Chapter 117 The truth

Lu Zheng was discharged from the hospital when he said he was hospitalized, ignoring Chang Qing's persuasion, and pinching Chang Qing's face in turn, he said confidently, "The hospital has many people, and it's not easy to handle things."

Um? work? When Chang Qing thought about it, he couldn't help but feel a little speechless. This is too disabled, his legs are broken, and he is thinking about other things?

It also makes people not know what to say.

Lu Zheng went back in a wheelchair. The weather was fine that day. The sun was shining brightly, which dispelled the chill in the air. There was such a refreshing feeling of comfort. When he got home, Lu Zheng asked Chang Qing to push him. Wheelchair, go for a walk in the manor.

Chang Qing pushed him to walk for a while, and saw Sister Hong who was sitting on the lawn hooking her woollen shoes. Sister Hong was Shang Shu's wife. She moved in more than a month ago. She is a very gentle and homely little woman. went to her to learn how to knit a sweater, but managed to knit one, but Lu Zheng snatched it away and wore it.

Chang Qing said hello, and simply threw Lu Zheng on the spot and came over to see Sister Hong make slippers.

Lu Zheng tugged at Chang Qing in dissatisfaction, Chang Qing threw him a look that made him stand alone, Lu Zheng was speechless, looked up and saw Shang Shu.

Shang Shu smoked a cigarette and took over the job of taking him for a walk, but Lu Zheng was not grateful.

Shang Shu asked him, "Do you smoke?"

Lu Zheng replied coldly, "No smoking."

He doesn't drink much either.

Shang Shu sighed: "What's the meaning of life without smoking or drinking?"

Lu Zheng ignored him, his eyes fell on Chang Qing, he had a wide range of interests, he was knitting sweaters, hooking shoes, cooking and laundry, and knew a lot of things, he didn't seem to know much about it. his past.

Shang Shu noticed his gaze, looked at Changqing as usual, and said, "Your wife and my wife are quite chatting."

The words "your wife" pleased Lu Zhen, and his frowning brows relaxed.

Shang Shu said: "Boss, think about it, how about a salary increase? I thought it would be a beautiful job for us to be a bodyguard in a legal society, but it will become a sea of ​​swords and fires on your head."

Lu Zheng immediately stern face, "The salary contract has been determined, it is impossible to increase the salary, but I can give you a big red envelope for the New Year."

Shang Shu is also satisfied. In fact, he is not short of money, but his wife is pregnant, so he needs to prepare more funds for raising children.

Lu Zhen also knew that Shang Shu's wife was pregnant, and felt a little strange in his heart. He shook off the messy thoughts in his mind and moved his gaze to a certain point in front of him.

Shang Shu took him around Changqing and the others, and finally sent Lu Zhen to Changqing.

Lu Zhen patted his lower back and asked, "Are you enough?"

Chang Qing looked back at him and said to Sister Hong, "I'll take him for a walk now, and I'll ask you for advice next time."

Sister Hong nodded, got up to pack her things, and went back with the monk book.

Chang Qing pushed Lu Zheng's wheelchair and stopped at an open lawn. He sat down beside Lu Zheng, "Don't go, let's bask in the sun here, it will help the bones recover."

Lu Zhen had no objection, he propped his chin, and wherever his eyes went, he saw the top of Chang Qing's hairy hair, and there was a small swirl there.

Seemingly noticing his gaze, Chang Qing looked up at him, "What are you looking at?"

Lu Zhen blinked and said, "The floor is dirty, why don't you sit on my lap."

Chang Qing: "Aren't you afraid of breaking your thigh?"

Lu Zheng smiled and patted his leg, "You can sit up and try."

Chang Qing refused, "I can just sit on the grass."

Lu Zhen didn't force it, he leaned back on the wheelchair and closed his eyes.

Chang Qing's eyes fell on Lu Zhen's plastered legs. He hesitated for a while, then reached out and knocked on it. This action awakened Lu Zhen, and Chang Qing withdrew his hand and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Lu Zhen said, "Nonsense, of course it hurts."

Chang Qing said: "I also want to say sorry to you, I want to go there."

