She was so frightened that the cotton ball almost fell. She didn't expect him to be so aggressive. She had no idea what to do next. For a long time, she could only stay motionless in his arms and passively bear him. The kiss, there was a scent of lime soda between his lips and teeth, the kiss was very unfamiliar, he first kissed her lips, and then pryed her teeth, but he seemed inexperienced, and he pryed her teeth several times before prying her teeth apart. .

Before she knew it, she became extremely sensitive. She only felt that every time he touched her, her body became hotter. In the end, her whole body fell into his arms. Sitting on the desk behind him. It turns out that a boy's body is so different from a girl's. He is hard, she is soft, he is strong, and she is passive. When his arms wrapped around her waist, he was so eager to press her whole body into his chest.

His lips were like magic, and he could easily ignite every nerve in her. Kissing and kissing, something seemed to be on fire in her heart. When she started to open his lips and teeth to explore like he did, He seemed to freeze for a moment, and the next second, it was an even hotter and more urgent kiss. At this moment, she completely forgot her restraint and hugged him tightly. At the same time, she came to a conclusion in her heart: it turned out that she had already coveted him, so when he kissed her, she liked it so much . There is no reason for this feeling, and reason can only stand on the sidelines.

When she got home at night, she was afraid that her mother would see her strangeness, and slipped into the bedroom as soon as she entered the door.

Sitting in front of the desk, she made a set of papers with a deep heart. Seeing that it was getting late, she lay down on the bed and took out her mobile phone.

She didn't save his number, she kept it all in her mind, and when she entered the text message interface, she sent him a blank text message.

I thought he wouldn't find her text messages so soon, but he didn't expect him to come back quickly: "Lu Yan?"

In her heart, she seemed to have accomplished a big thing, and she returned a blank text message, and put the phone under the pillow sweetly. But as soon as she closed her eyes, she could see his scarred face and his breathing, so fast, as if she was hearing it, making her flustered, she didn't dare to think about it any more, and forced herself to fall asleep.

The next day was a weekend, and there was no class. She was reviewing her homework at home. Although she was still as focused and conscientious as before, she vaguely felt that time was passing too slowly.

She didn't know that Jiang Chengyi suffered more than her.

After finally looking forward to Monday, Jiang Chengyi came to her after class.

Under the understanding eyes of her classmates, she slowly packed her desk and left the classroom.

He seemed to be in a good mood, and when he saw her come out, he smiled, and the sun melted on his face.

It was cloudy and sunny a few days ago, but today it seems like a different person.

Are you so happy?

She pretended to approach him calmly.

She brought him the Qingtuan made by her mother, but he could see that he didn't like it very much. The Qingtuan was put in his mouth, like eating a ball of sackcloth, with a sense of righteousness and dignity.

"Is it so bad?" she wondered.

"Who said it was bad?" He hurriedly denied it, "I already ate three pieces."

"I won't bring it next time." She looked uncomfortable for him, and in fact, she was not very confident in her mother's cooking skills.

"Don't." He said without changing his face, "As long as you bring it, I like to eat anything."

Later, once, she ate the green balls made by his aunt at home. In contrast, she realized how rough her mother's cooking was. It was difficult for him to eat so much that day. Since then, she has no face to give him from home. Bring food.

After the fighting subsided, Jiang Chengyi returned to the basketball team to practice, and after class, she went to the basketball hall to find him.

She prepared warm water for him and put the peeled fruit in the bento box. Knowing that he was obsessed with cleanliness, from the lid to the glass jar, she wiped every corner clean and translucent, with the fruits inside, the red ones being pitaya and the yellow ones being kiwi fruit, neat and bright.

When the scene was over, she handed him all the things she brought.

"This time it's not the Youth League, you can eat it with confidence."

The other team members didn't have time to leave. They saw it next to them, and their eyes almost fell with envy: "Jiang Chengyi, you fell into the candy pile."

"Go go go." When they were all gone, Jiang Chengyi pulled her to the back lounge.

Holding the box and looking at it for a long time, he suddenly felt a little reluctant to eat it: "Lu Yan, why are you so good."

