Chapter 43

After Chu Yan said this, she stared straight at Xu Linshen for a moment, pursing her lips tightly, but there was uncontrollable pain and irony in her eyes.

When Xu Linshen met his gaze, his heart shook for a while. He always thought that he knew Zhong Yu very well. He thought that maybe he was born with a lack of emotion. He was always proud and indifferent. Maybe nothing in this world could make him sad. Sad.

But it turned out that he would also be sad, and it was even related to himself...

Xu Linshen's expression changed slightly, and his heart seemed to be suddenly tightened with fine pains. He looked at Chu Yan and said in a low voice, "Zhong Yu, why do you think so?"

Having said this, he smiled as if mockingly at himself: "When did I just play with you... What do I do to you, do you really not feel it, or are you just pretending to be everything? Can't see?"

Chu Yan looked at Xu Linshen fixedly, his eyes moved slightly, and after listening to him finish speaking for a while, he put his elbows on the table, lowered his head and said softly: "Mr. Xu is indeed very kind to me, I also As I said, if there was no President Xu, there would be no Zhong Yu today."

He said this tone, but Xu Linshen was inexplicably irritable. Zhong Yu's words seemed to show that there was nothing else to talk about between them.

At the beginning, he helped him in his career, and he felt that it was right. In his eyes, there should be no separation between lovers.

Tolerate each other, understand each other, and support each other.

He was always willing to give it, but now it only makes him feel embarrassed, as if he is going to use this to blackmail Zhong Yu, as if aside from these, they can't find a moment of tenderness in their lives... …

Xu Lin's eyes were painful, his fingers clenched involuntarily, he looked at Chu Yan and said, "You know I'm not referring to these, Zhong Yu."

When Chu Yan heard this, he smiled bitterly, his tone was a little unstable, and he shook his head: "I don't know."

"I don't know, what else is there besides these?"

Xu Lin was silent for a moment, then looked at Chu Yan firmly, and said in an unsteady tone: "Besides these, there are many more... So you need me to tell you this?"

If everything else can't be proved, then what about these legs? And what has supported him these days is actually only hatred.

He was reluctant to face these legs, because it reminded him all the time how humble and ridiculous he was for a person who didn't love himself, was indifferent and selfish to the point of being cruel.

But later he suddenly discovered that it wasn't that Zhong Yu turned a blind eye to all this, but that he really didn't notice it from the beginning to the end, and he didn't know whether to say that Zhong Yu was slow and indifferent, or that he was too absurd and pathetic.

After Chu Yan heard this, her eyes gradually calmed down. She looked at Xu Linshen and asked, "What about Le Huo?"

Xu Linshen's heart sank suddenly, his throat twitched: "Zhong Yu..."

Chu Yan looked away from Xu Linshen, then lowered his head and laughed miserably: "Look, all this is already clear."

Xu Lin looked at his pale face deeply, as if he couldn't listen to what he said, and couldn't help but feel a strong sense of powerlessness in his heart.

He had always wanted to see Zhong Yu regret and feel sad, and taste the pain of being rejected by the one he loved, but what he didn't expect was that Zhong Yu had misunderstood him so deeply, even to this point, He used to be miserable because of what he did, but now it seems that it is just a ridiculous misunderstanding, and he is still stupidly doing things that make the relationship between the two more irreversible.

"No matter what Mr. Xu thinks of me, he is still not reconciled. I don't think there is any need to meet or contact in the future, so maybe it's a good time to get together and break up."

Gather or go away?

Xu Linshen inexplicably felt a burst of ridicule and absurdity.

He was able to get together and disperse well, just because he didn't care enough. Like himself, it was impossible for him to escape.

After Chu Yan finished saying this, he stood up from the sofa and said to Xu Linshen, "I hope President Xu will stop doing those unnecessary things, so why deceive yourself."

Xu Lin raised his head deeply, and when Zhong Yu brushed past him, his voice was hoarse and low: "Zhong Yu, I sometimes wonder if you have a heart."

Chu Yan paused, turned around suddenly and looked at Xu Linshen with cold eyes, then sneered and asked, "I don't have a heart?"

Having said that, Chu Yan's eyes fell on his legs, his eyes moved slightly, I don't know how long it took before he finally spoke with difficulty, but his lips were trembling slightly: "I only ask you one last question... …”

"After that incident, you have become what you are now, and you may never be able to stand up again... Then have you ever... regretted it?"

Xu Linshen's heartbeat suddenly jumped violently in his chest, because it was so violent that his fingers couldn't help curling up.

Chu Yan stared at him, his eyes were slightly red, and there was even a bit of sadness in his eyes: "Do you think... it's not worth it?"

