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    Chapter 99

    Shen Zhao felt the temperature on her forehead, she should have pushed her away, but guilt rose from the bottom of her heart, she clenched her palms, but did not move.

    "Let's go back." She said lightly, and turned around to go back. When she looked up, she suddenly caught a glimpse of the person standing behind her, and she was stunned.

    Song Ling was standing behind her.

    Chi Zhoubai also caught a glimpse of Song Ling not far away. She saw her approaching early in the morning, so the scene just now was just to make her give up.

    The setting sun gradually disappeared into the deep mountains, the clouds scattered in the sky, and night began to fall.

    Song Ling's eyes dimmed slightly, and his heart was filled with sourness, and he only stared at the person standing in front of him.

    So gentle and so tender.

    But to others.

    As if the wind and sand clouded her eyes, she didn't even have the courage to step forward.

    Once upon a time, she also held her like this, looked into her eyes, held her face, told her that she loved her and would never leave her...

    It was her fault, that absurd encounter, maybe it was wrong, only the beginning, never the end.

    She told herself that it was time to give up.

    Maybe leaving her, her Ah Zhao will be happier.

    Stop it, Song Ling.

    Everything started with her and should end with her.

    Chi Zhoubai took Shen Zhao's hand and took the person away from Song Ling's eyes.

    The moment they passed by, Shen Zhao's heart was pounding non-stop. For some unknown reason, at this moment, she actually felt distressed for Song Ling.

    Her palms were full of sweat, and Chi Zhoubai felt her clenched palms, still cold, a coldness that could no longer be covered.

    "Are you willing?" Chi Zhoubai asked softly after walking a long way and never seeing the riverside again.

    Shen Zhao lowered his eyes, knowing that it was Chi Zhoubai's intention just now, Song Ling was standing behind her, not far away, she couldn't see, but Chi Zhoubai must have seen it, so she deliberately led her to be close to her, so that she could Song Ling looked.

    Shen Zhao didn't withdraw his hand or answer Chi Zhoubai's words, and let her lead him away.

    Now that you have decided to end it, don't hesitate and don't look back.

    Letting go of each other is good for everyone.

    Walking towards the parking lot, the sky turned dark quickly, Chi Zhoubai glanced at her face sideways, and seeing her dazed expression, she let go of her hand and said lightly, "I'll go get the car."

    Shen Zhao raised his eyes, his eyes were blurred, and it took a long while to react, and he said hello.

    The street lamp lit up in an instant and shot down overhead. Shen Zhao stood on the side of the road and stared at the light on the ground for a while.

    The car drove over, and right in front of her, Chi Zhoubai called her: "Zhaozhao, get in the car."

    Shen Zhao stood there and looked up at Chi Zhoubai in a trance. She felt exhausted and said lightly, "Go back first, I want to walk alone."

    Chi Zhoubai lowered her long eyelashes, knowing that she still cared about it in her heart, and she couldn't let it go. She repeated this torture for four years, and she witnessed all this with her own eyes.

    She would rather let her so-called self-esteem that she cares about and go back to be with Song Ling.

    At least she won't be so sad.

    Chi Zhoubai felt powerless in his heart, and said in a gentle voice, "It's getting dark, I'm afraid you won't be safe alone."

    Shen Zhao lowered his eyes and remained silent.

    Chi Zhoubai raised his lips hard, and finally compromised and asked her, "Where do you want to go? I'll take you there. It's too far here, so it's not easy to take a taxi."

    Shen Zhao thought about it and said, "Go to Jiangda, I want to find Manman."

    Chi Zhoubai knew that she was talking about Lin Manman, and she said in a low voice, "Okay, get in the car."

    Shen Zhao opened the car door and got in the car, fastened his seat belt.

    Twenty minutes later, the car stopped at the gate of Jiang University.

    Shen Zhao got out of the car, Tianhei Chi Zhoubai was worried, and asked more: "If you have anything, you must call me."

    Shen Zhao nodded and said, "Okay."

    Chi Zhoubai saw that she was wearing thin clothes. He got out of the car and took off his coat and put it on her. Shen Zhao was stunned for a while, then raised his head and said, "You can wear it."

    "It's okay, I'll go back to the hotel later." Chi Zhoubai said.

    Because of the filming, the crew booked a hotel nearby.

    Shen Zhao pursed his lips, looked down at the jacket on his body, and murmured, "Thank you, Chi Zhoubai."

    Chi Zhoubai lowered his eyebrows and looked at her eyes. In the past four years, this is probably the most she has said to her.

    She hooked her lips mockingly, and said softly, "Go." After she turned around and got into the car, she stepped on the accelerator and left without saying anything.

    Shen Zhao turned around and walked towards Jiang Da, because she had sent a message to Lin Manman in advance that she had a class in the evening and ran to the school gate to pick her up after class.

    Lin Manman ran over. She didn't see Chi Zhoubai, but only saw a shadow in the distance. When she got to Shen Zhao's side, she had already driven away.

    Lin Manman was very lively, jumping up and down, Shen Zhao stretched her neck when she saw that someone was gone, and she couldn't help but feel better, she teased, "I remembered something."

    Lin Manman came back to her senses, looked at her, and asked, "What's the matter?"

    Shen Zhao said, "On the day I return to China, Chi Zhoubai wants to make a bet with me."

    Lin Manman was curious and asked her, "What bet?"

    "She bet you still like her."

    Lin Manman cut a sound, snorted, and said, "I have our family now."

    Shen Zhao disapproved, deliberately gave a long sigh, and asked again, "Then if your family knew that you had just seen through Qiushui, wouldn't you be jealous?"

    "The second dimension and the third dimension are different. Who doesn't have an idol anymore, let's talk about it," Lin Manman turned to look at her, "I think Song Ling will be jealous."

