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Chapter 27 Fanwai: Cannon Fodder Slag Attack's Be Fanwai
Chapter 27 Fanwai: Cannon Fodder Slag Attack's Be Fanwai
"Like what you said about bone marrow transplantation, in fact, if a successful match can be found in the chronic phase and accelerated phase, there is a chance of cure, even if it develops to the blast phase, it can be transplanted, but... Regrettably, it has now been Completely missed the appropriate transplant period, and the patient's body functions are gradually showing signs of failure, the operation at this time actually does not have much effect, but only deepens the patient's pain..."
The doctor's words seemed to be heard clearly and nothing was heard. Li Xi leaned back in the chair, his body was so stiff that he couldn't move, as if all his strength had been exhausted.
A thick layer of black fog gradually appeared in front of him, and his mind was buzzing. Li Xi looked at the doctor with difficulty and said, "Then what do you mean... how long can he live?"
Looking at Li Xi's reaction, Dr. Li couldn't solve the doubts in his heart. He clearly cared about this patient very much. He looked like he had a lot of friendship.
But as a doctor, he doesn't have the right to spy on other people's private affairs, but he can't help but feel infinite regret. He finally just took a long sigh and said the truth: "It is estimated that it will be about a month."
"One month..." Li Xi opened his mouth and seemed to want to say something.
Dr. Li was terrified, but saw Li Xi bent down suddenly, raised his hand and covered his eyes tightly.
"Mr. Li, are you not feeling well?" Dr. Li was afraid that something might happen to him, so he immediately stepped forward to support him, and asked hesitantly.
Li Xi shook his head, the hand holding the brow bone was full of blue veins, and after a long while he raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot, he looked at the doctor with an indescribable look: "Even if you give him the best medicine, it's better medical conditions, isn't that okay?"
Dr. Li choked, and after a long while he smiled bitterly: "Mr. Li, if it were earlier, it would have been saved, but now it's too late."
In fact, the patient was completely dragged into this situation. As a doctor, the last thing he wanted to see was such a situation. It was obviously a young and good life.
"But Mr. Li, I take the liberty to ask, is that patient your friend?"
"This is not your business..." Li Xi staggered to his feet and interrupted him: "You just need to do your best to heal him. I will send someone to deal with the cost tomorrow morning."
After he finished speaking, he turned around and strode out of the office. Dr. Li watched him leave, shook his head, and muttered silently for a while - really don't understand how rich they are.
There was a balcony at the end of the dark and cold corridor. The faint morning light came in from the windowsill. The little nurse led Li Xi to the door of the ICU intensive care unit: "Mr. Li, this is it. The patient has just finished the operation, and it is not yet. Awake."
Through the transparent glass window, in the dead silence, you could even hear the beeping sound of the medical equipment inside. The sound seemed very cold and regular in the dim shadow.
The little nurse didn't know their relationship, but the aura of Mr. Li next to him was so terrifying that she didn't dare to say other unnecessary words.
"Just do your own thing." Li Xi stood at the door for a while, before opening his mouth without turning his head.
The little nurse responded, then yawned and walked away.
Li Xi stood outside the ward for an unknown amount of time before he took out his mobile phone and read the text message with only two words over and over again.
What was he trying to say, did he regret it? Do you regret what you have done to yourself? Or have something else to say...
Li Xi had no way of knowing.
All the strong love and hatred seemed to have become illusory at this moment. Whether his love or hatred, to a person who was about to die, it didn't matter at all.
Li Xi rested his forehead against the cold glass window, and thought absently and confusedly: Why couldn't he find the bone marrow match earlier? If he could find it earlier, he should still be able to survive.
Liang Fangyuan came to visit Chu Yan in the morning, but at the door of the ICU ward, she saw Li Xi sleeping on a chair, she was surprised, and patted the other person on the shoulder lightly: "Young man, why are you asleep here? "
Li Xi woke up from a chaotic nightmare, staring blankly at Liang Fangyuan for a long time before recognizing who it was.
There are still many similarities between Liang Fangyuan's eyebrows and eyes, which makes it easy to think of the relationship between the two, not to mention Li Xi has seen her photos before.
It's just that didn't expect the first meeting to be in this situation.
"I'm Suiqi's friend... I just heard about it last night, I'm sorry."
Liang Fangyuan looked a little surprised, showing a little happy look: "That's it, thank you for visiting him."
After she finished speaking, she turned her eyes to the ward, looked at Chu Yan lying inside and said, "My brother has been a little withdrawn since he was a child, and he is not good at interacting with people. You are the first friend who came to visit him, wait a minute. He should be very happy to see it when he wakes up."
