Chapter 39 I Love You

Ji Ran, who returned to the room hand in hand with Su Mei, put the schoolbag on the table, turned around and hugged Su Mei. Ji Ran's nose rubbed against Su Mei's neck, smelling the faint aroma of wine on her body, and muttered, "Su Mei...Su Mei..."

"Good." Let Ji Ran hug, Su Mei's hand naturally wraps around Ji Ran's waist, her chin rests lightly on her shoulder, and she asks with a smile, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Ji Ran tightened the arm that hugged Su Mei, and whispered in her ear, "I just think you are so nice."

"Oh, stupid."

The two hugged each other quietly like this. Although they never expressed their intentions to each other, the intimacy between the two has long been better than words.

In this life, it is so nice to meet you, get to know you, know each other, and hold you in my arms.

In this life, it is great to work hand in hand with you, concentric, progress together, and walk side by side.

Without you, I don’t know how long this heart that has no place to rest will be left to wander, and the prosperity of this world will lose its color. Fortunately, with you, fortunately, I am also here.

Time passed quietly in a quiet and sweet atmosphere. After an unknown amount of time, Su Mei raised her head and looked at Ji Ran with sparkling eyes: "Ji Ran, let's go out and watch the stars."

"Okay." Ji Ran frowned and smiled brightly.

The two no longer hesitated, put on a thin coat, and walked out.

At this time, it was late at night, and the corridor of the hotel was silent. The two of them walked slowly in the warm yellow light holding hands.

Outside the hotel, the dark night sky is full of stars. They are scattered and hung on the black night, but they converge into a beautiful and bright galaxy. The bright moon is surrounded by them. In the cold moonlight, it is revealed that With a little naughty.

The evening wind is just right, slowly coming and going, like a lover's hand, quietly reaching out and quietly retracting, under its caress, the branches rustle low, like a sigh, but also like a hold.

The two found a boulder, which happened to be surrounded by no trees. Sitting beside it, looking up, they could see the beautiful galaxy.

Ji Ran spread his coat on the ground and sat down with Su Mei.

She leaned her back on the boulder, straightened one leg, bent the other, and put her arms on her knees casually. If she were to take a straw and hold it in her mouth at this time, she would look like a cowherd.

Su Mei had her legs bent, her arms wrapped around her knees, and her shoulders lightly rested on Ji Ran's shoulders.

The night on the top of the mountain is really beautiful, a beauty that cannot be seen in the city. As light pollution becomes more and more serious, there are not many stars to be seen in the city. Every time look up at the night sky, there are only a few scattered ones.

Su Mei had forgotten how long it had been since she saw such a beautiful starry sky. Looking at the starry sky that shimmered like bright eyes, the thoughts buried in her heart couldn't help but become stronger.

"Before, my grandmother told me that when people die, they will turn into stars in the sky to protect the people she cherishes." Su Mei's voice was soft, as if she was afraid of disturbing something. If you listen carefully, you can hear the voice in her voice. "But, every time I look up at the night sky, I can only see a few scattered ones. There are so many people who have died in this world, and there are so many people they can't put down in their hearts. I never dared to hope that in the night sky. Of the few stars in it, one will be watching me."

"But now, there are so many stars here..." Su Mei turned to look at Ji Ran, there were tears in her eyes that were clearly smiling, they were hanging in Su Mei's eyes, crystal clear but she couldn't resist falling. , "Can I also have extravagant hopes, and one of them is shining for me?"

"Yes, Su Mei. It has always been there." Ji Ran took Su Mei into his arms in distress, patted her back lightly, and said slowly and firmly, "There is always a star in the sky, it is always for you exist."

"Su Mei, you can't see it in the city, because there are too few places to visit relatives in the city, the stars need to line up to visit relatives, but the stars who don't come will miss the relatives they want to see in the night sky, wait patiently, always It will be their turn. They will also entrust each other and let the stars in their positions help them to see if their relatives are healthy and happy.”

"So, Su Mei, don't be sad, it's always there, protecting you from the sky." Feeling the dampness on the thin shirt, Ji Ran couldn't help but hug her tighter.

This woman, who has been smiling since we met, cried so silently.

Did she cry secretly in every night when no one was there, with her thin shoulders helpless, she could only hold herself tightly and let the tears dry, and she was still smiling the next day.

"Don't be afraid, Su Mei. Don't be afraid." Ji Ran stroked Su Mei's hair again and again, and whispered softly, "I am here, and I will always be there."

Maybe it was because of drinking, maybe because of thinking of something in the past, the woman in Ji Ran's arms suddenly burst into tears. Instead of holding back silent tears, she sobbed and grabbed Ji Ran's clothes tightly. Tears poured down, and soon Ji Ran's thin shirt was wet.

