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Chapter 14
Chapter 14
It was quiet in the ward, and real needles could be heard. When Chu Yan saw that the person was Li Xi, she turned her head away after a while, as if she was deliberately avoiding him.
Li Xi walked over and looked down at him for a while, his eyes fell on his face, which was obviously haggard, and a suffocating pain spread uncontrollably in his heart.
Is it a very hopeless thing to face all this alone? Was it because he was about to be unable to hold on, that he looked at himself with such sad eyes...
Before coming in, Li Xi actually had a lot of things he wanted to ask him, but the moment he saw him, he suddenly felt that there was no need. All the resentment and unwillingness to be so vulnerable in the face of life and death are not worth mentioning, in fact, you have always known, right? I love this person and want to be with him... no matter how he deceived me...
The so-called revenge is just because I can't let it go... It's just an excuse for not wanting to cut off relations with him completely. Because I can't let go, I can only keep him by my side in this way...
Li Xi didn't know how long he stood beside the bed and watched. When his breathing gradually calmed down, he bent down and tucked his quilt up, and then dimmed the light on the bedside.
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Zhang Chengye was actually quite surprised when he received the call in the middle of the night. After all, Li Xi rarely contacted him directly when he had nothing to do, especially at such a late hour.
He even thought that he had just drank a glass of white wine before he heard it wrong, or this was actually Li Xi's fantasy.
That person actually had leukemia?
But what surprised Zhang Chengye even more was what Li Xi said next. This person actually began to think that Liang Suici was deliberately betraying him because he knew that he had leukemia and that he would not live long...
Although I always knew that this friend of mine would always lose his head when he encountered Liang Suici's incident, but what he said this time was really outrageous!
"Did he tell you that? Fuck... I said, can you stop being so gullible, how do you know that he didn't say that on purpose because he was worried that he had leukemia, no money for treatment, and couldn't find a bone marrow match... …”
But the voice over there was almost choked up, the language was confusing, and his emotions seemed to be about to collapse completely. After hearing this, Zhang Chengye was silent for a long time, but then he sighed.
Li Xi must have dug the ancestral grave of Liang Sui's family in his last life, and only in this life will he come to repay his love debt. When the two of them were together before, I couldn't bear to see Li Xi acting like a silly dog who only wagged his tail when he saw Liang Suici.
"Okay, I'll just check it out for you, it's not a big deal, eh... don't cry yet..." Zhang Chengye lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth, holding his forehead a little irritably to persuade, "I'll follow you. Said, don't rush to cry, first send his blood test report to the NMDP bone marrow bank, ah... they have been sent, that's fine. Isn't that a saying that good people don't live long... ... um no... should be able to find a match soon... think about this
Era
Why is leukemia so serious? "
After hanging up the phone, he was stunned for a while, and felt a little magical again, thinking to himself that he had done something wrong by being so young, how could he make his emotional life look like a third-rate dog-blood idol drama every day.
Although there are only a few large hospitals in M city, there are quite a few private hospitals and clinics. It is quite troublesome to check them all.
But fortunately, he has a wide network of connections, and now is the age of information technology, no matter who's medical records will be backed up on the Internet, the specific time period can be basically determined, and the scope is also narrowed to the hematology department. So what surprised him was that just after he finished sending the message here, at six o'clock the next morning, before he woke up, he heard a notification from his mobile phone. He woke up with a jingling, and found that there were a few more emails in the mailbox. .
He opened it and took a rough look, but the more he looked, the more frightened he became, and there was no sleepiness left. This email contains two blood test reports and bone marrow test reports that Liang Suici did at Tzu Chi Hospital last November. The two test reports were done on the same day. Generally speaking, if the blood test report appears In the case of "three low blood", the doctor will recommend a further bone puncture to confirm the diagnosis. Obviously, the number of immature cells on his bone marrow biopsy report was abnormal, and the NPA staining result was abnormal... In other words, Liang Suici had secretly checked himself before the divorce...
He originally thought that Liang Suici would not really be able to do it like this... But he didn't expect that he would actually do it... But he only hesitated, Zhang Chengye finally sent the email to Li Xi.
I don't know if he will cry happily or completely collapse...
The more Zhang Chengye thought about it, the more he felt that his heart was congested, and his mood was so complicated that he couldn't sit still... He quickly got up, washed his face and brushed his teeth. He was about to drive straight to the hospital, but after thinking about it, he turned around and went to a nearby hospital. The florist picked a bunch of orchids in a light color.
By the way, also bought a luxurious fruit basket nearby, after all, was visiting a patient...
