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    When Yan Jing came to this world, one of the original owner's requirements was to make Chu Qiyu feel the pain.

    For this reason, Yanjing once thought about making some trouble for Chu Qiyu.

    However, he didn't do anything, Chu Qiyu made himself into this... He was also quite helpless.

     He did not sympathize with Chu Qiyu.

    It had been a full ten years since he crossed into this world, and the world had already been repaired, so he knew what happened to other people before Chu Qiyu was reborn.

    Especially Shao Shenyang.

    Seeing this memory, Yan Jing felt that Chu Qiyu deserved it.

    "What are you doing?" Su Moxiu looked suspiciously at Yan Jingze, who didn't sleep at night, hugging the pillow and sitting on the quilt.

    Yan Jing said, "I'm thinking about life."

    "What did you think of?" Su Moxiu asked.

    "I found that people as handsome and smart as me are really rare." Yan Jing said.

    Su Moxiu pulled out his pillow and smashed it at Yan Jingze: "Sleep!" This person is so crazy at night!

    "Brother! You don't hurt me! You hit me with a pillow!" Yan Jing looked at Su Moxiu with the eyes of a scumbag, his face full of accusations.

    Su Moxiu: "..."

    "Brother, you broke my heart! I want to make amends!"

    "I'm going to sleep!" Su Moxiu realized something and said alertly.

    "Exactly, I want to sleep too." Yan Jing smiled.

    Su Moxiu was very busy some time ago, he was embarrassed to toss him, it has been a long time.

    Now that Su Moxiu has slept a lot and recovered a lot, it's time to do some exercise together.

    Su Moxiu wanted to smash someone again, so he stretched out his hand to look for the pillow, but couldn't find it, and was thrown over by Yan Jingze.

    ‌Later, what kind of pillow are you looking for? Wouldn't it be nice to exercise together?

    However, should he plan to retire early?

    Otherwise, he doesn't have time to exercise, what should he do if he can't afford it one day? Thanks!

    Especially since his family brother is ten years younger than him... He must work hard to maintain it! Wait until Shi Chengying can't relax in seven or eighty years before he can relax!

    After Yan Jing took Su Moxiu to eat and wiped it up, he took the memory of Shao Shenyang's senior to Qu Qiyu.

    Chu Qiyu is twenty-eight years old this year.

    At this time of his predecessor, Shi Chengying's father went bankrupt just now, and he also bought the house of Shi's family, and brought people Shi Chengying and Shi Chengying's parents out of the house.

    After doing all this, his heart was very happy, but also extremely empty, and then he was reborn inexplicably.

    And now...

    Another insomnia night, Chu Qiyu lay in the darkness with his eyes open, hoping to be reborn again.

    If God gave him a chance, he would definitely not make trouble with his parents, would definitely not target Shi Chengying, he would honestly walk the path of the first life, be with Shao Chenyang first, and then consider other things.

    Thinking of Shao Shenyang, Chu Qiyu felt unwilling for a while.

    For two generations, he did not get Shao Shenyang.

    After graduating from high school, he went to Shao Shenyang's school to find Shao Shenyang, and it was at that time that Shao Shenyang saw his feelings.

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    Shao Chenyang refused him without hesitation, and it didn't take long for him to talk about a girlfriend, and later got married early.

    And he, he returned home in a daze, not knowing the meaning of his rebirth this time.

    Over the years, he has been trying to do something to make his parents regret, but in the end, nothing came of it.

    With a dull mind, Chu Qiyu fell asleep in a daze.

    Everything suddenly changed in front of him, as if the stars were shifting, and he came to a strange and familiar room.

    This is Shao Chenyang's room. When he was in love with Shao Chenyang, he had stalked and followed Shao Chenyang. He had been to Shao Chenyang's house and had been in this room.

     Shao Shenyang was afraid that his parents would see something, so he quickly drove him away.

    How could he be here? Chu Qiyu was wondering when he saw that the door was opened, and Shao Chenyang's mother came over with a carton of milk.

    "Yangyang, drink some milk. People say this milk is the best. A box of 10 costs 60 or 70 yuan! It's enough to buy vegetables for half a month at home..." He looked older than his actual age. A lot of old, middle-aged women ramble about.

    Sixty or seventy yuan can buy ten boxes of milk, isn't it? Although Chu Qiyu couldn't get too much money from his parents, he would borrow money everywhere to spend, but he never treated himself badly.

    However, although he thought so in his heart, he heard "self" say: "Mom, you don't need to buy me such good milk."

    This is Shao Chenyang's voice, and it is Shao Chenyang who is speaking!

    Chu Qiyu suddenly realized that he was in Shao Chenyang's body, not only that, but he could also perceive Shao Chenyang's emotions, such as now, Shao Chenyang felt very guilty.

    "You spend a lot of time studying, so you should eat well."

    "Mom, I already ate very well at school, but you, don't save so much..."