Lu Zheng looked at him, and the light in his eyes flickered slightly, "Don't say this, you're sorry, I'm sorry, it can be offset and offset, don't think too much."

Chang Qing said, "Well, I know."

After a while, Lu Zheng suddenly said, "I haven't known you well for so long, why don't we... let's play a game."

Chang Qing asked, "What game?"

Lu Zhen said, "Guess the coin."

"Well..." Chang Qing pondered for a while, "How to play?"

Lu Zhen took out a one-yuan coin, "If you guess right, you can ask me a question. If you guess wrong, I'll ask you."

Chang Qing thought about it and agreed to this rule.

Lu Zhen started tossing the coin. He tossed it very levelly. He threw it up high, then waved his hand and grabbed it in the air. He caught the coin with great precision, and placed it in front of Chang Qing. He raised his chin slightly, indicating Chang Qing to guess.

Chang Qing took a look at his fist. Anyway, it was a game of luck, and his luck was not bad, with half the chance of winning, "...It's a flower."

Lu Zhen opened his fist, and it turned out to be a flower.

After a good start, Chang Qing laughed, and Lu Zheng said, "You can ask me a question, anything is fine, and I will answer."

Chang Qing thought for a while and asked, "Who do you like the most?" After a pause, "s want to tell the truth."

Lu Zhen squinted and smiled at him, and replied calmly, "I like you the most, I like you the most."

Chang Qing blushed slightly, glanced at the blue sky, and said softly, "I like you the most too."

Lu Zhen asked, "Is Lu Hua finally behind me?"

Chang Qing: "..."

He didn't know why Lu Zhen was so brooding about Lu Hua, "Well, Lu Hua is behind you."

Lu Zhen nodded, looking contented, "Continue." He said, tossing the coin again, "Guess."

"Yes." Chang Qing said.

Lu Zhen opened his fist, the side with the words in his palm, "It's a flower," he said.

Lu Zheng smiled, "You lost, let me think about it... what questions to ask."

This little game started on the basis of being able to understand each other, so Lu Zheng thought for a while and said, "I want to know about your first 22 years of life."

Chang Qing was a little surprised, "Well... Actually, there's nothing to say."

The original owner's life is much better than his. Although the original owner is an orphan, he is smart, speaks well, loves to laugh, has a good service personality, and is not bad. He is more inclined to do business, using his brain and energy. , the direction is different, and he doesn't think there is anything to say, two life is the same, nothing to say.

But looking at Lu Zheng's slightly disappointed eyes, Chang Qing hesitated a little bit, and for some reason, he thought of his family.

Changqing's family has nothing to say. Although his parents are still alive, they are really not a harmonious family because of his existence.

Chang Qing is the child who should not be born, the mother

after marriage

The child who was born out of the derailment, after the incident, was divorced as a matter of course, and Chang Qing was only seven or eight years old at the time, and his mother took him to go to his biological father. As a result, the biological father also had a family and two children. Qing became an illegitimate child.

If it was a rich family, maybe it wouldn't be too bad, but neither his mother nor his biological father was very rich, so he seemed very embarrassed.

Before half a year, his mother left him, and his biological father could not tolerate him, so he sent him to his grandmother's house in the countryside. His grandmother had a very cold relationship with him, and even hated him, and didn't give him a good look at all. , the life became extraordinarily difficult, and Chang Qing's ability to observe words and expressions was also learned from that time.

With one look at grandma, she knew if what she had done had offended her.

Childhood was not a happy one, so Changqing learned to forget, to only look at the present, not the future. Just like that, he was happy, and naturally he could not continue his studies. Even if he studied well, under that circumstance, There is no need to continue studying, so went to various industries and learned all kinds of messy skills.

There really isn't much to say.

Chang Qing's original life was just bleak, black and white photos without color. His dull and soft temperament was also dipped in that kind of life. After all, ordinary life will always smooth out a person's edges and corners.

It was the original owner, so he could say a few words. Chang Qing looked through the original owner's memory and suddenly felt that the original owner was actually a person who was very good at finding happiness. It was true that he loved to laugh, and that happiness was also true. Many, but these desires are really motivating him, like a calm lake where stones are constantly thrown into the water, causing splashes and ripples, which is more enjoyable than Chang Qing's.