Lu Yan used a toothpick to pick up a piece of kiwi fruit and put it in his mouth. After hearing this, she deliberately expressed confusion: "Yo, you don't know how good I am after a long time? Then why are you chasing me so hard?"

"I know you are good, but I don't know how good you are."

Geez, do all guys talk like that?

She thought about it. No, if Yu Mao's boys said this, she would probably get goosebumps all over, but when he put it in his mouth, she seemed so comfortable.

She said sweetly in her heart, "I still have more benefits."

He obviously thought crooked, smiled and said, "What are the benefits?"

She always felt that there was another meaning in his words. She blinked, thinking about how to enumerate her own advantages, so as to correct his thoughts, and listened to his lower voice: "Would you like to kiss?"

"No!" She was busy running.

But he didn't wait for her to run away, he dragged her into his arms, held her cheek and kissed her hard.

Jiang Chengyi practices ball three times a week. Every day, she does her homework in the audience and waits for him. Fearing that her grades will drop, she redoubles her efforts. During the hour she is waiting for him, she usually concentrates on doing two sets of papers first. Then she helped him organize his notes, and after checking the right and wrong, she ran out to buy him water. If she had prepared something to fill his stomach before, she would bring it to him along with the water.

Once, she accompanies him to eat Mala Tang, and after only two bites, she had to put down her chopsticks because it was too spicy.

Jiang Chengyi finished eating three times and two times, and dragged her to find something to eat elsewhere. On the way, he asked her, "Lu Yan, don't you think it's because I like spicy food that you come here to eat Mala Tang? "

"Otherwise?" This man's reflex arc is really long.

She likes him so much, of course she will keep his likes and dislikes in her heart.

"Can we do it the other way around?" He froze for a moment. "What do you like to eat, I will accompany you to eat."

"Then let's eat sweet and sour little yellow croaker." Lu Yan's eyes lit up and she pulled him away.

When he got there, he really ate it, but he drank countless sodas afterward, which made her stomach hurt from laughter.

The seventeenth birthday was just in time for Sunday. After Lu Yan reviewed her homework in the morning, she told her mother that she had an appointment with Deng Man and Tang Jie and wanted to go out to watch a movie in the afternoon.

As long as the ranking does not drop, the mother always advocates the combination of work and rest for her daughter. After a little consideration, she agrees.

Jiang Chengyi was waiting for her across from the community.

The two went to the cinema to watch a movie, and chose American science fiction films that both of them liked to watch. When they came out of the cinema, she proposed to have a cold drink.

He suddenly grabbed her, took out a box and handed it to her: "Here, a birthday present."

She took it. The box was medium in size, heavy as a stone.

When you open it, there is a ladies watch inside. The dial is a soft white mica dial, surrounded by a circle of broken diamonds, and with a thin black strap, the whole watch looks shiny and surprisingly delicate.

Turning over the dial, the back is actually transparent, and the gears of the movement are engaged and rotated at a glance.

"It's expensive." She saw that it was worth a lot of money, and hesitated to accept it.

"It's not expensive." He took the watch out of the box, put it on her wrist, smiled and said, "Do you like it?"

"Like is like." She nodded, raised her wrist, and looked at the wonderful craftsmanship in the sunset, "But this is too precious, Jiang Chengyi, can you change it to a normal gift, as long as it is from you. , I like everything."

"Who told you this watch was expensive?" He stared at her.

"I'm not stupid."

Not even blind.

"Lu Yan, this watch is really cheap."

She hummed and didn't answer. It's not expensive for him, to put it so lightly.

"And today is your seventeenth birthday, and our first birthday together. You don't even know that I spent a lot of time picking gifts for you. Feel your conscience and think about it, if you don't If you accept it, how sad I will be."

Lu Yan really touched her "conscience" and knew that even if she didn't accept the gift, it wouldn't hurt at all, but after thinking about Jiang Chengyi's words for a while, she admitted that she was still moved. The first birthday they had together was very meaningful.

Seeing that she was shaken, Jiang Chengyi assured her again and again: "Actually, this watch just looks pretty, it's really not worth much. When we get married, I'll give you a better one."

After making up a bunch of nonsense, he finally managed to coax Lu Yan to accept the watch while Lu Yan blushed because of the "marriage" words.