    "We are poor, so we should save some money. If we don't save money, I can give you a college degree?" Shao's mother repeated repeatedly, asking Shao Shenyang to study hard.

    Shao Chenyang held the carton of milk, and for some reason, he didn't feel warm at all, instead he felt cold.

    Chu Qiyu felt Shao Shenyang's complicated emotions.

    In addition to being annoyed with Shao Chenyang's parents, he also wanted to talk to Shao Chenyang, but Shao Chenyang couldn't hear his voice at all.

    He was like a ghost, trapped in Shao Chenyang's body.

    When Shao Chenyang's parents were at home, they cooked a big pot of rice, picked up some pickles, and had a meal. When Shao Chenyang came back, he would cook shrimps for Shao Chenyang that he liked.

    Shao Chenyang really likes shrimp, but when he saw his parents didn't move a single chopstick, he felt that the plate of shrimp was hard to swallow.

    But he couldn't stop eating. If he didn't eat, his parents would be sad.

    On weekend nights, his family will gather many relatives from his hometown, and those people will tell him repeatedly: "Your parents are reluctant to eat and wear, it's all for you, study hard and be filial to them."

    "It's so nice of you to have a good time, your parents are pampering you."

    "How could we eat so well back then?"

    ...

    He's not happy at all at home, and when he goes to school...

    All the classmates in the school treated him well. In the first monthly exam of the third year of senior high school, he only took the third exam of the third grade, which made him very stressed. He studied very hard, but had no clue, and even No suitable tutoring materials could be found.

    Will his grades continue to decline? If he steps back, will the school regret letting him study for free?

    Back in the bedroom in the evening, Shao Shenyang learned very late by himself.

    The next day, he was a little out of energy. During gym class, he hid in the shade of a tree, took out a piece of paper from his pocket, and backed up the English composition on it.

    On his back, Chu Qiyu, who is famous in the whole school and is said to be very, very wealthy in the first class, came over and talked to him.

    Shao Shenyang felt very annoyed.  This Chu Qiyu has many subordinates, and he did not dare to offend him, so he could only talk to Chu Qiyu.

    After that, there were more and more such encounters. Shao Chenyang was annoyed at first, but slowly, he was also happy because someone paid attention to him.

    However, it was neither relatives nor ancestors. Chu Qiyu gave something, but he refused to ask for it.

    Days passed in Shao Chenyang's anxiety, and an accident happened suddenly.

    His parents were found to have stomach cancer together.

    Shao Chenyang was about to collapse, but his parents still forced him to go to school and refused to seek medical treatment.

    When he got to school, thinking about his parents, Shao Chenyang couldn't stop studying at all.

    After a few days like this, the teacher noticed something strange and talked to him. He finally couldn't help crying, saying that something happened to him at home and he needed money, and asked the teacher if he could bring the money from his campus card.

    The teacher took him to the principal, and he received 40,000 yuan on Friday.

    After school on Saturday, he carried his schoolbag with money in his arms and walked to the house in trepidation. He didn't expect that when he passed an alley, a group of people rushed out to loot.

    He was so frightened that his whole body went weak, his heart beat faster, and his fear reached the extreme. Fortunately, at this time, Chu Qiyu suddenly appeared to save him.

    At that moment, Chu Qiyu was a shining hero in Shao Shenyang's eyes.

    Chu Qiyu sent him home.

    When he got home, Shao Chenyang took out the 40,000 yuan for his parents to treat his illness. His parents didn't want to go, so they insisted on keeping the money for him to study, and even beat him.

    "With this little money, can the two of us be cured?"

    "Can't cure cancer! Going to the hospital is a waste of money!"

    "Just give us a good study!"

    "If you have this kind of disease, if you don't treat it, you may live longer. If you go to the treatment, you won't have to spend money, and you will die soon!"

    ...

    In the voices of his parents, Shao Chenyang cried all night.

    On Monday, Shao Shenyang went back to school.

    He has been too depressed and uncomfortable recently, so when Chu Qiyu came to him with a smiling face, he did not refuse Chu Qiyu, and got closer and closer to Chu Qiyu.

    Chu Qiyu's attention to him made him happy. As time went by, Chu Qiyu became more and more important in his heart.

    ‌Chu Qiyu is very different from him.

    Chu Qiyu is very rich, he can spend hundreds of yuan for a meal at school! He is not from the same world at all.

    In the past, it was fine if they didn't have close contact, but now the two are friends, and they have more contact. Seeing Chu Qiyu buy a box of milk for more than ten yuan in the school supermarket, Shao Shenyang didn't blink a single eye. Mind broke.

    His parents did not go to treatment because they had no money, what about Chu Qiyu? His watch is worth hundreds of thousands.

    He wanted to borrow money from Chu Qiyu, why did Chu Qiyu lend him money?

    Chu Qiyu has always been domineering. If his friends don't agree with him, he will break up with them.

    In such a tangle, Chu Qiyu confessed to Shao Shenyang.

    Shao Shenyang panicked.

