Chapter 13

This kind of illness actually consumes a lot of people's willpower. Even though Chu Yan has experienced many times more serious and dangerous diseases than leukemia, he is still a little overwhelmed.

System 2333 was lying on his pillow, watching him incomprehensibly as he filled the vitamin bottle with antibiotics.

[Master host, why don't you let the male lead know? According to the level of medical conditions in this world, leukemia has a complete chance of being cured. ]

Chu Yan poured two pills into the palm of his hand, and swallowed them with warm water. [Since I want to continue living with him in this world, of course I have to think long-term. People are like this, where there is no regrets. Even when you are in love, you are willing to give without turning back, but once you feel that you have been let down and hurt, your previous giving will become a burden to deepen this resentment...]

[But what does this have to do with whether you tell the male lead about this? ] System 2333 couldn't understand, and in his system knowledge, the emotion aspect was the most lacking.

[Of course, to make him truly willing to pay from now on... You know, my profession was originally cannon fodder slag attack...] Chu Yan smiled. , but the relationship between two people should be the process of your coming and going. If there is only one-sided giving and acceptance, this relationship cannot last long.

But he doesn't really want to pay, so he can only create an illusion that he has paid.

Although it is not as arbitrary as before, it is also a very unique experience.

[Forget it...it doesn't matter if you don't understand. ]

...

The dinner was still very rich. Chu Yan recognized that two of them were made by Li Xi. As for the other more complicated dishes, they were probably the hotel takeaways he ordered.

The two of them didn't have the habit of talking when they were eating. When Chu Yan put down his chopsticks and started drinking the soup, Li Xi looked at him again and asked, "Are you finished?"

"I ate some in the afternoon, I'm not too hungry now."

After hearing this, Li Xi didn't ask any further questions as if he had just mentioned a word casually. After all, he knew that he never had a lot of appetite.

But that night, Li Xi saw that he vomited out all the food he had eaten. There wasn't much in it. What he vomited later was complete stomach acid.

Li Xi had been standing beside him and looked at him. From his own perspective, he could even see the prominent shoulder blades on his back due to his bent, the snow-white neck with black hair behind his head, and the blue and white blood vessels that were clearly floating. After wiping his face with the towel on the side, he opened his mouth and asked the doubts in his heart.

"Are you ill?" Li Xi looked at his thin cheeks and the corners of his eyes that were physiologically red due to vomiting, and a vague feeling of unease appeared in his heart.

"No, it's probably just eating bad things in the afternoon." Chu Yan shook his head, and couldn't help bending over to cover his abdomen. Just after vomiting, he felt a needle-like sting in his stomach.

"There should be medicine at home, I'll look for it."

When Li Xi walked into the door with the pills and warm water, he saw Chu Yan leaning on a large reclining chair from a distance. His posture was actually very relaxed. Because the heater was on, he was wearing only a light-necked sweater, and looked out the window slightly absent-mindedly.

Following his gaze, he could only see the dotted lights of the shopping mall building on the opposite side, the breeze was blowing from the heights, the sky was dark, the dark clouds were gathering from nowhere, and there was a breathless air in the air. dull.

"Take the medicine." Li Xi put the medicine on the small table in front of him, raised his hand to check the time, and then said, "I still have a little work to do, you can go to bed early after taking the medicine yourself."

Before he could reach the door, he heard someone who had been silent all of a sudden call him softly, "Li Xi."

His voice was actually very soft, but Li Xi's footsteps suddenly stopped, "What's the matter?"

"Li Xi, let's... end this relationship... I don't want to continue." His voice was full of exhaustion, as if he had been suppressed for a long time, and his tone was heavy.

Li Xi's body froze, then slowly walked back to the reclining chair, looked down at him and said, "You don't want to? So what?"

His voice was unusually calm, but in such a silent room, it was so calm that it was almost cold and cruel. "Do you think you have any qualifications to bargain with me? Did my attitude recently give you the illusion that I still have you in my heart?"

"Whatever you think, I just think it's boring. I've already rented the house and will move out from here tomorrow. As for what you want to do..."

Li Xi sneered, raised his hand and pinched his chin, the other party's skin was pale and without a trace of blood, he easily left a clear red mark, "You think I dare not do anything to you, right? ?"