"Really?" Li Xi smiled bitterly. He couldn't tell the current relationship between the two. I'm afraid they weren't even friends.
Then he won't be happy when he wakes up and sees himself...
"Well." Liang Fangyuan turned to look at him: "But he usually wakes up in the afternoon. I think you should go back to rest now."
Liang Fangyuan could clearly see that he came here overnight last night, and his face was obviously blue and black, and his face was visibly haggard, and he couldn't help feeling a little moved.
Do you usually wake up in the afternoon?
Li Xi's heart suddenly twitched. He called himself the only time he was awake, and he called for two days in a row, but he didn't answer.
He choked up: "Then I'll see him again in the afternoon..."
——
Li Xi came here at 12:30 noon. Liang Fangyuan was not there when he came, and Chu Yan was still awake.
There were too many instruments in the ward. From Li Xi's angle, he could only see the respirator covering most of his face, and the hand resting on the bed sheet.
He waited at the door for a while, then the deputy dean heard the sound and said carefully, "Mr. Li, do you want to arrange a room to wait for a while, and we'll tell you when the patient inside wakes up."
He still can't figure out whether Mr. Li has a grudge or a relationship with the person inside, so he doesn't know what to do.
If there is love, then the best medical resources will serve him, and it will definitely give him the best hospitalization experience comparable to a five-star hotel. If there is hatred... then it doesn't matter, anyway, they are all people who have one foot in the coffin.
"You just need to spend more time on him, don't worry about me."
Hearing these words, the vice-principal understood it almost instantly, staring at Li Xi's stern face, repeatedly saying, "Don't worry about this, we will try our best to treat every patient."
Li Xi nodded, but there was no excess emotion on his face.
The vice president is also a discerning person. Knowing that he doesn't want to be disturbed, he left after a few polite words.
After waiting for more than two hours, the nurse came to tell him that Chu Yan was awake. After swiping the permission card, Li Xi was asked to change into a sterile suit and enter the icu.
The surrounding temperature was a little low, and Li Xi walked over to realize how much he had lost weight in just two months.
On the hospital bed, Chu Yan slowly turned his head and stared at Li Xi for a while, as if he finally recognized him.
Li Xi stood in front of the bed and stared at him condescendingly: "When did it happen?"
Chu Yan watched him open his mouth, and the respirator was immediately covered with a layer of white mist. He raised his hand and took off the oxygen mask himself, his chest heaving slightly, but his tone was extremely normal: "About a month ago, now think about it. It's ridiculous to think..."
Li Xi's eyes were quiet, and when he saw him turn his eyes to himself again, he panted and said, "You come, do you have anything to say?"
He seemed extremely tired, and there was no blood on his lips. After waiting for a while, Li Xi didn't wait for Li Xi to speak, then he smiled slightly, lowered his eyes lightly, and said, "Forget it, it's probably not a good word, I'd better not listen. already."
That smile was extremely short, and Li Xi wasn't even sure if it could be considered a smile. He originally thought that his heart was already numb, but at this moment, it seemed as if a cold steel needle had stabbed into the flesh. A kind of heart-piercing pain, almost all of the air in the lungs was taken away, making it painful to even breathe.
Li Xi closed his eyes and opened them again, his knuckles turning white from his fists. After a while, he heard his difficult and hoarse voice: "Live well... I only hope you... Live well..."
But the words were too pale, and he turned over and over again and only had this sentence - live well.
In the chaotic mind, only this thought remained clearly.
Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, but did not speak for a while, and then heaved a long sigh, saying that people who are about to die are also good at their words. He felt that even if he played the role of cannon fodder, he should conform to this natural law, so he just nodded: " I see."
Li Xi didn't know why, he opened his mouth subconsciously and wanted to say something, only to see that he had closed his eyes.
Except for the medical staff, the icu couldn't stay for a long time after all. Li Xi was able to enter because the hospital made an exception for him. After staying there for about half an hour, he was invited out by the nurse.
Li Xi watched the nurse put the oxygen mask back on for him, and said anxiously, "Next time, I can't just pick it up by myself, it's very dangerous, you know?"
From then on, Li Xi would come to see him every afternoon, but Chu Yan's time to wake up became less and less. Even when he woke up, Li Xi sat next to him and he rarely spoke again.
Every time Liang Fangyuan came over, he could see Li Xi leaning against the door of the intensive care unit, his eyes were unspeakably uncomfortable.
"Don't be sad, I think Xiaoci doesn't want to see your good friend sad for him." Liang Fangyuan had long accepted this fact, but thought that Li Xi might not be able to accept the news at first glance, so Sometimes he couldn't help but comfort him.