    He didn't expect Chu Qiyu to confess to him.

    If he refuses, will Chu Qiyu leave him? Chu Qiyu is almost his only consolation now, he needs Chu Qiyu.

    Also, he faintly had some despicable thoughts-if he was with Chu Qiyu, would he be able to... borrow money from Chu Qiyu?

    He wants to treat his parents.

    He promised to confess to Chu Qiyu, and he was always very uneasy when he got along with Chu Qiyu.

    Chu Qiyu basically paid for his food and drink. He said that he wanted to buy study materials, and Chu Qiyu gave him several thousand dollars. It was precisely because of this that he felt more and more disgusting.

    What is his name? Sell ​​yourself?

    In such a tangle, his grades were even worse.

    He was even more stressed.

    After the pressure was great, he couldn't help but get closer to Chu Qiyu, and talking with Chu Qiyu in a stimulating and romantic relationship could let him release some of the pressure.

    He even felt that he fell in love with Chu Qiyu.

    Chu Qiyu is really good to him.

     Then... his relationship with Chu Qiyu was discovered.

    Shao Shenyang was frightened and he didn't dare to let his parents know, so as soon as the teacher said it, he agreed to break up with Chu Qiyu and asked Chu Qiyu to break up.

    They can break up first and get back together later.

    ‌Chu Qiyu was reluctant, and even quarreled with the teacher. The teacher said a few more words, and he even tried to fight with the teacher.

    Shao Chenyang watched Chu Qiyu making a fuss, standing beside him with cold hands and feet, his teeth chattering.

    He didn't know what to do. In fact, Chu Qiyu never listened to him, just like he didn't want to make out with Chu Qiyu in school, and Chu Qiyu never cared about it.

    In the end, the matter was still to the point of calling the parents.

    Shao Shenyang admitted his mistake, said he was wrong, and was willing to break up. At the same time, he secretly prayed to God that Chu Qiyu would stop making trouble. When Chu Qiyu opened his mouth and closed his mouth, he just loved him, thinking they were right, and after speaking, he even looked at him with an inviting expression.

    Shao Chenyang almost fainted, he wanted to defend himself, and wanted to put everything wrong on Chu Qiyu, he was indeed with Chu Qiyu, and he also got a lot of benefits from Chu Qiyu, he couldn't do such a thing .

    Everything after that was very chaotic, Chu Qiyu's mother scolded him, saying that he was with Chu Qiyu for money.

    He was very guilty, he did have such thoughts.

    And his father, who always wanted face, couldn't stand this kind of insult, so he touched him.

    He didn't know what was going on, his leg was broken, and he was taken back home by his parents.

    His parents couldn't accept such a thing at all.

    They had pinned all their hopes on him, and when cancer was diagnosed, they kept saying that as long as he was admitted to university, he would be able to rest his eyes.

    But at this time, he fell in love with a man early, and his grades plummeted.

    Shao Chenyang felt that he was sorry for his parents, and his parents were even more angry.

    When his parents found some things that Chu Qiyu gave him in his room and schoolbag, they realized that he had failed in his studies, and that he was really with people for money, and even locked him at home and prevented him from going out.

    There was a splint on the injured leg. In a short period of time, he could only lie on the bed, thinking wildly every day.

    His father was always cursing, feeling ashamed of his ancestors and hating him for being shameful.

    His mother kept crying beside him.

    He wanted to cry too, but he was so powerless that he couldn't cry.

    He didn't want to eat anything, he didn't want to do anything, and some terrible thoughts began to come into his mind.

    I don't know how long it took, but Sun Binbin secretly came to him, saying that Chu Qiyu had gone abroad, and asked them to take care of him. If he needed help with anything, he could go to them.

    Shao Shenyang felt that he had nothing to help.

    He just felt disgusting, sorry for his parents, sorry for the teacher, sorry for the school, and even sorry for Chu Qiyu.

    Then... his father saw Sun Binbin.

    His father was furious and came up to fight.

    Sun Binbin ran, and after that, probably because he was worried about him, Sun Binbin and the others haunted his home from time to time.

    This made his father even more angry. He always patrolled near their house, and when he returned home, he called him shameless, said he regretted raising him, and said that without him, if he did not want to study for him, they would not necessarily get stomach cancer .

    They have even gone for treatment long ago!

    It does.

    Without him, his parents would not have had stomach cancer if they didn't eat pickles all day in order to save money, and if they didn't work hard and didn't care about eating.

    Even if he is ill, they can go to treat the disease, instead of leaving money for him to go to college, the disease is getting worse and worse.

    That day, Shao Chenyang's father vomited a mouthful of blood in front of him.

    Shao Chenyang finally collapsed completely.

    In Shao Shenyang's life, Chu Qiyu experienced it once.

    He also felt all Shao Shenyang's feelings.

    Suddenly woke up, Chu Qiyu grabbed his quilt and burst into tears.

    He didn't know how it could be like this.

    He didn't know that Shao Shenyang suffered so much.

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