Chapter 45 The cold-blooded and ruthless Ayan

After hanging up the phone, Xin Yan hurriedly chased out, but there was no one in the corridor.

Xin Yan stood blankly for a while, not knowing where Bei Lanlan left from.

She took out her phone again and dialed Bei Lanlan's number, but the ringtone rang from her coat pocket.

Xin Yan was stunned for a moment, and took out Bei Lanlan's mobile phone from her pocket. Only then did she remember that before the performance started, Bei Lanlan said she didn't have a bag, so she asked her to help hold the mobile phone.

Xin Yan: "..."

This is just great.

You shouldn't go far without a mobile phone, after all, people don't use cash much these days. Xin Yan searched the campus for a long time like a headless fly. The passers-by who asked said that they had never seen Bei Lanlan. Standing by the street lamp, her whole face was almost blown away by the cold wind. Xin Yan sighed, there was no way, Still called someone.

It's better for everyone to find it together than for her alone.

The whole family was dispatched, except for the housekeeper who stayed at home in case Bei Lanlan suddenly returned, but after more than an hour, no one could find Bei Lanlan.

Xin Yan drove her car and wandered around the road near the school. Every time a single girl appeared on the side of the road, she turned her head to take a look.

Feeling that she couldn't find it like this, Xin Yan stopped the car, frowning and recalling the contents of the book.

Half an hour later, Xin Yan came to a small park in the old town and looked at the thin figure on the steps in the distance, Xin Yan breathed a sigh of relief.

In the deep winter, Xin Yan didn't know if she would turn her car window around in the north wind for nearly two hours, but Xin Yan didn't know, but her pace was indeed quite heavy.

Walking behind Bei Lanlan, Bei Lanlan didn't hear her walking until she sat down against the tiled steps, and Bei Lanlan turned her head.

Then, she was shocked.

However, Bei Lanlan's shocked face was basically the same as that of an ordinary person, with his pupils shrunk, his eyebrows raised gently, and these two facial features could be affected.

"How did you know I was here?"

Bei Lanlan asked Xin Yan.

Xin Yan tucked her two frozen hands into her coat. This posture was not overbearing at all, but she couldn't care less. Keeping warm was the most important thing now.

She opened her mouth to speak, but just opened her mouth and coughed twice, and then she made a sound: "Although you may not believe it, I really know you better than you think."

After speaking, Xin Yan didn't see what Bei Lanlan's expression was. She narrowed her eyes and looked at the surrounding environment.

This park has been open for decades, and nearby residents come here to stroll around when they have nothing to do. In fact, there is nothing here. A small river passes through the park. There is a small square on the river bank. With a thick glass floor, at night, the floor will emit colorful lights. Children like to run on the lamp pool, and aunts also like to dance square here, because the atmosphere is full.

Opposite the square is a row of stalls, selling snacks, fortune-telling, barbecue, and Yiwu small commodities, almost everything.

This park itself is not famous, but it is very close to a certain pagoda attraction in the city. If you come here at night, you can not only see the close-up lighted pagoda for free, but it is not as tiring as climbing the pagoda in person.

In the era when there were no various scoring software, the park was full, and now it is very popular with tourists from other places. If Xin Yan could have come an hour earlier, she would definitely see the scene of the crowd, not the way it is now. , rubbish everywhere, the north wind howls, and there is a dead silence.

When there were a lot of people, the river view was a river view, and the pagoda was also pleasing to the eye, but now that there was no one, the more Xin Yan looked at the pagoda, the more distorted it felt. Especially its reflection in the water, it was pitch black, as if to open his mouth.

Feeling a little scared, Xin Yan wanted to break the silence between them: "Have you heard the story of water ghosts looking for dead ghosts?"

Bei Lanlan slowly turned her head and looked at her expressionlessly.

Xin Yan: "..."

She shrank her neck, "I see you don't talk, you want to find a topic."

Bei Lanlan: "Do you think I would like this kind of topic?"

Xin Yan lowered her head, "I don't think so much, as long as you take care of me, it's fine."

The tip of her heart seemed to be gently swept by a feather, and Bei Lanlan was stunned for a moment, but it didn't take long for her to return to her icy appearance before, and she even turned her head, as if she was out of sight and out of mind.

Her voice was as cold as her expression, "Hit a stick for a sweet date, Xin Yan, although you may not believe it, I'm really not as stupid as you think."

Xin Yan: "..."

That's called shooting yourself in the foot.

Knowing that she was still angry about the question she asked, Xin Yan's expression was a little bitter, "I don't know why I said that."

She looked at Bei Lanlan sincerely: "It just blurted out like that."

