Chapter 69

[I only made one person's portion just now, and I've finished eating it now. ]

[…] The system always feels that the host is playing with the male lead. What should do?

Chu Yan looked down at Shen Muchuan's blushing face for a while, and reached out to put it on, and found that the temperature on his forehead was very hot.

After thinking for a while, he still went to the bedroom to find a packet of cold granules and soaked it. Then, holding the steaming cup, he patted Shen Muchuan who was sleeping on the sofa on the cheek.

Shen Muchuan was woken up by his actions, opened his eyes, his face was still a bit dazed, his black pupils, which were burned by the high fever, slowly turned to Chu Yan's face, and said hoarsely: "Brother ……What's wrong with me?"

Chu Yan glanced at him and put the cup on the coffee table in front of him: "You have a fever."

Shen Muchuan sat up, his mind seemed to be turned into a paste, his headache was about to explode, but his consciousness became much clearer. As soon as he moved, the blanket slid off him.

Looking down at the blanket covering his body, Shen Muchuan was stunned for a moment, then looked up at Chu Yan, only to find that he had already turned to go to the kitchen.

Shen Muchuan stared at his back for a while, then reached out and picked up the cold medicine on the table, lowered his head and took a sip, and found that the taste was not bitter at all.

He looked at the room while drinking the cold medicine. The room was not big and the decoration was very simple, with almost nothing extra.

After a while, Chu Yan came out of the kitchen and put the porridge in front of him: "Have something to eat, and ask your assistant to take you back after eating..."

Shen Muchuan responded vaguely, looking at the thick boiled white porridge on the coffee table, his heart was warm, it was sour and astringent.

He was flattered, but his tone was a little sad, and he asked, "Brother... This is what you made for me?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, and handed him the spoon.

[Master host, do you dare to tell him that this is actually the takeout you ordered? ]

Chu Yan smiled: [Don't you think he was having a good time eating? Does it make a difference if you buy it or do it? ]

The system looked at it and found that Shen Muchuan really enjoyed his meal.

After finishing the bowl of porridge, Shen Muchuan looked up at Chu Yan who was sitting opposite him and asked, "Brother... have you eaten?"

"have eaten."

Shen Muchuan nodded, then sat on the sofa holding the bowl, not knowing what to say.

Chu Yan took out his mobile phone and handed it to him, saying, "I called your assistant just now, but he didn't answer."

Shen Muchuan stared at the mobile phone in his hand for a while, then finally took it back, slowly lowered his head and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother... I know everything, Uncle Shen has already told me. You... don't need to do any more. lied to me..."

Chu Yan's body froze instantly, as if he didn't understand what he was saying, he just said in a daze: "What... what did you say?"

Shen Muchuan's eyes suddenly turned red, his chest turned emotionally tumbling, and there were so many ready words that he couldn't say.

If Uncle Shen hadn't told him, how long would he be planning to hide it?

In order not to make himself sad, did he allow himself to misunderstand him like this, hurt him, and never justify it?

Shen Muchuan gave a wry smile, and instead of answering Chu Yan's question, he stared at him and asked, "Brother, can you answer me a few questions before this?"

Chu Yan's eyelashes trembled fiercely, and she pursed her lips as if she knew what he was going to ask.

Shen Muchuan saw his reaction in his eyes, and the guilt and pain in his heart were even stronger. If it wasn't for himself, he wouldn't have to suffer such a childhood at all. He should have been carefree...

"Brother, why... after you did what you did five years ago, you still have to deposit all the money into my account? Why this time, even though the doctor told you the risks, you still desperately want to save I?"

Chu Yan closed his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "You have asked me many times, and if you ask again, the answer is the same... What exactly do you want to hear? Huh?"

Shen Muchuan shook his head: "Brother, I just want to hear you tell the truth."

Chu Yan looked tired, but smiled: "Although you may like to hear it, this is the truth..."

"No, it's not." Shen Muchuan choked, his throat hurt every time he exhaled, "Brother, you know it's not like this."

"You just don't want me to know the dirty truth...you just want to protect me, right?"

He originally thought that over the years, he was the only one who had given his sincerity, and his brother, he had always used falsely for himself... But this is not the case. Brother, he almost gave all his sincerity to himself, but he did not. Know nothing.

Chu Yan looked at Shen Muchuan whose eyes were flushed, his eyes moved slightly, and after a long time he closed his eyes with difficulty and powerlessness and said, "But you still know..."

Shen Muchuan's nose was sore, he quickly raised his hand and pinched the bridge of his nose, choked up: "Then you admit it, right?"

