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    Chapter 121

    From Jiangcheng to Tingcheng, the high-speed train is about two hours away. Ji Mingshu drove the two to the train station and arrived at Tingcheng at exactly one o'clock in the afternoon.

    After leaving the high-speed rail station, the two took a taxi to the police station together.

    At the police station, Song Ling was investigated as Xiang Jin's sister.

    Come along, and Raisel.

    Shen Zhao and Song Ling entered the door together, and when they looked up, they saw Rui Sier sitting at the door.

    This was the first time Shen Zhao saw her after four years.

    Rui Sier also saw the two. The police station only informed that Xiang Jin's family had been contacted and asked her to cooperate with the questioning, but did not know that the matter was also related to Shen Zhao.

    When Rui Sier saw Shen Zhao, her expression was slightly stunned. She stood up, her eyes fell directly on her, and she didn't say a word.

    A police comrade from the interrogation department came out and asked, "Who are Xiang Jin's family members?"

    Song Ling replied in a low voice, "I am."

    "Okay, come in first, others avoid."

    Song Ling glanced at Shen Zhao lightly, and said to her in a warm voice, "I'll go first."

    Shen Zhao looked up at her and answered her gently, "Okay."

    Song Ling looked away from her face, and glanced at Rui Sier next to her, her expression lightened for a moment, she didn't speak, and walked straight to the department.

    Outside the door, only Shen Zhao and Rui Sier were left.

    The two stood face to face, and neither of them spoke first. The two people who were so close once were now looking at each other, but they didn't even know where to start.

    Just like that sentence, haven't seen each other for many years, and everything seems to be a lifetime away.

    "How are you all these years?" In the end, Raisel spoke up first. She stared at the person in front of her. She hadn't seen each other for four years. She had changed a lot from what she remembered. The light in those eyes also changed. It seems that the years have smoothed the edges and corners, leaving only calm and indifference.

    If it wasn't for Xiang Jin's incident, she probably wouldn't have interacted with her again in this life.

    Shen Zhao pursed a smile, replied softly, raised his head and asked her, "How about you?"

    Raisel also held his lips and smiled, hummed, and said, "It's all good."

    People who were once intimate are now full of politeness and alienation.

    Shen Zhao knew that Rui Sier was not doing well, getting engaged, getting married, and returning to a secular life, an ordinary life for ordinary people, was another form of repression and compromise for her.

    In the same way, Rui Sier also knew that Shen Zhao was not having a good time. With just one look, she could see from those eyes that she had experienced a lot over the years.

    There are many wrong things in this world, some people, some things, once you miss it, once you retreat, you can't go back.

    Raisel stared at the face in front of her. She had imagined countless times what would have happened if she had persevered.

    But such an idea is meaningless. If she failed to take that step, it was destined to end like this.

    Shen Zhao looked in the direction Song Ling left, her eyes kept falling on the closed door, she was waiting for Song Ling to come out.

    Raisel caught a glimpse of her gaze, she stood behind her and saw that what she cared about was another person, bitterness suddenly surged in her heart, she opened her mouth to call her slowly, her voice slightly hoarse: "Zhaozhao..."

    Shen Zhao was slightly stunned, but did not look back for a long time, she pursed the corners of her lips lightly, answered her, and then turned her head to look at her.

    Rui Sier stared at her back, clenched her palms slightly, and said, "I'm sorry, when your father was sick, I didn't stay by your side, making you coerced and desperate..."

    Shen Zhao was suddenly stunned. She raised her head to look at the person in front of her. There was a moment of astonishment in her eyes. Her lips trembled slightly and asked her, "You know?"

    Those things, she never revealed a word to her.

    She won't know.

    Rui Sier lowered her eyes, a bitter smile on the corner of her mouth, and said, "I had doubts, when you broke up with me, I was skeptical, and only thought that you were really empathetic, and later, you called me that phone number. , you ask me, if you look back, will I wait for you, I guessed that you had to break up with me, and later, I found out that your father was seriously ill..."

    "The time I went to Jiangcheng, I wanted to see you, and I didn't even have the courage to take a half step forward..." Her voice gradually choked, "Zhaozhao, I'm sorry..."

    Shen Zhao quietly listened to what the person in front of him said, tears streaming down his face for a long time.

    It turned out that she knew it.

    Tears blurred her eyes, and she couldn't stop flowing down. She didn't know why she was crying.

    For the first time, she understood that in this world, some things and some people are doomed to be missed.

    If she turned back then, wouldn't there have been those things that happened later. But in the end, it is only if no one has done anything wrong, and some things have already come to fruition in the dark, and those years of her struggle, now it seems, are all just a mirror.

    Rui Sier's eyes were also red, and she kept saying, "I'm sorry, Zhaozhao, I'm really sorry."

    Yes, how much love in this world is vigorous, mostly flat and long, when there is nothing to experience, it is always flat and smooth, and you can see the head at a glance.

    But once there is a fork, it may never be the same again.

    Some people in life are destined to be missed from the moment they meet.

    Meet in the most beautiful years, love passionately, and then exhaust all the nostalgia, reluctant, go around in circles, and finally give up.

