Chapter 26 I Want To Be With You

"Have you waited for a long time? Why didn't you wait for me in the office? Does your foot not hurt when you stand here?" Ji Ran saw Su Mei standing at the door of the office building, and quickly stopped beside her, got off the car and helped her to the deputy drive on.

"Fortunately, it won't take long." Su Mei smiled at Ji Ran and tapped the car door with her finger, "Come home with me to get some clothes for a change, this time I will trouble you for a few days."

In fact, Su Mei just wanted to tease Ji Ran at first, she knew that Ji Ran must have a lot of things to persuade her, so when she just proposed to come to her house by herself for a few days, she then agreed, just to see Ji Ran She was so stunned and stunned that she couldn't speak, but after seeing Ji Ran's choked but surprised appearance, she couldn't say what she was joking about. Ji Ran was so happy and angry, she didn't bear to refuse. After Ji Ran left, Su Mei gently asked herself in her heart, is she really unbearable to refuse, or is she greedy for the warmth she hasn't had for a long time?

"Okay." Ji Ran responded warmly, looking straight ahead without looking sideways, but the corners of his mouth raised an upward arc.

After returning home with Su Mei and packing up, Ji Ran went to the supermarket to buy some vegetables. When he got home, Ji Ran helped Su Mei into the bedroom and went to work in the kitchen.

After changing into casual clothes in the bedroom, Su Mei slowly walked to the living room, leaning against the wall, and turned on the TV. It was the hit drama "The Wind Blows a Peach Blossom". Su Mei didn't jump off the platform, she sat on the sofa and watched with pleasure.

"I didn't expect you to love watching this." Ji Ran came out of the kitchen with a plate of cut fruit, poured out a few toothpicks from the toothpick holder on the table, and handed the fruit plate and toothpicks to Su Mei.

"No, I just read this book in my spare time in college, and now it's made into a TV series, let's see how it goes." Su Mei took the fruit plate and toothpick, picked out an apple with a smile, and put it in her mouth.

"Then what do you think?" Ji Ran glanced at the TV, when the heroine decided to jump off Zhuxiantai.

"It's okay." Su Mei smiled, noncommittal.

Ji Ran looked back at the female protagonist in white clothes stained with blood on the TV, shook his head and sighed, "What kind of life is better than death to go through to give up everything so decisively, the male protagonist did something wrong after all."

Su Mei raised her eyes to look at Ji Ran and chuckled, "Oh? How do you say it?"

The male protagonist on the TV was still kneeling on the ground and weeping, but Ji Ran's eyes were filled with a bit of coldness, and even his voice contained a coldness unconsciously, "He has been immersed in what he thinks is good for her, but he It really hurts her heart. If there is something that can't be explained clearly by two people, why should you be smart and let the other party be a fool for nothing. If the heroine is not a god, then he is killing the person he loves the most. The culprit, the rest of his life can only be spent in remorse. So, he is really wrong."

Su Mei looked at Ji Ran's condensed appearance, her eyes filled with a smile, "Ji Ran, if you have someone you like, will you make an important decision without telling her?"

Ji Ran thought for a while, looked at Su Mei and said seriously: "No, since the two are together, then she has the right to know everything about me. She wants to know it's her business, but every important thing is hers. I will discuss with her any decision.”

"Then if she did something to hurt you for your own good, would you forgive her?" Su Meimei blinked, quietly watching Ji Ran's expression.

"No." Ji Ran said firmly, she looked at Su Mei with burning eyes, "There's nothing to do, it's for her good at the cost of hurting one person, if everything had been made clear earlier, the two would be together. Make a choice and it won't hurt that much."

After a pause, as if he was telling himself, and as if he was telling Su Mei, Ji Ran lowered his eyes slightly and said softly, "Su Mei, I can accept the known price, but I will never accept it. Unknown damage."

As soon as she finished speaking, Ji Ran heard a chuckle, she looked at Su Mei, and saw that her body was already nestled in the sofa, and her clear eyes looked straight at herself.

