Chapter 71

The sound was extremely loud, and Chu Yan's eyes were filled with thick darkness. It didn't hurt to fall on the ground, mainly because it also stumbled on the sofa and the water cup on the coffee table next to it. The scratching sound between the sofa and the floor was like this The quiet night seemed particularly harsh.

There was a click of the door opening from the side lying on the side, and then Shen Muchuan raised his voice in the dark: "What's going on?"

Chu Yan was only stunned for a while, then propped up on the sofa and planned to stand up. There were only a few small lights in the living room, so the light was not very bright. He stopped when he saw his next move.

He only saw that Chu Yan seemed to be at a loss for a moment, and then he fumbled for a while with both hands by the armrest of the sofa. His movements were very cautious, as if he was afraid of hitting something...

Although the headlights in the living room are not turned on, although the lights are not bright and the light is very dim, it is not far enough to see things.

Shen Muchuan even stopped breathing. For a while, it seemed like a thunderbolt struck people's minds, but his heart sank to the bottom silently, little by little, and then shook violently. A terrifying and dazed wave was set off, but his body seemed to be frozen, and he could hardly move for a second.

And Chu Yan didn't seem to notice his arrival, fumbled for a while by the armrest of the sofa, and then made a gesture to stand up.

But watching all this, Shen Muchuan suddenly seemed to be stimulated by something. He suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Chu Yan's wrist. At the same time, the blood stagnating in his chest rushed to his limbs. The skeleton, even because it was so fast, seemed to be able to hear the sound of blood rubbing in the blood vessels.

Shen Muchuan said with difficulty, "What are you... doing?"

After he exited, he realized that his voice was shaking so much, that there was even a bit of unnoticeable sharpness and loss of control in it, and the end tone was almost broken.

Chu Yan was stunned for a moment.

"No, it's just that I didn't stand firm just now..." Then he realized that he pushed Shen Muchuan away and stood up by himself.

Shen Muchuan stared at him closely, dubious, but Chu Yan's expression and expression were very normal at this time, as if what he saw just now was almost an illusion. Thinking back to Chu Yan's unusual behavior in the past period of time, his heart skipped a beat, and then he made a move that he didn't even imagine himself.

——He raised his hand and shook it tentatively in front of Chu Yan.

The meaning of this action is obvious, and it is a bit strange to say it suddenly.

But before he spit on himself for being stupid in his heart, he saw a scene that broke his heart and soul.

Chu Yan just blinked, and then said apologetically: \"I just remembered to drink water, I didn't expect to wake you up.\"

He didn't even realize what he was doing to him.

In fact, if a person is really invisible, his eyes will be completely distracted, but Chu Yan is different. Whether it is his expression or his eyes, he looks no different from a normal person.

It's just so normal.

Shen Muchuan's eyes were shocked, he couldn't believe it, his heart was almost frozen in the ice cave, a strong sourness came up from his throat, and even the ability to speak and think was completely deprived.

Chu Yan didn't hear the other party's answer, and there was a look of uncertainty and confusion on his face, but it was really fleeting.

Shen Muchuan saw his reaction in his eyes, his heart trembled silently again, and finally he couldn't hold back any longer, he pressed his hands firmly on his shoulders, and said in a hoarse voice, "When? Why didn't you tell me? "

His voice was mixed with a lot of inexplicable emotions, as if rolling in a circle deep in his throat.

Chu Yan was silent for a while, as if guessing the meaning of his words. He was stunned for a few seconds, as if he wanted to refute something, but he probably felt it was useless, and there was a vague expression on his face. In fact, his original His face wasn't even good-looking at all, it was even paler at the moment.

Shen Muchuan looked at him, his breathing trembled, his eyes were red, and for a moment he felt that the softest part of his heart was stabbed fiercely, accompanied by the pain of paralysis, constantly stimulating the beating nerve endings.

2333: [Master host, so you... can you see it now? 】

Chu Yan smiled, [I can see it now, but I couldn't see it just now. 】

2333 has nothing to say. He pretends to be no different from a real blind man. The host, he really does a fine job.

Shen Muchuan changed the hand on his shoulder to hold him tightly, but his own hands could not help shaking slightly: "If I hadn't found out, did you plan to keep it from me all the time?"

Almost all the deeply buried emotions poured out at this moment, both despair and pain, regret and worry. He couldn't be sure of Chu Yan's thoughts. In fact, he never understood, whether it was five years ago or now. Just like before, he originally thought that Chu Yan also loved him like he loved him, but he was just returning to the country, and everything deviates from what he thought...

"Or, do you think you don't need to tell me at all..." Shen Muchuan said sternly, "I also didn't think about my feelings when you did those things five years ago, so why would you now."

The sound of cicadas came from outside the window, and the sound was far away, but the night was as thick as black ink. Chu Yan's expression moved slightly, his lips trembled heavily, and his expression was almost as pale as it could not be concealed.

Shen Muchuan's chest shook, but he couldn't bear to say it again. He tried his best to hold back his emotions, poured a cup of hot water in front of him, and turned around to go to the balcony.

Although it was summer, the temperature at night was a bit low. After Shen Muchuan made a phone call outside and made an appointment with the doctor, the string that had been taut all of a sudden seemed to have snapped suddenly and without warning. Looking at the night like a long river, Involuntarily, bad thoughts that were almost masochistic gradually emerged in my heart.