Now that my brother is in so much pain inside, sometimes there will be a kind of birth. Since there is no hope, it is better to get rid of the idea as soon as possible, after all, it will save you from suffering.
Li Xi shook his head, his nose was sore, and his emotions seemed to be out of control. He abruptly got up and went straight to the bathroom.
He took a handful of water and looked up at his red eyes in the mirror. Instead of going back immediately, he stayed on the balcony for a while.
Here at the end of the corridor, the sun shines through the broad-leaved trees at the window, casting mottled shadows on the floor, so quiet that you can hear the leaves rustling clearly.
Footsteps came from far and near, and two people were talking in low voices.
"What do you think the patient in Ward 416 has to do with Mr. Li? I can't understand it now, do you know? Mr. Li comes every day, and every afternoon."
"It doesn't make sense what the relationship is. I still feel sorry for that patient. He looks so good and young..."
"Yeah, it looks really good. It's a pity that it's a pity. I thought that even if it didn't work that time, I could wait for the next match, but I didn't expect it to suddenly get infected."
Li Xi was just listening casually in front of him. When he said this, his heart jumped violently, and his body tensed subconsciously.
"Isn't that what leukemia is like? Some people who live for a long time can live for more than ten years. I won't talk about such unfortunate ones... Who knows that if you miss it once, you will miss it forever."
"I can't figure out what these rich people think, I really can't guess..."
Ding
The elevator door opened suddenly, and the sound of footsteps sounded, isolating all voices from speaking.
The hallway was dead silent again.
After hearing this, Li Xi's mind went blank. He was stunned for several seconds before he could react. The nerves in his head were beating suddenly. He took a step, but his knees staggered softly. He hurriedly reached out and grabbed the edge of the window before barely stabilizing his body.
The eardrum buzzed for a while, and then he remembered something and strode towards the director's office.
Dr. Li was looking at documents in the ward when a nurse suddenly came in and whispered a few words to him. Before he could finish speaking, the door slammed open.
"Mr. Li..." As soon as he spoke, he was startled by Li Xi's appearance.
Li Xi fixedly looked at the doctor, his originally indifferent expression seemed to be mixed with ice balls, his expression looked extremely violent, and he asked, "Is there a suitable match?"
Before Dr. Li could answer, he continued pressing: "Then why didn't you arrange surgery for him at the beginning? You told me that you had missed the best transplant period, but it was obvious that when the bone marrow match appeared, surgery could be arranged. Deliberately delaying the treatment is the responsibility of your hospital at all!"
Hearing his accusation, Dr. Li was trembling for a while, he hesitated for a while before he said carefully: "At that time... we didn't know that he was your friend Mr. Li, otherwise..."
"I don't know?" Li Xi sneered, took a step forward and grabbed him by the collar: "This is how your hospital treats patients, and you are so righteous despite your life?"
His voice seemed to be squeezed out of his throat, and his teeth were chattering: "Okay...you just wait for the lawsuit and sit through the prison!"
The little nurse next to her was so frightened that she took a few steps back and leaned against the wall, not daring to speak out to stop her but she did not dare to go out.
Dr. Li was sweating coldly on his back, and he didn't dare to resist when he was restrained. He took a breath of cold air and said tremblingly: "No, Mr. Li, I think you have misunderstood, it's not that we don't operate on patients... it's a match. The successful donor has temporarily regretted it, and in this case, our hospital can't do anything..."
"Temporary regret?" Li Xi choked his breath and asked repeatedly in a low voice.
"Yeah, this is completely the freedom of the donor, but our hospital has also worked hard for a long time. It was really too harsh and rude to the donor at that time... He said that he would donate only five million yuan... We thought that If you wait, there will be new styles... so..."
Who would have known that Mr. Li would come to ask for his guilt now. If he knew this, he should have tried everything possible to win it once.
"We treat every patient's life very carefully, Mr. Li, you really misunderstood..."
Li Xi froze almost immediately, a terrifying thought suddenly flashed across his mind, his heart stopped beating for half a beat unconsciously, layers of paralysis spread from the depths of his brain, He tried to suppress the beating nerve endings, tried his best to control the trembling jaws, and asked, "Did this happen around the 13th of this month?"
"Wait..." Dr. Li's mind was a little unclear because of his fright. Although he didn't know why, he still searched the medical records on the table, and found Chu Yan and the Chinese-American HLA partner. Type report, dated March 10, and then nodded: "The donor made this request on the third day after the successful matching, probably on the morning of March 13.
Dr. Li looked at Li Xi with sweat on his forehead. If Li Xi really wants to sue, then I am afraid that he is really finished...
Li Xi kept looking at him, and it took a while to understand what he said. He grabbed the matching report from him and read it over and over again. Then he raised his eyes and glanced at Dr. Li who was still wiping his sweat with a tissue. .
