Chapter 11

Hearing the sound, Li Xi raised his eyelids and glanced at him, only to see that he was neatly dressed at this time, with a black coat and a white shirt, which made him look thin and tall. It turned out to be a little bluish white.

Almost visibly haggard.

Chu Yan walked down the stairs, passed through the living room expressionlessly, and walked to the door, without even looking at Li Xi who was sitting at the dining table.

His undisguised cold attitude actually made Li Xi a little angry, and a silent anger grew from the bottom of his heart. However, when he spoke, his voice was unexpectedly flat, "Where are you going?"

"Go to Work."

Li Xi placed the knife and fork flat on the snow-white tablecloth, his tone was gentle but unquestionable, "You don't have to go today, didn't you say you wanted to go home yesterday? I've already asked you for a week's leave."

Chu Yan looked back at him in astonishment, only to see that his originally indifferent eyes were more like a bottomless frost at the moment, but that attitude was somewhat relaxed, with a hint of indifference. bad.

In an instant, Li Xi could actually feel the muscles all over his body tense, and it took a while for him to slowly recover.

Li Xi looked him up and down sharply, and after a while, he seemed to have had enough of his expression and attitude, and a contemptuous smile appeared on the corners of his lips, "How is it, do you think it's okay with me? Look at me. How many people out there are tired to death every day, but can barely support their families with a meager salary... In fact, you are quite smart."

I never knew that words could hurt people to such a degree. The smile on his face was gentle and polite, but his words were cold and cruel, like a sharp blade.

Chu Yan raised his eyes and looked at him, and there was a trace of emotion in his eyes that was difficult to describe in words, but it was only a momentary thing, and soon it was not covered by his thick eyelashes, and it took a long while for Li Xi to listen to him gently. , replied in a low voice with an inexplicable emotion, "You are right."

His attitude was actually very docile, but somehow it made Li Xi even more unbearable, as if the softest part of his heart was suddenly stabbed heavily. He was like this, as if he silently acquiesced, tacitly acknowledging that from the beginning, he just used to deceive himself, and never gave half of his sincerity...

But what really annoyed him was that until now, he would still be deceived by his good disguise appearance, and even yesterday... he would feel a bit of inexplicable and ridiculous unbearable from the bottom of his heart.

Li Xi's eyes fell on his hand holding the computer bag. He tried so hard that his fingernails were all bluish-white, and because his skin was so fair, he could even see the bluish-white blood vessels floating on the back of his hand.

And he looks a little sad now, how much is it true?

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Not having to go to work is actually a good thing for Chu Yan. He took advantage of this vacation to return home by the way. For the profession of a doctor, annual leave is basically a very luxurious thing. He was going to go back to work after the third year of junior high, and now Li Xi just solved the problem of asking for leave for him.

And for a whole week after he went home, Li Xi didn't call or send him a message, as if he had completely forgotten about him.

The small town in my hometown has not changed much for ten years. Liang Suici's parents are very old, and they often have three illnesses and two pains. The son in M ​​City is very busy with work and it is almost difficult to take care of it. arrive.

Fortunately, there is a daughter who can often come home to help take care of him.

But in fact, Liang Fangyuan and her husband's braised vegetable shop can't be separated from people, and the couple have also had conflicts over this.

On the morning of New Year's Eve, Chu Yan took advantage of the family's New Year's dinner and gave all the gifts he brought back.

The little nephew was very happy to get the cool remote control toy car, and he couldn't sit still after eating two bites of food, and pestered Chu Yan to teach him how to play.

"Don't you think you're spending money? This thing doesn't have to be a few thousand big?" Liang Fangyuan scolded with a smile, "Be good, let your uncle eat first and play later."

"Maomao likes it." Chu Yan smiled and touched his little nephew's round head, and adjusted the remote control for him.

"Sister, you've worked hard this year. I can't take care of my family even though I'm working abroad, thanks to you."