"What gift do you want next year?" He suddenly asked after the two walked out of the cold drink shop for a while.

Lu Yan was eating the matcha ice cream and glanced at the watch from time to time. The more she looked at it, the more she liked it. She thought to herself where to put it properly when she went back. After hearing this, she casually said, "Next year? It's still early. ."

"What early, you tell me sooner, I'll buy it for you sooner, anyway, I'll give you a gift every year for your birthday in the future."

"Per year?"

Jiang Chengyi saw her hesitation, and his face turned cold: "I k, Lu Yan, do you still want to change your boyfriend?"

She glanced at him: "Of course I don't want to." She just felt that they were still so young

His face darkened slightly, pinched her earlobe, and said sarcastically, "And let me ask objectively, Lu Yan, where can you find a boyfriend as good as me."

She snorted coldly: "Then can you find a good girlfriend like me?"

He didn't even think about it and said, "With you, I never thought about changing girlfriends."

She swayed in her heart and looked at him with a smile: "Jiang Chengyi, why are you so good at talking?"

Because you are really cute. Jiang Chengyi looked at her and said in his heart. However, he didn't want her to lift her tail, and decided to put this sentence away for the time being.

The two walked side by side. Lu Yan took Jiang Chengyi's hand and looked up at his profile from time to time. Her heart was full of indescribable happiness. When was with him, time always passed so fast. It would be nice to keep going like this.

Unexpectedly, after walking for a while, a heavy and abrupt force suddenly rushed from behind.

She didn't have time to dodge, her body was knocked forward, and she couldn't hold his hand firmly, so she rushed away from him unexpectedly.

After finally standing up, she looked back hastily, but in a blink of an eye, Jiang Chengyi was gone, surrounded by unfamiliar faces.

She was anxious, separated the crowd with difficulty, and tried to find him: "Jiang Chengyi."

No one responded.

At first, she shouted with restraint, but then she became more and more anxious: "Jiang Chengyi!"

It seemed that after searching for a long time, the crowd gradually dispersed, and she was left alone in the street. The setting sun pulled her lonely shadow into a long, infinite loneliness.

She walked, walked, shouted, and unknowingly, the night fell, and a huge sense of sadness slowly filled her chest. Helpless, she couldn't help crying: "Jiang Chengyi"

Like countless dark nights over the past eight years, she was overwhelmed by pain and cried silently in her dreams.

She wanted to swallow the tears in her stomach, but because the regret and grief in her heart made her unable to breathe, the tears poured more and more fiercely. She curled up helplessly in the quilt like a small animal, licking her wounds in the middle of the night, she knew that no matter how unbearable the pain, as long as she could survive until dawn, it would automatically "heal".

Struggling at the borderline between nightmare and reality, she waited helplessly for the dawn, but this time, when she repeatedly whispered his name, someone hugged her from behind, her chest was firm. And Reliable, as soon as she got close, a warm warmth surrounded her. In the chaos, she suddenly heard someone calling her: "Lu Yan."

The voice was so familiar that she forgot to sob and opened her eyes abruptly: "Jiang Chengyi."

She found herself lying in his arms, as far as her eyes could see, the lights were bright and clear, the bed was large and soft, and the whole room was warm.

"Why are you scared like this?" His face was not much better than hers, he patted her, and when she calmed down a little, he raised his hand to brush her wet hair away, "Have a nightmare?"

She raised her hand and touched his cheek. It was different from the phantom that suddenly disappeared in the dream. He was so real in front of her. After being stunned for a while, she hugged him tightly: "Jiang Chengyi." He rubbed into his body.

He was puzzled and distressed: "What did you dream about just now?"

She is carefully comparing the him in front of her eyes with the him in her dreams. In fact, Jiang Chengyi's facial features have not changed much, but his temperament has become calm. Eight years ago, he was a young man, but now he is a handsome young man. After looking at it carefully for a while, she was obviously relieved. On his neck, his tone was slightly astringent: "I dreamed that you were separated from me just now."

He was silent for a few seconds: "Oh, you know it's a dream, can't I stay by your side?"

