Chapter 43

The last meal was finished in silence.

I have to say that Xing Yun was very wise, and arranged the confession in the dessert part, so that the two of them at least didn't have to be silent from the start of the appetizer to the end of the dessert.

Of course, they had to go back to the same home in the end.

On the way home, Xing Yun was very silent, and Xue Yingshuang didn't want to speak. At this time, what more need to be said?

When they got home, the two entered the door one after the other.

Xue Yingshuang walked behind, he closed the door, and was about to go back to his side to pack his luggage, but Xing Yun stopped when he walked to the living room. Xue Yingshuang passed Xing Yun, but heard Xing Yun suddenly say, "In my eyes, you are the best."

Xue Yingshuang stopped.

Xing Yun said: "You are firm, gentle, intelligent, and hardworking. These qualities are very attractive to me."

Xue Yingshuang chuckled: "A smart man who works hard, is he still studying for his undergraduate degree at this time? You like it, but it's just me in your imagination."

Xing Yun: "Aren't we in love with each other?"

Xue Yingshuang looked back at Xing Yun, Xing Yun looked uneasy and flustered, no longer in high spirits at dinner.

"You are so kind to me," Xing Yun said, "Look, you put so much effort into tidying up my room for me."

Xing Yun took Xue Yingshuang's hand and brought Xue Yingshuang into the master bedroom.

In the master bedroom, the bed was covered with rose petals, which should be Xing Yun's arrangement to celebrate tonight. Xue Yingshuang looked away and didn't want to see it.

Xing Yun opened his closet, revealing the neatly sorted and ironed clothes inside, and said, "Look, you made it all for me."

Xue Yingshuang said: "This is part of my job, this is my responsibility."

"Is this the same?" Xing Yun took Xue Yingshuang's hand again and came to the kitchen. Xing Yun opened the refrigerator, the refrigerator was still neatly arranged by Xue Yingshuang, and there was no odor at all. In the freezer compartment of the refrigerator, fresh-keeping boxes were neatly stacked one by one. Xing Yun liked to eat some soupy foods. Those were all kinds of soups that Xue Yingshuang had frozen in advance.

"Is it just work to prepare so hard?" Xing Yun widened his eyes, "Isn't it because he likes me?"

"It's not work, what else could it be?" Xue Yingshuang looked at him calmly, "People like me can do anything to please others. You see, we got to know each other later, sometimes I will also order takeout for you, that's who I am."

Those "Xue Yingshuang likes me" constructed in Xing Yun's heart were broken by Xue Yingshuang one by one.

However, Xing Yun did not give up, he struggled: "You will only order takeout when I am happy, and when I am the most tired and annoyed, you must cook by yourself."

At first, Xing Yun didn't notice this, until one day, when he was tired and tired from work, he thought about how good it would be if he could go home tonight and have a good meal. his favorite dishes. Later, when he paid attention, he found that Xue Yingshuang seemed to be able to guess what he was thinking, and tried many times.

Not just dinner, but breakfast as well. Whenever there is important work, or when he doesn't want to go to work, the breakfast that day will always be extraordinarily rich.

Sometimes Xue Yingshuang had already figured out his thoughts before he realized his emotions.

This is not love, what is it?

Xing Yun's eyes sparked a glimmer of hope, he looked at Xue Yingshuang, waiting for Xue Yingshuang's affirmation.

However, Xue Yingshuang still smiled and said: "On busy days, you won't send me messages when you go to work. On boring days, you like to send dog emojis. The day before you have important work, you will stay up late and don't want to go to work. When you are in a bad mood, you will not stop watching the game... As long as you pay attention, anyone can find out, and anyone can please you."

Xing Yun said in despair: "But no one has ever found out."

At that moment, Xue Yingshuang suddenly felt that Xing Yun was also a poor person.

But the more so, the more certain he said: "One day, there will be a truly worthy person who likes you."

silence.

Xue Yingshuang turned around and prepared to leave, Xing Yun spoke again.

"Xue Yingshuang, have you ever liked me?"

"It's spineless enough to be taken care of, how can I be so self-sufficient to like someone who shouldn't be liked?"

Xue Yingshuang left without looking back at Xing Yun behind him.

Xue Yingshuang went into the house to pack up.

It had already reached this point, and it would be bad for Xing Yun if he stayed.

