Chapter 100

When Jiafu's consciousness gradually recovered, she felt as if she was being held in her arms, her tongue was extremely bitter, and her breath was filled with a strong medicinal smell. The man seemed to be delivering medicinal juice to her mouth.

She has never been able to take bitter medicine, and now she has no time to open her eyes, and subconsciously wants to turn her head away, but her face seems to be pinched by the man, she has no strength, and she can't make a sound, and she has not swallowed the previous bitter medicine. , another mouthful into her mouth.

She fluttered her eyelashes, frowned, and tried to resist the force that forced her to take the medicine—at this moment, she felt that the man seemed to be crazy, and her face was hurting, as if she was being slapped constantly. on.

"Fur! Fur! Wake up!"

The calling sound became clearer and clearer, and another mouthful of bitter medicine was poured in. Because of her resistance, half of it flowed into her throat, and the other half overflowed along the corner of her lips.

So bitter in the mouth...

face is sore...

Jiafu groaned and finally woke up from the last phantom sea dream and slowly opened her eyes.

The first time opened eyes, saw the last scene of the Magic Sea, the man who came to her from the depths of the darkness, stretched out his hand to her, and said he wanted to take her home.

However, at this moment, the man who was holding her in his arms was no longer the graceful and graceful figure in the dream.

Pei You'an's clothes were stained with blood, her eye sockets were sunken, messy stubble appeared on her cheeks and jaws, a pair of tired and dull eyes, densely covered with bloodshot eyes, stared at her without blinking.

"...Big cousin..."

Jiafu felt powerless, leaned against his arms softly, and called him in a low voice with a small voice like a little milk cat.

Pei You'an's eyes gradually flickered with bloody tears.

Jia Fu has already thought about it all.

He went to war, and there was news of the triumph. She wanted to go to the gate and wait for him to come back, but before she got there, she was about to give birth. She gave birth for a day and a night, it was very difficult, and finally gave birth to a child, she felt very tired, so she fell asleep...

She didn't know how long she had slept, but she knew she must have scared him.

"...I'm fine...don't be afraid..."

She raised her hand, touched his haggard cheek lovingly, comforted him, moved her body again, turned her head, and wanted to find the child she gave birth to.

The moment her hand touched his cheek, Pei You'an burst into tears and hugged her into his arms.

He hugged her tightly, the tighter he hugged, the tighter he hugged, as if he wanted to embed her in his own flesh and blood, and he was so strong that he almost made her faint again.

Jia Fu was a little uncomfortable, but even more surprised.

This was the second time she saw this man cry.

The last time, when his grandmother was dying, he came back and knelt in front of her. But that time, he wasn't like this time either.

He seemed to have been completely unable to restrain his emotions, but he had to forcibly endure it. He hugged her, buried his face deeply in her long hair, motionless, and slowly, Jiafu felt a warm wetness spread out from the neck under her long hair. .

Pei Youan hugged her like this for a long time, then raised his head again, Jiafu could no longer see his tears, but the bottom of his eyes was still red.

He supported Jiafu and laid her down gently on the pillow, his movements were extremely gentle, as if she was a glass figure that would shatter at the touch, covered her with a quilt, said hoarsely, with a smile: "Our child Falling asleep in another room, you eat something first, and when you have the strength, I will bring him over and ask him to sleep with you."

"I want to see him now—"

Pei Youan shook his head, gently pressed Jiafu back on the pillow, and went out with the medicine bowl.

There was a burst of cheers from outside, and Jiafu heard the voices of the two girls, Ding Ma, and the little eunuch.

Cui Yinshui's legs loosened and he couldn't stand up. He slumped into the snowdrift, got up and kept kneeling to the sky, chanting words again.

Sandalwood came in to help Jiafu change clothes. Jiafu glanced at the pitch-dark sky outside the window and asked, and finally understood why Pei You'an looked so haggard when she first woke up, and her emotions were so out of control.

She gave birth to her child the night before, and now she wakes up, two days and two nights have passed! At that time, after giving birth, she was still bleeding, and the person passed out in a coma. Pei You'an was watching, feeding her medicine, but the medicine couldn't get in, so he put it in his mouth and fed her into her mouth one bite at a time. He held her all night, from the night she gave birth to the moment of tonight, four nights, three days, and never closed his eyes for a moment.

There were tears in Jiafu's eyes, and Sandalwood hurriedly wiped her tears: "I just gave birth, but I don't want to cry, I want to leave the root of the disease..."

Jiafu quickly wiped away her tears and asked her to bring food. She was very hungry. She wanted to eat more food and regain her strength quickly, so that Pei Youan could rest assured, and she would quickly ask him to promise to bring the baby over.

She ate a large bowl of minced meat porridge, a sweet egg custard, and two steamed buns, and finally felt her strength recovered. Pei You'an brought her the medicine again, she obediently drank the bitter medicine in a few gulps, opened her mouth to hold the piece of brown sugar he put in her mouth, and looked at him eagerly.

Pei You'an smiled, nodded at her, and then turned and left the room.

Jiafu knew that he was going to carry his son over, nervous and excited, leaned there, staring at the door without blinking, and after a while, he came back, holding the baby in his arms, Sandalwood. The curtain was opened for him, and he stooped into the house.

The baby was wrapped tightly and gently placed on the bed. Pei You'an unfolded the cloak that wrapped him. Jiafu opened her eyes and saw a white, tender and chubby little person appearing in front of her.