It was obviously a condescending gesture, but Xu Linshen noticed that his hands that were hanging by his side were shaking uncontrollably because they were holding them too hard.

Xu Lin looked at him deeply and asked in a low voice, "Zhong Yu, do you really want to know?"

Chu Yan just looked at him without saying a word, but his back was extremely tight.

Xu Lin was silent for a moment before speaking slowly, perhaps because of the slow speech rate, his voice sounded a little gentle: "You ask, even if I answer, how do you know that this is the case? Isn't it my truth?"

Chu Yan stared at him and said in a hoarse voice, "Just answer is enough."

Xu Lin sighed deeply, and his heart was mixed for a while, but he spoke very calmly: "Although I feel sorry, and even sometimes resented, I have never regretted it."

After he finished speaking, Chu Yan's clenched hands suddenly loosened, and then he closed his eyes heavily, his voice was indescribably pale and desolate: "You... just don't regret it..."

Xu Lin sighed deeply, and shook his right hand comfortingly by his side, perhaps because he had been blowing the air conditioner for a long time, and in such a hot summer, the skin on his wrist felt a little cold to the touch, but that's how it was. The temperature and touch made Xu Linshen's heart tremble slightly.

But in the next second, Chu Yan shook his hand away, smiled, and said in an extremely tired and hoarse voice: "I hope you will never regret it..."

——

It is the hottest season of the year, but Zhong Yu's work schedule is still full, and Cheng Yang follows him everywhere, his feet not touching the ground every day.

"Thunder" is scheduled to be broadcast in the prime time of summer evening in mid-July. It will be broadcast on two TVs simultaneously, and the entire network will be broadcast simultaneously. The platform and schedule are excellent.

On the first day of the broadcast, the ratings of satellite TV were shunted by the dual-channel simulcast, so they were overwhelmed by the other two urban family emotional dramas that had already started broadcasting in early July, but they got off to a good start.

At the end of the first day and two episodes, the popularity of the show started with Zhu Peilang, the male protagonist played by Le Huo. The comment area was mixed with praise and praise. Some viewers felt that he could keep people from appearing in many old dramas. And it's already very good to be able to identify his own highlights. Some audience members said that Le Huo's acting skills were almost turned into scum in seconds under the natural acting skills of several old actors. play.

The Douban score of "Thunderbolt" is quite satisfactory, but compared with several other works of Zhao Director, both the Douban score and the ratings on the day of the premiere are much lower, and many netizens even began to sing badly, because not only Lehuo, but also as this The showman is obvious to all, and many people even think that "Thunder" has a bad start this time, mainly because of mistakes in casting.

And this kind of voice is almost one-sided, and the audience rating of "Thunder" was still stubbornly suppressed by the discussion on the first network on the second day of the broadcast.

And this situation changed on the fourth day of the broadcast. As the third male lead of the show, although Zhong Yu is not as high as the other old actors, he has also been questioned and can't stand the ratings. rate, but on the Internet, his influence is undoubtedly amazing.

In addition to the hot search on the first day of the crew's broadcast, on the night when the second young master of the Su family played by Zhong Yu appeared in the seventh episode, four of the top ten most popular searches on Weibo were about "Thunder" and the second young master of the Su family played by Zhong Yu.

"Thunder" Zhong Yu's acting skills

Su Ershao was beaten

Su Ershao is good-looking and can do whatever he wants

Zhong Yu's Appearance of the Second Young Master of the Republic of China

——I don’t know if it’s because my acting skills were so bad before, so I had low expectations for Zhong Yu’s acting skills. I actually think... This time he played really well, it is said that it is still the original sound, right?

——This role is very suitable for Zhong Yu, a proud and noble young master. He is not annoying at all. The little actions and details are so good. When he was beaten, he cried too pitifully. want to hug him. !

The following blockbuster is all about praising Zhong Yu's acting skills and the appearance of the Republic of China. Perhaps it is because the start is too low, so this progress is particularly obvious. This situation makes Fang Dingyao very surprised.

After all, in her expectation, as long as Zhong Yu can complete this role well, it will be very good not to be scolded too badly. really don't expect him to have any outstanding performance.

The car was parked downstairs in Zhong Yu's apartment, Fang Dingyao took out a few shopping bags from the back seat of the car and handed them to Zhong Yu: "Why is the state so bad recently, what's wrong?"

Chu Yan took the bag and shook his head: "No, it's just that the weather was too hot and I didn't sleep well at night."

Fang Dingyao looked him up and down, and found that he was almost thinner: "It's true that an artist should be thinner to be on camera, but it can't be too thin. There's nothing to do tomorrow, you can just take a good rest for a day..."

Before she finished speaking, her phone rang again.

Chu Yan waved at her, took out the key from his pocket and walked into the community.