He took out the empty cardboard box he had always prepared and started packing.

The two have known each other for seven months. Now, when he was packing up, he realized that he had a lot of things, clothes, shoes, books, daily necessities... But these things never really belonged to him.

Xue Yingshuang put the clothes and daily necessities that Xing Yun bought for him into a cardboard box and put them on the table for Xing Yun to dispose of.

All he really wanted to take away were the books and the clothes Bai Qianyi gave him. Books are part of his work benefits, and clothes are a personal gift from Bai Qianyi, so he decided to take them away.

When cleaning up, he saw the dog basin and dog chain that Xingyun gave him that day.

Although Bai Qianyi laughed at the ugly dogs painted on it, he liked it very much. However, after a moment of hesitation, he finally put them into the pile of things returned to Xing Yun.

He thought to himself that when he became rich in the future, he would have the means to own his own puppies, and he would use his own money to buy them back at Xingyun's store.

Forget it now, it's not his thing.

When he finally packed it up, he added a small cardboard box in addition to the broken backpack when he came.

After cleaning the room again and restoring it to its original state, it was actually midnight.

Xue Yingshuang left the side bed, the lights in the living room were off, and only the TV was on.

The football match on TV was not over yet. On the sofa, Xing Yun did not change his clothes, curled up in a ball, and slept very restlessly.

Xue Yingshuang thought that the boss of other families should go out at this time to have fun and develop a new relationship. How could he look so pitiful when he arrived at Xing Yun? Like a discarded puppy.

Xue Yingshuang covered Xing Yun with a blanket and sat in front of the sofa for a while, just like that night when Xing Yun was drunk.

That night Xingyun slept very restlessly, and suddenly woke up early the next morning.

When he woke up, he forgot what happened last night for a moment. When he remembered it, he was overjoyed when he saw the extra blanket on his body.

It was Xue Yingshuang who built it for him!

Xue Yingshuang was willing to help him with the blanket!

Is everything still possible!

Xing Yun took off the blanket and immediately got off the sofa. He ran to the side bed, but saw that the side bed had been emptied, leaving only three cardboard boxes on the table. He ran to the kitchen again. There was no Xue Yingshuang in the kitchen, but a hearty breakfast was already prepared on the dining table.

Xing Yun took a closer look and saw that there was porridge, noodles, steamed buns, and fried rice on the table... The food was still steaming hot on the food heating plate.

The last time, Xue Yingshuang still made him the most hearty breakfast on his most painful day.

He didn't know whether to say Xue Yingshuang was merciful or cruel.

The clock showed six in the morning.

Xing Yun saw the clock, and suddenly his body moved, and he ran out. He rushed out of the house with bare feet, took the elevator downstairs, and ran all the way out of the community.

The last time Xue Yingshuang went to take the self-examination, he left at 6:00 in the morning, and now it is only 6:50. Maybe he still has a chance to find Xue Yingshuang.

At six o'clock in the morning on Monday, people went out to work one after another, and the elderly who got up early also took a walk in the community.

Everyone saw a man in a suit running out of the community with bare feet and frantically running all the way to the gate of the community. At the door, a man with a backpack and a cardboard box in his hand walked with his head down, and then the man in a suit pounced on him...

"Xue Yingshuang, you are not allowed to leave!" Xing Yun said excitedly, holding Xue Yingshuang tightly.

"Why are you here?" Xue Ying was surprised.

"I regret it, I won't terminate the contract, you have to stay!" Xing Yun's eyes were red, and he almost hated and feared, "If you dare to leave, you won't be able to pay the liquidated damages! You can't Walk!"

"you……"

"I'll do what I say!" Xing Yun's voice was severe, but he couldn't help trembling, "...Please, at least wait until our contract ends."

Xue Yingshuang somehow had a hunch that if he turned to leave now, Xing Yun might collapse.

Xue Yingshuang thought about it, and finally nodded.

At 6:30, Xing Yun and Xue Yingshuang went home.

Xue Yingshuang walked to the door and saw that Xing Yun didn't take anything, not even his shoes, so he couldn't help saying: "Fortunately the door is a combination lock, otherwise we might have to call a locksmith."

Xing Yun gave him a faint glance, and he shut up.

Xue Yingshuang put the things that were just sorted out last night back to their original positions one by one.