When Chu Yan heard this, her throat choked, and her eyes were indescribable: "Even if this is the case, so what? Everything has already happened, and it was too late five years ago."

"I woke up five years ago and found out that you were gone, and I realized that I was wrong, how wrong I was. And I'm afraid that's all we can do for the rest of our lives. You'll hate me and you'll never forgive me. ."

Shen Muchuan never thought that his brother would say such a thing... As if just listening to it, he could feel the despair in him.

He looked at Chu Yan, his eyes were full of pain, and he couldn't help choking: "Brother... I'm sorry."

The despair and sadness in his brother's tone made his heart tighten. Shen Muchuan suddenly regretted it, why did he leave back then? He must be cruel to his brother... After finally trying his best to win the game against the god of death, he woke up and found that he had left, and he did not even have a chance to explain.

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Later, Shen Muchuan didn't know how he fell asleep. When he woke up, he found that he was already in the hospital.

Seeing that he was awake, the assistant stood up from the sofa next to him and asked, "Mr. Shen, are you awake? Do you want to call a doctor?"

Shen Muchuan's eyes were fixed and he said, "How did I come here?"

"Oh, it was Mr. Qiao who called you an ambulance last night. The fever reached nearly 40 degrees last night. The doctor said that it would be pneumonia in two hours."

Shen Muchuan just casually said "um", and then he remained silent.

At this moment, the door of the room was opened. Shen Muchuan was stunned for a few seconds when he saw Chu Yan at the door, and then he said: "Brother, you didn't leave?"

Chu Yan poured him a glass of water, and after watching him finish drinking, he slowly looked at him and said, "I originally thought that I would wait for you to wake up and leave after speaking to you."

Shen Muchuan kept looking at him, panicked when he heard this, and asked, "Then can I go to your house to find you in the future?"

Chu Yan sighed, and bent over to cover him with the quilt: "What you want to say has been made clear, and I also understand, you have a good rest..."

After he finished speaking, he paused for a few seconds and then smiled slightly, but it was not obvious, and there was a bit of bitterness in it: "Your brother will also attend the engagement ceremony."

How could Shen Muchuan not be able to hear his sadness, but he was stunned by his sudden words for a while, and after he reacted, he quickly explained, "That's fake!"

After speaking, he was afraid that Chu Yan would not believe it. Huo Di sat up from the bed and grabbed Chu Yan's wrist: "Brother, what I said last time... It was all fake. I didn't get engaged to anyone at all, it was all fake. of!"

Chu Yan was shocked, took a breath, and looked at him in disbelief: "You said this is fake? You..."

Shen Muchuan wanted to slap himself with two big ears. He really did his own fault and couldn't live. How should he explain this to his brother now?

Could it be that he just wanted to use this news to test him, just to see him sad? !

The ward was quiet for a long time before Shen Muchuan saw that Chu Yan nodded slowly in his nervous eyes, then removed his hand and looked down at the time: "It's almost time for work, then you first Rest well, I'll see you tomorrow."

Shen Muchuan looked at him slightly sadly, opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say, he could only watch his brother turn around and leave the ward.

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After staying in the hospital for one night, Shen Muchuan waited until 6 o'clock in the afternoon the next day and did not wait for Chu Yan, so he couldn't help but called the other party, but no one answered after a long time, he felt a little worried, he was in the hospital He couldn't stay still, and when he was about to go through the discharge procedures by himself, he received another call.

Shen Muchuan immediately answered when he saw the call reminder.

"elder brother?"

"Did you call me just now? I'm sorry, I went to a meeting and didn't get it."

Shen Muchuan said quickly, "It's okay, you are busy."

After receiving a call from Chu Yan, Shen Muchuan stayed in the hospital again with confidence. He thought for a while, then turned over to the bathroom to take a shower. Looking at his face in the glasses, he found that he was indeed haggard, but his complexion looked It's a little deep, and you can't see the pale face.

It wasn't until about 7 o'clock in the evening that the door of the ward was opened. Shen Muchuan looked at the person who came, and found that the other person might have just got off work, and he didn't even have time to change his suit.

Shen Muchuan felt a little distressed, and felt that his brother was already very busy with work, and he shouldn't bother him like this anymore.

So Shen Muchuan went through the discharge procedures decisively on the third day, and in the next month, he would often go to Chu Yan's house. Although the other party would not take the initiative to refuse, he always felt that the relationship between the two was not as good as ever. used to be intimate.

Of course Shen Muchuan understood the reason. After all, he and his brother hadn't seen each other for five years. After meeting, there were so many misunderstandings.