Chapter 55

When Xu Linshen arrived at the hospital, the door was already surrounded by reporters. They all tried to squeeze forward while carrying cameras, but they were all blocked by bodyguards and police, and they couldn't even get in.

The popular traffic cut their wrists to commit suicide - whether the result is an attempt or a success, it is a shocking surprise. As long as it can be reported first, this month's bonus will not be worrying about.

Several police cars were parked at the entrance of the hospital. The reporters were still interviewing the police, but suddenly they saw Xu Linshen, the CEO of Jiaxin, and they were agitated and wanted to surround him.

Are these two related? How did Xu Lin Shen arrive so quickly?

Xu Linshen didn't care about them at all, and followed the doctor all the way into the emergency department. The lights in the emergency room were still on, the corridor was silent, and a middle-aged man was guarding the door. Red blood.

"Hello...Are you Mr. Zhong's family member? That I am the property of the community..."

The dazed and uneasy feeling along the way finally dissipated. Xu Linshen raised his head and stared at the red light in the emergency room for a while, then unconsciously squeezed his fingers: "This... what's going on?"

Seeing his bleak face, the property manager subconsciously determined that it should be a family member, so he told him what happened: "That's it, about seven o'clock, the security alarm at Mr. Zhong's house rang, and I was at that time. Knocked on the door for a long time and no one answered..."

"Mr. Zhong doesn't have his parents' phone numbers in his cell phone. I also saw that he has been in contact with you a lot in the past few days, so I think he should be relatively close..."

His words were like chaotic background sounds, Xu Linshen forced himself to concentrate on listening to some, and only vaguely caught some words.

As time passed by, Xu Linshen felt as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss, and his whole body was surrounded by thick panic.

I don't know how long it took, and in the empty silence, only a "pop" was heard, and the lights in the emergency room went out.

At the same time, the door of the operating room was pushed open, and the doctor held his hands half-raised. There were several bloodstains on the gloves, masks and blue surgical gowns.

"Is it a family member... I'm sorry, the brain has been deficient in blood supply and hypoxia for too long. We have tried our best..."

Xu Linshen didn't even know how he got into the emergency room. The doctors and nurses all withdrew. There was only deathly silence in the space. The medical equipment was still running, and even the smell of blood in the air was obvious. Intense.

The man lay quietly on the cold operating table. His eyes were closed, his face was pale and gray, and he was not angry at all.

The wound on the wrist was very deep, almost deep enough to see bone. The blood on the wound had not yet solidified. The water was mixed with the wet blood, and it turned dark on the pajamas.

Xu Lin went over deeply and gently held the hand on his side. The tentacles had no temperature at all, it was cold to the bone.

The cold ice seemed to pass through the fingertips all the way, and went straight to the depths of the heart.

"You..." Xu Linshen raised his eyes, his eyes fell on his cold face, his lips trembled uncontrollably, and the voice squeezed out of his throat changed his tone completely, "Zhong Yu..."

But in this space, apart from the beeping sound of instruments, there is nothing.

The whole world seemed to be twisted into cracked color blocks, and the world was spinning around in front of him. Xu Linshen called out again, but the voice was so difficult that it seemed to tear his throat apart: "Zhong Yu..."

Why are you doing this?

I never thought of letting you do this, why would you do it... don't you never care?

No, it shouldn't be like this... The person who died, no matter what, shouldn't be you.

If he did all this, but only to make the result like this, in order to completely lose this person, in that fire, he should have died.

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#popular traffic niche Zhong Yu committed suicide at home, or suffered from depression#

As soon as this bad news came out, it was like thunder on the ground, and the entire entertainment industry was shaken.

As one of the most popular traffic in recent years, Zhong Yu's popularity has always been very high. The scandal broke out some time ago, and the storm has not subsided until now.

Zhong Yu's fans couldn't believe it at all, and they all left messages under his Weibo, until the company and studio issued a statement one after another, they had to accept this fact.

Extremes turn into opposites. After half a month of online criticism, the trend of one-sided remarks has slowly changed.

At this time, an anonymous account on the forum found out the background of Zhong Yu's life experience through some channel.

——My mother has been bedridden with diabetes for many years, and my father has set up a different family. Since high school, Zhong Yu has not paid a cent for living expenses. At that time, participating in "Voice of the Stars" was only because of the 30,000 yuan promised by the crew.

The content of this post is well-founded, and many of Zhong Yu's former high school classmates and teachers came forward to testify, which is very credible.

