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    Chapter 62 You Are My Present Tense

    In the ward, Lu Jiang and Yan Qing were relatively silent. After a long time, Lu Jiang finally broke the silence.

    "Qingqing, does your wound hurt, do you want to drink some water to rest earlier?" Lu Jiang's voice was a little low, but still as gentle, he looked at Yan Qing with tenderness in his eyes.

    Yan Qing was silent, she raised her eyes and glanced at Lu Jiang, looking at his gaze, she involuntarily lowered her head again.

    Lu Jiang didn't force her, just quietly stayed by her side without saying anything.

    After a long time, Yan Qing finally raised his head, looked apologetically but firmly towards Lu Jiang, and said, "Lu Jiang..."

    Before she could finish speaking, Lu Jiang quickly interrupted her, only to see that he looked at Yan Qing with sadness in his eyes, and there seemed to be a hint of pleading in his eyes: "Qingqing, what's the matter, we'll wait for you to recover. I want to take care of you here."

    Yan Qing looked at the once sunny big boy in front of him with such a sad expression, and he couldn't bear it, but she had already delayed his time for so long, so how could she bear to let him down again.

    Yan Qing pursed her bloodless lips and turned her eyes to the pale walls of the ward. She hardened her heart: "No need, Lu Jiang..."

    Still before she could finish speaking, Lu Jiang interrupted her again.

    "Qingqing, look at me and listen to me." Lu Jiang wanted to step forward to hold Yan Qing's hand, but stopped when he was about to touch it.

    He just gently pulled the quilt and tucked it for Yan Qing, his eyes always stayed on Yan Qing's pale face, with a little sadness, a little reminiscence, a little nostalgia and sweetness: "Qingqing, the first time I see you I fell in love with you when I saw you. I have never seen a girl as beautiful and gentle as you. You have always been a light-hearted person. You can't see any special preferences. I don't like reading, I ran to the library all day and ran into you, many times, and we finally got to know each other."

    Lu Jiang paused, but couldn't help but gently tuck the hair from Yan Qing's cheek behind her ear. Although Yan Qing still didn't look at him, he didn't interrupt him either.

    Lu Jiang quietly looked at the girl in front of him for a while, and said to himself: "You may not imagine that when you promised to be my girlfriend, I went back to the dormitory and danced happily all night, and my roommates thought I was happy. Crazy, since then, I have decided to treat you well, you will be the girl I will take care of for the rest of my life."

    "But." Lu Jiang laughed at himself as if thinking of something, his face was obviously depressed and sad, "It seems that we haven't been very close after we were together, you are still that indifferent, and you will never take the initiative to find me, I thought you had such a temperament, but until I heard you talk about Ji Ran, I didn't know that you can have such a vivid expression, and you also have someone or something you care about."

    "You don't know, every time you talk about her, there will be light in your eyes, the smile in your eyes is so obvious, every time she contacts you, you will be very happy to tell me what you said, obviously It's just some innocuous daily chores, but as long as she tells you, you can show so much interest, then I know that this girl is definitely different from others in your heart." Lu Jiang finished this paragraph , Finally stopped looking at Yan Qing's cheek, he raised his head, as if trying to suppress something.

    Yan Qing still listened silently. She had always been expressionless. When she heard Ji Ran's name, tears slowly filled her eyes. She held back her silence, resisting that her emotions were about to burst. But he fell down unsatisfactorily, soaking the blue quilt.

    An air of sadness spreads in the ward, and this melancholy blue color cannot bury the heartbreak of the two of them at this time.

    After relieving his emotions, Lu Jiang continued to speak, but his mouth was choked up: "Qingqing, I thought that as long as I was wholeheartedly good to you, sooner or later you would see me and be willing to come to my side. But it's impossible. Is that right, no matter what I do, you have to leave me behind and pursue the person you desire."

    "But Qingqing, she has someone she likes. If you go now, I'm afraid you'll get hurt." Lu Jiang's eyes were still clear, and there was no jealousy in his eyes. As long as there was a lot of heartache and sadness, it was for Yan Qing's sake. I feel distressed and feel sorry for myself, "Qingqing, I won't stop you from living the life you want, no matter what, I'm willing to bless you, but can you promise me, treat yourself well, and don't let yourself hit your head with blood and blood? no way back."

    Yan Qing finally looked at Lu Jiang, her eyes soaked in tears were as clear as the blue sea at this time, all the emotions seemed to have been absorbed and empty, her eyes were so calm and indifferent, at a glance, just like theirs The first appearance.

    "Lu Jiang, it's not because of Ji Ran that I separated from you. She already has a girlfriend. Even if I still like her, I won't disturb her life anymore." People, just now Ji Ran clearly stated her attitude, and from now on she will not bother with her anymore.

    After talking about Ji Ran, Yan Qing paused, her eyes softened a bit, she looked at Lu Jiang, with a little apology: "Lu Jiang, after so many years, I really can't delay you any longer, I have also I tried to like you, but I'm sorry, I can't do it, I don't want to deceive myself, deceive you again, let's... break up. "

    It was finally time to say the breakup. Yan Qing looked at Lu Jiang with a bit of relief in her guilt. She had delayed the boy for so long. She really couldn't continue to live up to his waiting and affection. If you leave yourself without looking back, people who like you so much should not continue to hurt him.