The corners of Su Mei's lips were slightly curved, and the smile poured out so naturally, she pointed out, "Ji Ran, as long as you have hurt you, then no matter how much you like it, you will never give her a chance? "

Ji Ran was stunned for a moment, thinking of Yan Qing, she didn't know if Su Mei knew anything, but her eyes were light and relieved, "It's my life, but I'm lucky to lose, I never like to force, and I don't like to look back. "

Su Mei smiled when she heard Ji Ran change "I am lucky, I lost my life" to this. She raised her slender eyebrows and looked at Ji Ran quietly. The eyes of the two met and entangled in the air without hindrance, as if the river flowed into the ocean, blending silently without distinguishing each other.

Really let it go, Su Mei smiled silently, and suddenly said, "Ji Ran, I'm so hungry."

"Oh, I forgot to cook while I was talking. I'll go now. You can eat some fruit pads first." Ji Ran patted his forehead angrily, and after instructing Su Mei, he quickly walked to the kitchen.

Su Mei looked at Ji Ran's back, and remembered that stormy night. She curled up in the icy rain and hugged herself tightly, as if she had been abandoned by someone. Her whole person exuded a sense of grief and grief. Qi Jue, she couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged her tightly in her arms, wanting to give her a little help and warmth. But just now, in Ji Ran's words, what Su Mei saw was freedom and pride. Yes, it was pride. Ji Ran, who seemed to be mild-mannered, actually had her own pride. I really let it go, I won't be sloppy, I won't be disconnected, I don't want to move forward together, I just want to be safe.

In fact, it is the same. Although they live in different attitudes, they are the same loneliness. The world is noisy, the floating life is vast, it is fate to meet you, if you are separated from you, it is fate to go, fate arises and falls, fate arises and fate disappears, I don't force it, and you won't either.

Since there were only two people, and it was night, Ji Ran didn't do anything complicated, and only cooked two home-cooked dishes. Even so, Su Mei still tasted delicious, and Ji Ran was smugly hooked. The corners of his lips were raised, with a proud look on his face.

After the meal, the two sat on the sofa bored watching TV, but Ji Ran's phone rang, picked it up and saw that it was Cheng Cheng again.

"Are you free on the weekend, go shopping with me." As soon as he answered the phone, without waiting for Ji Ran to speak, Cheng Cheng grabbed the attention.

"You already have a girlfriend, why did you let me go shopping with you?" Ji Ran was silent, but couldn't help but complain.

"She's too busy to accompany me. If I'm free, can I still ask you out? Just tell me if you're going to go on weekends. How can you be so long-winded like an old lady." Cheng Cheng was also very dissatisfied. Humph, doesn't she want her girlfriend to accompany her, what can she do when her girlfriend is so busy.

"No time, go shopping by yourself." Ji Ran was annoyed and refused Cheng Cheng without hesitation. If she said that she was a little sorry for rejecting Cheng Cheng tonight, but now that Su Mei is with her, she has no regrets at all. . A person's life is so short, of course, he wants to be by the side of the most important person. Well, this is human nature, not to forget friends. Ji Ran told himself so calmly in his heart.

"However, are you itchy? That's why you refused the dinner appointment, and now you are refusing the street appointment. If you don't give me a valid reason, see if I will go to your house and beat you!" Cheng Cheng's voice was too loud, The words that were said were transmitted to Su Mei's ears through the microphone word for word. Su Mei gave Ji Ran a thoughtful look, but did not make a sound to disturb them.

"I said why are you still so arrogant, your ears are going to be deafened by you, I really don't know where your girlfriend is interested in you." Ji Ran rubbed the ears that were hurt by Cheng Cheng's shouting, if it wasn't for Su Mei You should pay attention to your own image when you are around. She has long since rolled her eyes, "I really have something to do this weekend, let's make an appointment another day."