    Shen Zhao was stunned for a moment, the scene at the lake just now gradually emerged in his mind, Lin Manman saw her silence for a while, and realized that she had said the wrong thing, she pursed her lips and asked her carefully: "Zhaozhao, let me ask you, you and Chi Zhoubai, are you really together? I saw the one uploaded on the Internet with nose and eyes, and Chi Zhoubai also liked it on Weibo and tacitly agreed..."

    Her voice became smaller and smaller, Shen Zhao was silent, walked with her eyes down and said with a smile, "Why, your idol is in love, are you unhappy?"

    Lin Manman was screaming, nothing in her mind, she blurted out without thinking, "Why am I unhappy, there are not many happy people in the super talk posts." After speaking, she suddenly realized that her mouth was fast, and quickly lightened her voice. Covering his mouth, he added, "No one who is chasing idols is willing to fall in love on their own. Besides, is it really impossible for you and Song Ling?"

    Shen Zhao and her were walking on the dim tree-shaded path. She was silent for a long time before she hummed, "I can't go back."

    Lin Manman was a little frustrated. She didn't know Shen Zhao's intentions, but she knew that Song Ling loved her deeply.

    For four full years, waited for someone whose whereabouts were unknown, and finally saw her again, only to see her with others.

    It doesn't get more sad than this.

    "Let's go to Jue Se, do you want to go?" Lin Manman suddenly suggested.

    Shen Zhao was stunned. It was a bar. When they were in college, a few of them used to go there. She didn't go there for so many years, but she missed them. Those green years were really good.

    She asked lightly, "Are you still there?"

    Lin Manman pulled her and said, "Of course! I still go often!"

    Lin Manman took Shen Zhao to the stunning bar, which was not too far from the school, just two streets away.

    There is a bicycle at the door, and the same as before, riding the night wind, the two of them rode side by side on the side of the road, Shen Zhao looked at the dim street lights at night, and it felt like back to the past, when innocent and no worries. .

    He pedaled hard under his feet, and the car was riding fast. Shen Zhao missed this feeling.

    She suddenly wanted to cry, crying and crying at the moment she was uncomfortable, crying and crying all the grievances and fears she once had.

    She wanted to go back to the past.

    After ten minutes of riding, the two arrived at the door of the bar.

    It's still the same as before, but it's better decorated and there are more people.

    Lin Manman pulled Shen Zhao in, and as soon as he entered, someone brought the menu.

    Lin Manman ordered a low-drinking cocktail, and asked Shen Zhao, "Zhao Zhao, what do you drink?"

    Shen Zhao took the menu and turned her eyes. It had been a long time since she touched wine again.

    "Brandy, thank you."

    Lin Manman said with a smile, "I remember, we came after a concert, and you ordered a glass of brandy, and then you vomited. You can take it easy today, and I can't carry you when you get down."

    "Don't come!"

    After three rounds of drinking, people came and went in the bar.

    Brandy has a lot of stamina, and Shen Zhao was in a bad mood. He told Lin Manman a lot of past events, and he sipped half of the glass one by one, and the two stayed until late at night.

    Shen Zhao felt pain all over her body, she lowered her head and hung there, her face flushed with blush.

    Lin Manman sat beside her and caught a glimpse of her sitting there silently, her shoulders trembling slightly.

    She knew that she was in a bad mood today, and she also understood that she had not had a good life over the years.

    Losing her father, wasting her studies, being deceived and hurt by the people she loves... Others are heartbroken and unforgettable in a lifetime, but they all happened to her in an instant.

    Who can bear it.

    She should deserve a better person, take good care of her and cherish her.

    Lin Manman supported her shoulders and comforted her: "Zhaozhao, cry if you feel uncomfortable."

    Shen Zhao held her face in her hands, and was silent for a while before she raised her head, her eyes were cloudy, and her eyes were blurred by tears. She looked at Lin Manman, and the corners of her lips tried to squeeze into a smile, but she cried out in an instant, with a smile on her face. With a crying vibrato: "Manman, why did it become like this? Why?"

    Lin Manman felt sad when she heard her voice. She raised her arms and hugged her shoulders, comforting her: "It will be fine, Zhao Zhao, everything will get better slowly."

    Shen Zhao buried her shoulders, swallowing all the tears in her heart.

    She had never felt that life would be such a tiring thing.

    No meaning, no hope, nothing...

    Lin Manman stayed with her in the bar for a long time, until late at night, when Ji Mingshu suddenly called her. She told her that she was with Shen Zhao. Ji Mingshu was silent and said, "I'll pick you up."

    So half an hour later, Song Ling came along with Ji Mingshu.

    Shen Zhao was already tired of crying, lying in Lin Manman's arms with half-closed eyes. Song Ling came in and found her at a glance. Seeing her drunken appearance, she frowned deeply and walked over.

    Reaching out to pick up the person, holding her waist and letting her lean on his shoulder, Lin Manman stood up and said to Song Ling, "She is in a bad mood..."

    Ji Mingshu pulled her sleeve and shook her head to signal her, then she said to Song Ling, "Boss, let's go first."

    Song Ling hummed, and turned around and left with the person.

    There was a car parked outside the door, which was driven by Ji Mingshu. It is estimated that she is going to take a taxi back with Manman.

    Song Ling carried the person into the car, and then bent over to fasten her seat belt.

    Shen Zhao leaned on the seat, his stomach was pounding and he had a splitting headache, without the slightest bit of consciousness.

    Song Ling saw that her face was red and white, and her forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat, and her heart clenched for a moment. She held her face in distress, and pressed her lips to her smooth forehead, kissed her softly, and whispered. Whispered: "Azhao, let's go home."

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