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    Chapter 138

    Downstairs, Shen Zhao got out of the elevator and walked out with tears in his eyes.

    Those words stabbed in her heart like a knife. She had come to her with the heart that no matter how difficult it was, she would never give up, but when she heard those hurtful words from her own mouth, she was still unbearably uncomfortable.

    She couldn't accept that the person who put himself on the top of his heart a moment ago said those heartless words to her at this moment.

    She thought that when all this was over, she would usher in a new life, and she was obviously getting better and better, but now, she didn't know where the problem was, why did Song Ling treat her like this...

    She really can't stand it anymore.

    After exiting the building, facing the scorching sun, he walked to the parking lot. Shen Zhao opened the car door and sat in, holding the steering wheel with both hands. He lowered his head and lay on his arms, crying loudly.

    After an unknown time, a sound suddenly came from the car window, Shen Zhao raised his head in a trance, and looked at the person outside the window with tears on his face.

    It's Chi Zhoubai...

    She was stunned for a moment, then subconsciously raised the back of her hand to wipe away the tears, rolled down the window, and asked her with a cry in her voice, "You, why are you here?"

    Chi Zhoubai lowered his head to see the tears on her face, frowned slightly, pursed his lips and said, "Song Ling called me here."

    Shen Zhao's expression froze, looking at Chi Zhoubai's eyes stagnant, she suddenly laughed and burst into tears.

    So, did she even think about the way back for her... Arrange for her, leave the house to her, leave the money to her, and then push her to others.

    Is this her letting go?

    Chi Zhoubai caught a glimpse of Shen Zhao's expression and called her worriedly: "Zhao Zhao..."

    Shen Zhao stopped his tears and didn't look at Chi Zhoubai, he just said lightly, "Go away, don't worry about me."

    After speaking, she rolled the window, started the car, stepped on the accelerator and galloped away.

    Chi Zhoubai was stunned for a moment, still standing there, looking at the departing vehicle, dazed.

    Xiao Jin drove the car beside her and called her softly: "Sister, let's go back, there will be an announcement later..."

    Chi Zhoubai didn't move, feeling the strong sunlight above her head, covering her.

    After a while, she looked up at Xiao Jin and said, "Get out of the car first."

    Xiao Jin didn't know why, but he unfastened his seat belt and got out of the car. Chi Zhoubai took advantage of the situation and opened the car door to get in. Only then did Xiao Jin realize that she was about to drive away, so she stopped her and said anxiously, "Sister, where are you going? ?"

    Chi Zhoubai sat in the cab, closed the door, and said, "You go back first, I'll go back later."

    Before Xiao Jin could speak, the person in front of her drove away at a rapid pace. She knew that she must be chasing Shen Zhao again.

    For more than half a year, since Shen Zhao and Song Ling got married, she has never cared about Shen Zhao's affairs, but now she doesn't know how to start it again.

    If the boss knew about this, it would be a bunch of things!

    Chi Zhoubai followed Shen Zhao's car and chased after her.

    She was obviously not looking right just now, so driving would cause an accident.

    Shen Zhao drove the car galloping down the road, sadness and despair came up together, tears could not stop streaming down her face, blocking her vision, the car got off the elevated and stopped at the traffic light.

    After a while, Chi Zhoubai also caught up in the driveway next to her. She rolled down the window and called her anxiously, "Zhaozhao, stop first!"

    As soon as she shouted, someone next to her also cast their eyes. Chi Zhoubai is a public figure, and many people recognize her, so they all took out their mobile phones to take pictures when they saw her.

    Seeing this, Shen Zhao had to go straight and hurriedly changed to the road that turned next to him. After a turn, he was about to turn around and leave, but the speed was too fast and a little aggressive. The car that happened to turn on the road on the right also came over, and it happened to rear-end at once. When they hit it, Shen Zhao swerved his hand and hit the steering wheel, hitting the green belt next to him.

    Make a loud bang.

    Chi Zhoubai was stunned, and quickly got out of the car and rushed over, opened the car door, saw the person lying on the steering wheel, stretched out his hand to help her, and shouted anxiously: "Zhaozhao! Zhaozhao!"

    Shen Zhao raised her head, her head was hit, a piece of forehead was broken, and blood came out. She was dazed and whispered softly, "Chi Zhoubai..."

    Chi Zhoubai quickly unfastened the seat belt on Shen Zhao's body, took the person out, carried him back into his car, and drove straight to the hospital, running through several traffic lights along the way.

    In the hospital, Shen Zhao bandaged the wound and took another film, only to say that it was a slight concussion, and the wound on his head was only a slight abrasion, which was not serious.

    It's just that his emotions were a little out of control, coupled with excessive sadness, he passed out for a while.

    Only then did Chi Zhoubai feel relieved, and before he took a breath, an urgent voice suddenly came from behind: "Chi Zhoubai!"

    Chi Zhoubai stood by the door, and when he looked back, he saw Song Ling, who was rushing in. Before he could speak, someone rushed in front of her and asked her slightly angrily, "Why did the car accident happen, didn't you come to pick her up?! "

    Chi Zhoubai raised his eyes and looked at the worried person in front of him, and asked her with a sneer, "You asked me?! I want to ask you, what did you tell her? Why did she lose control of her emotions and how could she be sad? over?!"

    Song Ling pursed her lips and said nothing, panting hard, staring at her for a moment and then turning her eyes away, not to look at her.