In fact, just a few days ago, after Cheng Zhou's verdict came down, he also had a nightmare. In the dream, he dreamed that she was followed by Cheng Zhou and lost his life for no reason. When he woke up, he was sweating profusely and his teeth were After fighting, his beating heart slowly calmed down until it was confirmed that she was sleeping peacefully in his arms.

The crime spanning eight years, after learning the truth, made him feel scared more than once. Afraid of losing her again, no matter how busy he is at work, he will always try to find time to pick her up to and from get off work, and even if he is not at home, he will let his family accompany her.

Maybe it was because of what was lost and found, and he and she both cherished this relationship very much.

"Are you hungry?" She is now four months pregnant, and the early pregnancy symptoms have disappeared, replaced by frequent urination and a strong appetite. It is five o'clock in the morning, he estimates that she is already hungry, "I will give you Get something to eat."

After throwing such a firework-filled question over, Lu Yan completely got rid of the shadow just now, and after thinking about it seriously, she was salivating: "Do you remember the Mala Tang at the back of our school?"

In the middle of the night, this is such a shocking proposal. However, Jiang Chengyi was obviously not afraid. He glanced at her and lifted the quilt and said, "There are really seasonings in the refrigerator. If you want to eat it, I will get it for you."

When got out of bed, thought to self, Damn, Mrs. Liu is really a treasure, she is too prescient.

Lu Yan felt distressed that he had to go to work the next day, and grabbed him: "Don't, don't, you sleep with you, I'll do it myself."

"Can you make Mala Tang?"

She's speechless, she won't.

"You lie down, you'll be fine in a while." He pinched her face.

She still pestered him to go to the restaurant with him, busy behind him, washing vegetables, choosing vegetables, making noodles, and consciously helping him.

Half an hour later, in the first light of dawn, she and him ate the long-awaited Mala Tang. The rare thing was that the taste was still relatively authentic. After eating for a while, she suddenly remembered that the two of them were in the store before. Eating them next to each other can not help but feel a little emotional.

"You said that you became so fond of spicy food after getting pregnant, would it be a daughter?" He knew that this statement had no scientific reason, and because he wanted a daughter too much, he chose to deceive himself.

"Aren't sons and daughters the same?" She was dissatisfied, "Jiang Chengyi, how can you value women over men?"

This person has insisted more than once that she is pregnant with a daughter, and bought a lot of girls' toys in advance.

"Is there any problem?" He really wanted a daughter.

son? In addition to playing basketball, it is football, and then in middle school, he will definitely fight and fight, and maybe he will be addicted to games. What is the difference between his growth trajectory when he was a child?

Haha, it sucks to think about it.

Lu Yan probably knew Jiang Chengyi's true thoughts, but pretended not to know: "Of course there is a problem, I like girls too, and I like boys too, so I don't have sexism."

He was too lazy to argue with the big-bellied woman, so he got up slowly: "Okay, everything my wife says is right."

At the age of five months, Lu Yan finally took a few days off from the company. When she was free, she was dragged by her mother-in-law and flew to a port to buy baby supplies. Besides shopping, she also had a check-up in a private clinic.

The director of the clinic was her mother-in-law's friend for many years. After knowing that they didn't care about boys and girls, in order to confirm the gender of the baby, she only took a four-dimensional B-ultrasound for Lu Yan.

The final conclusion was that it was most likely a girl. Of course, there is a chance of misdiagnosis.

Although Jiang Chengyi was in the mainland, when he heard the news, he drove straight to the mall after work, and then went to the baby counter to ask the waiter to pack all baby girl supplies.

A few days later, Lu Yan came home. When she went to put things in the baby's room, she was stunned for a while and said, "Jiang Chengyi, you brought back all the baby girl counters in the mall."

eight months later.

Lunar New Year's eve.

After making a phone call in the living room, Lu Yan looked back and walked to the master bedroom before she came out: "Jiang Chengyi, what are you doing?"

When he entered the door, he saw Jiang Chengyi half lying on the bed, with one arm resting behind his head, while the other arm was supporting and teasing the butt of a fat man lying on his chest, preventing the fat man from accidentally rolling off his body. .

The little fat man was about three months old. He looked like a boy with a head and a head, but he was wearing pink clothes in disobedience.