As soon as this post was published, it immediately occupied the home pages of major forums, and it also hung on the Weibo hot search for three days. For a while, there was a fierce discussion on the Internet about depression and Internet violence. However, the deceased is gone, and now All he can do is name him.

...

Two years later.

Xu Linshen pushed the door open, and the wooden door made a slight noise. Because it had been unoccupied for a long time, the house looked empty, cold and unpopular.

Although it was only two years old, many of his hair on his temples were gray, and he looked particularly old and haggard.

The heavy curtains completely blocked the light, and the furniture was covered with a layer of white cloth. Xu Linshen went to remove the white cloth on the sofa and coffee table, and a layer of choking dust floated in the air.

There was also a half-spread magazine on the table. Xu Linshen picked up the remote control and turned on the TV. The empty and silent living room instantly became lively.

Xu sat in the living room for a while, looked around, and finally settled on the photo wall on the wooden closet.

Each of the young people in the photo has a bright smile, and the bright and warm sunlight seems to come out from his smile.

Xu Linshen picked up one and stared at it for a while, and the corner of his mouth revealed a little smile unknowingly.

After realizing what he was doing, his body froze, and a sharp stabbing pain spread from the paralyzed heart, and his breathing stopped for a few seconds. After a while, he closed his eyes in pain.

How can I be qualified, if it wasn't for myself, all this would not have happened.

He killed him by himself, killed himself... the person he loves the most. But what are you doing now?

He held the photo frame in his hand, and his fingers lightly stroked the face of the young man in the photo, trying to see clearly, but his eyes gradually blurred.

Pain... It's good to suffer, you killed him, these are what you deserve...

Xu Linshen placed Zhong Yu's photo gently and pushed the wheelchair to his bedroom.

Although it was cleaned every week, the bedroom was left intact as it was, neat but not tidy, and it looked as if someone lived there.

Opposite the bed was a metal desk with two layers of comics and game discs on it. Xu Linshen picked up a comic that was casually placed on the table, and gently smoothed the corner.

Just as he was about to put the book back on the shelf, a piece of paper suddenly floated from the middle of the book, twirled in the air, and landed on the floor.

Xu Lin paused for a second before leaning over the armrest of the wheelchair to pick up the piece of paper from the floor.

It is an unfinished courier slip, and there is a little trace of oil stains on it, which is very conspicuous.

Xu Lin sighed deeply, opened the comic book, and was about to put him in again, but when he suddenly caught a glimpse of the recipient, his pupils shrank slightly.

- Xu Linshen

It was actually his name, so he, did he want to send himself something?

Xu Linshen put the book back on the shelf, but when he lowered his head, he caught a glimpse of a cardboard box placed under the metal desk.

The cardboard box was a bit big, and the opening was still half-open and unsealed, because the place was hidden and there was a little dust on it. He carefully moved the box to the table, but his eyes were on the top hardcover book. The cover suddenly solidified.

This book……

Xu Linshen took the book out of the box and put it on the table, but found that there were many things inside, a large box full of them.

Watch, sunglasses, hat.

Almost all of them were birthday gifts he gave to Zhong Yu... Xu Linshen's movements froze and his mind went blank for half a minute. Does Zhong Yu actually keep all these things?

He thought he had already lost it.

His eyes fell on the courier list to the side again, Xu Linshen was slightly stunned, so... Zhong Yu, did he want to return all these things to himself?

Picking up the courier slip and reading it again, Xu Lin's mind flashed a word in a trance.

- I've got something for you, come and get it.

For some reason, he suddenly felt an indescribable grief in his heart, he choked up, lowered his head and covered his eyes tightly.

I'm afraid Zhong Yu also thought that what he said meant to cut him off completely, but obviously that's not the case. All he did was just to make him regret it and make him care more about himself, but he never did. I thought about it for a moment...it was completely broken.

never have...

If he knew that he loved him so much, and still loved him, if he knew...would he choose to come to himself after the incident, instead of being forced into such a desperate situation.

Xu Lin smiled silently, but there was only sadness and desolation in his eyes.

You have always known him, he is such a proud person, in fact, as early as when you did these things, you were already destroying him step by step to the brink of irreversible desperation...

That night, a fire broke out in the villa and apartment in Jingjiangyuan Community. Because the fire spread extremely quickly, when the firefighters arrived, the fire had already turned half of the sky red...