He drove all the way to the hospital, went to find out the ward number, and then went up with flowers and fruit baskets. The ward was on the 21st floor. Zhang Chengye actually called Li Xi before he arrived, but the other party didn't answer.
Unlike the noise below, the 21st floor is very quiet, and even the pungent disinfectant in the air does not smell very strong.
One or two nurses came and went with trays, and Zhang Chengye followed one of them into the ward directly. But as soon as he entered, he didn't see Li Xiren, only Liang Suici, who was sitting on the hospital bed with his head down and playing with his mobile phone.
Although I knew him before, I always disliked him, and because of the divorce from Li Xi at that time, the two had a very stiff fight. Now that there are only two people living alone like this, the atmosphere can't help but feel a little awkward.
Zhang Chengye walked over and put the bouquet in the glass vase on the bedside table, then stood by, watching the nurse pack the brown pills and hand them to him.
The huge and heavy floor-to-ceiling curtains were pulled open, and the golden sunlight shone into the room. Zhang Chengye looked at his obviously thin and pale side cheeks, and there was an inexplicable feeling in his heart, but he didn't know how to speak first.
"Are you here to find Li Xi?"
"Hmm..." Zhang Chengye thought to himself.
"He's not here, you can just wait if you want."
It wasn't until the nurse pushed the stroller out the door that Zhang Chengye saw him lift the quilt and pretend to get out of bed.
"Eh...Where are you going?" Zhang Chengye was taken aback by his sudden movement, and subconsciously wanted to reach out to help him, but he gave him a strange look.
"Go to the toilet."
Zhang Chengye withdrew his hand in embarrassment and let him go to the bathroom by himself. He casually flipped through the magazines on the coffee table on the sofa outside the ward, and when he turned his head, he found that Li Xi had pushed open the door and entered.
...
Zhang Chengye asked the nurse for an ice pack, sat next to him, patted his shoulder, and comforted, "...It's not as scary as you think..."
Li Xi pressed his browbones and put his elbows on his knees. The grief from the bottom of his heart spread to his mouth, causing his hands to tremble slightly uncontrollably.
How long had the two been together, and why did they turn a blind eye to the truth within reach, but still believed in such a clumsy lie.
"Hey... Who can think of it, but it's not too late. Even if leukemia is treated conservatively, you can live for five to ten years..."
Before he could feel the body of the person next to him froze, Li Xi turned his face, and there was a look of despair in his eyes.
Zhang Chengye was taken aback by his gaze, and then he scolded himself for being an idiot.
In order to change the subject, Zhang Chengye pointed to the suitcase beside the sofa, "By the way, what is this."
Li Xi wiped his face, "His clothes and daily necessities."
Zhang Chengye sighed when he saw that he was in a state of restlessness, "Don't panic first, discuss it with him, and persuade him to actively cooperate with the treatment as soon as possible, instead of dragging it around."
Li Xi shook his head and nodded, "I'll go see him." He tried his best to calm down, then stood up, opened the door and walked in.
Because the sound insulation inside and outside the ward is very good, Li Xi opened the door and found that he was watching TV.
The morning sun was very abundant, casting warm patches of light on the wooden floor.
Li Xi walked over, pulled a chair and sat down beside the bed, watching him quietly. Time passed slowly until the fear and anxiety in his heart were gradually replaced by firmness.
"What are you looking at me for?" Chu Yan noticed his motionless gaze, turned his head and asked.
A look of pain flashed across Li Xi's eyes, and then he folded his hands together in his hands, and said in a low voice and firmness, "Don't be afraid, the doctor said that the current medical technology is very advanced, and it will definitely be cured. of."
Chu Yan was stunned, and subconsciously wanted to take his hand out of his hand, "What did you say."
"I already know, you really don't need to lie to me anymore..." Li Xi looked at him, he was so in pain that he could barely speak, as if all the air in his lungs had been taken away, he said every word Authentic, "Do you really want me to show you the blood test report you did at Tzu Chi Hospital on November 5th?"
Chu Yan looked at Li Xi steadily, and after a long while, his lips trembled heavily, "So what... What does this mean?"
Every word he uttered was very difficult, and he looked at Li Xi and repeated it again, "I am indeed... but so what..."
It seems that his mind is very chaotic, perhaps because of the instability of blood pressure, his spirit is in an extremely dull state, and he subconsciously wants to refute, but he can't find any reason or excuse for a while...
Li Xi looked at him silently, then stood up and slowly took him into his arms, and said lightly and firmly, "Don't be afraid, I will find the best doctor for you, these are not terrible..."