As if feeling a bad look from his head, the boy pressed his two fleshy little fists against his chest, and was trying to lift his head relentlessly, but because his head was too big, he lifted it several times, but only barely half way. .

Jiang Chengyi has no plans to help his son at all.

"Mom is waiting for us to rush over for the New Year's Eve dinner. Come, give me Doudou." Lu Yan approached and wanted to pick up the child.

Jiang Chengyi didn't let his wife hold his son: "I was able to carry it well at my mother's place two days ago, why can't I lift it today? The stinky boy is deliberately mad at me, let him practice again."

Lu Yan squatted down, clapped her hands, and then said to her son with a smile, "Dad, darling, did you hear what Daddy said, Daddy is still waiting for you to look up, let's do our best, when you look up, we Just go to grandpa and grandma, grandpa and grandma miss you so much."

As if she knew that if she didn't raise her head, she couldn't make a deal today, Doudou reluctantly tried again. After failing, she crawled on her father's chest to recharge her energy. Just when Jiang Chengyi and Lu Yan thought their son was going to fight hard, they saw his son. The fat cheeks bulged, and with a wow, he spit out all the milk he had just drank.

Jiang Chengyi was on guard, but Jiang Chengyi didn't prevent his son from making this trick, his face changed, he hurriedly picked up his son and rolled off the bed, then threw his son to his wife, and hurriedly took off his shirt.

After wiping it with a towel, I still felt that the milky smell lingered for a long time: "Stinky boy, you have something."

Lu Yan hugged Doudou and walked away, deliberately annoyed Jiang Chengyi: "If you toss him like this, of course he will vomit it for you, right Doudou, who called Dad so bad."

She has seen the photos of Jiang Chengyi when she was a child, and Doudou is just like a little Jiang Chengyi. Of course, this kind of slack and slack energy has all been passed down by her father.

Jiang Chengyi simply took a shower in the bathroom, and after changing into clean clothes, he took his son from Lu Yan's arms: "Don't look at this kid pretending to be pitiful, this kid put his dick between his legs and lied to all of us. , I knew he was not easy."

Doudou always liked his father to hold him, and when he got into Jiang Chengyi's arms, he grinned silently.

Jiang Chengyi stared at his son for a while with a sullen face. Seeing his son's smile widened, he smiled and nodded his son's nose, teasing him, "Why are you smirking."

"It's been so long, why do you still remember this?" Lu Yan glared at him, remembering that Jiang Chengyi was accompanying the delivery in the delivery room. After his son was delivered, he thought it was a daughter, and when the midwife said it was a son, she thought she had heard it wrong.

The family of three went out and got into the car. Jiang Chengyi put Doudou in the safety seat and reminded Lu Yan, "We will stay with my parents for a few more days during the Spring Festival."

"I know." Lu Yan checked the things the family of three needed in the trunk.

"Have you got all your clothes?"

"what clothes?"

"The new clothes you bought." His eyes fell on his wife's chest far away.

Lu Yan glanced at him, walked around behind him, and while there was no one in the parking lot, she bit his ear with her feet: "I brought it, I brought it, I'm afraid the sound insulation effect will not be good."

"Don't be so loud." He obviously felt that this was not a problem at all, "and the soundproofing of the parents' house will only be better than you think."

With her mother-in-law's usual style, Lu Yan didn't doubt this statement, but when she heard Jiang Chengyi's previous sentence, she said with a half-smiling smile, "Have you never called me before?"

When it's so cool that he's flying, he'll make a sound too, okay?

Jiang Chengyi was about to open the door, when he heard the words, he looked back and pretended to be stupid: "Is there any?"

"What do you say?"

Well, maybe it happened twice.

He closed the car door, started the engine, and looked at Lu Yan in the rearview mirror: "For eight years, based on our frequency of five times a week, you can calculate how many times you owe me."

Lu Yan was teasing Doudou, and when she heard the words, she smiled: "No hurry, classmate Jiang, anyway, we still have a lifetime to count slowly."

The street is full of New Year's flavor, and every family is welcoming the New Year, laughing and laughing everywhere, "Next year, let's go skiing in the Alps."

"You want to go?"

"Um."

"As long as the bureau can approve it, I have no problem."

After so long, as long as their mother and son were by his side, every day was a festival.