Chapter 69

Shen Zhao dragged her tired body and walked out. She couldn't hold back the tears she had endured for a long time. The tears clouded her eyes, and the street lights in the distance became blurry. She couldn't see clearly, and gradually began to cry. ,intermittent.

She felt so tired, she had never been so tired, as if she had been emptied of her body and mind.

She was deceived and lost her heart. Breaking up with Sier, her father is critically ill, she thinks she is in hell, but it seems that it is not enough for God to joke with her, to put her into a doomed situation.

Even people's hearts are unreliable, and all the promises she once said have failed. She clearly planned to overthrow everyone who loved that person, but at this juncture, she hit her head on.

Shen Zhao stopped, and her body gradually slid down. She squatted on the side of the road, hugged her knees and buried her head in tears, her shoulders trembling uncontrollably. In the dark and cold night, she didn't know where else to go.

How did she make herself like this...

The mobile phone on his body suddenly rang, and it looked clear and bleak in the silent night.

Shen Zhao resisted the sobbing cry and took out his mobile phone, it was the hospital's number.

She wiped away her tears, connected in a panic, and hurriedly said, "Hello."

"Is it Shen Shenhua's daughter?" The environment on the other end was noisy and the voice was hurried.

Shen Zhao's heart was pounding, he stood up and said, "I am."

"Your father is critically ill, and the family members come as soon as possible to sign the critical illness notice!"

The sound was deafening, and Shen Zhao's tinnitus suddenly turned around.

The phone hung up, her lips were trembling in a panic, and the dim yellow street lights came on, her brain was dizzy, and she was suddenly at a loss.

go to the hospital...

In a panic, he beckoned to stop the car on the side of the road, but the more anxious, the more there was no car.

Tears flew out of her eyes uncontrollably, and the cold wind blew on her face, hurting like being separated by a knife.

Suddenly a car drove up beside him, Shen Zhao was stunned, and looked up to see the people in the car.

Song Ling: "Get in the car."

Shen Zhao looked up at her in a daze, and after a few seconds of hesitation, he opened the door and got in the car.

Song Ling frowned slightly, caught a glimpse of Shen Zhao's panicked expression, and knew that she had just received a notice from the hospital.

Everything came together, and she forgot to fasten her seat belt in a panic.

Song Ling reached out, Shen Zhao trembled subconsciously, she raised her eyes and stared at her with vigilance in her eyes. Song Ling stopped in mid-air and did not move forward. She only reminded her gently, "Seat belt."

Only then did Shen Zhao react, and she hurriedly pulled the seat belt to fasten it. Her fingers trembled in a panic, and the buckle took a long time to plug it in.

Song Ling held her hand and said distressedly, "Zhaozhao, nothing will happen."

With just one sentence, the tears were clouded up again, blurring her eyes. She lowered her eyes, and the tears fell down with a slap.

"Let's go." His voice was full of hoarseness and weakness, Shen Zhao pulled out his fingers and said slowly.

Song Ling was stunned for a moment, then withdrew his hands, stepped on the accelerator, and drove to the hospital.

Along the way, Song Ling drove the car very fast, the carriage was silent, and no one spoke.

Half an hour later, the car drove to the door of the hospital.

Shen Zhao unfastened his seat belt, opened the car door, and rushed into the hospital.

When arrived at the inpatient department, learned that the person had been pushed into the emergency room.

The nurse was a new face. After questioning, she came over with a critical illness notice and asked her family to sign it.

Shen Zhao lowered his head, looked at the piece of paper, used all his strength to finally raise his hand to take it, and asked in a choked voice, "Why is this happening?"

The nurse said: "The residual index of bone puncture is too high, and tumor cells proliferate out of control. They have already proliferated and accumulated in hematopoietic tissues, inhibiting normal hematopoietic function."

Shen Zhao clenched the piece of paper tightly, as if it was a talisman to urge her father's life. As long as she didn't sign it, her father would not leave her.

"Is there no way?" Shen Zhao's eyes were blurred with tears, and even his voice was mute.

The nurse also showed a heavy face: "Your father's bone puncture performed at the end of last year was not good. In normal bone marrow transplantation, the residual index of bone puncture was zero, and now it has reached 2. The tumor cells have spread too fast, and the doctors have also There is no other way, now if we force back the injection to promote the discharge, the person may... be gone tomorrow..."

The nurse didn't continue to talk, Shen Zhao almost couldn't stand, Song Ling held her shoulders and held her tightly.

Shen Zhao lowered her head, looked at the critical illness notice that she didn't even dare to read, and said over and over again, "Why is this happening, why is this happening..."

With all her strength, after signing the piece of paper, Shen Zhao stayed in front of the operating room. She squatted in the corner, afraid of blocking the people coming and going. She squatted there all by herself, as if being surrounded by the whole world. All abandoned.

Song Ling stayed by her side until the early morning when the lights in the operating room went out.

When the doctor came out of the operating room, Shen Zhao heard the voice and got up quickly. She sat for too long, her legs and feet were numb, and she staggered when she got up. Song Ling hurriedly grabbed her to prevent her from falling.

"Doctor, my dad... how is he?" Shen Zhao rushed over and asked anxiously.

The doctor took off his mask and said with a heavy face, "We're taking a step by step, and family members should be ready at any time."