    Tears gradually stopped, Shen Zhao raised her head and looked at the person in front of her, the person she had loved for countless years, who was also a part of her youth, the person she had worked hard for.

    Her throat hurt like a knife cut, she couldn't say anything, she kept shaking her head, it took a long time to pull out a smile, and she said in a hoarse voice: "Don't say sorry to me, you told me that our relationship You never have to say sorry, you didn't forgive me."

    She raised her head and stared at this familiar face, tears rolling down her eyes. She actually loves her very much, living in shackles forever, that childhood sweet dream, maybe her most wanton days, but it was too short to disappear.

    "Si'er, don't let yourself be wronged anymore, I don't want you to live unhappy." Shen Zhao sobbed and looked at her slowly, word by word.

    All of them are not wrong, it is this world that is wrong.

    What's wrong is this world full of secular prejudice.

    Raisel lowered her eyes, and when she heard her words, she slowly raised the corners of her lips, tears dripped from her eyes and landed in the dust, a kind of broken gleam.

    She pursed her lips and opened her mouth with a smile, but her voice trembled uncontrollably: "Zhaozhao, I'm actually very fortunate, very fortunate that you can meet her and fall in love with her. I was too useless at that time and had no courage. "

    Shen Zhao shook his head with tearful eyes, "No, Sier, it's not your fault, I didn't blame you." She looked at the person in front of her, took a half step forward, and reached out to hug her, she used to block her. In front of her, but at this moment, she is also vulnerable and distressing.

    "Sier, never look back, don't let yourself be wronged again." Shen Zhao buried her head on her shoulders, stopped for a long time, and then slowly said, "I will feel distressed."

    Raisel didn't answer her, but Shen Zhao could feel her trembling body.

    For four years, she has actually been living in the past and has never come out.

    Song Ling came out of the interrogation room, looked up and saw the two people hugging in the corridor, her eyes were slightly startled, she gently closed the door, she stood there and didn't walk over for a long time.

    Shen Zhao heard the voice and glanced at Song Ling who came out beside her. She let go of the person beside her, her eyes were wet, she raised her head and said to her, "Goodbye, Sier."

    Rui Sier's eyes were hazy with tears, and the face in front of her became blurred. She heard the gentle voice and replied softly, "Well, goodbye."

    Seeing this, Song Ling walked over slowly, reached out to hold Shen Zhao, and said warmly, "Let's go."

    Shen Zhao lowered his head, silently held back his tears, followed the people beside him, and left the police station.

    It was cold outside, but the sun was shining brightly.

    The snow gradually melted, and it was full of life.

    Shen Zhao looked down and saw that her hand was being held. She walked behind Song Ling, staring at that hand, and she slowly called her: "Song Ling..."

    Song Ling was stunned, hearing her voice, her footsteps gradually slowed down, but she did not look back.

    She said lightly, "I've made it clear to the police that the matter has nothing to do with Rui Sier. The police will assist in finding Xiang Jin, Du Zhong's family, and will not embarrass her."

    Shen Zhao quietly listened to what she said, knowing that she was taking care of Sier's arrangements.

    There are many flat and flat loves in this world. When there is no wind and rain, no one knows where they will go or what they will do for that person.

    But this is the only way people can understand how rare it is for people who are obsessive and unwilling to give up.

    In the depths, you may never be able to see clearly, but once you get out of it, you will know that they should cherish each other. The time is too short, and in the years when we happened to love each other, we shouldn't waste that time torturing each other.

    His right hand was held in the palm of his hand, Shen Zhao stretched out his left hand to hold her hand, took her arm in his arms, and called her again: "Song Ling..."

    The posture was too intimate, and the voice was soft and soft, which made Song Ling stunned for a while. She stopped and turned around to look at her, just in time to meet the pair of close eyes, wet but shining.

    Seeing those eyes, she seemed to return to the past for a moment, making her feel a little dazed for a while.

    Shen Zhao hugged her arm, lowered her body slightly, and asked her with a smile on her back, "You carry me, okay?"

    Just like before.

    Song Ling was stunned for a while, staring at her for a long time in silence, and finally pulled the corner of her lips and said with a smile, "Okay."

    Song Ling bent down and squatted in front of Shen Zhao. The sun was shining on her, and it was warm. After a while, the person behind her climbed up. She felt the weight, which was a long-lost steadiness.

    Struggling to carry people on their backs, at this moment, it is like carrying the whole world.

    Shen Zhao was lying on her back, as before, he gave all of himself to her without reservation, she put her hands around her neck, rubbed her cheeks lightly behind her ears, and murmured with infinite nostalgia: "Ah Ling, we should never abandon each other, okay?"

    A warm voice came from the ear, and the soft breath spurted into the auricle, reaching the apex of the heart. It was a long-lost love, but it was stronger than before.

    She understands how difficult this moment is, and how precious that sincerity is.

    Song Ling's eyes were slightly wet, she lifted her lips and promised her with a smile: "Okay, no matter the ends of the earth, we are all together, and we will never be separated."

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