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    Chapter 96

    Outside the Time Entertainment office, AE's magazine shoots are co-operated by Song and Time. Although they are jointly produced, the proportions are different. The magazine's first choice is Time Entertainment, and the layout used is also Time People, and Song just borrowed the team, so in the process of cooperation, the two parties need to reach an agreement to start.

    That is to say, in the process of filming, every decision needs to be signed and agreed by the leaders of both parties at the same time.

    AE is the first time to publish a magazine in China, and every step has been carefully considered.

    To be honest, AE's move is not enough to make Song's so much trouble, but AE represents a beginning, a beginning to open up foreign markets in the world.

    Besides, Song Ling also has selfishness. She wants to have a reason to approach Ah Zhao and pursue her again.

    It was her fault at the beginning, she broke her heart, and this time, no matter how hard it was, she didn't want to give up, and she won't give up.

    After signing the official contract between the two parties, Song Ling took Ji Mingshu away from Time.

    Just as he walked downstairs, Ji Mingshu received a call from the hospital.

    She froze for a moment, glanced at Song Ling, and went to the side to answer the phone.

    Two minutes later, she walked back, hesitated and said to Song Ling, "Boss, the hospital said that Xiang Jin is awake."

    Song Ling was stunned, his eyes fell on the steps in front of him, his expression was silent for a long time, and finally he didn't say anything, only said in a low voice: "Let's go."

    Ji Mingshu looked at Song Ling's back and knew that she no longer wanted to hear about Xiang Jin. In the past four years, she hadn't asked about the hospital once.

    She was deceived by that person for more than ten years, and she lost Shen Zhao by accident. It was the pain and scar deep in her heart.

    Perhaps, after this encounter, she should also understand what kind of harm it is to be deceived.

    What she has experienced, and in the same way, has all been added to Shen Zhao. From another perspective, no one can understand Shen Zhao's pain and struggle better than her.

    Ji Mingshu drove the car, Song Ling sat in the back, and the car drove back to the company.

    Along the way, the inside of the carriage was very quiet. Ji Mingshu caught a glimpse of the person in the rearview mirror, and saw her look dazed and lost.

    Since Shen Zhao came back, she has always been in this state.

    The car stopped at the traffic light, Song Ling was dazed, suddenly looked up at the person in the rear-view mirror, and asked, "Ming Shu... Can I still get her back?"

    Ji Mingshu was slightly startled, knowing that she was worried about gain and loss, and the person she had been looking for for four years was now in front of her eyes, within reach, but it was no longer the same as before.

    Ji Mingshu comforted her: "Yes, as long as the hurts are made up, as long as she still loves you..."

    Halfway through the words, his voice became lower, and this time, even Ji Mingshu was not sure.

    Love is not everything in life. Those hurts are real, and no matter how you make up for them, they will always be there.

    Sometimes, in the face of some things, it is really powerless. Even if he tortured himself with the same amount of damage, he still couldn't make the past come back.

    The deceased cannot be returned, just like running water cannot be poured, it is a helpless pain.

    Song Ling also understood this truth. She lowered her eyes and kept muttering: "No, no... My Ah Zhao, will never come back..."

    Ji Mingshu looked at Song Ling like this, and felt depressed and uncomfortable. She had followed her for many years and knew her better than anyone.

    In fact, she has always had no sense of security. She has no family, friends, and lovers. The only obsession with that is also piled up with lies and deceit.

    People are not afraid of despair, but the despair of self-righteous hope.

    When the car started, Ji Mingshu looked ahead, and said in a light voice, "Then treat her better, be better, until it can't be better, warm her heart little by little, Shen Zhao is soft-hearted, she will accept it of."

    Song Ling lowered his eyes and looked down at his palm.

    She is not afraid of any hardships, only that her heart is dead.

    How can a dead heart be warmed?

    The car was speeding on the highway, and the sky was suddenly dark and thick with ink falling down. It only took a moment for the sky to burst with thunder, and the pea-sized raindrops fell on the car window drop by drop. In just a few seconds, the rain poured down. The deafening sound of rain echoed in my ears.

    Song Ling raised his head and looked out of the car window.

    A bell suddenly rang in the carriage, it was Ji Mingshu's cell phone.

    Ji Mingshu carefully looked at the road ahead, picked up the phone, glanced at the caller ID "Manman" on the screen, she was stunned, and answered: "Hello."

    On the other end of the phone, Lin Manman and Shen Zhao were walking side by side on the playground when it suddenly rained, they hid in the sports equipment room, Shen Zhao went to the bathroom, Lin Manman took the time to call Ji Mingshu and said, "Mingshu, Shen Zhao At Jiangda, we—"

    Before he could finish speaking, Lin Manman suddenly heard a loud bang from the other end of the phone, followed by whistles one after another, and the rumbling rain, which sounded frightening.

    "Hey, Mingshu, Mingshu—" Lin Manman kept shouting anxiously, but there was no sound from the other end.

    Shen Zhao came out of the bathroom, heard Lin Manman's excited voice, and hurriedly asked her, "What's wrong?"

    Lin Manman looked at Shen Zhao in despair, her fingers holding the phone trembled slightly, she trembled in fear: "Something happened..."

    An hour later, Lin Manman finally contacted Ji Mingshu, and she took Shen Zhao to the hospital.