Suddenly, he opened his mouth, moved his lips, and smiled silently.
No matter how he thinks about it, he can't think of it... It turned out to be a call for help.
He kept guessing what the person was going to say when he called him, but he never thought that was the case.
He had called himself almost immediately, that is to say, as long as he saw it, he could completely save him... Because for him, it was obviously a simple thing.
With a smile, his tears came down: "So that's how it is..."
As long as you answer the call that day, or answer the call the next day, even if it's the third day, you can see that text message... But what are you doing in those days?
"Mr. Li, what's the matter with you?"
Li Xi shook his head, his teeth were clenched, the veins on his forehead were exposed, his eyes were red and he staggered two steps against the table.
Dr. Li stepped forward to support him, but he pushed him away.
The whole world was spinning, it was a feeling of being submerged to the point of suffocation, as if a flood was surging from all directions, Li Xi choked a few times sharply, suddenly bent down suddenly, and started to retching violently while holding on to the table.
It turned out that he was begging himself to save him...
"Mr. Li-"
"Mr. Li-"
——
Li Xi didn't show up again for a week, and Chu Yan was finally able to confirm that his mission had been completed.
The 1551 system basked in the sun on the windowsill, and couldn't help urging again: [Sir, this world mission has been completed, let's hurry up and go to the next one. ]
Chu Yan sighed: [Well, it's completely cured anyway. ]
This semi-drowsy state lasted for about three more days. Finally, after another emergency rescue with persistent high fever, the hospital issued a critical illness notice to the relatives.
Although knew this day would not be too far away, when it came, it still caught Li Xi and Liang Fangyuan by surprise.
On the day he was transferred to the general ward, Chu Yan was even allowed to watch TV for a while, which happened to be the real variety show in this world.
[So handsome, this appearance is really standard for romantic male protagonists. ] 1551 A face is almost stuck on the screen.
Chu Yan ignored him and talked to Liang Fangyuan who was standing in front of the hospital bed for a while, and then couldn't help falling asleep. His doctor's order and property notarization were ready, and he was ready to leave this world at any time.
Li Xi came here that night. The ward was very quiet and dark, except for a small light on the head of the bed, and a red indicator light flickering slightly from time to time on the medical equipment on the side.
He sat quietly for a while, then slowly held Chu Yan's hand, and then bowed his head and kissed it very lightly and reverently.
He opened and closed his lips, unable to make a sound because he was choked up: Are you blaming me?
The only response to him was dead silence, Li Xi rubbed his eyes, and finally lowered his head and pressed his forehead tightly against the back of Chu Yan's hand, not moving for a long time.
I don't know how long this posture was maintained, but the monitoring instrument on the side flickered twice, and the curves with different frequencies suddenly fluctuated chaotically, and then silently drew a straight line without any fluctuations.
At the same time, there were messy and noisy footsteps in the corridor, the wards were pushed aside, and doctors and nurses poured in and surrounded the beds.
"Doctor, the patient's heart has stopped, the pulse has stopped-"
"Heart Compression—"
——
Five years later, Li's enterprise held a shareholders' meeting, and Li Xi donated all his shares to the Leukemia Foundation.
Regarding Li Xi, the media only know that he has a homosexual and an adopted son who has studied finance in country F since he was a child. The lover is well protected and has never appeared in public. This move is very curious, and there are different opinions and speculations about his decision.
In March, the rain gradually increased, and the spring was strong. The trees in the cemetery in the suburbs were washed by the rain, looking green and lush.
Li Xi was wearing a black suit with black gauze on his arms. The years had dyed the hair on his temples gray. His eyes fell on the photo on the tombstone for a while, and then he slowly crouched down and took out a handkerchief from his pocket. Lightly wiped clean.
He was silent for a while, and then slowly said, "I seem to have been saying sorry to you all these years..."
After saying this, he paused for a moment, looked at the still young face in the photo, put his forehead on the cold and hard tombstone, and smiled slightly, but his tone was a little melancholy: "But this year I don't want to talk about it. This is it."
Li Xi lightly rubbed the stone tablet: "Actually, no matter what I say, you probably won't hear it."
The surroundings were quiet, except for the slight sound of the leaves blowing gently by the breeze.
"Sui Ci." Li Xi whispered and cautiously said, "I love you..."
Seemingly aware that his voice was too soft, he hesitated for a while, fearing that the other party might not be able to hear him, and then repeated it in a murmur: "I love you..."
He sat in front of the grave for a while, talking a few words, until it was getting dark, he got up and left.
Five years later, Li Xi died at the P city villa at the age of thirty-nine.
——End of the cannon fodder version