He packed up and left the room, Xing Yun was still in a suit, lying on the sofa with his black feet up after walking around outside.

It's almost seven o'clock, Xue Yingshuang said: "Go and change your clothes, I have to go to work today."

Xing Yun lay on the sofa without moving: "I don't go to work anymore."

Xing Yun was provoked by Xue Yingshuang once last night, and suddenly felt that nothing was important.

He thought that the two were happy, but it was his own wishful thinking, too ridiculous, too sad.

Xue Yingshuang: "Go."

Xing Yun: "Don't go."

Xue Yingshuang: "What about the company?"

Xing Yun: "It's best to throw it away."

Xue Yingshuang: "What about the money?"

Xing Yun: "Begging."

Xue Yingshuang: "It's not easy to beg for food these days, do you want to hang a receipt code around your neck?"

Xing Yun: "Then I'll go for a nude loan."

Who wants to lend you a big man... Xue Yingshuang is speechless.

Xing Yun broke the jar and threw it, playing tricks. The words he said in anger were nothing more than trying to get Xue Yingshuang's attention.

Sure enough, Xue Yingshuang went to the kitchen to see that the food was still there, and said, "Boss, let's eat."

Xing Yun did not respond.

Xue Yingshuang said again: "It's time to eat."

Xing Yun still did not respond.

Xue Yingshuang had no choice but to shout "Xing Yun".

Xing Yun's dirty feet moved.

"Clouds."

Xing Yun sat up and looked at him warily.

Xue Yingshuang was helpless: "Let's eat, don't starve."

Xing Yun felt that Xue Yingshuang attached great importance to him, so he was willing to eat.

At the dinner table, Xing Yun ate a table full of breakfast prepared for him by Xue Yingshuang.

The taste of the food was still very good. Every time Xing Yun imagined Xue Yingshuang's love for him from these carefully prepared foods.

Now it tastes different.

"Xue Yingshuang, what time did you get up to cook for me?" Xing Yun asked.

"Five o'clock." Xue Yingshuang replied.

"You had to pack your bags again yesterday and get up at 5 o'clock to cook for me again. Why is that?"

"Because things have to have a beginning and an end."

"are not you tired?"

"good."

"Since you don't love me, don't be so nice to me." Xing Yun laughed at himself.

Suddenly, Xing Yun remembered something, and said to Xue Yingshuang: "You said you are willing to do everything for me, do you still count?"

Xue Ying nodded.

Xing Yun said: "Then you also like me, okay?"

Xue Yingshuang shook his head: "I can't do it."

Xue Yingshuang refused too bluntly, and at that moment, Xing Yun accumulated all night's pain and shame and turned into anger. He slapped the table and shouted, "Get out! Get out!"

Xue Yingshuang got up immediately.

"Forget it, go and kneel! You kneel down for me!"

Xue Yingshuang knelt down.

Seeing Xue Yingshuang kneeling in front of him without hesitation, Xing Yun's tears fell.

"You are willing to do such a thing, why don't you like me?"

"Because I can't do things that are too advanced, this is what really suits me."

In an instant, Xing Yun's arrogance disappeared. He bent his knees and knelt in front of Xue Yingshuang. He hugged Xue Yingshuang and kept apologizing: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this to you! I shouldn't have hurt you, it was my fault! I'm sorry!"

Xue Yingshuang said normally: "You don't need to apologize. If you want, I can kowtow to you. I'm just such a person."

Xing Yun cried and said, "I'm sorry, I won't treat you like this again, I know I'm wrong..."

Xue Yingshuang didn't understand why Xing Yun was crying. He was puzzled and asked: "What's wrong with you? Which boss doesn't treat employees like dogs? Which peasant worker has been humiliated by the leader several times. No, it's normal. Is it the matter?"

At that moment, Xing Yun truly felt hopeless.

He suddenly really woke up, this feeling was wrong from the beginning.

It's him who is high above and wants to spend money to buy the next person.

He thought it was rare, thinking that Xue Yingshuang must love him.

It was he who was proud and rude, thinking that Xue Yingshuang must respond to his love.

Although he just wanted someone to love him.

But in the end he was wrong.

He was terribly wrong.

With him like this, why should Xue Yingshuang love him?

It turned out that the real unworthy person was him.

It is he who is not worthy of Xue Yingshuang.