Liang Fangyuan looked at his handsome brother, who was so handsome that one could hardly take his eyes off him, and his heart was full of relief and pride. My younger brother has been Yuxue cute since he was a child. It seems that he has inherited all the excellent genes of his parents when he was young. Any relative who sees him will praise his appearance. Compared with himself, everyone likes her beautiful and lovely younger brother more. , she actually complained sometimes, but whenever he followed behind her and called her "sister" softly, her heart softened.

The most important thing is that this younger brother is also good at studying. He has a decent job now, and he has a good deed of filial piety. Whatever good things happen, he always remembers himself in his heart. In fact, I don't know that his life is not easy. I don't have many vacations throughout the year as a doctor. I have worked hard to save a little money and send it to my home.

"What are you talking about? Did you eat well in City M? I think you lost a lot of weight this time around." Liang Fangyuan sighed, "Don't work too hard, your health is the most important thing."

"Yeah, your sister is right." Wang Fuyi on the side echoed, "And you also have to serve snacks for your marriage. I am your age, and Mao Mao was born."

As he said that, he picked up the wine glass in front of him and gently touched the one in front of Chu Yan, "You can do whatever you want."

"You also drink less, you will have to drive when you go back." Liang Fangyuan took the half bottle of wine left from the dinner table and said to Liang Sui again, "Although your brother-in-law is usually a mess, he doesn't say anything. wrong."

Chu Yan: "..."

"By the way, you talked about this." Wang Fuyi took a sip, put down the cup, and asked Chu Yan, "I have a cousin who just graduated from college this year. She majored in English and has a lively personality. Would you like to take a look?"

"Come on, just your cousin. Where's the liveliness, I think it's just pungent. My brother can't be restrained if he is so honest."

Chu Yan silently bowed his head to eat and did not answer, but felt that this scene was very familiar.

On the night of New Year's Eve, the sound of fireworks and firecrackers rang out at twelve o'clock on time. Chu Yan was disturbed by the movement and did not feel sleepy, so he picked up his mobile phone and watched it for a while.

The night in the countryside is as thick as ink, and after the lively sound of fireworks and firecrackers, the whole world returns to silence, and the sound of the night wind blowing across the grass can be faintly reserved.

Because it was a newly built house, the walls were only roughly painted with white paint, and the bright lights overhead reflected on the snow-white walls, making people dizzy.

He fell into a drowsy sleep until the middle of the night but suddenly woke up. It was a very uncomfortable heart palpitation, followed by a strong sense of suffocation, and a warm liquid poured out of the nasal cavity, because the back Some of them poured into the mouth and nasal cavity too late, causing him to cough violently.

...

There were still many people at the entrance of the county hospital on the fifth day of the fifth year. There was only a glass door between the hall and the infusion hall, and the loud cries of babies and children could be heard.

Chu Yan had a blood routine done on an empty stomach yesterday morning, and the test had not yet come out. The next day, the hospital called to ask him to take a time to do a bone marrow puncture, and his tone was still a little heavy.

"Sir, you have to be mentally prepared." The doctor removed his hand from the mouse and pulled out an examination report from the medical record board in front of him.

Chu Yan frowned, put one arm on the table, and said calmly, "It doesn't matter, just say it."

"It's leukemia." The doctor pushed the examination report in front of him with a bit of regret in his eyes.

"But don't give up hope. As long as you can find a suitable bone marrow match, the cure rate can reach 90%. However, because of limited medical conditions, we still recommend you to go to a large hospital for treatment."

The doctor sighed that even if a suitable bone marrow type could be found, rejection could occur at any time in the later stage, not to mention that this expensive treatment cost is almost sky-high for a family in a small county.

Chu Yan took the inspection report in his hand and looked at it several times to confirm that it was really not misdiagnosed before he sighed and said, "Thank you, I see."

...

When he came out of the hospital door, Chu Yan shredded the inspection report and threw it into the trash can at the door.

In fact, it was a bit of an accident. He played cannon fodder and experienced various ways of dying before, some were car accidents, some were terminally ill, but they were all he had foreseen long ago, not like this time at all.