She was pushed into the corner by him step by step, and her pride and self-esteem could no longer be maintained.

Tears are like broken beads, and they can't stop. In the past seven years, she has not lived a day without regret. At this moment, she is still hesitating. She looks at him through the mist of tears, and his eyes are burning with two. The small cluster of flames, bright and intense, burned straight to the bottom of her heart, and she knew clearly that what he wanted was a clear sentence, not any ambiguous answer.

Sobbing for a moment, she held his cheek, trying to keep her words as clear as possible: "Jiang Chengyi, I will never forget you—"

Before she finished speaking, his kiss had already fallen heavily, as if he had waited for a long time, full of storm-like power, and couldn't wait to swallow all her words into his stomach.

She whimpered, and her tears became more and more turbulent, and she responded to him with all her strength.

The memories flashed in front of his eyes, and the bitterness was filled with sadness. At that time, she was hospitalized. When he got the news, he rushed to the hospital from the suburbs overnight to see her.

It was seven in the morning, less than four hours before she was taken to the hospital.

Mother and Tang Jie stayed by the bedside. The medicine had been used, but the heat had not subsided.

Her eyelids were so swollen that she wanted to open her eyes, but she could only barely open a slit.

The doctors were rounding the room by the bedside, and she heard them discussing which tests should be perfected for her next. From their conversation, she knew that there was a big problem with her kidney function. From this, she knew that a blow from the outside world could not only destroy a person's willpower, but also quickly destroy the healthy body of an 18-year-old.

After the tears dried, she felt a cold numbness on her face. In just one day, she seemed to be frying from the inside to the outside in a frying pan. The body lying on the bed was just a body, and her mind was close to numbness for a while.

Deng Man is dead, and the life that was alive a few days ago has now become a cold and hateful corpse. The fear and remorse in her heart made her ten thousand times more sad than the physical torment. The most painful thing is that this There was nowhere to say this torture, but after learning that she was seriously ill, she actually felt a faint sense of relief.

The doctors were still talking, and she tried to curl her body into a ball, trying to indulge her consciousness in the darkness, unable to see light, hear any sound, or touch anything outside, as if she could keep herself from the cold. And hard reality is farther away.

Then she heard him coming, his voice was agitated but polite, talking to his mother.

At first, the mother seemed a little surprised. After a few words of conversation, the alienation and scrutiny in the mother's tone changed subtly.

She had imagined it a thousand times ten thousand times before, but never thought that her love affair with Jiang Chengyi would unfold in front of her mother in such an unexpected way. She could hear that her mother was not disgusted with Jiang Chengyi, how proud and happy she would have been in the past, but at this time, she only felt double the torment.

After that, he came every day and stayed with her from morning to night, but she always closed her eyes and didn't want or dare to face him.

Because of nephritis, she looked ugly. In order to make her happy, Tang Jie once said that her face was swollen into a fat little bun when she wiped her face.

Even so, as long as there is no one else in the ward, he will always gently lift her forehead hair and lower his head to kiss her. At this time, her nose was sore, and she had to hold the sheets tightly with her fingers to keep her tears from rolling down.

It was fine when she was awake. As soon as she fell asleep, she could see Deng Man standing beside the bed soaking wet, and even sometimes, standing hard behind Jiang Chengyi, her eyes were as strange as the candlelight floating in the dark night, making her Souls are scattered.

She was woken up countless times, sweating profusely looking for her mother's arms, tears flowed and dried, dried and flowed, and the pain was so extreme, she could only cry out in the desolate heart: She is willing to pay any price, as long as Deng Man can come back , as long as everything can go back to the way it was.

After staying in the hospital for half a month, she finally got out of the dangerous period. On the day she returned home, she was still as numb and indifferent as a puppet.

Everyone thought that she was just like this because she suffered the double blow of her friend's accident and the fear of recognizing her corpse. Only she knew in her heart what had happened between them two days before Deng Man's accident.

When she got home, she was afraid that her mother would not be able to take care of her alone, so her father paid for a nurse. She lay in bed all day, deliberately cutting off all contact with the outside world.

She slowly became able to move, and sometimes when no one was in the room, she would sit by the bed and stare outside for a long time.

The days in summer are always long, the cicadas are roaring and the heat waves are rolling, but when she looks out the green window, she only feels cold, cold to the core.

The summer vacation is coming to an end, including her, everyone will enter the next stage of life, only Deng Man, like a new and fresh branch that was artificially broken, withered. In the days to come, they continued to move forward, but Deng Man sank forever at the bottom of the dark river, with no light and future.

As she thought about it, her tears would silently fall to her cheeks.

She didn't dare to hear all the details about Deng Man's funeral, didn't dare to face Deng Man's parents who were dying, and even didn't dare to touch the corners of her alma mater, including Jiang Chengyi of course. In her eyes, everyone can cry magnanimously and pity heartily, but she is not qualified.

In the next few days, Jiang Chengyi came to her, but she disappeared. Jiang Chengyi called her, but she didn't answer.

Her heart was already in a mess, and she didn't know how to face him at all. She only knew that since Deng Man died, a huge and cold shadow had shrouded her head all the time. When she heard his name, The sweetness and anticipation have long since disappeared, leaving only the helplessness and panic.

One evening, her mother went to get her medicine from the hospital, but she didn't come back. Knowing that Jiang Chengyi was waiting for her below, she felt that she could no longer treat him so passively and passively, so she put on a coat and was helped down the stairs by a nurse.

He was waiting for her in the shade, and lost a lot of weight. Seeing that she was finally willing to come out to see him, a strange brilliance bloomed in his eyes.

Her heart softened for some reason, especially when she saw his long-lost smile, her long-standing determination collapsed into pieces in an instant, she choked her throat and tried to walk towards him, but it was far from what she thought. It's so simple, just taking two steps, her feet seem to be bound by shackles, and she can't move any more. What's even more ridiculous is that she doesn't even dare to look behind him, lest a glimpse in the shadowy corner will make her heart beat. Shattering Phantom.

In desperation, she heard herself say to him in a panic and despair: I don't like you anymore, let's break up.

His smile froze instantly, staring at her and saying, "What did you say."

Her voice was slow and her words were clear. Every time I uttered a word, the flesh in my heart felt as if it had been gouged out by a knife, and there was a piercing pain in my heart: "I said, I am very unhappy with you, let's break up."

His kiss was sparkling, igniting everything, and she was ecstatic and kissed all the way to his bedroom door.

His breathing became heavier and heavier, he squeezed her waist tightly, opened the door behind him, picked her up and threw her onto the bed.

A fiery fire burned in her heart, and it was far from enough to kiss her. She began to unbutton his shirt, but one hand was handcuffed to him, and although the other hand was free, However, he encountered obstacles from time to time, and his movements were not flexible at all.

She wanted to release the handcuffs, but he obviously didn't have this awareness. She felt it was unfair, and when he let go of her lips, she began to explore down her neck, panting and protesting: "Jiang Chengyi, you Uncuff the handcuffs, I think—"

"What are you thinking?" His voice was hoarse, and he pressed her onto the bed. With the handcuffed hand, he pressed both her arms to the top of her head, and the other hand began to untangle her clothes impatiently.