Once, grandma also told Su Mei that she would always be there.

But she's gone, she's gone, she's gone forever.

In heaven and on earth, she is the only one left.

In this world, she has no relatives anymore.

After so many years, she has always been alone. Even if she knows Xu Sheng and the others, they have their own lives. No one can truly stay by her side and truly belong to her.

Until met Ji Ran.

This person, looking at his own eyes, seems to have stars.

She rescued herself time and time again. It was she who told herself that if you were not happy, you could not laugh; it was she who took her away from malicious eyes and speculation; she was the one who picked up and picked her up and washed her hands to make soup...

She immersed herself in her life so silently, bringing warmth to herself.

If you have been walking in the darkness, you may not long for the light, but once you encounter the light, how will you face the desolation of the night? If you are surrounded by cold all the time, you may not desire warmth, but once you feel the warmth, how can you endure this biting cold?

Like a drowning person, Ji Ran is the only driftwood in the world that can save her. She never cared about it before, but tonight she found out that the driftwood that can save her is also what other people want.

That person, acquaintance with her when she was young, was her original heart. She was young and ignorant, but she was sincere. Even if she was deeply hurt, she never broke the bond. An old time that cannot be erased.

She feels uneasy about their unknown past, but she is extremely powerless. Everyone's past deserves to be respected, and everyone's scars should not be touched at will, even if she wants to know about that past, she also She won't take the initiative to inquire, she has always been a person who only blames herself.

No one knew how much effort she spent to calm herself down when she smelled Yan Qing on Ji Ran.

No one knows how much she took to restrain herself when she heard Ji Ran admit that Yan Qing was her first love.

What everyone sees is her ease, but only she knows how real anxiety and fear are.

After seeing the stars in the sky and hearing Ji Ran's comforting words, for the first time, she didn't want to hide her emotions, so she cried in her arms so arbitrarily, she wanted to expose her weakness in front of her, She didn't want to lick her wounds alone anymore.

For some injuries, only a doctor can make it heal slowly, and one person's struggle can only make it fester more quickly.

A long-term illness has not become a doctor, and an old disease needs a good medicine.

She believed that Ji Ran was her doctor and her medicine.

After a long time, the woman in her arms finally stopped crying, she still buried her head in Ji Ran's arms, and asked in a loud voice, "Will it really be there all the time?"

"Yes, I will always be by your side. Su Mei, believe me." Ji Ran's chin rubbed back and forth on Su Mei's hair, earnestly and firmly.

"What's the matter with the scent on your body?" Su Mei still didn't look up, but the hand that was holding Ji Ran's clothes quietly tightened.

"Oh, it's nothing. Yan Qing asked me if I still liked her. I said I didn't. She hugged her and seemed to want to say something. I immediately pushed her away and told her that she liked her. I swear, I But he pushed it away without any hesitation, never more than a second before and after." After Ji Ran said this, he actually raised three fingers as if to swear.

I saw Su Mei grabbing Ji Ran's hand and slowly raising her head. The tip of her nose was red and her eyes were red. After the baptism of tears, her eyes became brighter and brighter: "I believe in you."

After a pause, Su Mei pursed her lips and said, "But I don't like the smell of others on you."

"Not in the future." Ji Ran touched Su Mei's cold cheek and said softly.

Su Mei, who was treated so tenderly by Ji Ran, became shy in hindsight. She felt her cheeks get hot, especially where Ji Ran caressed her. She pursed her lips and wanted to turn her face away, but her eyes seemed to have self-consciousness, as Ji Ran looked, the eyes of the two met, and they both trembled.

"Su Mei..." Ji Ran murmured, "I like you, I really like you..."

Ji Ran's cheeks started to heat up after she realized what she said, but she didn't look away, instead she looked at Su Mei more intently.

After Su Mei was slightly startled, her bright eyes were full of bright smiles. Witnessed by the stars in the sky, she pulled Ji Ran and her thin lips printed on hers.

The night wind is swaying, the stars and rivers are bright, and under the empty night, two lovers hug and kiss and communicate with each other.They don't need any gorgeous words to express themselves, they don't need any grand pursuit ceremony, as long as the hearts of two people are closely connected, they will win but there are countless people in the world.

Listen carefully, in the wind, there was a smiling female voice, she said softly, "Ji Ran, I like you too."

The author has something to say:

Don't delay, don't delay~ have confessed and confessed~ Sprinkle flowers together~ Ran Ran and Su Su want to be together forever~O(∩_∩)O