Chapter 74

Where are you……

I can't find you...

come see me soon...

As if... something was lost...

In the hospital ward, Wen Wenyao woke up in a daze, as if she had cried in a dream. When she woke up, her face was still full of tears, and the tears left her cheeks, making her look pale and powerless.

"Song Nanqiao"

The girl said the name silently in her mouth...

She raised her hand and stroked her heart.

"It hurts..."

"It really hurts..."

It was as if a piece had been dug out in my heart, sometimes it was stuffy, and sometimes it was stinging like a needle was stuck in it.

Has Song Nanqiao left him...

Wen Wenyao instinctively avoided this question, but unconsciously remembered it, and every time she thought deeply, she would cry.

She can't afford such a price...

This kind of despair from the heart, no one can understand. Now she seems to be a fry that has lost her desire to survive. Even if she is thrown on the shore, she does not want to resist.

Without Song Nanqiao, why should I live?

She doesn't want to stay in a world without Song Nanqiao...

Wen Wenyao looked at the window subconsciously.

Suddenly, she seemed to see the shadow of Song Nanqiao, the knight guarding her, who seemed to be sitting by the window, peeling fruit for her, and smiled at her, like the sunshine after the rain.

Wen Wenyao's heart immediately caused an uproar. With a crying voice, she hurriedly walked barefoot to the window, only to find that there was nothing there.

The gentle figure just now, smiling at her, has now disappeared, everything is just her own fantasy...

I imagined that Song Nanqiao was still by my side, I imagined that Song Nanqiao was taking care of myself, I imagined that the two of them were still together.

But all of this is still fake after all, Song Nanqiao is not by her side.

She fell on the bed in despair, letting the tears run down her pale cheeks.

"I can't find you...where are you..."

"If you don't come to me, I'm going to... come and see you."

As if thinking of something, Wen Wenyao abruptly got up from the bed.

The last time I saw Song Nanqiao was in the villa full of fire, but that didn't mean... Song Nanqiao would definitely die... Maybe, he was in the same hospital with him, or he had gone to another place safely.

In an instant, it seemed that some new hope had been ignited.

Before he could think about it, Wen Wenyao stepped on his slippers and wanted to go out to look for Song Nanqiao's trace.

When she just opened the door, a man in a suit appeared in front of her with some fruit.

"Hello, Miss Wen. My name is Liu Xuwen. I'm Song Nanqiao's friend."

"Where's Song Nanqiao?!"

Wen Wenyao grabbed Liu Xuwen's shoulder tightly and asked anxiously.

Liu Xuwen lowered her head and met Wen Wenyao's gaze. The girl in front of her was full of worry and fear.

Song Nanqiao ah...

what should your girl do...

Liu Xuwen's eyes darkened, and then she said, "Let's go in and talk about it. I'm here this time to tell you about Song Nanqiao."

Wen Wenyao quickly pushed a step away and let Liu Xuwen enter the ward.

After the two sat down, there was a moment of silence.

"Can you tell me..." Wen Wenyao asked cautiously, as if she was expecting a good answer. As long as Song Nanqiao was fine, she was willing to pay any price.

"Um……"

"Song Nanqiao... She should have lost her life. We didn't find the body at the scene of the incident. In order to cover up this incident, all the remains were cremated by the military."

Liu Xuwen bowed his head in shame, this kind of thing... what is there to say, a friend, and in the end, not even a complete set of remains was left.

Wen Wenyao didn't speak, instead, his body was shaking constantly, and there was a low and suppressed whimper.

"I sent Song Nanqiao's relics to the villa where she used to live."

for a while

Wen Wenyao finally said a complete sentence.

"How did I get here?"

She remembered that the last time she saw Song Nanqiao, something supernatural seemed to happen to her.

"As soon as I got off the plane, I received a message that you were in the hospital. I don't know who brought you here."

"Oh, by the way, your things are still in the hotel. I negotiated with the hotel staff. The room you and Song Nanqiao stayed in has not been touched. Before this weekend, you can go back to the hotel. If you want to go back to China , I can help too."

After all, Song Nanqiao played with her friends and helped her so much. Now Wen Wenyao is lonely. For Song Nanqiao's sake, Liu Xuwen is also willing to help her.

"Thank you, go out first, I want to rest..."

"Okay, please condolences." Liu Xuwen bowed to her, and then left without looking back.

...

In the room, Wen Wenyao was left alone.

