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Ji Qingzhuo knew that she would never leave this experimental base in her life.

However, if there is a one in a billion possibility, she can get out of here, and she will definitely accompany Shen Rongyu to see the ocean.

Sometimes, she is thinking, she is so stupid, maybe Shen Rongyu doesn't exist.

She saw that all the companions around her started to have psychological problems, and some of them were split personalities. Their split personalities were manic and abnormal, but when the main personality took the lead, they were quiet and normal.

This made her have to begin to doubt Shen Rongyu's existence. Later, when she grew up, the ventilation pipes could not stop her, so she could only hide in the blind corner of the stairwell, looking at the faint candlelight on Shen Rongyu's side in the mirror, she asked He has a question.

Ji Qingzhuo was afraid that she would become as manic as her companions. She didn't want... she didn't want her to become so horrible and ugly that she could easily take other people's lives and enjoy the happiness of warm blood.

She is very calm, she wants to confirm whether her "Shen Rongyu" personality is safe.

Ji Qingzhuo's way of confirming this was also very lame. She asked directly, "Xiaoyu, are you a good person?"

Shen Rongyu's hand froze while reading the old book, he was naturally... not a good person, he resented the world, resented the Dongshan royal family, he practiced and thought countless times in his dreams, and destroyed this majestic palace with his own hands.

He doesn't have the kindness of Ji Qingzhuo. In this cold palace, anything dirty will happen. He can hear it, and sometimes even see it, but he just stands by.

So, on the night they first met, he was so surprised when he saw Ji Qingzhuo open the door to save another experimenter.

It turns out... It turns out that there are such good people in this world, so good... She doesn't seem to exist, like a dream bubble that can be broken with a single poke.

But, how could he tell Ji Qingzhuo about these things?

Ji Qingzhuo is a kind girl who will be scared when she hears the slightest noise, and will call him Xiaoyu in a panic.

He wouldn't show her such a terrible side of himself. In front of her, he was gentle and kind.

He blinked at Ji Qingzhuo and said firmly, "Zhuzhuo, of course I am a good person."

Ji Qingzhuo breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good."

Shen Rongyu stared at her and asked, "Zhu Zhuo likes good people?"

Ji Qingzhuo also answered him honestly: "I hope I am a good person."

She thought, it's good, the personality she split is so kind and beautiful, she won't become the same person as her companions.

Ji Qingzhuo is very fortunate to have Shen Rongyu to appear, because she needs company, even if this person doesn't exist, it's just an image she imagined, but as long as she has it...

It doesn't matter if she looks in the mirror alone.

Shen Rongyu didn't understand the meaning of Ji Qingzhuo's words at that time, but his answer helped him in the test of Ji Qingzhuo at the experimental base later.

Because of his lie "I'm a good person", Ji Qingzhuo revealed his existence in the psychological test, but the psychological institution assessed the personality of this "Xiaoyu" to be kind, so Ji Qingzhuo was generally mild and harmless Experimental.

That's how she believed in him, an honest and kind person who was always easily coaxed by a hateful liar like him.

Shen Rongyu is more idealistic than Ji Qingzhuo. Sometimes he thinks that Ji Qingzhuo exists, but also thinks that she is just his own fantasy.

Of course, one day, his mother discovered his travel journal, and even though the former queen didn't care about him, she knew that he often muttered to himself in the mirror, calling "Zuo Zhuo".

She saw the note written by Shen Rongyu in the travel journal, confiscated the note, and told Shen Rongyu with certainty: "Shen Rongyu, you are crazy, you have never done anything, all this is your fantasy."

"You look at your worn mirror, you look at it," said the former queen.

Shen Rongyu didn't move, but the former queen pulled his arm up and let Shen Rongyu look at herself in the mirror.

"Did you see yourself?" Her tone was mocking.

"Where did Zhuo Zhuo come from, you are the only one, you are crazy."

After speaking, the former queen laughed again. She didn't seem to be sad for her mad son, because Shen Rongyu was also a descendant of the Emperor Dongshan.

Hate is stronger than love, not to mention such a barren maternal love, which has long been covered up by strong hatred.

The former queen did not hesitate to stab Shen Rongyu with the sharpest language. On the day when the travel journal was taken away, Shen Rongyu began to doubt the existence of Ji Qingzhuo.

That night, Ji Qingzhuo also overheard the content of the conference room. She walked to the corner again, holding a small mirror alone, and she cried again.

It turned out that she was really alone. This was a desperate feeling of loneliness that spread from the soles of her feet to her chest, like cold sea water. The huge water pressure squeezed the air in her chest, making it difficult for her to breathe.

Ji Qingzhuo clenched his small mirror tightly without calling out to Shen Rongyu.

Shen Rongyu didn't contact her that night.

They lost contact with each other, and they didn't wait for the night when the other party took the initiative to call, which made both parties more certain of their guesses.

A life that is too painful will wipe out people's hopes. They are so desperate that even such a touch of warm light that they can finally touch, they will feel that it is fake.

Later, the contact was as usual, whether it was fake or real, they all needed each other's comfort.

In the scorching red dust, purgatory-like world, someone must be with each other in order to reach the other side.

Ji Qingzhuo said that some boats are broken, but as long as one person can cross, it is a great merit.