    Because of the sudden heavy rain, vehicles on the Longhuan Expressway rear-ended one after another, including Ji Mingshu and Song Ling's cars, but luckily the speed was not too fast at that time, and the injuries were not serious.

    Song Ling sat in the back without wearing a seat belt, which was a little more serious than Ji Mingshu, hurting his head and breaking a bit of skin.

    When Lin Manman and Shen Zhao arrived, they saw that their faces were painted with color.

    Lin Manman rushed in, grabbed Ji Mingshu, and asked, "Where is the injury? Is it serious? Why are you so careless?"

    Ji Mingshu held her hand to let her check, and caught a glimpse of her small face, her facial features were all wrinkled in worry, she felt pity and said with a smile: "It's just an ordinary rear-end collision, it's not in the way, I'm not seriously injured, it's the boss. , a slight concussion."

    Seeing this, Lin Manman looked at Song Ling next to her, saw gauze wrapped around her head, and looked back at Shen Zhao who was standing by the door.

    Song Ling also caught a glimpse of the person at the door, Shen Zhao raised his eyes to look at Song Ling, caught a glimpse of the gauze on her head, looked dazed, didn't say anything, turned and was about to leave.

    Song Ling suddenly stopped her: "Azhao..."

    Shen Zhao didn't look back, and went straight out. Song Ling chased after her and chased downstairs, calling her eagerly, "Azhao, don't go!"

    Shen Zhao was caught by her and forced to stop.

    She tilted her head sideways and was about to throw her hand away, but her heart softened when she caught a glimpse of the scratch on the back of her hand. She clenched her fist and said in a cold voice, "Release, I'm leaving."

    "You're worried about me, aren't you?" Song Ling asked her, looking at her profile.

    Shen Zhao laughed, she looked back at her, and sneered on her lips: "Song Ling, can you stop being so affectionate?"

    Song Ling didn't give up and grabbed her wrist. Sometimes she doesn't know what else she can do other than tie her tightly around her. She clearly wants to make up for her and treat her well, but every time she meets her, she is always tense, even talking to her calmly. cant.

    "Azhao, I know I missed it, I want to make up for you, okay?"

    Shen Zhao smiled, with helplessness in her eyes, she turned to look at her, and said, "Okay, how do you want to make up for it? If you can treat all the damage as if it never happened, I will forgive you."

    Song Ling was silent, looking down at himself holding her hand. That is a real injury, how can it be regarded as never happened, just like letting Shen Shenhua come back to life at this moment, it is something that can no longer be undone, and it is also impossible.

    Song Ling let go of her hand. Seeing this, Shen Zhao looked lonely. She lowered her head and smiled, with a mocking tone in her tone, and said, "Song Ling, sometimes I hate you more now."

    Shen Zhao clenched his palms and left the hospital without looking back.

    It was pouring rain outside, she stopped a taxi on the side of the road and disappeared into the rain and fog.

    Song Ling looked at the distant figure, and a feeling of desolation and powerlessness rose in his heart.

    "Is this going to give up?" A faint voice came from behind.

    Song Ling turned back, it was Meng Yunan.

    Meng Yunan stood not far away, watching that the two of them hadn't walked over until she saw Shen Zhao leaving before she walked over.

    "However you hurt your heart, you can restore it." Meng Yunan said softly, "Do you still remember what my aunt told you that no one can refuse strong love, and use your sincerity to exchange her heart."

    Song Ling raised the corners of her lips, bitterness in her heart, and said, "This time is different from before."

    Meng Yunan also raised the corners of her lips and pursed a faint smile, and said, "Four years ago, I told her that I touched her, and she went to see you, but then I don't know what happened, that is, on the day of the accident, she was devastated. Her heart, coupled with Shen Zhonghua's departure, everything came together. At that time, she had already lost all her reason, and she couldn't calmly think about everything that happened. When did things start to get out of control, maybe she I don't care about you taking her as a substitute. She went to you that day. Even if she didn't really let go, at least she started to care. If there was no later events, maybe what happened today would not happen. She cares. , you don't love her."

    Tears gathered in Song Ling's eyes, she resisted frowning, "How could I not love her?"

    Meng Yunan took a deep breath and said, "But she doesn't believe you anymore."

    Song Ling looked up at her and was speechless.

    Yeah, she doesn't trust her anymore, no matter how many times she says she loves her, she doesn't trust her anymore.

    Meng Yunan: "Explain everything to her."

    Song Ling lowered her long eyelashes gently, her eyes fell on the empty space, and said lightly, "I don't even have a chance to talk to her now."

    Meng Yunan laughed: "Didn't you just take over the magazine job where her and Chi Zhoubai's romance was public?"

    Song Ling glanced at her and said desolately, "Even you know it."

    "The person you abandoned, someone will take care of her like a treasure." Meng Yunan teased softly, she actually felt sorry for Shen Zhao, in this entanglement, love or not love is another story.

    I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me.

    The damage has already been created, and all those damages were caused by Song Ling. Even if it is not under her control, it has something to do with her.

    But she also believed that Shen Zhao loved her, and while she was hurting Song Ling, she was also hurting herself.

    This is a contradictory but helpless thing, both sides are hurt, and it is impossible to measure which side is less.

    Maybe in the matter of love, it can never be used to measure the loss.

    How cruel, but helpless.

    "There are no miracles in this world. It is your greatest luck that she can come back." Meng Yunan stared at Song Ling's eyes and said lightly, "Treasure it well, from the moment she came back, she lost this game. "

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