Chapter 34

Song Ling stood there and stared blankly for a long time, then turned and walked towards the ward. Before reaching the door, he suddenly heard the sound of conversation coming from the room.

She was stunned, stopped, and stood quietly by the door.

In the ward, only Shen Shenhua and Shen Zhao were left. This nearly three-month illness, with the success of the operation, seemed to be finally coming to an end.

Shen Zhao sat on the edge of the bed, holding his father's hand, his eyes were red, and his voice was trembling, "Dad, no matter what happens in the future, you have to tell me, don't hide it from me, okay? I'm your daughter. , and your only relative, if you have an accident, it will make me feel guilty and sad for the rest of my life."

Shen Zhonghua took a deep breath, nodded heavily, and sighed, "Dad knows."

A serious illness made Father Shen a lot older at once. After walking through the gate of hell, he also figured out a lot of things.

How important is life, if people are gone, there will be nothing...

Shen Zhonghua took Shen Zhao's hand, patted the back of her hand lightly, and said sadly: "Dad's happiest thing in his life is to take you by his side, you are everything to father. For a long time, father is reluctant to give You stay in the world alone, but one day you will leave. These days, Dad has been thinking a lot. If one day Dad really leaves, Zhaozhao must not be sad, take good care of yourself, live a good life, know ?"

When Shen Zhao heard his father's words, tears could not be restrained from pouring out of his eyes.

Life is very fragile, no one knows who will come first tomorrow or accident. She was an orphan originally, and it was her father who gave her a second life, but whether she wanted to admit it or not, she also understood that her father could not accompany her for the rest of her life.

Life and death are always in the hands of people, and people never seem to be willing to talk about such things.

Chong Hua, who had walked through the gates of hell, also suddenly realized a lot of things.

The only thing he can't worry about is his daughter. He hopes that even if he leaves this world one day, he hopes that his daughter can face everything bravely and live a good life bravely.

Shen Zhonghua raised his eyes lightly, his eyes full of love, he stared at the face of the person beside the bed, and suddenly said in a hoarse voice, "Zhao Zhao lost weight..."

Shen Zhao raised her eyes, tears still hanging on her eyelashes, she swallowed her sore throat and shouted, "Dad..."

Shen Shenhua looked at her and asked distressedly, "Why is your face so bad?"

Father Shen didn't know about Shen Zhao's sleep disorder and depression. Seeing his daughter's haggard face, he couldn't help asking distressedly.

Shen Zhao was afraid that he would be worried, so she raised the back of her hand and wiped away her tears, trying to pull out a smile from the corner of her mouth, and said, "Isn't the final exam coming soon? Sleep well, you'll be fine in two days, Dad, don't worry."

Father Shen looked at the daughter in front of him. She was brought up by him. What was she thinking about these days, as a father, he also knew something.

"Song Ling is very good." Father Shen suddenly spoke lightly and said something.

Shen Zhao was stunned, looked up to see his father, and whispered, "Dad..."

Father Shen looked at her, "Dad can tell that Song Ling likes you, doesn't he?"

Shen Zhao was stunned and pursed his lips, not knowing how to speak.

Father Shen smiled, "Dad doesn't know how you and Si'er broke up, but Dad can see that you are not doing well these days." He sighed deeply and continued: "In this lifetime, come here. There will be many people in life, some people, you don't know how long they will accompany you, but Dad believes that there is fate between people. But if you don't come together, then It means that there is no fate.”

Shen Zhao lowered his eyes. Although his father knew about her and Sier's affairs, he never asked. My father is from the countryside, but he has a very open mind. In this matter, he respects her.

But today he said something like this, she could hear it, her father was saying that she had no fate with Sier.

Father Shen: "Dad is sick these days, Song Ling has been busy with her work, she has contributed money and efforts, and she has taken care of everything. Dad knows that she does all this because of you. Living together, two people need to adjust to each other. You are impatient and stubborn, but Song Ling is very patient and serious..."

"Dad—" Shen Zhao hurriedly planned his father's words, "It's not what you think, I don't like her, and you don't know her at all."

Father Shen looked at her with sincerity in his eyes and asked her with a smile, "Does Zhao Zhao know her?"

Shen Zhao pursed his lips and said nothing for a while.

Yes, she didn't know Song Ling, and she didn't want to.

Father Shen spoke slowly: "You never got to know her, did you?"

Shen Zhao said silently, Song Ling and her were just a deal, a temporary entanglement.

"I don't need to get to know her." Shen Zhao lowered his eyes and said lightly.

There was emotion in her words, and Shen Zhonghua could hear it. He knew exactly what kind of temperament his daughter was.

When it comes to feelings, she dares to love and hate. She can love the person in her heart vigorously, but if she is not there, she can veto everything without even trying.

Maybe it's young, less than 20 years old, and everything is black and white.

But life is so long, someone who has already experienced life and death once, Shen Zhonghua is afraid that she will suddenly leave one day, leaving Zhaozhao alone in the world, she seems to have not grown up yet, she is afraid that she will be sad, sad and unable to take care of herself .

Raisel is fine, but she can't take care of Zhaozhao.

As a father, he is selfish. Between Rui Sier and Song Ling, he will choose Song Ling for Zhaozhao.