What Liu Xuwen said just now completely knocked down her last line of defense, but she was still looking forward to Song Nanqiao's return to her side.

Looking at the gray and white ceiling, Wen Wenyao thought of many more.

For example, what's going on now? My father is still there. If not, what should be done with the Wen family's enterprises... Or, what should I do with myself.

But she only thought about these questions for more than ten seconds, and then transferred to Song Nanqiao.

yes……

no matter what...

Neither is as important as Song Nanqiao.

Song Nanqiao is the driving force for her to live. Maybe she can give up everything, but she can't live without Song Nanqiao.

Absolutely not.

Without Song Nanqiao, she would have died.

She wants to see Song Nanqiao.

Think now.

An absurd thought burst out of Wen Wenyao's mind.

If she leaves with Song Nanqiao, will she be able to see Song Nanqiao?

Although there may not be ghosts and gods in this world, what if you can see them?

Thinking of this, Wen Wenyao changed into the white shirt hanging by the bed, opened the door of the room, and walked downstairs to the hospital.

With weak and pale cheeks, the pedestrians on the road couldn't help but stop and watch. They all wanted to pay attention to the little princess in front of them, but they were all avoided without a trace.

The girl walked to the door of the hotel, and the lady at the front desk saw it, showing a bit of surprise.

He went up in a hurry, looked at Wen Wenyao with a worried look, and said to her, "Miss, please cheer up."

"Thank you for your concern."

Wen Wenyao nodded slightly and walked towards Song Nanqiao's room.

The moment you open the door to the room.

A familiar feeling came into Wen Wenyao's mind. There were books that Song Nanqiao liked to read on the desk, Song Nanqiao's coat was on the chair, and the quilt was neatly folded by Song Nanqiao, but the sheets were still faint. of leaving traces.

Everything was the way they were together that day.

No change.

She picked up Song Nanqiao's coat, held it in her arms, and took a deep breath. There was still her smell on the coat.

Let her indulge in the taste.

At this moment, she seemed to indulge in Song Nanqiao's gentle world again, and she was reluctant to leave for a long time.

Wen Wenyao put his coat over himself, and fell onto Song Nanqiao's bed sheet with a slack, greedily absorbing everything Song Nanqiao left behind.

It would be great if time could go back. If we could go back to that time, Wen Wenyao would abandon everything he had, take Song Nanqiao out of here, and take her to live in a third-tier city.

"I know I was wrong..."

"Can you give her back to me?"

As if speaking for the gods, Wen Wenyao said in a deep voice, but his tone was unprecedented sincerity.

after a long time

And no one responded.

Wen Wenyao thought for a while, that's right, there is no god in this world, and no one can return her Song Nanqiao.

The only thing left is to go see her.

Wen Wenyao stood up slowly and walked towards the cabinet. He remembered that there seemed to be a fruit knife here.

He opened the cabinet and took a closer look. It was really here. Wen Wenyao picked up the fruit knife without hesitation and walked into the bathroom.

The sheets were used by Song Nanqiao. Except for the things in the bathroom, almost everything else in this room had been touched by Song Nanqiao. She didn't want the things Song Nanqiao left to be stained with dirty blood.

So she chose the bathroom...

Turning on the shower, cold water drops fell on her hair and wet her body. The transparent white shirt could not cover the girl's weak body, it was too cold... Wen Wenyao shivered a bit, then picked up the fruit knife next to it.

As if he couldn't feel the pain, Wen Wenyao slashed across the aorta fiercely, the fragile skin could not be pierced by the blade, and soon, a bloody trace appeared in front of him, followed by a bright red one. blood.

Strange color on white skin.

Slowly, blood rushed to the white tiles, and Wen Wenyao felt a little dizzy, so he slowly leaned against the wall and closed his eyes.

Feeling that the strength of his body was being taken away bit by bit, Wen Wenyao's brain began to be chaotic.

Except can feel some on the wrist

Apart from the traces of pain, Wen Wenyao didn't feel any other pain. Compared to losing Song Nanqiao, these were nothing.

Even if he was slashed by a thousand knives, it would not compare to the pain of losing Song Nanqiao. Wen Wenyao didn't dare to experience the feeling of being ripped out of his heart.

very soon……

I'll come to see you soon, be nice, wait for me patiently, I'll do it as soon as possible... I won't make you wait long.

must wait for me

I'll be right over to see you...

The author has something to say: the first three chapters should be from Xiao Wen's perspective

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