When Bei Lanlan heard it, she also turned her head, "What comes out of your mouth is usually the most real thoughts in your heart."

Xin Yan: "..."

She opened her mouth, but she couldn't think of a reason to explain. In the end, she could only admit in frustration, "It should be."

Bei Lanlan pursed her lips and looked at her even more unfriendly.

Xin Yan rubbed her temples, "Because in my heart, I think... you still hate me, even if we can sit together and have a good chat, even if you are willing to smile at me, but I still feel that you won't accept me."

After a pause, Xin Yan smiled bitterly, "I won't accept me either."

She turned into a peerless scumbag. Who can stand it? It's just that things were too urgent at that time, and Xin Yan didn't have time to complain for herself. Later, when she had time, she tried her best not to think about it.

This is a long scar that lies between her and Bei Lanlan. If you don't touch it, it seems that the scar has healed. However, as long as you touch it a little, the heart-piercing pain will spread to Xin Yan's heart.

Even facing the little girl who is unfamiliar in the nursing home, Xin Yan couldn't help feeling sorry for her, not to mention Bei Lanlan beside her.

When she was reading, what Xin Yan saw was the plot, the fun, and the slap in the face, but when she really came to this world, what she saw was all people, people, people.

A living person, a person with mood and hope, Xin Yan thinks that she cannot be called kind, but she really likes to help others, so after graduation, she did not look for a higher-paying job, did not accept the olive branch handed over by others, Instead, he took an exam and joined a small community.

No one in this world knows, and few in that world. In fact, Xin Yan graduated from a world-class Ivy League school. She speaks English better than the locals. During her time at school, she traveled to many countries and participated in a Although the time's health organization without borders is basically useless, if one day she encounters a pregnant woman who is too late to be sent to the hospital, she can also use her skilled delivery techniques.

From this image, it turned into the current image with a snap, saying that she doesn't mind it is fake, but in the end, the image is just like the appearance, it is all external, it is for others to see, Xin Yan will mind, But she wouldn't mind too much. What she really couldn't stand was that she was now stained.

Xin Yan has a slight obsession with cleanliness. Whether it is for the environment or herself, she always wants to distance herself from her relationship with Bei Lanlan, and always emphasizes that she hopes that Bei Lanlan can move towards the next life in a clean way. She always asks Bei Lan for this. Blue, and naturally will ask yourself the same.

This is perfectionism that only Xin Yan knows about herself. She never mentions it, let alone shares it with others, because it's all her shortcomings, and it's a flaw that drives her crazy.

Bei Lanlan will still lose her temper at Xin Yan, but Xin Yan won't tell anyone this, she just presses and holds back, refusing to let anyone know, just from this point, she is almost the same as the original body .

Even at this time, Xin Yan never thought of telling Bei Lanlan the truth. She just wanted to express her feelings. Normal people would definitely think that Xin Yan was blaming herself and repenting after hearing this. .

After hearing this, Bei Lanlan suddenly asked her, "What do you mean?"

Xin Yan was stunned for a moment, she looked at Bei Lanlan, and Bei Lanlan also looked at her, and she spoke very fast: "You can't accept you?"

"You can't accept it, so you want to separate from the past, and I am a product of the past, so you also want to separate from me, is that what you mean?"

Xin Yan was stunned, she couldn't understand: "Why do you always misinterpret my words..."

Bei Lanlan: "Because that's what you did, you made me drop out of school before, so you help me go to school now, my life is stopped because of you, so now you help me get back on track, you—"

Speaking of this, she was suddenly stunned, "That night, you told me that after a while, you would let me go, I never figured out why it was after a while, so you thought so, Repair everything that is damaged, return everything you owe me, and then you can say goodbye to me in a dashing manner, right?"

Xin Yan's face was blank, and she was suddenly told the central thing, and she felt that her heart was going to strike.

She was speechless, seeing her expression, Bei Lanlan didn't need to ask, she understood everything.

Now she feels like a joke.

Luckily, when she saw Xin Yan appear, she was still moved for a moment. Most of the anger she had originally had disappeared at once. At that time, she still despised herself for being unpromising. Now it seems that she is not only worthless, but also Brainless.

Such an obvious thing, she has only discovered now.

Bei Lanlan stood up suddenly, she looked at Xin Yan and was furious: "Do you think I will be grateful if you do this? Do you think I will forgive you if you do this? You, do, dream!"

"What am I in your eyes from beginning to end? I thought it was just that others couldn't see me, but it turns out that even you are the same, your plan is so good, everything is for me, but is there me in it? Even once, just once, have you considered what I would think?!"

Xin Yan was stunned by her scolding for a long time, and after a while, she supported the steps and slowly stood up.