"I have something to do. You are the leader of the country. Why do you have so many things all day? I don't care. Either accompany me to dinner now, or go shopping with me on weekends, you can choose one." Cheng also reluctantly got up, posing as if he had to drag Ji Ran out of the house.

"Didn't I tell you that I can't go out tonight, so please forgive me." Ji Ran held the phone with a headache and really wanted to just hang up.

"It doesn't matter, whether it's tonight or the weekend, let's choose quickly." Cheng Cheng played tricks, but he never thought that Ji Ran would not eat this set.

"I don't care. I don't have time tonight and I don't have time for the weekend. Bye bye." After speaking, Ji Ran hung up the phone and turned off the phone, not giving Cheng Cheng a chance to continue cheating.

Su Mei looked at Ji Ran who threw the phone aside and watched TV with a smile, and her heart gradually warmed. No matter why she didn't go out on weekends, at least tonight, she stayed to be with herself. It has been a long time since no one stayed for me, and I don't care anymore, but when such a person appeared, the joy in my heart was so huge, so huge that every cell in my body seemed to be smiling happily.

Aware that Su Mei was looking at her, Ji Ran suddenly felt a little embarrassed, she coughed lightly and changed the subject: "Su Mei, Lu Taotao is usually very busy, obviously the two are in love, how do you feel about Chengcheng and them? Rarely seen."

"Well, Taotao is mainly in charge of doing business. He travels a lot on business, and he doesn't have any fixed holidays. Usually, he is busy when he is busy, and he can freely adjust his vacation time when he is free." Su Mei replied gently, and Xiang Jiran briefly said about Lu Tao. Amoy situation.

"No wonder." Ji Ran looked comprehensible, and then frowned, "But Xiaobie wins the newlyweds, they are not bad."

"Yeah." Su Mei responded, but didn't say much. She was always reluctant to ask too much about other people's feelings.

There was still a TV show playing on the TV, and the sadness and joy of the characters in the show were so obvious that they floated on the surface, and people didn't resonate at all at a glance. Ji Ran picked up the remote control and changed the channel, laughing and complaining to Su Mei. Dao: "Now idol dramas are so exaggerated."

After she finished speaking, she didn't get a response from Su Mei. Ji Ran turned her head suspiciously, and saw that Su Mei was looking at her intently, her eyes were so soft that she could see water, she seemed to see a cluster of flowers following in the warm spring light. The wind swayed, and each flower greeted herself with a smile. She couldn't help but reach out and caress the delicate petals.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Ji Ran was a little embarrassed by Su Mei's gaze, she twisted the ends of her hair and rolled it unconsciously.

"Ji Ran, why don't you go to dinner with Cheng Cheng tonight? I can do it by myself." Although Su Mei said so, her eyes dropped. She knew why Ji Ran didn't go, but suddenly, she just wanted to hear the exact answer from Ji Ran's mouth, so she wanted to hear Ji Ran say that she stayed because of herself.

Ji Ran was silent, she was too embarrassed to say it was because of Su Mei, she wanted to find an excuse, but when her eyes touched the tips of Su Mei's clasped but pale fingers, her heart suddenly ached. , she gently put her hand on the back of Su Mei's hand, and the soft palm warmed her.

Ji Ran looked at Su Mei softly, with a faint smile on her lips, she said softly but solemnly, "Su Mei, I want to accompany you."

As if something hit Su Mei's heart, it burst open and burst into splendid fireworks, making the heart that was dry to the point of no grass, instantly a sweet and clear spring emerged, gushing out to nourish the dry and cracked heart.

Su Mei backhanded Ji Ran's hand and held it tightly in the palm of her hand. She slowly approached Ji Ran's side and leaned on Ji Ran's shoulder. The two snuggled up close together, no one said a word, as if it was a natural thing, as if they had always been like this.

Ji Ran sighed in his heart, what should I do, Su Mei, I don't seem to want you to leave anymore.