It is right to say so, Kuhai Cihang, they are each other's only boat.

Until ten years later, Shen Rongyu asked Ji Qingzhuo a question: "Zhuozhuo, will you always be with me?"

Ji Qingzhuo didn't want to forget Shen Rongyu, she thought, as long as she was alive and had memories, Shen Rongyu would not disappear.

So she nodded to him, and she said, "Yes."

At this time, she is tall and slender, and she is already a beautiful girl. When she is serious, her eyes are crystal clear.

Ji Qingzhuo's eyes are always dull, dull, and cute, but only when she looks at Shen Rongyu, the aimless focus in her eyes will fall on him. At this moment, her eyes seem to flash. light.

It is like a flower hidden in the deepest part of the spring, blooming alone by the occasional falling sunlight, only for those who inadvertently lift the dense branches and leaves.

Shen Rongyu's restored memory came to an abrupt end. He remembered that Ji Qingzhuo at that time was still dull and uninteresting, but there was some freshness. It was not like a dead tree that was completely withered like when he first saw her.

Her state at that time was like someone forcibly rescued a dead person, but she no longer wanted to live.

Ji Qingzhuo was still beautiful, but at that time she was like a dried flower thrown into the corner of a drawer, no one appreciated it and had no intention of blooming.

Then, what happened?

How could he forget her?

How could he have forgotten her?

He couldn't have forgotten her.

Shen Rongyu's thoughts were chaotic, but when his eyes touched Ji Qingzhuo, these thoughts that were surging like manic waves suddenly calmed down.

In any case, she was by his side, she was someone he could see and touch, even if it was a dream, he didn't want to wake up again.

Shen Rongyu put his forehead on Ji Qingzhuo's forehead, because of memories, there was a thin sweat on his forehead, and this sweat also stuck on Ji Qingzhuo's forehead.

Ji Qingzhuo didn't realize what happened, she asked dumbly, "Xiaoyu."

She reached out her hand subconsciously and hugged Shen Rongyu who had been stunned for a long time. He remembered the dusty memory, but she didn't.

Because this memory is a painful and unwilling past for her.

She is more sober than Shen Rongyu, so she only thinks that Shen Rongyu is a person in her own imagination - a person in the virtual world.

Because everyone said that Shen Rongyu was her split personality, psychological tests, investigation reports, evaluation figures... Every rational data mocked her imagination.

Ji Qingzhuo felt that Shen Rongyu turned her head sideways, and bit her again, biting her on the side of her neck, just below the base of her ear.

She found that Shen Rongyu liked to bite her very much, because it would hurt a little, and pain was a very strong feeling, and it was easy to prick the sensory nerve.

He wanted her to really feel his presence.

"Zuo Zhuo." Shen Rongyu called her.

"What's the matter?" Ji Qingzhuo lowered his tone and asked him softly.

He was still biting her, but it didn't hurt, just a little itchy to the touch.

Shen Rongyu's throat moved slightly, he turned his head sideways, and the corner of his jaw drew a beautiful arc.

He left tooth marks on her neck, and a string of kisses fell on the corner of her lips, kissing her.

Ji Qingzhuo didn't know what was wrong with him, her lips and tongue blended with him, and her long eyelashes trembled lightly.

Then, her body lightened, Shen Rongyu easily picked her up, and she let out a low cry out of panic.

——From the throat, it was dyed a little sticky.

Shen Rongyu hugged her and pushed her against the wall, leaving him alone with all her body depended on. He wanted her to hug his neck tightly and never let go in her life.

Ji Qingzhuo was still ignorant. She turned her head and licked her lips. The breath of Shen Rongyu was overflowing from her nose. She was trapped by the wall. He could only hug Shen Rongyu more tightly.

She couldn't see anything, so other perceptions were stronger, Shen Rongyu's touch, Shen Rongyu's breath, Shen Rongyu's kiss, everything was so real, hitting every inch of her nerves.

She lowered her head and buried her head between Shen Rongyu's neck, she thought, what else could he do, but he didn't, just hugged her like that.

In such a chaotic atmosphere, there are two cautious people.

Shen Rongyu knew that Ji Qingzhuo would not reject him. She was a very honest person. She could not accept him for the sake of compromise or to please her. She just didn't reject him, she just liked him.

However, he thought, it's not allowed here, it's too simple, too dangerous, even if he wants to do something, he has to go back to Xueliangyu.

He didn't like the imperial palace of the Dongshan royal family, even if it was his residence, he hated it.

There is only one reason why there is no ghost fog here. The well here is where he met Ji Qingzhuo, and he will not let anything destroy it.

He remembered that he too had a mirror.

So, where has this mirror gone now?

Even after unlocking some of his memories, Shen Rongyu's thoughts were still filled with fog, and he did not answer some questions at all.

He put Ji Qingzhuo on the ground and asked her seriously, "Zhuzhuo, do you want to know about you and me?"

Ji Qingzhuo didn't expect Shen Rongyu to ask her this question, she couldn't remember anything, but Shen Rongyu said this now... Did he know something?

She thought, maybe the memory of the past is painful, she may not like it, but there is Shen Rongyu in the memory.

She didn't want to miss the memory related to him, so she nodded.