After standing up, Bei Lanlan couldn't look down at her anymore. Xin Yan who stood up was tall and thin, and the cold wind blew the corner of her coat, making a strong voice.

The expression gradually faded, and Xin Yan looked a little ruthless, "Then what should I do."

Bei Lanlan frowned at her and didn't answer.

Xin Yan didn't need her answer either, since she was discovered, she didn't have to hide it, she just said it all: "The previous years were like a nightmare, and suddenly I woke up one day and found that I did something wrong. I wanted to make amends, I wanted to correct, I gave you everything I had, my energy, my attention, my assets, my mood, and now it's all yours."

"I tried my best to inquire about your preferences. You satirized me and I would be downcast for a long time. You always recruit people with bad intentions. I am worried that you will be worried to death, but I dare not let you know. Maybe you think this It's nothing, but that's all I have. You ask me if I have thought about your idea, no, I never thought about it."

Xinyan paused and looked at Bei Lanlan, who was pale: "Because you are not mine, you hated me at that time, and you didn't believe everything I said, so, whether you think about it or not, what is there? The difference is that you don't want to see me."

Bei Lanlan's throat seemed to be blocked, and she felt like she was choking. The world in front of her was a little blurry. After she realized it, she quickly lowered her head, determined not to let Xin Yan see her expression, and suddenly felt a strong feeling in her heart. Deep grievance, but she still has to suppress it as much as possible, and then try to speak in a calm tone.

"But people change."

Her voice was a little dull, not as aggressive as before, "I have changed, I have changed a long time ago, then you should be flexible and add the current me to your plan."

Looking at Bei Lanlan who lowered her head, Xin Yan sighed softly, she walked over, took her hand out of her coat pocket, and put it on Bei Lanlan's back.

Taking her into her arms, Xin Yan put her head on her shoulder, her eyes fell on the river not far away, and she gently patted Bei Lanlan's back.

"Okay, I've been scolded by you to wake me up, and I won't make this kind of mistake again."

Bei Lanlan was a little embarrassed by what she said, but the warm current in her heart quickly dispelled this embarrassment. The north wind was still so cold, and the white smoke brought by her breathing would still float in the air, but Bei Lanlan felt that Her body was hot, and her heart just seemed to be dead, but now it was beating happily again, more intensely than usual.

Xin Yan's embrace was really warm, she quietly reached out and grabbed both sides of her coat, like a koala, reluctant to let go.

But no matter how reluctant they are, they can't continue, it's so late, they should go home.

Bei Lanlan struggled slightly, but found that Xin Yan didn't respond. She was stunned for a moment, and pushed her away by holding onto Xin Yan's shoulder. With such a big movement, Xin Yan was naturally awake, but she looked sleepy, like a As if not awake.

Bei Lanlan: "..."

so

warm

the moment you actually fell asleep? !

Bei Lanlan was about to explode again, but after seeing Xin Yan's face, she froze for a moment, "Why is your face so red?"

Xin Yan touched her face, "Red? I don't think so. Then again, do you feel a little hot around? Strange, it's minus three degrees today."

Bei Lanlan: "..."

That night, Bei Lanlan didn't sleep for a minute.

When she got home, she knew that Xin Yan had sent everyone out to find her, and after finding her, she forgot to tell those people, so after they returned to the warm room, those people were still in the cold wind Shouting her name tremblingly.

I don't know when Xin Yan started to have a fever. Later, she stayed in the cold air for so long. When she got home and took her temperature, she almost didn't scare Bei Lanlan into a heart rate disorder. It was forty degrees. It's time for emergency.

The doctor was called to the house, Xin Yan was already asleep, the doctor asked Bei Lanlan what symptoms she had, and Bei Lanlan said a lot, from when did Xin Yan's throat start to itch, to the few times she coughed, and The time to measure body temperature is directly accurate to the second.

The doctor gave Bei Lanlan a meaningful look, and said in his heart that President Xin had also made it through, and finally he was no longer alone.

The matter was not as serious as Bei Lanlan thought, it was the fever caused by the inflammation, Xin Yan was almost on the verge of being, and she didn't rest well, and she went out to shake her to death, so the temperature went up all the way, the doctor gave her an infusion needle, and again Left a pile of medicine and left.

In his opinion, if this bottle of medicine is put in, Xin Yan will be able to get better. As for the pile of medicines, they are all used to consolidate.

But he didn't tell Bei Lanlan that way, because Bei Lanlan seemed to be the kind of person who listened to the doctor's orders selectively. He said that Xinyan was sick and what medicine should be taken. Bei Lanlan believed it, but if he said Xinyan Yan's illness is not serious, she should be suspicious if she doesn't take the medicine.