It was only when the road became narrower and more paranoid in the end that he ended up in the ending of the original book, but before him, he was so vivid in his memory that he couldn't be annoying at all.

Seeing this, Chang Qing felt a little numb in his heart. He didn't have much desire or desire, and he was afraid of trouble. Instead, he seemed to have no passion.

It was strange that Lu Zheng would like him like this.

Lu Zheng didn't hear him speak, so he couldn't help urging, "How can there be nothing to say? Isn't the experience you mentioned before quite interesting? Just say that."

Chang Qing came back to his senses, his eyes fell on Lu Zhen's face, he hesitated for a while, and said, "Then I'll say a few words... I didn't study when I was a sophomore in high school. At that time, my grandmother was seriously ill, and my dad didn't care about her. I didn’t give me any more money, so I went to look for a job, but I didn’t have time, my grandmother passed away, my dad came back and took the house back, I have no home, so I can only go outside to make a living…”

He knew that he should talk about the experience of the original owner, that was who he is now, but he couldn't help but still wanted to tell Lu Zheng the real self.

He lived to be 25 years old in his previous life, three years older than him now. He has done a lot of things and made a lot of detours, so he reduced his desires to a minimum. The less desires, the happier you will be. .

But the original owner's memory tells him that it is not like that. Strong desires will add a lot of uncertainty to life. Desires are also motivation, guides, and can be colorful.

Will Lu Zheng find out?

Chang Qing had doubts in his heart, but he didn't ask. He said that he seemed to be getting better and better.

In fact, his life is not bitter, but a little lonely. He has few material desires, but a lot of emotional desires. As a result, what he gives and what he gets are always unequal, and his heart is closed over time.

Chang Qing said that he still had a crush on his married master, and when he noticed Lu Zheng's gloomy expression, he immediately explained: "I had a crush on him for a month, and after I got to know him, he took me to play with women, and I didn't anymore. I have a crush on him."

Lu Zhen: "Playing with women?"

Chang Qing said: "He took me to run goods, sometimes to Hainan, sometimes to Xinjiang, Qinghai, and always looking for a lady along the way... I can understand, but I can't accept it."

Lu Zheng asked with confirmation, "You haven't played, have you?"

Chang Qing said, "How is it possible, I'm gay."

Lu Zhen was relieved, and he was a little concerned, "How many people do you like?"

Chang Qing hesitated for a moment, stretched out a hand, and began to count.

Lu Zhen: "..."

After Chang Qing finished counting, he said, "If you add your brother, if you add you, there will be five."

The other two don't have much to say, they are both love affairs that ended at the beginning.

Chang Qing said with some emotion: "The gay circle is still quite chaotic. I took the script of fairy tales and pure beauty romance novels, and they took the meat! The script of the script, if there is disagreement, the fire will be fired.

Chang Qing had two relationships, both of which were just after confirming the relationship, and found out that the other party had an appointment with someone. Cannon, so quickly parted again.

Lu Zhen was a little bit appetizing, "You still have to be good at indexing, I only have you."

Chang Qing supported the wheelchair, leaned over and kissed the back of his hand holding the armrest, "But I like you the most, I really like you, the kind of like I like very much."

He hesitated for a moment, and spit out the disgusting words, "I love your kind of like."

Lu Zhen looked down at him, his voice softened a lot, "I'll forgive you for this."

Chang Qing breathed a sigh of relief, and couldn't help laughing again. He said that these were actually meant to reveal his own scars, but Lu Zheng didn't seem to care. Maybe he had already guessed, but he didn't think it mattered.

It doesn't matter, as long as he doesn't ask, he will pretend to be confused.

Lu Zhen heard him say so much, and he sensed the sense of disobedience. Chang Qing was an orphan, where would there be parents? However, as Chang Qing thought, he didn't care.

Perhaps this sense of disobedience has long been there, and now that it is revealed, he is not surprised and puzzled, nor does he want to ask.

As long as you have Changqing now, together with Changqing, it is enough.