His thoughts were cluttered and illogical, and memories rushed in. In an instant, he seemed to be back five years ago, when he was abroad and suddenly received news of his parents' car accident. When he got off the plane, he called Chu Yan several times. A phone call, but none of them get through...

Or maybe it's like returning to every night in the past five years that has been as silent as this moment, as if in the mud, surrounded by thick darkness, and no light can penetrate. ...

Shen Muchuan thought about it and buried his head little by little, his throat was hoarse and uncomfortable, his eyes were dry, but he didn't even blink.

Fate is always like this, there is always a way to give you the most fatal blow when you least expect it.

"Kidney organ failure, vision loss, if it continues to deteriorate like this, it may be permanent blindness."

The streets at noon were crowded with people, and the municipal hospital was worthy of his high expenses. The environment was quiet and quiet. Except for the occasional sound of footsteps and the beams of light thrown from both sides, the rest of the overhead corridor was quiet.

Shen Muchuan put his hands on the glass, his eyes looked down at the busy traffic on the street, but his head was dizzy for a while, his knees went weak, he shook, but he held it.

He lowered his head, and it took a long time for him to hear the sound of footsteps approaching. Shen Muchuan turned his head suddenly and saw Chu Yan approaching. He was stunned for a while, and stared straight into his eyes.

The noon sun penetrated through the glass on all sides, white and dazzling.

Shen Muchuan saw him coming, took a few steps forward, and then stopped again.

Seeing this, Chu Yan walked towards him. The half of his face below the brow bone was in shadow, but his face was almost indifferent. It seemed that he didn't feel much touched or felt by the result.

As if the man who was about to go blind was not him, but a completely irrelevant person.

But he is still so young and his life is still so long, if, if... if he is going to fall into darkness from now on, he can't imagine what kind of despair it would be.

Shen Muchuan wiped his face, straightened up, tried to make his tone sound a little more relaxed, and said, "This is not the worst outcome... Don't give up, I..."

He wanted to say, I will always be with you, always by your side, but I don't know why I didn't say it, maybe it was redundant, maybe it was because I had said these words too many times, maybe the other party didn't need it, or even just wanted to say it. feel like a burden.

What's more, the truth is always precious the first time, and it is worthless if you say it more.

Chu Yan turned his head and looked at him for a while, but didn't answer, then turned his eyes to the glass window, silent for a long time, in the dazzling light, his lips were almost transparent, and then slowly said: "Well, what you said That's right...that's good."

"Someone told me five years ago that there will be retribution for doing too much bad things. At that time, I didn't quite believe it... Now I think it makes some sense..."

Since the goodbye, this was the first time he took the initiative to mention five years ago.

It's just that he used the word "retribution". Shen Muchuan felt that the softest part of his heart was bitten by a poisonous snake and penetrated into his flesh and blood, causing his internal organs to burn with pain.

He gritted his teeth, and his voice squeezed out from the depths of his throat: "Didn't you let him pass the past..."

Before this sentence was finished, Shen Muchuan didn't dare to look at Chu Yan anymore and left without saying a word.

Because he found that he could not refute it.

Even knowing that he was a victim of that incident five years ago, knowing that maybe he was not completely so cruel to himself, knowing that he also did a lot for himself. But he still couldn't care, he always thought that if it was himself, he would never bear it.

How could he have the heart to put the person he loves the most in such a dangerous situation.

The meeting at 9:00 a.m. didn't end until 12:00 noon. Several members of the board of directors were very stubborn and difficult to deal with, and they quarreled for two hours about the cost of a project.

The assistant put the document on the table, "Mr. Shen, this is Lin Yu's resignation application, and he has already greeted the personnel department."

Shen Muchuan paused for a while, as if he was thinking about who it was, and then he frowned and said, "Resign?"

Lin Yu is his brother's assistant. He has been with him for so many years, so he should have a good relationship...

Seeing that Shen Muchuan was a little out of his mind, the assistant said, "Yes, it was proposed a few days ago, and the duties have been handed over clearly."

Shen Muchuan just nodded and didn't speak. At this moment, the phone suddenly vibrated and the screen lit up. Shen Muchuan glanced at the time, then got up and pushed the chair away, picked up the jacket on the back of the chair, and said to the assistant, "Say hello to the personnel department and follow the instructions. This month's severance allowance will be counted for him."

The assistant nodded: "Yes."

But as soon as he opened the glass door, he saw a person standing at the door.

Lin Yu stood at the door, his hand still in the posture of knocking on the door, and when he saw this, he put his hand down: "Mr. Shen, it's inconvenient to talk about it."

Shen Muchuan's consciousness was restless and sluggish, he frowned subconsciously, and his voice became quiet: "I have something to do right now, just talk to my assistant directly about work."

The author has something to say: I really want to apologize to the readers for not updating for so long. Graduation and work are indeed very troublesome, but it is still not the reason why I have been interrupted for so long and have not explained.

I was supposed to be responsible to my readers, you, but I didn't.

There is always a burst of blood in doing things, and the consideration is not thoughtful.

I am a person who likes to escape, and I dare not read the comments when I stop watch, but in fact, this is a very irresponsible behavior, and I admit my mistake.

So here sincerely apologize to you.

A thousand words can't express my apology, I can only send a red envelope.

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