He selfishly wanted Song Ling to take care of Zhaozhao. In addition to his ability, Song Ling was careful enough and patient enough to tolerate her.

These are all things that Sier lacked at her age, and Song Ling's advantage of her age alone. Song Ling is more mature and more suitable for Zhaozhao's temperament.

Maybe it's a fan of the authorities, Zhaozhao can't see other people's minds clearly, or maybe he doesn't want to understand and accept, in short, he doesn't want Zhaozhao to miss it.

"Zhaozhao, go and try to understand Song Ling. Dad's vision can't be wrong." Father Shen lowered his eyes and suddenly said solemnly.

Shen Zhao fell into silence, she never intended to get to know Song Ling, nor did she want to get along with her.

Because of that incident, she had already denied this person from the very beginning.

What my father said was not wrong. Apart from that incident, at least in the matter of his serious illness and surgery, Song Ling's care and dedication were even more than that of her daughter.

His father's life was given by Song Ling.

She also thought more than once that if Song Ling hadn't forcibly intervened in this matter, would she have lost her father who loved her and raised her forever and ever?

There is no answer to such a question. There is no if in life, and she dare not imagine it. If her father loses the opportunity for treatment because of her persistence, will she regret it for the rest of her life?

She was caught in the contradiction between reason and moral bottom line. She and Sier had no results, but it did not mean that Song Ling could stay out of it.

Maybe she couldn't see reality clearly and was too hypocritical.

It was obviously a deal and a contract, but she was always thinking about crossing the river and demolishing the bridge.

Right or wrong, was what she insisted on really right?

In contrast, is Song Ling really all wrong?

I don't know since when, she suddenly realized that in this world, right and wrong, right and wrong, do not seem to be what she thought...

In this conflict, she was completely caught up in it.

Not wanting to think about it, Shen Zhao stood up, picked up the teapot on the table, and hurriedly said, "I'll make a pot of water." After speaking, he turned and walked out the door.

Song Ling stood by the door, his thoughts still stopped in the conversation between the father and daughter in the room, and he was stunned for a while.

Shen Zhao came out of the room with the kettle in his hand, raised his eyes and bumped into Song Ling who was standing by the door.

She paused, frowned, looked at Song Ling, and asked in a low voice, "Are you eavesdropping?"

Song Ling was suffocated, feeling embarrassed to be pinched by others, but such emotions only lasted for a moment, after a while, she returned to her former indifference, and she actually acted as a rogue, and said back to her: "I'm standing here righteously. , is it eavesdropping?"

Shen Zhao was speechless by her words. She was used to Song Ling's indifference, but she had never seen such a shameless Song Ling.

Dad was right, she didn't know Song Ling.

At least, she never knew what Song Ling was thinking.

Not wanting to entangle with her any more, Shen Zhao turned around with the kettle in his hand and was about to go to the tea room.

Song Ling caught a glimpse of her figure and quickly raised her heels.

There is something strange that cannot be explained. In the past two weeks, their relationship has clearly fallen below freezing point, but in a blink of an eye, it seems that only one sentence of effort makes her feel that maybe it is not as bad as she imagined. .

Song Ling caught up with her, reached out to take the kettle in her hand, and walked to the place where she was fetching water, filling it up.

Standing beside the microwave oven, Shen Zhao looked at the back in front of him, and suddenly remembered what his father said. He asked her to try to understand Song Ling and accept Song Ling...

As for those words, she didn't know how much Song Ling, who was standing outside the door, had heard...

Soon after picking up the pot of water, Song Ling turned around and met Shen Zhao's line of sight.

Shen Zhao quickly retracted his gaze, turned and walked back towards the ward.

Song Ling followed behind her. The ward was at the end of the corridor. As soon as she walked to the door, Shen Zhao suddenly stopped and stopped. Song Ling, holding a teapot in her hand, also stopped.

Shen Zhao turned around, lowered his eyes and didn't look at Song Ling, and suddenly said, "The school has final exams next week, I want to go back to the dormitory, can I?"

Song Ling was stunned for a moment, but didn't react for a while. Seeing her silence, Shen Zhao explained again: "I have left a lot of homework, and I want to spend more time reviewing it. It's more convenient to live in the dormitory."

Song Ling looked down at the top of her head, stunned for two seconds, and quickly said, "Okay, pack up at night, I'll ask Ji Mingshu to escort you there tomorrow morning."

Shen Zhao responded lightly, hesitated for a moment, and finally looked up at her and said, "I haven't thanked you for donating bone marrow."

The secret accidentally discovered last time, but it was a big mess in a hurry, this belated thank you, at such a moment, seems to have the meaning of breaking the ice.

Song Ling admitted that she even had the idea of ​​retreating in the face of Shen Zhao, who had been in this half month. The relationship fell below the freezing point, but in an instant, the trend turned sharply, and the spring broke, leaving her in a trance for a while.

Song Ling stared into her eyes and blinked lightly, but her voice didn't feel a little warmer. She said softly, "It's nothing."

"go in."

Shen Zhao lowered his head, "Okay."

After speaking, no one said anything, and the two entered the room one after the other.

Half a month of indifference and silence seemed to be resolved at this moment.