    After listening to Yan Qing's words, Lu Jiang suppressed his sadness and pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying. Tightening his lips, he covered his eyes with the palm of his hand, and raised his head slightly, as if he wanted to pour something into his body.

    Yan Qing was very sad when she saw Lu Jiang's forbearance and sadness. After all, she was completely hurt by the boy who liked her... She was sorry for the person she liked, and also for the person who liked her. Really, he is a failure...

    The ward was silent for a while, and it was as quiet as if the sound of dust falling to the ground could be heard. Finally, Lu Jiang stabilized his emotions. He put his hands down on his side, looked at Yan Qing with reddish eyes, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Qing Qing, can I take care of you until you leave the hospital?"

    Seeing how Yan Qing wanted to refuse, Lu Jiang pursed his lips and said, "Even if we break up, let me have a beginning and end for you, okay?"

    Yan Qing also pursed her lips for a moment, and finally saw that Lu Jiang's reddish eyes softened, only to see her lowered her eyes slightly, and replied in a low voice, "Okay."

    It was almost ten o'clock in the evening when Ji Ran and Su Mei returned home. They were in a hurry at that time, and the food on the table had not been cleaned up. Ji Ran thoughtfully asked Su Mei to take a bath first, then walked to the table by herself, wanting to clean up. It's a mess.

    But Ji Ran didn't take a few steps before Su Mei grabbed her wrist. Ji Ran looked back at Su Mei suspiciously, as if asking what was wrong, but Su Mei didn't say anything. Then he pulled back to himself.

    She stretched out her arms and hugged Ji Ran into her arms, resting her chin on Ji Ran's shoulder, she buried her face in Ji Ran's hair, and exhaled warmly and lightly on Ji Ran's shoulders. Running around the neck.

    Ji Ran resisted the itch on her neck, raised her hand and hugged Su Mei back, she rubbed Su Mei's cheek with her cheek, and asked with a smile, "Su Su, what's wrong?"

    Su Mei still hugged Ji Ran without speaking. The two hugged quietly for a while. Suddenly, Su Mei snorted softly and bit Ji Ran's tender neck with her mouth slightly open. Ji Ran sucked in a breath of cold air.

    After hearing Ji Ran's low groan, Su Mei frowned slightly, as if annoyed by her impulse, she let go, and then stretched out the soft tip of her tongue to gently lick the place she had just bitten, as if This will make the pain just now no longer exist.

    In fact, Ji Ran was bitten by Su Mei just now, and she didn't feel anything. After all, it didn't hurt very much, but now that Su Mei was licking her neck so gently, she couldn't calm down any longer, and saw that her breath gradually increased involuntarily. , the heat rose from her body, she turned her head sideways impatiently, slightly opened the distance from Su Mei, and no longer let her agile tongue ignite unscrupulously on her body.

    Feeling Ji Ran's dodging towards her, Su Mei's already suppressed dissatisfaction grew a little stronger, but she released Ji Ran, then pushed Ji Ran gently, pushing Ji Ran into the sofa. , and then she bullied herself up, and the whole person condescendingly pressed Ji Ran under her body.

    Su Mei rested on the back of the sofa with one hand, pinched Ji Ran's chin lightly with the other, raised her face slightly, and looked at herself.

    Su Mei's peach blossom eyes narrowed slightly at this time, and there was a faint danger in those narrow eyes. She touched Ji Ran's smiling and calm gaze, and her heart was slightly embarrassed. She pursed her lips slightly, and then asked: "What did you say in the ward?"

    Ji Ran had a smile in her eyes, she looked at Su Mei's eyes and blinked, the smile in her bright pupils deepened, she raised the corners of her lips slightly, and said indifferently: "She told me that I am her emergency contact. ."

    After hearing the words "emergency contact" again, Su Mei's eyes became darker and darker. She squeezed Ji Ran's chin with her slender fingers, and lowered her head to lean a few more times in front of Ji Ran's face. After a minute, he asked in a low voice, "Then what?"

    "Heh." Ji Ran chuckled, suddenly breaking away from Su Mei's slender fingers, leaning in front of her and kissing the bright red lips lightly, and then the whole person comfortably nestled in defenseless In the sofa, he raised his eyes and looked at Su Mei, who was forced to hold his face after being attacked by a sneak attack, and said warmly, "Then I will tell her that you and I are the number one in my life from now on."

    Hearing Ji Ran's answer, Su Mei's eyes overflowed with a smile, she relaxed and poured into Ji Ran's arms, her slender fingers gently rolled up the ends of Ji Ran's hair, she whispered softly. Asked, "Is it gone?"

    Ji Ran hugged the person in her arms, rubbed the top of her hair with her chin, and said softly, "No, then she let me go."

    Su Mei leaned against Ji Ran's arms quietly, listening to her heartbeat, and it seemed that Gu was beating for her. She reached out and stroked Ji Ran's cheek, looked at Ji Ran deeply, and seemed to point: "Of course, it's all over, isn't it?"

    "Yeah." Ji Ran responded lightly, reached out to hold Su Mei's slender hand on his cheek, and gently kissed her palm. Ji Ran looked at the lover in her arms tenderly, without concealing her love and attachment, she whispered, "Susu, those past are only my past tense, only you are my present tense and future tense. ."

    The author has something to say:

    Alright, alright, although it's not offline yet, but Qingqing's shoes don't have any annoying scenes anymore.

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