Therefore, he still doesn't bother with that. Anyway, President Xin is young and strong, and it's okay to take more medicine.

Xin Yan slept soundly, infusion while sleeping, Bei Lanlan stood by and patted her forehead every once in a while.

This night, she knew her recovery progress better than Xin Yan herself.

I don't know what the ingredients of that medicine are. The two blushing on Xin Yan's face disappeared, but her face was so white that there was no blood at all. Bei Lanlan just looked at her like this and couldn't help thinking of it. What the butler said.

The housekeeper said that Xin Yan had been looking for her.

The housekeeper also said that it was the first time he saw Xin Yan in such a hurry.

Bei Lanlan laughed in his heart.

She laughed at herself for making such a mess and rising so many heights. In fact, she just wanted to get a clear answer from Xin Yan. She wanted Xin Yan to tell her that she was very important and that she still cared about her.

Now she got her wish, although, in this way, in this way, injuring the enemy by a thousand and self-destructing a thousand.

The antipyretic was working, and sweat began to appear on Xin Yan's forehead. Bei Lanlan reached out and brushed her wet hair aside for her.

There was no one else in the room, and Bei Lanlan's low voice could only be heard by herself: "Forget it, I'll just be patient."

"But don't make me wait too long."

………………

When Xin Yan woke up, it was nine o'clock the next morning.

It was the first time she saw the sun shining in her bedroom, Xin Yan was stunned for a while, her door was pushed open, Bei Lanlan saw that she was awake, turned her head and said to the people outside, "Bring in breakfast. "

Xin Yan straightened up, "I..."

Bei Lanlan didn't wait for her to finish her question, and replied directly: "Inflammation, high fever, now the fever is gone, the doctor said you need to rest at home, eat first, and take medicine after eating."

Xin Yan: "President..."

Bei Lanlan: "I have already asked for leave from the company. Assistant An will take charge of the overall situation. When he finishes his work in the afternoon, he will come to visit you."

Xin Yan: "But..."

Bei Lanlan: "The meeting can be pushed, but it is unimportant. Today's appointment does not require you to be present. Don't worry, if you don't go for a day, the company will still be transferred."

Looking at Xin Yan, she asked, "Any other questions?"

Xin Yan: "...No more."

Bei Lanlan is in charge of the family very well, and she has considered all aspects. Whether it is at home or in the company, she handles it perfectly. It was the first time that Xin Yan became a big-handed shopkeeper, and Xin Yan was not used to it at first. After Bei Lanlan brought her breakfast and found that she really didn't need to get out of bed, Xin Yan began to enjoy it.

There is no need to work, a day of pure rest, and there is someone waiting on you for everything, it feels so good.

With nothing at hand to deal with and no one waiting to report to her, it would be better if every day was this easy...

Lying back comfortably in the bed, Xin Yan was just about to fall asleep when suddenly, she remembered the phone call last night. Xin Yan sat up in shock while performing a dying illness.

……mother in law! nursing home! ! !

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"Real daughter is a crazy beauty", the first column is

Fu Wanxing has become a ruthless fake daughter in a book with the wrong text

When she was 25 years old, the fake daughter realized that she was not the biological child of the wealthy Fu family. In order to occupy all the property of the Fu family, she secretly found the real daughter who lived in poverty and tried to kill her several times.

Even if the truth was discovered by the real daughter, the fake daughter did not shrink back, but intensified. She caused the real daughter to lose her job, slandered her reputation, made her misunderstood by everyone, and the fake daughter did everything possible to destroy her everything. Finally, the real daughter Unbearable, start to fight back

In the end, the fake daughter lost, and one night, her body was thrown into the icy river.

The day Fu Wanxing came in was the day Yuanshen got the DNA report. Looking at the freshly released DNA results, Fu Wanxing pondered for a moment and decided to take the initiative.

She sent someone to take the real daughter back to Fu's house and let everyone know that she was protecting her

She taught the real daughter how to manage the Fu family and leveled all the obstacles on the way for her

When the real daughter can be on her own, Fu Wanxing hastily transferred all the property to the real daughter's name, leaving only enough money to buy a plane ticket for herself.

Running to a livable city, when Fu Wanxing was gearing up to start a new life, the real daughter suddenly came over

She was dusty and haggard, as if she hadn't closed her eyes for days and nights

Fu Wanxing: "I'll give you my life back, isn't that enough?"

"Life?"

Zhen Qianjin laughed, her voice trembling, but with a desperate ferocity: "The Fu family has never been my life, you owe me, you will never pay it back."

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