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    Chapter 49 But... I don't want to

    Jiang Huai didn't know how long he had slept, but he was always groggy, as if he had a very long dream. In the dream, He Yiyun kept talking to him, but he couldn't remember what he said. It was just a sudden moment. When she woke up, she saw He Yiyun lying beside her bed, resting her arms with her hands, and fell asleep like that.

    The cold moonlight shone on the right half of He Yiyun's face, it was so beautiful, Jiang Huai carefully hooked the hair in front of He Yiyun's forehead behind his ear, and the back of his fingers lightly pressed against He Yiyun's cheek, it was warm, a stream of heat Straight into her heart, Jiang Huai left as if she was electrocuted. The tenderness in her eyes gradually disappeared. She turned her head up towards the ceiling and stared blankly at the ceiling. After a while, there seemed to be tears running down her cheeks.

    Three days later, Jiang Huai's spirit had recovered for the most part, and he was able to sit up and do normal activities by himself. He Yiyun was in the hospital almost every day for the past three days, and he also brought his sister-in-law for several months to take care of Jiang Huai's daily life and physical recovery.

    Jiang Huai's parents watched their daughter recover slowly, and they no longer had any strong resentment towards He Yiyun before, so they acquiesced to what He Yiyun did for their daughter. After all, everyone wanted Jiang Huai to be well.

    "Huaihuai, let's go first, you have a good rest." In the evening, Shen Qian was about to leave after visiting Jiang Huai. He Yiyun was the one who stayed with him for the past few days. Take the night work.

    "Well, be careful when you go back." Jiang Huai urged, there was still a bit of guilt in his eyes, and parents made them worry about themselves even when they were old.

    He Yiyun stood silently by the side. As Jiang Huai's mental state gradually improved, she returned to her previous cold appearance. The eyes she cast on her were always calm, even with a sense of distance.

    At night, the confinement sisters all went to the next room to rest. At this time, there were only He Yiyun and Jiang Huai left in the ward. He Yiyun sat on the side and silently dealt with work, while Jiang Huai was reading on the hospital bed. After closing their eyes and resting, the two of them tacitly agreed not to disturb each other.

    Two days ago, Jiang Huai still opened his mouth and asked He Yiyun to help him pour some water. Now Jiang Huai can walk to the bathroom by himself, and Jiang Huai no longer speaks about some things that he can do, and he does it silently by himself.

    Sometimes He Yiyun would stand up reflexively when he heard the movement, and asked her if she needed help, but Jiang Huai basically declined one by one.

    He Yiyun was at a loss, and his eyes kept following Jiang Huai's actions, watching her slowly get out of bed, pouring water and drinking water. He Yiyun would not sit down with peace of mind until he lay on the bed again.

    Jiang Huai felt that there was a line of sight sticking firmly to her body, she tried her best to restrain herself from not caring, and silently lay on the bed, picked up the book on the side, and continued to read it, until the sight disappeared, and her heart was silently relieved. in one breath.

    The room was terrifyingly quiet. If Jiang Huai didn't speak, He Yiyun would not be able to say a word. He Yiyun had doubted the look in Jiang Huai's eyes that time. The eyes full of nostalgia and affection were imaginary. .

    At about ten o'clock in the evening, Jiang Huai was going to turn off the lights and go to bed. Naturally, He Yiyun didn't dare to disturb Jiang Huai. He closed the computer and got up to tidy up the sofa. There is only one bed in the VIP ward, so for those who accompany the night, either a camp bed or a sofa, He Yiyun felt that the camp bed would take up space in the road. Sleep on the sofa.

    The two-seater sofa was only one meter five in length, so He Yiyun had to sleep in a crouch for his long legs. Jiang Huai found out two days ago that she had asked He Yiyun to go home before, so it was enough to have a nurse here. She remembered that He Yiyun was there. Hearing his words, he felt lonely for a moment, but he still rejected him. Jiang Huai was really weak at that time, so he stopped insisting.

    Jiang Huai looked at He Yiyun who was lying on his back with his knees bent, sighed silently in his heart, and turned off the bedside lamp, and the room was pitch black.

    There seemed to be a gust of wind outside, and the gust of wind blew through the leaves by the window, making a rustling sound.

    He Yiyun lay quietly, listening to the noises outside the window, without any sleepiness, but she still did not dare to move, for fear of disturbing Jiang Huai.

    "He Yiyun." Jiang Huai's voice suddenly sounded behind He Yiyun, and there was no emotion.

    "Huh? I'm here." He Yiyun got up immediately, thinking that Jiang Huai had something to do.

    "It's alright, don't come here." Jiang Huai heard the movement and immediately stopped it. When He Yiyun's voice was gone, Jiang Huai continued, "You don't need to come over tomorrow night, I've almost recovered. ,and..."

    He Yiyun held her breath, Jiang Huai mentioned it once the day before yesterday, He Yiyun couldn't stand Jiang Huai's indifference and rejection to her, but she still tried her best to restrain the feeling she didn't dare to face that day, insisted on staying, and did it again, He Yiyun was afraid that he would really run away.

    "Also, Mr. He, you don't have to do this for me. You've paid all you owe me. Now the two of us, to put it nasty, have nothing to do with each other." Jiang Huai took a breath. There were countless words that had been brewing in her heart. She took advantage of the night to say them all. She only dared to say it when she couldn't see her fingers. Darkness can cover all of Jiang Huai's emotions. She just needs to control her voice. , As for whether he was crying, laughing, sad or sad, He Yiyun would not see it.

    He Yiyun froze in place and looked in a trance. In fact, when Jiang Huai called her, she had already stood up and was sitting on the sofa. Her eyes were slightly used to the darkness. Through the moonlight, she could faintly see Jiang Huai on the bed. Huai's shadow, He Yiyun wanted to rush over and see Jiang Huai's face clearly. Jiang Huai must be lying to herself, but she didn't dare, in case what Jiang Huai said was true.

    He Yiyun's heart was extremely conflicted at this time. Jiang Huai's words were undoubtedly piercing the needle back and forth in her heart. She only felt an indescribable grievance and sadness in her heart. The sadness and pain in her heart were all rushing into her heart, and even she herself could not understand it. How can you be so sad.

    For the first time, He Yiyun experienced Jiang Huai's previous feelings, so Jiang Huai at that time felt so uncomfortable when he was rejected by him.

    He Yiyun held back the sadness in her heart and summoned her courage. In the moonlight, she could vaguely see Jiang Huai's face. She got up and walked towards Jiang Huai, stretched out her right hand, and stopped just when she was about to touch Jiang Huai's cheek. , her eyes are as soft as water, and an inseparable friendship blooms in the night.

    "But...I don't want to have nothing to do with you at all."

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