me through this section at the end, and then imitate Nuwa?"

Shen Wei was silent for a while.

Zhao Yunlan pulled down his collar, his fingers trembling almost spasmodically, his teeth rattled, "I won't agree even if I die, and I won't agree even if I'm shattered to pieces!"

Shen Wei was pulled down along his strength, Zhao Yunlan hooked his neck like crazy, pressed him into his arms, kissed him indiscriminately, and then stretched out two buttons of his shirt, Exposing Shen Wei's large, pale chest: "I will never... promise!"

The never-before-seen skin-to-skin kiss was like a wildfire on the verge of breaking out. It coincided with Shen Wei's countless awakenings from midnight dreams. It was like another big dream that turned the world upside down.

I don’t know when to wake up and when to die. Even if the sky is torn apart, can’t see the sun. It turned out to be a thought that didn’t dare to think about under the blue sky and daytime… That’s something I’ve never had to express. Those who can’t live, die, and forget are remembered. Unacceptable heart.

Finally, Shen Wei couldn't help turning back on the guest, turning over and pressing Zhao Yunlan into the soft pillow, the flood in his heart suddenly burst the embankment.

The next day, Zhao Yunlan was awakened by the sun shining through the curtains. His mind was blank for a while, and he was in a trance. He was in a groggy state throughout the second half of the night. Jiu Jin, he could hardly tell whether he had a big absurd dream or a real...

He tried to open his eyes, his eyelids were so heavy that he finally woke up and wanted to get up. The ceiling above his head was spinning, and Zhao Yunlan fell back again.

If he looks in the mirror now, he can immediately see that he is not tired, and his face is covered with a layer of indescribable gray gas, which is obviously beyond the scope of haggard, and is almost dead-at this time, Carefully lifted him up with both hands, and handed a bowl to his mouth. I don't know what medicine it was. The smell was very strange, and there was an indescribable fishy smell. Zhao Yunlan instinctively turned his head to avoid it: "What..."

"Herbs, I hurt you last night." Shen Wei's voice was gentle, but the movements of his hands were not gentle. He broke Zhao Yunlan's face and almost forced him down.

Zhao Yunlan suddenly gained some strength, and pulled his hand away forcefully, coughing for a while, feeling that the smell in his mouth was about to make him nauseous, and then handed a glass of water to his mouth, Zhao Yunlan was completely awake at this time. God came, opened his eyes, glanced at Shen Wei, and silently lowered his head and drank the water.

After drinking, he sat up, leaned on Chuáng's head, rested his elbows on his knees, glanced at Shen Wei dejectedly, lowered his head to reflect on himself, then glanced at Shen Wei with more depressing eyes, finally He choked out a sentence: "I'm such a pure one, even if you...you, can't you be a little more polite to me?"

A thin layer of red rose on Shen Wei's face, he turned his head and coughed awkwardly: "I'm sorry."

"I..." Zhao Yunlan's expression was distorted by the softness on his waist, and he took a deep breath, but looking at Shen Wei's expression, he always felt as if he was the one who took advantage!

Although he dreamed of dying on a beautiful woman countless times, but not in this way...

It's so fucked up, who's to make sense of this?

Zhao Yunlan's face was blue and red for a long time, and he looked down at the bowl that contained the unknown medicine just now, remembering the taste just now, his expression distorted again: "Bring me another glass of warm water, in this case, the anti-inflammatory medicine will do. solved."

Shen Wei took the medicine bowl: "This works, I won't harm you."

Zhao Yunlan said blankly: "You don't harm me, you toss me to death."

Shen Wei: "..."

The upright gentleman, Teacher Shen, stood aside with an ashamed expression on the saint's face, like a little daughter-in-law who accidentally dropped the bowl.

Zhao Yunlan was speechless.

Shen Wei carefully helped him to lie down: "You...you sleep for a while, what would you like to eat?"

Zhao Yunlan said persistently: "You - lie down for me and be torn."

Shen Wei quickly lowered his eyes, the tips of his ears were a little red, and pursed his lips awkwardly: "In broad daylight, what nonsense."

Zhao Yunlan thought to himself, "Damn it."

The things Shen Wei gave him probably helped him sleep. Zhao Yunlan didn't lie down for a moment, and his consciousness became a little blurry, but he persevered and grabbed Shen Wei's hand: "I've already sacrificed myself to make a promise, don't give it to me.I have heard so many moths, the way of heaven cannot be the way of man, I have a way...I have a way..."

Shen Wei sat down beside him, put his palm on his forehead gently, and felt his breathing gradually stabilize. Under the action of the bowl of "herbal medicine", Zhao Yunlan's gray and defeated face quickly eased, and his ruddy face was normal again.When he got up, Shen Wei felt relieved, stood up lightly, and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

This sleep Zhao Yunlan slept until the night, accompanied by broken and messy dreams all the way.

【Volume 4: Antecedents · Great Wilderness】