    He turned around and was about to walk into the ward. As soon as he put his finger on the door handle, he heard a voice behind him: "You want to break up with her, don't you?!"

    Song Ling's movement to open the door stagnated. After a moment of silence, he finally put down the hand that opened the door, clenched his palm and said, "Will you take good care of her?"

    Chi Zhoubai stared at Song Ling's profile, knowing that she guessed correctly, she vaguely guessed a few points from the phone call she just called her.

    How could someone so possessive give up so easily?

    Chi Zhoubai frowned in disbelief and asked her, "Why?"

    Song Ling smiled wryly, and had no plans to explain to her. She just said lightly, "Don't you like her? I will divorce her. You just need to take good care of her, and you don't need to know about the rest."

    Chi Zhoubai stretched out his hand and grabbed her arm. He was in a hurry. He couldn't help pulling someone over and asked, "Song Ling, what do you mean?! What is divorce? She loves you, don't you know?"

    Song Ling pursed her lips tightly, but did not open her mouth.

    Seeing that she didn't speak, Chi Zhoubai felt that something was wrong, and asked, "Why do you want to divorce? If you love each other, why do you want to divorce?"

    Song Ling chuckled lightly, lowered his eyes, and said lightly, "I just don't love anymore, what could be the reason?!"

    Chi Zhoubai's fingers grabbing her arm suddenly pulled hard and pulled her furiously: "Song Ling, how can you treat her like this? How much she loves you, do you know?! I don't know what you are thinking, Obviously the two of them are no longer grumpy, obviously they can start a new life, why did you suddenly give up on her? You know, how did she come here in those four years? In the past four years, she has never forgotten you , I sometimes wonder, what exactly does she love you?" Chi Zhoubai sneered, and suddenly said, "Do you know when I first met her in country T? In order to protect that Angel Eye, she was She fought desperately with the gangster and was beaten to death, she didn't want her life, just to keep the necklace you gave her..."

    Song Ling was suddenly stunned, and after a moment of daze, her eyes slowly recovered. She turned to look at the person in the ward, the small body lying motionless.

    "So, Song Ling, you are sorry for her from the beginning to the end," Chi Zhoubai stared at her profile and said seriously, "I don't know why you want to divorce her, but I understand that she I have only you in my heart from beginning to end, and I will never intervene in your midst, and I also know that there has never been my place there.”

    After Chi Zhoubai finished speaking, he turned and was about to leave.

    Song Ling raised her head and suddenly said, "What if I asked you to take care of her?"

    Chi Zhoubai suddenly stopped, she stopped, turned slowly to look at the person in front of her, frowned in disbelief, and waited for her to continue speaking.

    Song Ling's eyes were sour, and she slowly said, "It's possible that I won't be able to accompany her to the end, maybe... maybe it's not even a few years, so can I ask you to take good care of her for me."

    Chi Zhoubai was dumbfounded, staring at her face, stunned for a while, and finally opened his lips but still didn't speak.

    At this moment, she suddenly understood, Song Ling's choice.

    Song Ling's gaze fixed on the people in the room, her eyes were gentle, she could no longer openly look at her like this, maybe, this was the last time.

    Chi Zhoubai took a deep breath, and said Man Sheng, "Can't we face it together? If she knew it, she wouldn't have left you. She hasn't given up in those four years. How can you be so sure, at such a moment? , she will give up. Since they love each other, they can overcome all difficulties and face it together, it is better than escaping from selfishly arranging everything for her. At least, in the future, she will know that she will not regret it. "

    "She won't know." Song Ling said firmly, "I will leave, as long as she signs, I will go far, leave Jiangcheng, leave her life, go to a place without her, I will not see her in this life, She'll never know."

    Chi Zhoubai was stunned for a moment, "Don't you feel too selfish like this?"

    Song Ling smiled bitterly, her eyes still falling on the people in the room, she said slowly: "She is only twenty-four years old, she still has a long way to go in her life, and she will meet a lot of people. Life is still like that. It's beautiful, she hasn't experienced many things yet, so she's guarding a hopeless me like this, living the days of fear and fear every day, I can't bear it."

    She slowly lowered her long eyelashes, tears fell, and continued: "She now has her own studio and resumed her studies. With her intelligence and ability, her future life will only get better, she will not move forward. Go, do you want to accompany me to spend the rest of the day with fear? You don't know how stubborn she is, ask her to accompany me, watch over me, and watch this life bit by bit Disappearing and helpless... That's too cruel, no matter what kind of difficulties, I won't give up, but this is the only thing I can do. Life and death are life and death, very people can control. I don't want her to waste time on me , wasting her youth. She is actually very afraid of the hospital, afraid of disinfectant water, she has experienced the taste of loss, and I don't want her to go through that kind of life again."

    Chi Zhoubai listened to her words, and suddenly felt sad, she said slowly: "Maybe, she doesn't care about anything, maybe she just wants to be by your side."

    Song Ling smiled, "Yeah, maybe we can stay together for a few years, but in the end, I'm afraid it will slowly pass away in the constant chemotherapy, hospitalization, the torture of serious illness, and the daily fear and tears. I can't use this last little bit of nostalgia and tenderness to gamble her whole life. Life is not only about love, she also has career, youth, life, future, and love given by others, slowly Yes, she'll forget."

    The sunlight outside the window was strong, shining through the glass in front of the bed.

    Shen Zhao lay there on his side, closed his eyes and listened to the sound of the door quietly, biting his trembling lips, tears fell silently into his temples.

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