"Why? Why I never knew, there are residues in his bone piercing..." Shen Zhao's eyes were red, and she asked after him.

"Zhaozhao, Ah Ling!" A voice suddenly came from the other side of the corridor, Song Ling turned his head and saw Meng Yunan and You Huan running towards this side.

Meng Yunan and You Huan received the notice from the hospital, and hurried to the nearest flight, and went straight to the hospital after getting off the plane.

Meng Yunan walked to Shen Zhao's side, saw her red and swollen eyes, and said after a moment: "Uncle's bone had residues before piercing, he said not to tell you, and then I also used targeted drugs to suppress tumor cells, but the effect was all Not much…”

Shen Zhao bit her lips tightly, and her body slowly slid down. She squatted there, holding her face in her hands.

From the beginning, my father had no intention of telling her that he didn't want her to take on anything, and he didn't want her to be sad, so he planned to die alone.

But the pain in the world is divided into sooner and later, this is a lifetime concern, how can it be reduced by half because of morning and evening.

Shen Zhao buried his head, sobbed slowly, and gradually began to cry out loudly.

She doesn't want to lose her father, she doesn't want to lose the only person who loves her...

There is no one in this world who loves her like this.

no more...

Meng Yunan's eyes also overflowed with moisture, birth, aging, illness and death are the most powerless things in this world, even if she has great medical skills, she still can't save it.

She turned to go back to the office and put on a white coat, You Huan stood behind her, Meng Yunan raised her eyes and met her eyes, she raised her head and wiped her tears, just as she was about to speak, she heard You Huan say softly, "I'm with you. "

Meng Yunan stared at her. This was the first time in her life that she had experienced such a thing. Her mood was not much better than that of Shen Zhao, but at this moment, even though they were silent, her Huan would understand with just one look.

This is the tacit understanding between them.

Shen Zhao was standing in front of the bed, Shen's father was unconscious, wearing an oxygen mask on his face, with the rapid breathing, white fog appeared on the mask, and the electrocardiogram beside was beeping all the time, which was the only sign that her father was still alive.

Shen Zhao looked at the electrocardiogram next to him, the heartbeat and blood pressure were all abnormal, and he was in danger at any time.

His fingers gripped him tightly, not letting go at all.

Sleepless all night, Song Ling was always by her side.

At this moment, she couldn't even find any position to protect her, and there was nothing else she could do except be silent.

In one day, she had endured too much, she was haggard, her face was ugly, the corners of her mouth were chapped, and she didn't even drink a sip of water.

Seeing this, Song Ling turned around and poured a glass of water, walked over and brought it to her.

Shen Zhao stared blankly at the face of the person on the hospital bed. She handed the cup over, but she was dazed and didn't pick it up.

"Azhao..." Song Ling leaned over, her voice hoarse.

Before she could finish speaking, Shen Zhao stretched out her hand and waved it away. The glass of water was knocked over by her, and the hot water was splashed on the ground and on the back of Song Ling's hand. The water seemed to be scalding her heart.

She pursed her lips, half stunned.

Outside the ward, Meng Yunan heard the sound, and hurriedly stopped and froze outside the door. You Huan followed behind her and hurriedly asked her. Meng Yunan reached out and grabbed her and shook her head lightly at her. at the door.

Song Ling wiped the water off his hands, stood behind Shen Zhao, and still said softly, "Azhao, go to sleep, I'll watch over here."

Shen Zhao's eyes were empty, he slowly lowered his eyes to the empty space, and said: "Song Ling, you can do whatever you want, it doesn't matter if you want to be a stand-in or kill me, I sold it to you for two years, now It's still within the agreed time, but can I beg you, can you go?"

Song Ling's eyes were red, and she looked at the profile of the person beside her. She has no expression at all, her eyes are dark and empty, full of exhaustion and despair. She has only seen such a Shen Zhao in the period after she broke up with Rui Sier. She suffered from depression because of this, all day long She didn't sleep all night, her eyes were swollen like walnuts, and her eyes were full of scarred despair. In her eyes, she could not see any hope of living.

But at this moment, Shen Zhao was even more frightening than at that time.

Song Ling's fingers trembled slightly, she crouched down to be level with her, her hands supported her shoulders, forcing her to look at herself, she heard the trembling in her voice, maybe she was about to lose the person in front of her.

"Azhao, look at me," Song Ling's lips were also trembling, and her hands were tightly pinching her, "Look at me! I'm sorry! Azhao, I really didn't think that things would turn out like this, I I don't want to, I don't want to lose you, Zhaozhao..."

Hearing Song Ling's words, Shen Zhao's eyes became slightly bright. Her eyes were lowered, and they landed on the face that made her disgusted. She had a beautiful face, and a tear was gradually drawn at the end of her eyes.

Shen Zhao said coldly: "What more do you want?"

Song Ling was suddenly stunned, her hands dazedly let go of her shoulders, her tears gradually stopped, the heat dries her tears, and her face was sore.

Shen Zhao stared at the panicked face, and suddenly felt a moment of pleasure. At this moment, she just wanted to hurt her severely. Even if it hurt her eight points and hurt herself ten points, she still said to her ruthlessly: "Song Ling, I'd rather have never met you, never."