Chapter 70

Song Ling was stunned, the whole person squatted there like a petrified, motionless, and even forgot to think for a while.

Every word she said was like a sharp knife, stabbed into her heart fiercely. If she could have expected such a day, she would not have started this relationship with such absurd thoughts when they first met.

Song Ling raised his hand and grabbed her, so cautiously, she looked up at her again, her beautiful eyes were full of humbleness as low as dust.

She said slowly: "Azhao, I'll make up for it... I was wrong, let's start over, okay?" The voice gradually whimpered, and she couldn't cry, and a long tear was drawn on her white face.

Shen Zhao lowered her eyes with tears, the tears were hazy, and the people in front of her became blurred. She had never seen Song Ling like this, who used to be proud on the top of the snow-capped mountains, but now she is humbled to such a situation.

What is she?

Everything is a transaction, not even fairness. It is she who asks her to be the bearer of this relationship voluntarily, and she is not qualified to say anything.

Later, lost everything and fell in love with her, but did it by self.

Going around in circles, nothing has changed. She is too greedy and wants too much, and everything just returns to the original point.

How precious is the human heart, how can she afford it.

Shen Zhao wiped away her tears and raised her head to let the tears in her eyes flow back. She took a deep breath and said in the most insipid manner: "Song Ling, it was my fault, let's end this relationship."

Song Ling's fingers were slightly stunned. She looked up at her in amazement. After a long pause, she finally asked her, "What do you mean?"

Shen Zhao didn't look at her, and said dumbly, "Let's end it."

The palms of her hands became cold, and Song Ling suddenly became overwhelmed. She laughed in a panic, looked at her face again, and said slowly, "You still love me, right? If you love me, why do you want to break up, I won't break up? ."

Shen Zhao withdrew his hand and looked down at his palm, where she pinched a deep impression, she said, "I don't love you."

Hearing her words, Song Ling was stunned for a while, her eyes were dead silent, without the slightest light, she swallowed her sore throat and asked her in a hoarse voice, "You lied to me, right?"

Shen Zhao laughed instead of being angry. She looked at her again and asked her heartily, "Song Ling, what do you call me? You asked me to pretend that nothing happened, just like before? I am a person, alive and well. I have a mind and dignity! I am not a soulless body, I can't accept your love, and I can't accept myself like this."

Song Ling was silent, she leaned there with her eyes down.

Yes, this is an unforgivable mistake. She broke her heart to the bottom of it. That heart was rescued once with great difficulty. How rare is the love that comes back from the dead, she won't. don't understand, but in the end, she was destroyed by her own hands.

Meng Yunan stood outside the door with her head lowered, heard the conversation between the two in the room, and knew where the root of the outbreak was. From the first time she saw Shen Zhao, she knew that such a day would come.

Reaching out and knocking on the door, Meng Yunan walked in, Song Ling caught a glimpse of her, wiped away her tears quietly and stood up.

Meng Yunan walked to the bed and looked up at the two of them. There is no room for redemption in such a relationship. As long as they love each other, Ah Ling sincerely regrets it, and Shen Zhao will soften his heart.

She glanced at Song Ling and said in a low voice, "A Ling, go back first."

Song Ling looked at her, Meng Yunan nodded to her, she knew what she meant, and then looked at Shen Zhao beside the bed, saw her unblinkingly looking at the person on the bed, and finally turned around and walked out of the room.

After leaving the ward, You Huan was standing outside the door. Song Ling's eyes collided with hers, and she was stunned for a moment. She nodded to greet her, and turned to leave.

You Huan suddenly stopped her, "Song Ling..."

Song Ling stopped and did not look back. You Huan turned around and looked at her back. She pursed her lips and said slowly: "Yunan will help you. The most taboo in love is to hurt people. It is really rare to save a heart."

Song Ling's drooping eyelashes froze slightly, her eyes fell on the empty space, and after a while she said, "I know."

You Huan looked at the back that was walking away, and there was a touch of loneliness and sadness in his eyes. Why is love in this world so difficult?

In the ward, Meng Yunan measured various indicators for Shen Shen Hua, and the situation stabilized temporarily. She adjusted the hanging drip again, caught a glimpse of Shen Zhao's expression for a while, and said slowly, "Let him sleep for a while."

In the hospital in the early morning, the silence was like another world.

Shen Zhao looked up at her tiredly, pulled the corners of his lips hard, and said, "Thank you."

Meng Yunan sat on the hospital bed next to him, lowered his head and said, "You don't have to thank me, I don't have the ability to save him, and I don't know how long he can last."

Shen Zhao's tears blurred her eyes and fell silently on the back of her hand. Her heart was twisted like a knife. She had no way to change this life-and-death farewell apart from being unable to accept it.

"No matter what the outcome is, I'll be with him."

Meng Yunan lowered her head and said slowly, "Xiang Jin is her half-sister. She entered the Song family when she was eight years old. At the beginning, Ah Ling didn't like her."

Shen Zhao was slightly startled, looked up at Meng Yunan, "Why are you telling me this?"

