Chapter 64

When Shen Muchuan entered the ward, Chu Yan was already awake, and he was standing in front of the window looking out of the window, not knowing what he was looking at.

The sun shines in through the transparent glass windows, leaving a warm spot on the wooden floor, making the entire ward feel indescribably warm and clean.

Shen Muchuan walked over, staring at Chu Yan for a moment, with a complex and sad expression in his eyes, and said softly, "Why didn't you tell me...you had a car accident five years ago?"

If it was a last resort because of a car accident, it would be completely different.

But why didn't you tell me?

Thinking of this, Shen Muchuan's eyes fell on the wound on his hand, which was actually very obvious, and could be seen almost at a glance, and the blood on his wrist had pooled up because it had not circulated for a long time. The circle has turned blue and black.

Chu Yan was stunned for a while, and then seemed puzzled for a long time: "This... is there anything I need to tell you?"

His eyes were indifferent, as if he really didn't care, Shen Muchuan gave a wry smile, and asked back with difficulty, "Do you really think it's unnecessary?"

Chu Yan was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "...If you take something that doesn't belong to you, you should always pay a little price. And now, you have taken it back from the company, so I can actually be considered a light-hearted person. "

Shen Muchuan looked at him with a complicated expression, opened his mouth and asked, "Since you think so now, why did you do that then?"

Is it true that in your heart, I am not at all comparable to those illusory things?

In this case, why did you put all the shares in the account after leaving? Is it really just because of uneasy conscience?

"I want to ask you, brother, have you always hated me? Hate me?" Shen Muchuan has always wanted to know, what kind of existence is he in his heart?

Could it be that during the years they were together, the other party was really just playing on the scene, just to take advantage of him?

Chu Yan stared at him for a while, then sighed and said, "Why should I hate you, let alone hate..."

Hearing these words, Shen Muchuan raised his head blankly, his throat choked, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

Just don't hate, just don't hate... what about the rest? Nothing at all?

After realizing this, his heart gradually sank, and he finally smiled bitterly: "Then have you ever regretted it? At that time, you did that, in the past five years, have you ever regretted it at any moment? "

Why did you choose that way? I love you so much... I'm willing to give everything for you, obviously we don't need to lose both sides like we are now...

Have you ever regretted a single moment when your life or death was uncertain?

Chu Yan did not answer his question, but looked out the window lightly and said, "How can you regret what you have done."

His voice was very low, so low that only he could hear it. Having said this, Chu Yan turned to look at Shen Muchuan, his eyes moved slightly, but he stopped talking, but he moved his lips and finally said nothing. Sighed wearily.

Shen Muchuan looked at him all the time, feeling extremely uncomfortable. He lowered his head and forced a smile: "Brother now I really don't even want to perfunctory me."

Chu Yan was silent.

Do not regret it? Although this answer was already in his expectations, hearing him say it himself, Shen Muchuan still felt a heart-wrenching feeling.

That's right, he shouldn't expect anything.

The reason why he was good to himself before was probably just to make life easier in the Shen family. It was understandable at first. After all, the purpose of his parents when they adopted him was not pure, let alone how good he was...

But what if he could find a reason for all of this, brother, he almost never cared about his own feelings...

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Chu Yan stayed in the hospital for nearly a week, and except for seeing Shen Muchuan once that morning, he never saw anyone else.

On the day that Chu Yan was discharged from the hospital, he had nothing to pack. He was brought here directly from the prison at that time. Apart from some things that Shen Muchuan had prepared for him, he had no luggage.

And Shen Muchuan never showed up, but asked one of his subordinates to come and see him off. The subordinate lifted his luggage into the car for him, and then returned his ID card and mobile phone to him, along with a card and a pair of cards. key.

That was the key to the Shen family's old house, and this property was actually within the scope of being seized, so it seemed that it was still given to Shen Muchuan.

What he meant by this was obvious - he would no longer be locked up in the future, and he could go wherever he wanted.

Chu Yan took the key of the old house and sighed, thinking that the sea view villa is better.

After a nearly four-hour flight, after returning to City B, Chu Yan received a call from Shen Muchuan, asking him why he didn't go back to Shen's house.

"Thank you, but we have nothing to do with each other, so try not to keep in touch in the future."

There was silence over there for half a minute, and even through the phone, he could feel his sudden stagnation of breathing.

Chu Yan waited for a while, and hung up the phone without hearing him speak.