Chu Yan closed his eyes, the voice seemed to come from his chest, his lips trembled slightly because of the lack of breathing, "I never thought of that."

"Never?" Li Xi stared at him, then took warm water from the small table in front of him, "Quickly finish eating and sleeping, and immediately put away your pitiful appearance that the whole world owes you."

But Chu Yan turned his face away, as if he didn't want to look at him at all.

His undisguised disdain made Li Xi unable to contain a violent urge in his heart. He placed the water glass heavily on the table, picked up the pills on the table and forced him to open his mouth, directly stuffing the pills into it. in his mouth.

The foreign object entered his throat, and he couldn't even breathe for a moment. Chu Yan struggled to break free from his hands, shaking uncontrollably. For a while, he couldn't make any sound. After a few seconds, he began to cough sharply again. .

Li Xi let go of his hand and looked at him, his body froze, and handed him the water on the coffee table, "Drink some water."

However, his choking sound intensified, mixed with the sound of gasping for breath, Li Xi patted his back, but saw that he suddenly raised his hand to cover his mouth and nose - there was blood flowing between his fingers. , and even the chest cavity was constantly vibrating because of his suppressed coughing.

This is because the nosebleed that should have flowed out into the nose and mouth due to the violent coughing, the scene was actually very shocking, Li Xi was immediately frightened by him, and his mind went blank for a second...

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In the middle of the night, the corridors of the hospital were silent and cold, reflecting a pale and dizzying light under the bright lights.

Li Xi held the inspection report in his hand and looked at the person in front of him with a sullen face. His expression was even calm, but his eyes were sharp and cold, "Are you sure?"

His tone was also very calm, and if you didn't listen carefully, you would have noticed the trembling of the end sound.

"Yes, Mr. Li. The test results can't go wrong... But this is not the worst case, because the development cycle of chronic myeloid leukemia is very long, so as long as you cooperate actively, most patients can be cured even with drug treatment. of……"

Li Xi's back was about to collapse, and his eardrums were buzzing. In fact, he couldn't hear what the doctor was saying at all. The nerves in his head were beating suddenly, causing his consciousness to be a little distracted. After a long while, he put the examination report on the table, pushed away the chair, stood up and asked, "Should he be hospitalized first?"

"Although the domestic medical level has improved a lot over the years, the conditions are limited, and for your friend Mr. Li, my best suggestion is to go abroad for treatment, but the most important thing is to find the bone marrow that matches the patient. "The doctor subconsciously felt that since the patient was Li Xi's friend, he should also be rich or expensive.

"I see." Li Xi put his trembling hands into his trouser pockets, then turned around and strode out of the office.

Li Xi took out his mobile phone from the balcony and started to make a call. It was already an hour later when all the calls were finished.

As long as a suitable bone marrow type can be found, leukemia is not so terrible...

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, suppressed a low voice and whimpered. Outside the window was the darkness that could not be seen, and the whole world fell into a dead silence.

He originally thought that hating him was painful enough, but at this moment he realized what was the worst trick of fate to people.

Does he know this fact himself?

You should know... After all, he is a doctor himself, so how could he not know...

Li Xi pondered in confusion. Suddenly, a strange and absurd thought flashed in his mind—if he knew it, when did he know it?

His heart beat violently because of this sudden thought, and the answer was about to come out, probably because there were too many wishful thinking hidden in it, so he didn't dare to be sure of the answer in his heart.

He took out his phone again and made a call.

Zhang Chengye had just finished a dinner party when he received a call from Li Xi on his way home.

"Do me a favor... at the hospital in M ​​city... check a person's medical records..."

...

When Li Xi opened the door of the ward and entered, the nurse was still adjusting the infusion tube for him, "It's only one o'clock, you can sleep here for a while."

Chu Yan nodded, but before he was sleepy, he took out his phone and looked at it for a while. He changed into a blue-and-white striped hospital gown with an open front. Due to the recent rapid weight loss, the hospital gown still looked a little too big.

Li Xi looked at him, the whole world seemed to have turned into an illusory background, until the nurse looked up and saw him standing at the door, and said, "Mr. Li."

Chu Yan also raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were very calm, except for his pale face that could not be ignored, as if there was no difference from usual.

As soon as Li Xi walked over, the nurse consciously left the ward.