Meng Yunan slightly pulled the corner of her lower lips and said warmly, "I don't mean to excuse A Ling, I just want you to know about her past." She chuckled, "What? You loved her once, don't you want to? Knowing her past, I don't want to know why she fell in love with Xiang Jin, and why did she use you as a substitute?"

Shen Zhao pursed his lips slightly, but did not speak.

Meng Yunan smiled and continued: "A Ling lost her mother when she was very young. You say you are an orphan, but she is no different from you except for having a lukewarm father. You know what? , Ah Ling suffered from severe autism when she was a child. She had no friends and could not even speak well. In the long run, she could not even say a word for seven or eight days. Some autisms are innate, but her autism It is acquired. The more people lack something, the more they crave and depend on something. But at such a time, Xiang Jin appeared. When she was thirteen years old, she was kidnapped and suffered great harm. In the end, the nine-year-old Xiang Jin was shot for her, and that shot almost killed her. For someone who is extremely lacking in love, you should be able to understand what that shot means, that is, Since then, she has taken Xiang Jin to heart, but according to her temperament and their relationship, this deformed love is doomed to end without a problem. Everyone has obsessions, and so does Ah Ling. However, her obsession was deeper because of her innate character. Later, when Xiang Jin left, she never mentioned it again, until she met you, and she naturally passed on this obsession to you... …”

Shen Zhao looked slightly startled, raised his eyes and collided with the eyes cast by Meng Yunan.

Meng Yunan laughed, "Is she naive? A person who can't even express her love, said 'I love you' for the first time in her life, and said it to you. I admit that Ah Ling has a very serious character flaw. Sometimes she is too strong and stubborn. She always does more than she says. Sometimes she is misunderstood and is unwilling to explain, but life is not a movie, and no one has God's perspective, and no one is sure. This love is in the end. What was the result? She always thought that Xiang Jin was her redemption, but she told me that the person who redeemed her was obviously you, Shen Zhao. Others may not be able to see how much she loves you, not even herself. I don't know, but you can feel it, right? I can tell you with certainty that most of the love you think is fake is actually true. When you love someone, when you look into her eyes, when you kiss , How can such a deep love be fake?"

Shen Zhao gradually retracted her gaze, she looked at her father's face on the hospital bed, and said in a daze, "Are you asking me to forgive her, being used as a substitute, losing the most basic dignity and freedom of being a human being, forgetting all previous grudges, and reconnecting with her? "

Meng Yunan lowered his eyes, thought for a moment, and then said softly: "There are incomplete personalities in the world, some people are born in the sun, some people are deep in darkness, everyone has a meaning to exist. Ling is wrong, I will not stand for her. There is no need to argue, but if you still love her, are you willing to watch her fall into the darkness of hell forever?"

Meng Yunan looked at Shen Zhao's face, her eyes were clearly moved, she was a soft-hearted person, and some mistakes were mistakes of principle, which were unforgivable no matter what, but deep down, she could see that Shen Zhao was in love Ling's, based on this love, maybe she can tolerate such mistakes.

Shen Zhao didn't speak, she lowered her head, her mind was in chaos, she didn't know what to do, she fell into such a contradiction again, just like when she fell in love with Song Ling, that time, she abandoned her. With dignity, but this time, what else can she abandon?

Meng Yunan got up, she looked at Shen Zhao, and understood the contradiction in her heart.

It was impossible for her to forgive Ah Ling immediately, but once there was a conflict, it was the beginning of a turnaround.

The rest is left to time and Ah Ling's sincerity.

Meng Yunan turned around and left the ward, leaving Shen Zhao alone in front of the bed to guard Shen Shenhua.

Outside the villa, Song Ling's car did not drive into the garage, but stopped directly at the door.

She planned to bring Shen Zhao's changed clothes to the hospital. At such a moment, she would definitely live in the hospital and stay in Shen Hua's bed for a moment.

If Shen Zhonghua couldn't hold on, she didn't know what reason left to keep Shen Zhao...

In a trance, he opened the door and entered the room. The lights in the room were bright. Song Ling was stunned for a while, and when he looked up, he caught a glimpse of Xiang Jin sitting in the living room.

She frowned slightly and asked, "Why are you here?"

Xiang Jin was stunned when she saw Song Ling's reddened eyes, which made her in a trance, she slowly stood up, and even forgot the warm smile on her face, her face was a little ugly, and she said in a trance, "I'll see you. "

Song Ling didn't answer her, raised her feet and walked towards the stairs, and went straight upstairs to pack Shen Zhao's change of clothes.

After finishing packing quickly, she went downstairs with her bag and was about to go out when someone behind her suddenly stopped her: "Sister—"

Song Ling stopped and didn't look back. She stood at the entrance and said lightly, "If you're not feeling well, don't run around. Also, don't come in casually in the future. I'll change the password for the door. "

After finishing speaking, Song Ling didn't stay any longer and opened the door directly to go out.

Xiang Jin subconsciously took two steps forward, and before he could say anything, he heard the door slam shut, and then stood there in a daze.

She could feel the indifference on Song Ling's body, the indifference she had never seen before.