The little man was born very beautiful, with short shaggy hair, light eyebrows, only a few days old, two rows of eyelashes are long and curly, a pretty nose, and a small pink mouth. He was awake, widening his round, dark eyes, as if curiously looking at Jaffe, who was slowly approaching him.

Pei You'an said that he had already picked a baby name for his son, so he called him Ci'er, hoping that he could remember the kindness of his parents - Ci is the ancient god bird Yangwu, with a white mouth and the name Ci, begging for food to feed his mother, hence the name.

The first time Kafu saw the child, she completely forgot the pain she had endured to give birth to him. She resisted the boundless love for him pouring out of her heart, and carefully stretched out her finger and touched one of his small hands, the child immediately grabbed her finger, shook it gently, and babbled of joy in her mouth ll.

"He laughed, he laughed!"

Jiafu was excited and raised her head: "Big cousin, can I hug him?"

Pei You'an stared at his wife, who was sometimes childlike, and the corners of his lips curled slightly: "Silly Fur, you are his mother, why can't you hug me?"

Jiafu was both happy and nervous: "I'm afraid I won't be able to hold him..."

Pei You'an smiled, and gently picked up the baby in the swaddle with both hands, and put him in Jiafu's arms.

It was warm in the room. The little man was wearing a soft jacket that Jiafu had made earlier. It was soft and had a faint milky fragrance. He leaned into Jiafu's arms, as if he could smell his mother's body. Breath, a small face rubbed over anxiously, and kept arching and arching.

"Ci'er is hungry." Pei You'an looked at her with a smile.

Jiafu blushed and told him to twist a clean hot towel for herself, put down the little man gently, and under Pei You'an's smiling gaze, she turned slightly, unbuttoned her coat, and wiped it. On his chest, he immediately lay down and hugged the little man to his side.

Ci'er closed her eyes, sucked her mother's milk in big mouth, made a gurgling sound of swallowing, was full, and slowly fell asleep.

Pei Youan also lay down, lying on his side on the side of the bed, silently watching Jiafu breastfeeding, and when the little man finally fell asleep, he got up, picked him up gently, put him on the cot beside him, and covered him The quilt, came back, leaned over, sucked off the residual milk that was still on her peach-like breasts, and smiled at her with her blushing cheeks.

"Tired? Go to sleep."

With a little reluctance, he covered her clothes and helped her lie down. But Jiafu got into his arms and hugged him: "Big cousin, did I scare you..."

Pei You'an was silent.

Jiafu slowly released him, looked up at him, slightly uneasy: "Big cousin..."

Pei You'an suddenly took her into his arms, hugged her tightly, and kissed her indiscriminately. The kiss fell like raindrops on her forehead, nose, cheeks, neck, chest, back to her mouth, and pushed her lips together. flap, sucked her fragrant tongue fiercely, and was completely entangled with her.

He kissed her deeply and didn't let go for a long time, the body fluids of the two exchanged, until she was about to suffocate, then he let go of her, and pressed her head on his chest, Jiafu felt his heart beating fast, panting quickly, After a long time, it finally calmed down.

"Fu'er, you don't know how grateful I was to God when you opened your eyes. During the two nights before you woke up, every time I thought of my mother, I was terrified. Fu'er, fortunately, you finally woke up. Now, if you don't return here, I will be alone in this life..."

He stopped abruptly, his voice hoarse and astringent.

Jiafu's heart suddenly thumped, but she didn't dare to move, she just leaned on his chest meekly, listening to what he said to herself.

"Fu'er, I never told you before that my biological mother is not someone else, but my aunt, the Queen Yuan of the Tianxi Dynasty, and my biological father..."

He paused again and closed his eyes.

"It's the king of Yunzhong in the past, and the man in the palace now."

He finally gritted his teeth and said word by word.

"It was in the Ci'en Temple back then. After my mother gave birth to me, the blood collapsed, but after two days, I passed away. I was taken by my father to Pei's house and raised with the eldest son. That's how I became..."

He stopped and took a long breath, as if to calm the mood at the moment.

"I never told you about this before, because it's really hard to tell. Tonight, I want you to know, even if you despise me. Fuer, I originally only said that I was the illegitimate son of my father, but how do I know the truth? It's more unbearable than I thought before. I'm even more ominous. My biological mother also died because of me. I'm afraid that she has a spirit in heaven, and I must be extremely disgusted with me. I am a superfluous person in this world. If I lose you again, what joy can I have in my life?"

Catherine propped herself up from his chest.

"Husband, if I told you that before my grandmother died, she told me about your background and asked me to accompany you for the rest of your life, what would you think?"

Pei You'an's eyes were fixed.

"Husband, you are mistaken, how can you be superfluous? How can I despise you because of this? Grandmother, my uncle raised you back then, and before my grandmother died, she still remembered you, and she had something for you in her heart. Love, they are still like this, let alone giving birth to your biological mother? If she really hated you back then, how could she have conceived in October and risked giving birth to you? She really loves you in her heart Ji, this is the one who sacrificed her life to bring you to this world regardless of her safety. If she knew that you were so arrogant and looked at her like this, how sad she would be in her heart. "

"Husband, you are willing to tell me about this. You don't know how relieved I am. Your mother loves you, and so do I. She is gone, and I will be with you in this life."

"If you are not old, I don't dare to grow old. If you are old, I will let you grow old. Husband, are you willing?"

Pei You'an stared at her for a long time, slowly, hugged her tightly, and closed her eyes.