In the wallet that Shen Muchuan returned to him, there was still a sum of his own cash, which was not much, about five or six hundred.

Chu Yan first rented a house with the few hundred dollars, roughly tidied up his luggage and room, and then went to a nearby Internet cafe to make a resume and put them on several direct employment platforms. .

[Master host, you have a hundred million in that card! We can still go to the qaq of the sea view villa. ]

[...] The money was originally his two months ago, but now it's someone else's.

Chu Yan didn't understand why an intelligent system of his could still have his own preferences, and it was such a preference that could not be spoiled.

...

Chu Yan's personal resume is very beautiful. He graduated from the top ten C University in the world and has very rich work experience. It would have been easy to find a job, but most companies were reluctant to use him because of the criminal record.

And the reasons for rejection are basically the same - your education and work experience are very outstanding, it is really overkill for a small company like ours, I believe you will have better development.

Chu Yan submitted resumes and hit the wall everywhere, but could not find a suitable one. He often went out early in the morning, but could not go home until late at night. In fact, this is very difficult for a pneumonia patient who has just been discharged from the hospital. of.

However, a company that had submitted his resume in the first place called and asked him if he would like to come to their company for an interview tomorrow.

Chu Yan naturally agreed that it was a foreign trade company and needed someone who knew foreign languages ​​and business knowledge to help them sort out and reply to their emails.

The result of the interview that day was very successful. After the interview, the interviewer told him that if he could, he could go to work the next day.

The company he was interviewing for was not big, and the department where Chu Yan worked had only five or six people, all of whom were young guys and girls, most of whom were in their early twenties.

But in fact, Chu Yan's face is also very young. Colleagues only think that this new colleague looks really good in a thousand miles. The good thing is that he seems a little alienated and indifferent. Colleagues usually ignore him when they have meetings after get off work, because they probably feel that in their hearts, they always feel that they are not in the same world as themselves.

This kind of life lasted for about two months, time passed quietly and quickly.

In the past few days, the company has received a relatively large order, so the workload of their department has increased a lot, and they have worked more overtime for a few days in a row. Generally, it is 9 o'clock in the evening when everything is finished.

The subway station is still some distance away from where he lives. The weather in May and June was a bit sultry, but it all dissipated on this windy night.

On the way home, Chu Yan bought some daily necessities in a supermarket close to home, and walked to the building where he was from the darkness.

However, at the door downstairs, he saw Shen Muchuan who had been waiting for a long time. Compared to himself, who was dressed in formal clothes just after get off work, his clothes seemed very casual and comfortable.

Chu Yan looked surprised, but Shen Muchuan's heartbeat quickened for a moment. Although he had been able to know and understand every day's news for the past month, it had been a long time since he stood face to face like this.

He never dared to show up because he didn't know if he could restrain his urge to hurt someone he didn't want to hurt the most, even though this person had hurt him mercilessly...

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but snorted lightly, laughing at his own ridiculousness, what was he doing crazy?

Seeing him standing there silently, Chu Yan didn't have any extra patience and walked away from him and walked towards the door.

Shen Muchuan stopped him: "Brother."

When Chu Yan stopped and turned to look at him, Shen Muchuan opened the co-pilot's door and took out an invitation card from inside.

The lights downstairs were dim, with only a few street lamps emitting warm yellow light, and then he silently hooked the corners of his lips in Chu Yan's puzzled eyes, and said slowly, "Brother, my engagement banquet next month... I hope You can come here, after all, in this world, you are my only relative."

His eyes were fixed on Chu Yan, as if he hoped to see anything different from his eyes except for the indifference, but he was completely disappointed.

Chu Yan looked at the invitation card in his hand and hesitated for a moment, but instead of reaching out to take the invitation card in his hand, he raised his lips and smiled slightly: "Then I'll congratulate you here first, but I think I last time It's been made clear on the phone that we don't have any relationship now."

Every time the other party said a word, Shen Muchuan's heart sank a little, and his eyes became colder and colder, until the last word fell, and the surroundings fell into a dead silence, and he slowly opened his mouth: "Brother really Do you think it doesn't matter?"

Chu Yan was silent for a moment, and said, "I'm very grateful that you finally chose to let me go. It's fine now... But that's all, there's no need for more."

"If you just want my blessing, this level should be enough."

If his previous sentence only made him angry, then this sentence completely broke Shen Muchuan's emotions.